A/N: Hi everyone! I'm back again with a new chapter! thanks to everyone
for the nice reviews you left me. Though I don't have many, I really
appreciate all of you who did so this chapter is dedicated to all of you!
It's not very long either but I still hope you'll like it. I'll shut up
now and let you read! Enjoy! (hopefully)
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Disclaimer: How bout some vanilla ice cream?
Everything was hazy, and the scenery held a soft, dream-like glow. Sesshoumaru stood at the center of it all looking as if he belonged there as everything blended. Eyes squinting, Sesshoumaru looked off into the distance, curious as to where he actually was. The place seemed awfully familiar to him and everything he looked at seemed to tug at his heart. The lush green grass and the numerous blossoming Sakura trees surrounded him. It looked as if the petals were falling like pink and white raindrops, soaking and blending with everyone all into a blur.
Suddenly, a flash of black could be seen pass before his eyes. Looking around frantically, Sesshoumaru's eyes became wide, shocked beyond belief at the sight before him. Right by the tree stood his mother still as vibrant as ever with a bright smile shining on her face that could rival the sun. A soft white Sakura blossom had landed on Celia's nose causing her to emit a comforting, melodious chuckle. It was then that she had caught site of the shell shocked Sesshoumaru who was still standing, frozen in the same position. With eyes shining brightly, Celia gave a small wave in his direction, softly patting a spot beside her under the Sakura tree.
Curiously, Sesshoumaru walked over to sit beside his beloved mother. As he looked around at the many trees, the green grass and the many people walking by, realization finally dawned on him. This place, the people, the grass, the trees, the sun, and his mother..it was exactly how it use to be when he was little. Ever since he could remember, his mother had always brought him to the park just so he could enjoy the weather and play in the soft, green grass. Day by day his mother and him would watch the Sakura trees blossom and then fall down like rain, letting the wind carry it away to places unknown to them. Sesshoumaru began to feel puzzled by it all, not knowing why he was in such a place with his mother as a grown man. Giving his surroundings another good, long look, Sesshoumaru realized how everything seemed to blend together in a hazy, dream-like sort of way. Feeling eyes on him, Sesshoumaru slowly turned his head to face his mother, seeing her eyes on him. The soft glow in her eyes hinted tenderness as she continued to gaze at him lovingly.
"Sess-chan...why do you look so puzzled?" questioned Celia as a soft chuckle escaped her lips at the perplexed look her son had on.
Shaking his head slightly, Sesshoumaru dismissed his mother's question.
"Nothing..I was just thinking that's all.." replied Sesshoumaru as he heaved a sigh and rested against the trunk of the tree. Silence fell between the two for a while as Sesshoumaru couldn't help but keep steeling glances at his mother out of the corner of his eye. Seeing how stiff he was sitting against the trunk, Celia gave a knowing smile and called out to him.
"Sess-chan...you look very tired, do you want to rest a little?" said Celia as she lightly tapped her lap hinting for him to lie down. Letting out a sigh of relief, he couldn't help the warm feeling that was spreading inside his heart at how well his mother knew him. Slowly, Sesshoumaru lowered his head to rest on his mother's lap, the one he had always fell asleep on when they were at the park basking in the scenery around them. By that time, he had already concluded that it was another one of his dreams, a happy one that he rarely had. Sesshoumaru was afraid of waking up from the wonderful dream and had tried to resist falling asleep in his mother's soothing presence. However, the warmth of the sun shined over him like a blanket, bringing him faster and deeper into slumber as his mother's soft hand stroked his cheek, gently coaxing him off to dreamland, or in this case, back to reality.
"Sleep well my son..."
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"Sir....sir...are you alright? Sir..wake up...wake up.."
The voice, though at first seemed far away seemed to have gotten closer and closer as Sesshoumaru slipped in and out of consciousness. Finally, after the continuous tapping on his cheek by the one who was, Sesshoumaru guessed, calling to him, he opened his glazed, unfocused eyes to be greeted with.....his mother.
Blinking rapidly for a couple of times, Sesshoumaru tried to reason with himself that it was another one of his dreams again. However, as he looked more closely, the woman in front of him seemed much younger, somewhere around his age. Seeing the strained smile that she had on, Sesshoumaru suddenly realized that he was clutching the woman's hand with a death grip. Immediately, he let go as if the hand had stung him and turned his head to the side, observing his surroundings once again.
The walls were all an empty, plain color of white and the lights were irritatingly bright. The smell of medication invaded his nose as Sesshoumaru came to a conclusion as to where he was. It was then that he felt the bandage around his forehead and all memory of the car crash came flooding back to his mind.
