The Secret Admirer

Chapter 2 Author: Cornette Disclaimer : Jk Rowling! Luv,luv!



Before Hermione can do anything, she could feel Malfoy pulled her body roughly to his by her shoulder . Hermione was very close to him she could heard his heart pounding in his lean chest. She felt chill in her heart. Malfoy was hugging her! And what he said before ?

Hermione stood still awkwardly, she cant neither move or look up. Malfoy was holding her very firm. She had had mixed feeling in her head, scared, shocked, curious..She couldn't help thinking Malfoy was so tall, and lean and.and warm. He smelled so nice. Musk and a faint citrus.

Next moment, Hermione shuddered as she felt Malfoy`s hand making their way to her waist smoothly. What the heck is this Malfoy do ? AT least she could looked up now. All she wanted to do was to push him away from her, yell to him and go. But ...she cant. At the moment she saw Malfoy`s eyes she felt as if she can`t do nothing to resist him. It was hypnotically silver and so deep. He was very..very handsome. With perfect face and, what`s that in his eyes ? Hermione thought in a moment she saw very faint sadness there.

And slowly but sure Malfoy bent his head. Hermione do nothing, just stared at his silver eyes, knew that he was coming closer.and closer.and closer. He is going to kiss you! Do something! Hermione`s brain screamed. She was going to push him but it was drift somewhere else when she felt Malfoy`s soft lips in hers. She let out some sort of muffled whimper from her throat, surprised.

He was kissing expertly, it was a hot, demanding kiss but surisingly gentle. Hermione felt as if her legs was made of marshmellow. Her body melt like a hot liquid. Fortunately, Malfoy support her by put his arms around her back. Instictively she closed her eyes and Hermione returned his kiss with an equal eagerness. Malfoy was tightening his arms to deepened their kisses. Hot, burning sensation flood them both.

After what seemed eternity, they broke up. Both panting very hard, taking a breath. Hermione opened her eyes, feeling slightly dizzy after the kiss. She could see Malfoy, standing in front of her, his usually pale face flushed now, and his blond hair tousled. He was staring at Hermione.

Her sensible mind come back again. Rage building inside her. She was never felt this angry before. She hated this Malfoy. How dare he ? Hermione founded her voice.

`That`s enough ?`asked her, with a rather calm tone. Malfoy head snapped with surprised. He frowned and opened his mouth, trying to answered. But Hermione cut him.

`Now you can added my name to your girl-I-kissed list, right ? But don't you think I`m the same as them. Because I didn`t even like you. If you tell ssomebody about this, I swore I`ll killed you.`hissed Hermione hotly, as she began to walk fastly to the door, still very angry.

`Hermione, wait! Listen t-`

`Stop it. I hated you! I wont forgive you! NEVER!`yelled Hermione angrily. She stormed out, leaving Malfoy alone.

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The door opened with a faint clicked. Hermione peered, no one here, it was safe. It must be thirty minutes after she locked herself in the girls bathroom. Harry and Ron will laugh at this, but it was kinda habit to her. Since her first year, this bathroom was a place to go if she felt miserable. Hermione decied to go, because maybe her friends looking for her. And she didn`t want to make them worried. She checked herself in the mirror before went out.

`Ohh,noooo!!`moan Hermione upon seeing her reflection.

She looked very bad! She didn't believe it was her. Her face still flushed, lips swollen, and messed hair. You look like a whore! Spatted Hermione to her reflection. Hermione washed her face slowly, let the cold clean water calmed her. She grab a fresh towel and dried her face. Half consciously Hermione combed her hair, her long, delicate curl fell beutuifull to her back. But she didn't care.Hermione sighed.

What`s gotten into her ? Draco Malfoy, I hate you! That what she said. Yes, Hermione hate him. Hermione was humiliated by that `accident`. It was ruining her pride. She didn`t care too much for the kiss. It wasn`t like her first or something. She was sixteen now, of course she kissed some boys. It was the pride she angry about. But deep down in her heart it wasn`t true. She hate herself. Why she responded to his kiss ? Hermione felt disgust to herself.

Minutes later Hermione run to Gryffindor tower, avoiding everyone. But she saw someone that made her stopped. Harry. Harry was talking to some junior . Light conversation, perhaps, they laughed pleasently . Hermione didn`t feel like talking and she knew looks strange now. Hermione was going to turn when Harry spotted her.

`Hermione!`

Harry run towards her. Hermione gave him a very dry smile. Harry didn't seem to notice. He was cheerful and happy as usual. Her jet black hair untidy as usual, and his green eyes lighted.

`I was searching for you. Its almost time to dinner, lets go to the Great Hall. You know, I must tell Ron that some fourth year want to.`

Hermione just looked at him blankly, didn't hear what Harry said to her. Suddenly Harry shook her shoulder softly.

`Hermione..Something`s wrong ? `asked Harry, with a careful tone.

Hermione was going to said that she was fine. But..Harry felt so reliable. With him she was safe. Suddenly she flung her arms around Harry`s neck and cried. Hermione cried and cried in Harry`s warm chest. When its over, Harry patted her head awkwardly and try to soothe her. Slowly Hermione let him go. Harry looked anxious and worried. His front robe was wet from Hermione`s tears.

`Tha-thank you, it feels better now. Don't worry.`said Hermione as she dried her eyes hastily. Don't make Harry worried again,fool! said her mind.

`Well,If you say so.Ermm.but are you really okay ?`asked Harry. Hermione nodded fastly.

`I just want to rest now, Harry.`said Hermione.

`Okay, I`ll walk you to Gryffindor tower. Come on.`said Harry kindly, take Hermione`s hand.

They walk slowly, hand-in-hand. Hermione could feel the warmness in her hand. Harry was so kind, she was grate ful to have such a good friend like him. He didn't even asked the reason when Hermione herself didnt want to remembered it. Really. She owe so much.

`Now, rest well will you ? `asked Harry when they reached Fat Lady. He smiled warmly.

`I will. Thanks Harry .`saod Hermione with all her heart. She climbed in and ran to her dormitory.

Hermione woke very early next morning, before the sun rised. Nobody awoke yet. She wondered for a moment, why she slept in full clothes ? Remembering the reason, Hermione frowned deeply, absentmindedly touching her lips with her trembled finger .

When she looked around, she found the usual sweet things in her feet . A sunflower! A smaall smile appeared in her lips for the first time. She unfolded the note and read.

`I loved you deeper than you knew.

Although you will never knew.`

To be continued..

____________________________________________________________________________ __ Halo again! Heehee! Sorry for this short and rather boring chapter. And for the grammar.yeah, you knew! I promised the next will be better! Special thanks to my first reviewer MioneMione, read this one too,okay ? And the other, review me! I need your review to keep writing. Okay, everyone, see ya!!! .