Hey people! Im back now so i can finish my story!

I left off where Sesshoumaru is about to kill Rin, or is he?

This chappy is a lil limey!

Disclaimer: *tries to type it but fingers are stuck together with crazy glue*

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Uncovered Secrets, and Departure

Sesshoumaru looked in her eyes. They were no longer filled with rage but they had softened. They seemed to sparkle as she looked into his eyes. Like she was hoping she dies, so she can be with someone else she lost. (A/N: meaning her parents)

For some reason he couldn't strike her. The look in her eyes took over him and he felt emotion. This girl meant something to him and she was to precious to kill.

Rin stared deeply in his eyes wondering why he was looking at her like that and why he wasn't killing her. "Why... why are you hesistating?"

Sesshoumaru just continued to look at her, her eyes looked deep into his own and his body refused to move. 'Why am I acting this way. I should be killing her. But I... I don't want to kill her.' Sesshoumaru blinked back into reality and notcied the situation.

Rin took this oppertunity to take advantage of the situation. She kicked him in the groin and he dropped her. Rin ran as fast a she could to retrieve her sword. She grabbed it and turned back to him.

He was huddled over making little growls. His hands we're placed over his groin and he was slightly red from what Rin could see.

Sesshoumaru gathered himself and stood erect. Hatred was all over his face, he had let his pry get away when he was on the brink of killing it. "You shall pay for that Rin!" Sesshoumaru charged and slashed as Rin dodged every attack.

Rin was weak, the wound on her side reopened from Sesshoumaru's attack and so did the wound in her arm for moving around too much. She was losing a lot of blood and plus she hadn't recovered from the previous battle. Her vision was becoming blurry and she couldn't keep up her speed.

Sesshoumaru could smell her blood. The smell was intoxicating, almost impossible to resist. With every moved she made blood spilled from her wounds. She was becoming much more weak and vunerable. Rin had lost her footing and tripped; this gave Sesshoumaru the oppertunity to attack. He knocked her sword over her head and barely slashed down her stomach. He would have killed her if she hadn't have jumped back.

Rin grabbed her sword and stood up shakily. The air chilled her skin where it hadn't before. She looked down and saw her robe open enough to see her undergarment but her breast were still covered by the satin cloth.

Sesshoumaru smirked at this. The look on Rin's face as she tried to find away to cover herself. He thought that seeing some of her skin wasn't such a bad site.

Rin tore the sleeve off her robe and tied it around her waist to secure the robe. She lifted her sword but breathed heavily, 'Damn, if I lose anymore blood, im going to pass out. I need to end this now!' She yelled a war cry and charged. She used all her strength for this final attack.

Sesshoumaru stared as Rin ran towards him her blood flying about behind her as she ran. He could see the rage and concentration in her eyes. This would determine the match. Someone would die.

Rin stuck her sword out infront of her and saw Sesshoumaru take out the mysterious sword with the evil aura. Rin wasn't afraid. She carried on with her attack, but before she could strike the power released from the evil sword cut her skin and pushed her back.

"AHHHHHHHHH!" She yelled as she hit the ground. She couldn't move. She was too weak, all she could do was wait for her death.

He stood over her with his sword drawn. "It was very foolish of you to challenge me, Rin." He watched as Rin opened her dewy eyes and tears fell from the sides of them. She extended her arms out besides her and closed her eyes again.

"Go ahead kill me, you truly are the better fighter, Sesshoumaru, I don't know why I risked my life when I knew this was true. I hope you'll be happy now. I'll miss you." Rin placed her palm on her lips and blew a kiss at Sesshoumaru.

He stood there, shocked again at her expression of emotion. He liked the way she showed it and most of all, the way she expressed it towards him. He didn't want to kill her but he had to do it.

Rin heard the chime of a sword being taking out. She took her last breath. She felt the sword pierce through her stomach, though she felt no pain. She then drifted off to somewhere else...

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"Lord Seshoumaru, I presume you have killed the samurai woman?" Jaken asked as his master walked into the dining room of the castle. His clothes were soaked with blood and so were his hands. "Are you injured Lord Sesshoumaru, surely that girl couldnt have actually cut you!"

