Crazychickie4life.as usual: Ok guys don't get too freaked out here, I wanted to try my luck and see how you think I did by adding a little song into the picture. It's called Numb by Linkin Park, and if you haven't heard it before, I suggest you do because I personally like it a lot. If you guys aren't into the song/fic's then just read over it, it's in the **// thingies so it's easy to find. Anyway, thanks all for reviewing! You guys are truly awesome! So here's the story!

Chapter 11: Numb

Back in Hawaii with Josh and Kayla

"That little perfect bitch, she ruined our plans. She was supposed to die" Said Kayla while pouting "Hush my love, we will get her soon and her precious preventors. We will get what we want." Said Josh "But..she ruined our plan" "Don't forget my love, we have a second plan in case the first didn't work. We will eliminate her, don't worry" With that, he took her chin into his hand and kissed her deeply

Back at the Peacecraft mansion

Heero's POV

He woke up, feeling like something was missing. He looked around only to find that Relena was missing. He panicked, thinking back to the day she had run away, and quickly jumped out of bed and ran downstairs looking everywhere for her. He thankfully found her sitting in the living room, curled up in a chair in front of the t.v. She was watching the surfing world cup and holding a coffee mug in her hand and she was starting to yell at the t.v.

"Damnit, Meilayin, that was too soon! God you had the perfect pipe and you went and missed it. Thank god they gave you a high score on the last one. And Tentreyzumie, you are an idiot. How could you even think about trying that little stunt you pulled. I mean come on, you rode the wave well, and came through the pipe pretty good, but at the end as a victory dance you do a 1080 on your board and then fall off. I mean come on you could have gotten really good marks, if you had not made a fool of yourself afterward."

Heero was lost in what she was talking about, but he just listened to her anyway.

"If only I could be there, I'd show them all the mistakes not to make. I could win, I know that I could. If only I could get out of here and train all year, I'd be able to get back into the world's after earning my way back up through competitions. The first one starts in a month. But how can I leave with everyone breathing down my neck.and Milliardo." She gave a frustrated groan and she was still obviously unaware of Heero being in the room.

"Relena, you can't just leave again" Heero finally ended her rambling. Relena visibly jumped "Shit Heero, you didn't have to sneak up on me like that. And I can go wherever the hell I want whenever." she yelled.

He noted that even after they had told each other that they loved each other, she still was giving him the cold shoulder.

"No you can't, I don't want you to just walk out on me after I worked so hard to get you back. Relena I love you, I don't want you to leave us, leave me again." He said this all while avoiding her eyes. It wasn't like him to just go out on a limb to tell people that he cared about them. Heck she was probably the only one that made him crazy enough to tell her. But he had to get it through her stubborn head, that she was now 'his' meaning he wasn't going to give her up without a fight first, even if he was up against her.

"I'm sorry for yelling Heero, it's just that I'm in a bad mood right now. I know you love me, and I love you also, but I loved my new life and now I'm being forced back into my old one. I ditched that one and started one for me, not for everyone else. I wanted to be me, to find out what it feels like to do things for myself, to not have to worry about the problems of billions of people, but my own. But I guess that I was destined to live my life for everyone else."

**//I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless

Lost under the surface I don't know what your expecting of me Put under the pressure Of walking in your shoes//**

"My life is no longer controlled by me, but by everyone else. I'm supposedly the peace symbol, and miss 'perfect' but I'm sick of being known for those things. That's not who I truly am, that's what people believe me to be, no, that's what they want me to be."

(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you

"I bet if people got to know the real me, the wilder side of me, they wouldn't want to be near me. It's all an act that I have to put up, an act of personality and an act of looks"

**//I've

Become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you//**

Just then Milliardo walked into the room. "Relena, the press want to meet with you, they would like to write an article on your return as Foreign Minister. Should I set up a time for you?"

Relena looked at her brother with an unemotional face. One that scared both men, this wasn't Relena was it?

"Yes Milliardo, I accept my position in life and will fulfill my duty till the day that I die. Set up a date and time with them." She said it all in a monotone voice and then exited the room.

**//Can't you see that your smothering me

Holding too tightly Afraid to loose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you//**

Relena returned to office, to a stressful life of paper work, conferences and meetings and dealing with everyones problems. Every time when Heero tried to talk to her, she'd be too busy for him. She immersed herself in her work and went to work early in the morning and made sure not to come home until late at night. She ate way less then before and she slowly became thinner and paler. She barely talked to anyone as she made sure to distance herself from the people that cared about her. Heero often crept into her room at night to watch her sleep, and she was usually always silently crying in her sleep. She was breaking right in front of him, and he couldn't do anything to help her.

(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you And every second I waste is more then I can take

**//I've

Become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired

So much more aware

I'm becoming this

All I want to do

Is be more like me

And be less like you//**

Heero decided his new mission, was going to be to convince Milliardo that Relena didn't deserve to be miserable for the rest of her life. He would either somehow get him to agree and let Relena go willingly. Or he would work out a plan for their escape. One way or another, he wasn't going to watch her fade away just because of her history. He was going to bring her back to reality and make her smile again, before she physically and mentally killed herself.

A.N.. So tell me you guys..what did you think at my attempt at a songfic.any good? Vote if I should do anymore, if you like this chapter, then maybe I will or maybe I won't...it depends on the mood I'm in. hehehehehe anyway, REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!!!!!! ^ ^ =-=