A smirk crept its way to Sesshoumaru's mouth and a chuckle left his lips that sounded so sinister yet held a speck of sadness in it. How ironic it really was to get into a car crash on the day of his mother's death and, Sesshoumaru thought with a sneer, his birthday. Anger started to build up inside of him then. Questions flew around his mind in a flurry as his fists clenched the white sheets underneath.
'Naze...naze...I should have died by now! I was supposed to be by my mother's side by now! Wasn't I supposed to die in a car crash just like my mother? Isn't that why you made this happen? Why am I not dead yet??!! Why do you still make me suffer like this...this pain...I want to see her...I really want to...why..'
In a flash, a new, stronger wave of anger flooded Sesshoumaru as he glared at the woman who had stood beside him the whole time, puzzled by his silence and completely unaware of the turmoil inside of him. The young nurse was taken aback by the burning hatred in his eyes directed towards her. Fear had overwhelmed her being as Sesshoumaru's gaze intensified, causing the woman to take a step back, away from him. With clenched teeth, Sesshoumaru spit out his question distastefully, utterly infuriated with the young woman beside him for some unknown reason. Perhaps it was the fact that she looked exactly like his mother, which was a fact that disturbed him to a great extent and of the fact that he was still alive.
"Why...am I not dead yet?? I am supposed to be by now. Why did you people save me??? I should be dead by now!"
In a blink of an eye, Sesshoumaru had detached himself from the many I.V cords and ripped the blankets off of him, walking towards the door and turning down a hall randomly. The young woman, too shocked by everything, had been standing still the whole time, trying to absorb what had just happened and of what he had said. Reality suddenly ran smack down into her face as she sped off in the direction she saw him head towards. Just as the elevator doors were closing, she spotted a flash of silver-white hair. Glancing above the elevator doors as each number lighted up, the woman cursed under her breath. He was heading to the roof of the building. In a feeling of panic, she frantically pressed the elevator button and immediately jumped right in as the doors opened with a soft "ding".
"This can't be happening...please don't die...onegai.."
Tbc.
A/N: well..that's it for now everyone. The chapter was originally going to be longer but I decided to leave it hanging for now..trying to put in a little suspense! ^_^ Guess who the mystery woman is! To tell you the truth...I don't know either...^_^ 0 so I'll let all of you decide! Just leave a review with who you want it to be and I'll see who you want it to be. I decided to leave Sessy's hair color as silver cause I just can't picture him with black hair..it just doesn't look right on him! Anyway..I hope you all liked this chapter so please do leave a review with your comments! The button is barely 3 centimeters away from you so just give it a click will ya? Arigatou!
' ' means thoughts
Disclaimer: How bout some vanilla ice cream?
Everything was hazy, and the scenery held a soft, dream-like glow. Sesshoumaru stood at the center of it all looking as if he belonged there as everything blended. Eyes squinting, Sesshoumaru looked off into the distance, curious as to where he actually was. The place seemed awfully familiar to him and everything he looked at seemed to tug at his heart. The lush green grass and the numerous blossoming Sakura trees surrounded him. It looked as if the petals were falling like pink and white raindrops, soaking and blending with everyone all into a blur.
Suddenly, a flash of black could be seen pass before his eyes. Looking around frantically, Sesshoumaru's eyes became wide, shocked beyond belief at the sight before him. Right by the tree stood his mother still as vibrant as ever with a bright smile shining on her face that could rival the sun. A soft white Sakura blossom had landed on Celia's nose causing her to emit a comforting, melodious chuckle. It was then that she had caught site of the shell shocked Sesshoumaru who was still standing, frozen in the same position. With eyes shining brightly, Celia gave a small wave in his direction, softly patting a spot beside her under the Sakura tree.
Curiously, Sesshoumaru walked over to sit beside his beloved mother. As he looked around at the many trees, the green grass and the many people walking by, realization finally dawned on him. This place, the people, the grass, the trees, the sun, and his mother..it was exactly how it use to be when he was little. Ever since he could remember, his mother had always brought him to the park just so he could enjoy the weather and play in the soft, green grass. Day by day his mother and him would watch the Sakura trees blossom and then fall down like rain, letting the wind carry it away to places unknown to them. Sesshoumaru began to feel puzzled by it all, not knowing why he was in such a place with his mother as a grown man. Giving his surroundings another good, long look, Sesshoumaru realized how everything seemed to blend together in a hazy, dream-like sort of way. Feeling eyes on him, Sesshoumaru slowly turned his head to face his mother, seeing her eyes on him. The soft glow in her eyes hinted tenderness as she continued to gaze at him lovingly.
"Sess-chan...why do you look so puzzled?" questioned Celia as a soft chuckle escaped her lips at the perplexed look her son had on.
Shaking his head slightly, Sesshoumaru dismissed his mother's question.
