Title: Second Chances chapter 8

Author: Sweet Steffie

Rating: R

Note: I was just itching to post this chapter, so here it goes! Especially for Kristina a.k.a. KliqGirl



Lita wrapped her arms around Brett's neck and deepened the kiss. She closed her eyes tightly and let her actions do the talking. Brett, realizing she wasn't pulling away, wrapped his arms around her waist and let her take over. She slipped her tongue into his mouth, making little circles around the tip of his tongue. Brett let out a small moan as her hands caressed his back. He had wanted for so long to kiss her, caress her, make love to her.

"Lita," he mumbled against her lips, pulling away from her slightly. Before Brett realized it, Lita pulled him back and kissed him more passionately then she did before. She ran her hands through his hair, slipping her tongue forcefully into his mouth. Brett was slightly surprised, but hell, he didn't care. Lita could do whatever she wanted to him.

Lita ran her fingers down his hair, to his neck and finally down to his chest. She laid her hands flat on his chest and pushed him back until he stumbled on the bench. He sat, well more like fell, on the bench taking Lita with him. Without breaking the kiss, she positioned herself so that she was straddling his hips. She pushed herself against him, feeling the heat that his body was producing through his shirt.

She crooned as Brett broke the kiss, trailing his lips to her cheek, jawbone and down to her neck. He gently sucked on her neck, causing Lita to lightly moan. She wrapped her arms around his neck, giving him more access to hers. She bit her lower lip hard, trying desperately not to scream. It had been so long since she was with anyone. It had been a good 5 ½ months without Scott, and she hadn't been with anybody since. Even Brett knew this. But he was going to end that streak. He was going to make love to her.

He lifted her by her hips and gently laid her on the floor. He continued by positioning himself between her legs and kissed her once more. He kissed her with so much passion, so much love, that it even surprised him he could do that. Lita moaned into his mouth as he swiped his tongue against her neck. Seeing this as his opportunity, he pulled up and took off his shirt. He smiled at her and bent back down, kissing her again.

Lita trailed her hands down his stomach, resting her fingers on his belt buckle. She fumbled with it, letting out a groin of relief when she finally opened it. Brett softly laughed against her lips. He couldn't believe that this was happening. "I love you," he whispered against her lips.

Then it happened. Lita tensed up. She didn't want this, she didn't want Brett. She wanted Scott, only Scott. Her eyes shot open while Brett was occupied with her neck. "No, no, no," she whimpered in her head. She gasped as Brett's hand went under her shirt. "Stop," she whispered. She spoke so soft that Brett didn't even hear. "Brett stop," she whimpered, a little louder this time. Brett pulled away from her neck and look up so that his face was above hers. "What's wrong?" he asked, searching her face for an answer. Tears started to form in her eyes. "I don't want this. I don't like this," she whimpered. Brett gave her a soft smile. "Do you want to go back to the hotel?" he asked, running his fingers through her hair. He didn't understand what she was saying. "No," Lita gasped, seeing that Brett didn't understand.

"Ok, then well just stay here," he whispered and laid his lips softly on hers again. But this time she didn't correspond. She slightly whimpered and pushed Brett away. "I don't want this," she said. Brett gave her a confused look. "What do you want?" he asked, confused like hell. A few tears escaped Lita's eyes. "Scott," she whispered. Brett immediately got up and paced around the room. Lita got up as well. She hugged her chest with her arms, embarrassed about what had just happened.

There was a long uncomfortable silence. "Brett, I'm sorry," Lita finally said. Brett turned around and shook his head. "Why are you sorry Lita? Because you love Scott? Or because you let yourself be free for once?" he scowled. Lita slightly winced at his tone. He sounded rough and not nice. "I want Scott, nobody else," she softly said. Brett scoffed. "Lita, you don't know what you want. You only know what Scott wants. You don't care what he does to you, as long as he is happy. You are afraid to come to me because you might actually love somebody who loves you back," he stated. Lita's mouth dropped. Tears started swelling in her eyes.

