Thoughts of the Mind

Disclaimer: Unfornately Stargate is not mine. But it belongs to MGM studios and all that stuff. Even though I wouldn't mind having Teal'c, Daniel or even Jack doing my chores for me.

Type: This will be a romance/ angst story in the point of view of Sam. Pairing: The one and only Sam/Jack Rating: Pg 13 for torture Spoilers: for season 7

~*~*~*~*~*~* Sam slumped to the ground in her cell taking a huge breath of contaminated air. She tried to calm down and take a nap, but her torture from that night kept playing in her head. She remembered the burning sensation of pain creep through her body, and the electric charges going through her body. 'Man those snakeheads really know how to torture people." She thought with grim humor. Slowly her thoughts started to turn on how she got into this situation. It was just like any other recon mission. Go in take mineral sample, look around, and than leave, but as life would have it they were ambushed by some Jaffa on their was back through the Stargate. Jack told the rest of the team to go back through gate and that he would hold them off. She started to head back, but than he was shot so he went down. Teal'c and Daniel had already jumped through the gate so she ran up to him while still laying fire. He ordered her to go and leave him behind. She told him there was no way in hell she was leaving with out him, so she quickly dragged him up to the gate. When she was about to step in with him she was shot in the shoulder. He fell through her grasp and fell through the gate while she fell backwards. After that all she remembered was them surrounding her than darkness.

She sat up against the wall still feeling the effects of her earlier torture. Jack. The name made her stomach do flip-flops, and make her shiver with longing that was never in her grasp. In all and all to her it was a fair choice, her life for her CO's. She would do anything to preserve his life, even if it included her giving up hers. It was funny she would go out with Pete and image herself in love with him, but in reality she wished he was her CO. When she was alone on the alpha-site with the super soldier falling her, she longed for Colonel O'Neill to come and save her and he did.

The door opened and three Jaffa entered holding staff weapons pointing at her. Two of them grabbed her arms and pulled her up from the ground. They led her to the torture room and pushed her into the wall, than they turned on the extra gravity thing * I have no idea what the heck it is*. The Goa'uld looked at her with sinister eyes. He grabbed a sharp coal poker that was red-hot and threw it at her going deeply into her right leg. He kept doing this so she had 3 in both legs 4 in her stomach and one in each of her shoulders. He than changed his torture tool to a small electric device that issued shock waves through the body. He place one on each of her temples. She winced as it started issuing slight waves through her body which grew stronger and more painful. The room was filled with her screams as it kept getting stronger. Finally it stopped and Sam gasped for air. The Goa'uld smiled and than grabbed her by the throat *the gravity thing doesn't effect him* he started kicking her with his hard boots. He punched her face and broke her rips. Sam's mind started to go blank from the pain. He turned the gravity thing off and she fell to the ground. The three Jaffa took her back to her cell and through her back in. Sam just lied on the ground not catching on to anything that just happened.

Slowly her brain started to kick into gear and she painfully sat up. Her breath came out in short ragged breaths and she was trembling from the cold. She pulled her mind away from the gutter and started to think about home again, but the only thing that came to her mind was Jack. Not colonel or Sir, but Jack. She remembered his smiles and his childish behavior. She could see herself working on something very hard and him walking in and grabbing something to play with while he talked. Sam closed her eyes and surprised her self by smiling; just thinking about him seemed to make her feel like she was going to get through this. Still thinking about him she fell into a deep sleep smiling.

Theres my story do you like... I was thinking about just making the a one-hit story but I might make a sequal, but I don't know.

Don't worry I aint going to beg for you to review...