"No, I healed myself with the Tenseiga. I only did what was suppose to be done with the girl." Sesshoumaru walked away from his servant and to his own room.

His servants had prepared a bath in there for him. So he could be rid of the smell of Rin's blood and scent. He removed the swords at his waist and set them on a small rack. He removed his armor and started out on his own clothes. When he was fully disrobed he stepped into the warm water.

He dipped his head all the way in and stayed below for a while thinking. 'Rin... you are a strong human. Strong enough to battle me and managed to pierce my skin, shed my blood. You are foolish, and yet, brave. And thats what facinates me, not just your bravery, but...you.' Sesshoumaru emerged from underwater and breathed deep. He had hurt her, badly and he felt... sadness. He didn't want to hurt her so badly, but his demon side urged for the feel of her blood on his hands. 'She was young, and I brused her deeply.' Sesshoumaru woke up from his thoughts and ran his hands through his long silver hair.

He continued his bath and thought on what he had just done and all the emotions flowing through him. When he had finished he stepped out.

"Why didn't you kill me?" A sleepy voice spoke from in his bed.

Rin wiped her eyes and stared wide eyed at what she was seeing.(A/N: Did u actually think i would kill one of the main characters) The sight before her nearly made her pass out. Sesshoumaru, his hair soaked down his back and over his shoulder. His muscular body glisened with water beads. She followed a bead of water falling down to a place she had kicked earlier. She gasped and covered her eyes.

"I'm sooooo sorry," yet she wasn't sorry, she liked what she saw. (A/N: who wouldn't?)

Sesshoumaru smirked again, he had already seen her naked while tending to her wounds before, so they were even. (A/N: Heheheheh)

"Don't apologize, just rest," he reached for his blue robe and wrapped it around himself. He then walked to the side of his bed were she slept and sat on the bed. He removed her hands from her eyes but her eyes were closed. She spoke softly and turned her head toward where she felt him sit.

"Can I open my eyes now?"

Sesshoumaru grabbed her chin and she opened her eyes. Her face was mearly centemeters from his. She could feel his warm breath fall upon her face. She wanted so bad to kiss him. She wanted to thank him for saving her life, but she still didn't know why she felt painless and rested. It was the the late evening and they had fought at noon. She didn't care at this moment all she did was stare in his eyes as his thumb gently rubbed her chin.

"I didn't kill you because..." he stopped to find the words to say to her. "I want you to stay alive. I don't want you to die. You mean to much to this world to die now."

Rin knew Sesshoumaru meant she meant a lot to him. "I see, so I guess the world would be a terrible place if I died." She smiled softly and grabbed hold of his wrist on the hand that was at her chin. She removed it and took his hand. Rin took her finger and traced all the lines of his hand. "I feel you Sesshoumaru, do you feel me?" She took his hand and placed it around her waist; she leaned forward and kissed his lips as she had done in the dream.

Sesshoumaru didn't hesistate. He kissed her back, her lips were warm, full of life. He felt her tongue desiring entrance. He opened his mouth and his tongue tangled with hers. He felt the passion inside him explode as her hands roamed his body. He felt the sash that held his robe together open and then his demon side took control. He broke the kiss and pushed her roughly back on the bed. He began ripping off the new robe that covered her body.

Rin knew something was wrong, he was forcing her to mate with him. She felt his calws digg into her arms as he brought them above her head. Rin didn't want it this way, he was losing control, she scremed as he dug deeper into her arms drawing more blood. He straddled her and took off his own robe. Sesshoumaru ripped the tiny cloth that covered her entrance.

Rin couldn't take it, she slapped his face and yelled at him to stop. But this made him want her more, how she was being agressive.

When Rin felt him at her entrance she kicked him off of her. She grabbed another robe that was next to the bed and wrapped it around her. She got out of the bed and grabbed her sword. Tears were falling down her face, she didn't like the Sesshoumaru before her, "Sesshoumaru snap out of it, wake up!" She yelled through tears.