She sniffled and ran her hands through her hair. She then softly smiled. "You know, you are wrong. I do know what I want. You just made me realize that," she said. Brett raised his head in surprise, a drop of hope in his eyes. Could she be telling him what he wanted to hear? "And what do you want?" he carefully asked. He stepped forward and reached out for her. He laid his hand on the side of her head, cupping her cheek. Lita sighed at his touch, and rubbed her face against his hand, the way a cat would do.

She gently grabbed his hand and laid it on her chest, making him feel her heartbeat. She looked into his eyes, and smiled. "I know what I want," she whispered. She then stood on her toes and lightly kissed his lips. After she broke the kiss, she pressed her lips together, seemingly trying to remember the feel off his lips. "My heart only beats right now because you just made realize what I needed to," she whispered. Brett breathed hard, trying not to hyperventilate. Lita closed her eyes tightly and laid her forehead against Brett's.

"I love him, I really do," she whispered. She gave Brett one last kiss on his forehead and headed for the door. Just as she grabbed the door handle, Brett spoke. "Are you sure about this?" he asked, giving her one last look. Lita nodded her head. "Yes, I am," she said. With that, she left the dressing room. Brett stood there, trying not to cry. He had lost Lita.



Lita drove her rental car towards Scott's house. They were in his hometown, so that's where they were staying. Lita assumed that Kevin and Molly were staying as well, seeing how Kevin and Scott were roommates. She turned on the radio while waiting in traffic. Lita nearly moaned at the song she was hearing. Its was the sweetest sin by Jessica Simpson.

"Your lips upon my lips, can you envision this,"

"Your fingertips on my fingertips,"

"Your skin against my skin would be the sweetest sin,"

Lita sighed as she listened to the words. It had been so long since Scott did those things to her. She was starting to wonder if it would ever happen at all. "I love him, keep telling yourself you love him," Lita whispered to herself. She finally reached the house and smiled. She was right, Kevin and Molly were there.

Lita parked her car and walked in. She was kind of scared, she hadn't been in this house for about 6 months. She just walked in the door and looked around. "Still looks the same," she thought to herself. Lita was shook out of her daze by Molly. "Hey girl, you allright?" Molly asked. Lita shook her head. "I need to talk to you," Lita said, her voice breaking at every word. Molly nodded her head. "Let's go to my room," Molly said.

They quickly made it to Molly's room and Molly locked the door. Lita let herself fall on the bed and started to cry. "Li, what's wrong?" Molly asked, concern in her voice. She sat on the bed next to her and stroked her head lightly. "I went to talk to Brett," Lita sniffled. Molly shook her head, She knew that Lita had done that. "What happened?" Molly asked.

Lita rose and wiped her eyes. She looked at her best friend. She knew she could thrust Molly, she loved her like a sister. "He told me he loved me," Lita whispered. Molly looked shock, but then again she didn't. "And what did you do?" Molly asked. Lita stood up and paced around. Molly looked confused. "Well if you can't tell me straight up, then it must be bad," Molly said, as she got up herself.

Lita turned around and nodded her head. Molly gasped. "How bad?" Molly carefully asked. Lita bent her head down. "I kissed him," she whispered. Molly gasped again. She then took in a deep breath. "Ok, just a kiss, that isn't bad," Molly said, pacing around as well. Lita shook her head. Molly stood dead in her tracks. "Oh god, what did you do?" Molly asked. Lita bit her lip. "I almost had sex with him," she whispered. Molly gasped, but then contained herself. She signaled for Lita to sit on the bed.

"Why did you stop?" she asked, looking at the redhead. Lita lifted her head. "Because I love Scott," she said, sounding firm. Molly let out a deep sigh. "Do you really?" she asked. Lita looked surprised. Of course I love Scott," Lita said. Molly shook her head.

"Lita, do you even know what love is?" Molly asked. Lita shook her head. Molly sighed.

"Love is not breathlessness, Love is not excitement. It is not the desire to have sex all day. It is not imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. That is thinking we are in love which we all make ourselves believe we are. Love is what is left over when being in love has burned away. Now, do you love Scott?" Molly proclaimed.

Lita nodded. Molly smiled. Lita got up and walked to the door. "Where are you going?" Molly asked, but Lita was already gone.



Ok, I updated. The story is almost finished. Hope you like it.