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And this is just the first day

Manny could hear Sean calling after her but she didn't to talk for one she felt stupid that she blew up at Sean when he was just trying to help second she didn't want the whole it's going to be okay thing. Sean finally caught up to Manny.

"Hey slow down I just want to say sorry" Sean said grabbing her arms

"What for I blew up at you" Manny said not making eye-contact with him

"Hey I get it you don't want to talk about it I mean I'm not big on talking either but if you do need........" Sean started but Manny just nodded her head stopping him from going on

"So if you don't mind me asking do you still love Emma" Manny asked trying to get off the subject but having her own connection with the question. Sean looked at Manny questioning her best friend had died and she's asking him about his freaking love life.

"I don't know she doesn't want anything to do with me so...." Sean said looking down at the ground

"That's not what I asked"

"I guess so I'm not really sure anymore" Sean said for the first time admitting to anyone including himself

"Well if you do go for it life's too short" Manny said looking off to the distance

"Yeah it is" Sean said staring at Manny as they walked down the street not knowing whether she wanted to talk about it or not

"I knew" Manny said coming out of no where

"Knew what" Sean said asking curiously

"Jt wasn't happy maybe it's my fault" Manny said looking into the far distance

"Manny you couldn't have stopped it" Sean said trying to make her feel better

"Why couldn't I Sean I knew he was unhappy something about this morning didn't seem right , something about him didn't seem right I hate myself for what I let happen to Jt" Manny said looking down at her hands which were shaking

"Manny you didn't let anything happen to Jt I understand your hurting........."

"No you don't you don't what it was like to see him there lying on the ground with blood leaking from his head, when I first walked in his eyes just stared at me looking like they were pleading for me to reach out and save him they just rolled in the back of his head I .....Woooooooooo" Manny started but before she could finish she fainted Sean was caught completely off guard he rushed over to her and slapped her lightly a crossed the face calling her name but there was no answer he looked around him there was no one around he looked up and saw that Manny's house was at the corner he remembered it from a project Manny,Emma,Jt and himself got assigned to and they all walked to her house to start on it. He decided to just carry her home.

Back at the School little to no one was there except Emma and Craig. Craig who was still looking for Manny not knowing she had already left and Emma who was in the gym looking at his Mascot outfit. Craig looked in the Library by didn't see Manny he decided maybe he could e-mail her when he got home. Craig decided to head home he was beginning to leave when he heard soft cries coming from the gym he knew that a lot of students would be crying this day but all the students had left. He slowly walked over to the gym and saw a thin blonde sitting on the gym floor holding a mascot outfit he knew it was Emma he got closer to her and placed his hand on her shoulder. She jumped and let out a small scream.

"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you" Craig said taking a step back

"No that's okay I should be apologizing anyway I shouldn't have slapped you" Emma said rubbing the head part on the Mascot outfit

"I understand where you're coming from I had no right to say that about Jt"

"Yeah you didn't but still I didn't have to slap you"

"It did hurt" He said rubbing his face

"Sorry"

"I was joking"

"Oh" Emma said looking at the ground but not smiling

"I was trying to put a slight smile on her face"

"I'm not really in the smiling mood you know my best friend just called himself" Emma said still rubbing the Mascot outfit's head not breaking her glance from it

"Emma listen I'm sorry......"

"You know I knew Jt since I was four in a half Manny met him first so they had the closer Relationship I was really jealous of them not really them him he had Manny all to himself I remember I told him I wished he would just go away forever...... I never knew it would hurt this much when he did" Emma said bursting into tears

"I never wanted him to go away if I could go back I would spend every second with him I swear I never meant it Jt I swear please come back please" Emma said yelling throughout the empty gym Craig just sat next to Emma and pulled her close into him and let her cry into his shirt