"Nothing..I was just thinking that's all.." replied Sesshoumaru as he heaved a sigh and rested against the trunk of the tree. Silence fell between the two for a while as Sesshoumaru couldn't help but keep steeling glances at his mother out of the corner of his eye. Seeing how stiff he was sitting against the trunk, Celia gave a knowing smile and called out to him.
"Sess-chan...you look very tired, do you want to rest a little?" said Celia as she lightly tapped her lap hinting for him to lie down. Letting out a sigh of relief, he couldn't help the warm feeling that was spreading inside his heart at how well his mother knew him. Slowly, Sesshoumaru lowered his head to rest on his mother's lap, the one he had always fell asleep on when they were at the park basking in the scenery around them. By that time, he had already concluded that it was another one of his dreams, a happy one that he rarely had. Sesshoumaru was afraid of waking up from the wonderful dream and had tried to resist falling asleep in his mother's soothing presence. However, the warmth of the sun shined over him like a blanket, bringing him faster and deeper into slumber as his mother's soft hand stroked his cheek, gently coaxing him off to dreamland, or in this case, back to reality.
"Sleep well my son..."
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"Sir....sir...are you alright? Sir..wake up...wake up.."
The voice, though at first seemed far away seemed to have gotten closer and closer as Sesshoumaru slipped in and out of consciousness. Finally, after the continuous tapping on his cheek by the one who was, Sesshoumaru guessed, calling to him, he opened his glazed, unfocused eyes to be greeted with.....his mother.
Blinking rapidly for a couple of times, Sesshoumaru tried to reason with himself that it was another one of his dreams again. However, as he looked more closely, the woman in front of him seemed much younger, somewhere around his age. Seeing the strained smile that she had on, Sesshoumaru suddenly realized that he was clutching the woman's hand with a death grip. Immediately, he let go as if the hand had stung him and turned his head to the side, observing his surroundings once again.
The walls were all an empty, plain color of white and the lights were irritatingly bright. The smell of medication invaded his nose as Sesshoumaru came to a conclusion as to where he was. It was then that he felt the bandage around his forehead and all memory of the car crash came flooding back to his mind.
A smirk crept its way to Sesshoumaru's mouth and a chuckle left his lips that sounded so sinister yet held a speck of sadness in it. How ironic it really was to get into a car crash on the day of his mother's death and, Sesshoumaru thought with a sneer, his birthday. Anger started to build up inside of him then. Questions flew around his mind in a flurry as his fists clenched the white sheets underneath.
'Naze...naze...I should have died by now! I was supposed to be by my mother's side by now! Wasn't I supposed to die in a car crash just like my mother? Isn't that why you made this happen? Why am I not dead yet??!! Why do you still make me suffer like this...this pain...I want to see her...I really want to...why..'
In a flash, a new, stronger wave of anger flooded Sesshoumaru as he glared at the woman who had stood beside him the whole time, puzzled by his silence and completely unaware of the turmoil inside of him. The young nurse was taken aback by the burning hatred in his eyes directed towards her. Fear had overwhelmed her being as Sesshoumaru's gaze intensified, causing the woman to take a step back, away from him. With clenched teeth, Sesshoumaru spit out his question distastefully, utterly infuriated with the young woman beside him for some unknown reason. Perhaps it was the fact that she looked exactly like his mother, which was a fact that disturbed him to a great extent and of the fact that he was still alive.
"Why...am I not dead yet?? I am supposed to be by now. Why did you people save me??? I should be dead by now!"
In a blink of an eye, Sesshoumaru had detached himself from the many I.V cords and ripped the blankets off of him, walking towards the door and turning down a hall randomly. The young woman, too shocked by everything, had been standing still the whole time, trying to absorb what had just happened and of what he had said. Reality suddenly ran smack down into her face as she sped off in the direction she saw him head towards. Just as the elevator doors were closing, she spotted a flash of silver-white hair. Glancing above the elevator doors as each number lighted up, the woman cursed under her breath. He was heading to the roof of the building. In a feeling of panic, she frantically pressed the elevator button and immediately jumped right in as the doors opened with a soft "ding".
"This can't be happening...please don't die...onegai.."
Tbc.
A/N: well..that's it for now everyone. The chapter was originally going to be longer but I decided to leave it hanging for now..trying to put in a little suspense! ^_^ Guess who the mystery woman is! To tell you the truth...I don't know either...^_^ 0 so I'll let all of you decide! Just leave a review with who you want it to be and I'll see who you want it to be. I decided to leave Sessy's hair color as silver cause I just can't picture him with black hair..it just doesn't look right on him! Anyway..I hope you all liked this chapter so please do leave a review with your comments! The button is barely 3 centimeters away from you so just give it a click will ya? Arigatou!