Disclaimer: Harry and Sirius and rest belong to JKR. Song "When You Sleep" belong to Paddy Kelly. I only mix them.

When You Sleep

It was dark night. Few hours before kids come back to Hogwart. In bedroom on second floor were sleeping 2 boys. One of them was Ron Weasley another one Harry Potter. Nor Harry nor Ron don't know that this night in this bedroom were three people. The third man in the room was Sirius Black – Harry's godfather. When he was sure that both boys were sleeping Sirius emerged from the shadows and sit down on Harry's bed. He stroke Harry's hairs and start to whispered:

So patiently they wait

For the given birth date

While buying clothes and dipers

Through modern technology

They watch so carefully

The growing little fingers

I watched them after they told us that Lily expect a baby. "God Lord" I was thiknking "Prongsie become a daddy". I was helping them with buying clothes, dipers and toys. Along with Remus and Lily trying to persuade James to don't buying you Quidditch Kit, yet. We were so young, stupid and happy.

Good night miracle of love

Sleep tight, I'll sing a lullaby

You know Harry, I used to singing lullabies for you. To the this time I don't know why they were always going out from your bedroom when I was singing for you. I don't sang that bad after all you could handle this and you were happy when I started to singing.

After nine months in the womb

You were finally born in July

A new member in the family

At the fire they sit

You're lying in the cribb

Rocked by mom and daddy

I remember this like it was yesterday. You lying in the cribb. Lily rocked this. James lying on the couch reading "Quidditch for children", from time to time looking on you and Lily. Remus sitting crossleged in front of fire and reading Charms book. I used to sitting or lying in front of fire along with Remus and teasing him from time to time. One time he hit me his book very hard. I know I deserved. It was so perfect.

Good night miracle of love

Sleep tight, I'll sing a lullaby

And now you're here. Sleeping in the same bedroom that once belonged to me. Tomorow you'll come back to Hogwart's, start causing troubles – like usual when I'm not looking at you, start Occlumency training with this greasy git, who I don't know how become a professor...

'Cause when you sleep

You look like an angel

You look like an angel to me

Oh when you sleep

You look like an angel

You look like an angel to me

But it's all tomorow, now you sleep. So peaceful. Like nothing horrible had happend in your life. But I know that it is only an impression, nothing more. I used to holding you in my arms when you were sleeping when you were a child. I could spend hours like this and not feeling pain in my back or arms. When they tried to get you away from me you were waking and starting screaming. So they must leave you with me. I remember that you asleeping only when then I was holding you. You could be awake for hours when you were in Lily's, James's or Remus's arms. You sleep, only in Padfoot's arms and nobody more.

A fever since yesterday

New teeth are on their way

The growing pains have started

Every minute that you live

Is a miracle God gives

The heavens are delighted

Every time you sneezed or caughted your parents were thinking that you at last catch pneumonia or something like that. But you were a healthy child. Only one problem we had with you, were when your teeths started growing up. You were really unbearable that time. You were crawling around the house taking everything you found on your way to your mouth. You looked and acted like little puppy that time and for some odd reasons I received some weird looks from Prongsie. Personaly I don't know why...

Good night miracle of love

Sleep tight, I'll sing a lullaby
Oh when you sleep

You look like an angel

You look like an angel to me

Oh when you sleep

You look like an angel

You look like an angel to me

Oh when you sleep

Before, I was thinking that in your dreams you are safe at last but I know now that you are not. I only hope that this all Occlumency thing could help. Dumbledore said that you need this and it help you but personaly I feel that Occlumency not help you at all.

Our hardened hearts

Melted like wax

The day you came into our lives

Enchanted by your laughing cracks

And very soon you'll be baptised

When I saw you for the first time I feel that something has change in my life and I think not only in my. I found that I have a reason to live, a destination to coming and I was happy. Happy when I saw your first steeps, when I heard your laught. Happy when I realized that you reckognized me and smiling to me. I wanted to jump up and down when James ask me to become your godfather. That was my happy memory, this one they take first. But it come back. Always stubborn in your little hands I melted like wax. You can always made me something stupid or funny. One time I almost end without a tail because some one-year old Potter want to pull it out. I remember also when Lily and James catch a bad flu. They asked me to take you to the time they would be healt again. You were around a year or something like eleven months and you spend three weeks in my flat. Three the most hilarious weeks in my life. You started talking about this time and you adressed me "Dad". When James come to my flat after this three weeks and you said to me "Dad" I found that stag's horns can really hurts, even when I was Padfoot. But it all end's good.

Miracle of love

Sleep tight, I'll sing a lullaby
'Cause when you sleep

You look like an angel

You look like an angel to me

Oh when you sleep

You look like an angel

You look like an angel to me

Oh when you sleep

I'm watching you now. You sleep in my old bedroom even in the same bed I used to sleep. Perhaps if I really try I would find some Chocolate Frog's which remember Maruder's time. Next night you will spend in Hogwart in your bed. Funny, like here on Grimmauld Place 12 and there in Hogwart you still sleep in the same bed I used to. I remember this from your third year. You look like an angel now and I know that you don't have a nightmare. You may be 15 now, but sometimes for me you are this little boy I used to hold in my arms, singing lullabies and playing with. Harry, "Little Puppy" like Lily used to call you sometimes. Sometimes you are still a child for me, who I should rise insted of coming to Azkaban. I realized that you matured too fast, too fast than any other boy in your age should. That I missed the time when you should had a father figure, when I should be with you. I shouldn't come after Peter. But it is too late. It happend. I tell you know something what I don't tell you before and I don't think that I will have enought couradge to reped this: I love you Harry. I love you more like I would love a son if I ever will have one. And if it will be necesery I would died for you. Because there are things worth dying for. You are worth dying for...

With this Sirius kiss Harry's forehead and for the last time stroke Harry's hairs. He stand up and going out from boys bedroom.

Author's note: I change month. When in this songfic it's July in normal song it's June.

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