He got out of the bed and looked at his claws and then to her arms. He had hurt her again and this time while trying to mate her. He grabbed another robe and ran passed her and out the door of his room.

Rin dropped her sword and fell to the floor. She covered her head with her hands and cried. The mixture of tears into her open wound stung her arms but she didnt care. Sesshoumaru had changed and she was afraid.

The door opened again and Rin looked up, it was a servant that took care of her, Keiko.

"Miss, are you okay?" Keiko ran to Rin on the floor. Keiko took hold of her shoulders and looked in her eyes. "Did he hurt you?" She didn't have to ask, she saw the 4 claw cuts in both of her arms.

"He, he tried to rape me. At first he was nomal and then he became, became..." Rin covered her face again and cried into them, "a monster!" she yelled into her hands.

"Miss, I think you should learn more about Master Sesshoumaru." Keiko took her hands away and looked her in the eye. "Come with me."

While Keiko tended to Rins arms she explained everything about Sesshoumaru's life. His father being a great dog demon. His mother who wanted nothing more for him than royalty. Inuyasha, his half-demon brother who he dipises and was out to get his fathers mighty sword Tetsusaiga. How his father left him the healing sword Tenseiga, and how he got the evil sword Toukijin that could match or even overpower the Tetsusaiga. Then Keiko explained Sesshoumaru's life as a loner, how he always kept to himself and how he was calm and emotionless. How when he reached his age to mate his demon side would love to take control as most demons bodies react to mating.

"His demon side is very very powerful, Miss. The only reason he acted that way was because of his demon instincts." Keiko got up and bowed to her respectfully, she walked to the door and exited leaving Rin with her thoughts.

'How come Sesshoumaru never told me anything about himself. He never told me he had a half-demon brother named Inuyasha. Or that the sword that always heals me and brought me back to life was his birthright. How could he not tell me these things, why did he keep these secrets.' Rin looked at her bandaged arms. "I guess, if I'm in that much danger here, I'll take my leave."

Rin stood and grabbed her emerald Kimono and snake skin. She removed the robe she was wearing and placed on her kimono and armor. She tied her sheathed sword to her waist and placed on her sandals.

She opened the huge window and looked out at the night sky. The stars were sparkling brightly above her. She looked back into the room and thought to leave a note. She found a piece of parchment and took out a brush and ink. She began to write and when she finished she reread it.

When she placed it on the bed she jumped out the window and into one of the gardens, there she found Ah-Un sleeping soundly. "Ah-Un," she whispered. "You want to go for a ride?" The two headed dragon awoke and waited for her to jump on his back. She grabbed the lines and pulled them back. Before they took off, she looked back at the castle, "it's so beautiful." She then snapped the lines and Ah-Un flew into the night.

Rin remebered the note and heard it in her head.

'Dear Sesshoumaru,

I'm not mad at what you did to me last night, but I feel my time spent with you has come to an end. I hope you don't think I hate you or anything because I don't. I'm just a little sad that I feel I have to go. Im going to find the two bastards that have my brother and kill them, Naraku, and Kuragasa. After I kill them me and my brother will live together again as we did before when we were younger. Don't worry about me, im no longer a thorn in your side, you no longer have to care about his stupid human girl. I will be fine on my own.

I will not return when I have carried out my revenge. You'll only be a memory in my head. Take care of yourself Sesshoumaru. I hope you have a happy life with someone that cares about you.



Love,

Rin

P.S: I hope you don't mind me taking Ah-Un.'

Sesshoumaru dropped the note and it fell silently to the floor. She left him because he had lost control. His hands were shaking be he quickly got a grip on himslef. 'It's pobably better this way.'

He walked to the open window and looked out towards the forest. "Goobye Rin..."

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AWE!!!! Thats sweet. Well i see we've got to know the out of control sessy and loving and caring sessy. I hope all of u loved this chappy. R&R plz!

Next chapter: Rin gets tricked by a man in a baboon outfit. (can u guess who?)