Thoughts
of the Mind
Disclaimer: Unfornately Stargate is not mine. But it belongs to MGM studios and all that stuff. Even though I wouldn't mind having Teal'c, Daniel or even Jack doing my chores for me.
Type: This will be a romance/ angst story in the point of view Jack Pairing: The one and only Sam/Jack Rating: Pg 13 Spoilers: for season 7 a little
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Sam yet again was thrown into her cell from the same three Jaffa as usual. Only now she was wishing for death, longing for the pain to stop. She didn't know even where she was anymore only waited for the day when it would all stop.
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Jack O'Neill led SGC units 1,2, and 3 through the mothership. It took the whole SGC and Tokra about a month to find the ship where they held Sam captive. Jack slept for about 2 hours each night but even then he was plagued with dreams of her being tortured. He started helping Daniel with his work and meditated with Teal'c at night. Jack slit up the teams so he had Teal'c and Daniel at his sides searching the cells for her. He came to one where their were 3 Jaffa guarding a smaller cell with the scent of crimson blood. He shot the Jaffa twice with his zat gun while Teal'c and Daniel each took one down themselves.
Jack slowly opened the cell door and flashed his flashlight into the room. What he saw almost made him want to run out of there and gag. Sam was laying in the middle of the floor lying in a puddle of her own blood. Jack signaled Daniel to come in and for Teal'c to watch outside. When Daniel walked in he stopped in shock of seeing Sam. He ran over to her and checked for a pulse. "She's alive, but I don't know for how much longer." Finally Jack snapped out of his daze and scooped her up carefully. He lifts his walkie talkie to his mouth and orders everyone to head towards the gate. "This is Colonel O'Neill, SG-1 has found Major Samantha Carter. Head back towards the gate, and watch out for and Jaffa patrols or A snakehead." With that he started walking towards the door with Sam in his arms.
Teal'c took to both of his sides, sending glances towards Sam AND Jack every so often. Jack didn't even notice all the glances because he kept drifting his eyes towards Sam. Her blood was soaking his shirt and his arms and legs. Though he kept walking towards the gate it felt like he lost his soul when he saw her there covered with blood. Least before when they were looking for her, he still felt that maybe she was ok; maybe she was being treated like a queen. Jack saw the Stargate getting closer with every step he took, and started to walk faster towards the gate. He told Daniel to dial it up, and when he sent the code Jack headed into the gate with Sam in his arms. When he stepped through he was surrounded by nurses and Janet's frequent commands. They took Sam from Jack's arms and carried her off with a stretcher. All Jack could do was stand there with his whole body soaked with blood. 'Not my blood, her blood. It should have been mine." He thought over and over again.
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He didn't know how long he had been there, hiding in SG-1's locker room. He sat there, lost in his thoughts, to tired to get up and go home. 'I was to late, it's all my fault.' Was one of the things that were going through his head the other was, 'Damn her for not following my orders.' He didn't write in his mission reports that little detail knowing she could get court- marshelled for it, but still didn't mean he couldn't think about it. Think of the long nights and days he dreamed of her, or nightmares. 'So much blood, so much pain... I'm so sorry Sam' and for the first time in the long hard months he let a few tears slip through his control.His hard control that took years to build came crashing down letting the tears flow down his cheeks.
After a few hours Daniel walked into the locker room looking for Jack. What he found was something he was not expecting. He thought he find Jack elated that they found Sam, but instead he found Jack scrunched up next to his locker with tears running down his cheeks. Daniel quickly walked up to him and layed his hand on his shoulder. "She's awake and Janet's letting her have a few quests." Daniel slowly saying this for it to sink in to Jack's head. Daniel knew Jack would come to her, even if he felt quilty. So he slowly opened the door and waited for Jack to walk out. Surprisingly jack was right behind him and they entered the infirmary together.
Lalalaalallala Exsultate Deo
Disclaimer: Unfornately Stargate is not mine. But it belongs to MGM studios and all that stuff. Even though I wouldn't mind having Teal'c, Daniel or even Jack doing my chores for me.
Type: This will be a romance/ angst story in the point of view Jack Pairing: The one and only Sam/Jack Rating: Pg 13 Spoilers: for season 7 a little
*~*~**~*~*~*~*~
Sam yet again was thrown into her cell from the same three Jaffa as usual. Only now she was wishing for death, longing for the pain to stop. She didn't know even where she was anymore only waited for the day when it would all stop.
~*~**~**~~*~*~*
Jack O'Neill led SGC units 1,2, and 3 through the mothership. It took the whole SGC and Tokra about a month to find the ship where they held Sam captive. Jack slept for about 2 hours each night but even then he was plagued with dreams of her being tortured. He started helping Daniel with his work and meditated with Teal'c at night. Jack slit up the teams so he had Teal'c and Daniel at his sides searching the cells for her. He came to one where their were 3 Jaffa guarding a smaller cell with the scent of crimson blood. He shot the Jaffa twice with his zat gun while Teal'c and Daniel each took one down themselves.
Jack slowly opened the cell door and flashed his flashlight into the room. What he saw almost made him want to run out of there and gag. Sam was laying in the middle of the floor lying in a puddle of her own blood. Jack signaled Daniel to come in and for Teal'c to watch outside. When Daniel walked in he stopped in shock of seeing Sam. He ran over to her and checked for a pulse. "She's alive, but I don't know for how much longer." Finally Jack snapped out of his daze and scooped her up carefully. He lifts his walkie talkie to his mouth and orders everyone to head towards the gate. "This is Colonel O'Neill, SG-1 has found Major Samantha Carter. Head back towards the gate, and watch out for and Jaffa patrols or A snakehead." With that he started walking towards the door with Sam in his arms.
Teal'c took to both of his sides, sending glances towards Sam AND Jack every so often. Jack didn't even notice all the glances because he kept drifting his eyes towards Sam. Her blood was soaking his shirt and his arms and legs. Though he kept walking towards the gate it felt like he lost his soul when he saw her there covered with blood. Least before when they were looking for her, he still felt that maybe she was ok; maybe she was being treated like a queen. Jack saw the Stargate getting closer with every step he took, and started to walk faster towards the gate. He told Daniel to dial it up, and when he sent the code Jack headed into the gate with Sam in his arms. When he stepped through he was surrounded by nurses and Janet's frequent commands. They took Sam from Jack's arms and carried her off with a stretcher. All Jack could do was stand there with his whole body soaked with blood. 'Not my blood, her blood. It should have been mine." He thought over and over again.
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He didn't know how long he had been there, hiding in SG-1's locker room. He sat there, lost in his thoughts, to tired to get up and go home. 'I was to late, it's all my fault.' Was one of the things that were going through his head the other was, 'Damn her for not following my orders.' He didn't write in his mission reports that little detail knowing she could get court- marshelled for it, but still didn't mean he couldn't think about it. Think of the long nights and days he dreamed of her, or nightmares. 'So much blood, so much pain... I'm so sorry Sam' and for the first time in the long hard months he let a few tears slip through his control.His hard control that took years to build came crashing down letting the tears flow down his cheeks.
After a few hours Daniel walked into the locker room looking for Jack. What he found was something he was not expecting. He thought he find Jack elated that they found Sam, but instead he found Jack scrunched up next to his locker with tears running down his cheeks. Daniel quickly walked up to him and layed his hand on his shoulder. "She's awake and Janet's letting her have a few quests." Daniel slowly saying this for it to sink in to Jack's head. Daniel knew Jack would come to her, even if he felt quilty. So he slowly opened the door and waited for Jack to walk out. Surprisingly jack was right behind him and they entered the infirmary together.
Lalalaalallala Exsultate Deo
