My Immortal

I don't own the song or GH (no spoilers intended also I have made up Danielle)

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My senior year was supposed to be the best year of my life but after what had happened I shut down.

"Maxie," said my friend Danielle, "Prom is coming up I mean I know what happened last year but we're seniors."

"I can't," I said.

"You need to move on from Kyle and get back on that horse," said Danielle. She didn't know what had happened between him and me. That I did move on only to loose him before I could tell him.

"How about I set you up on a blind date," said Danielle.

"No," said I said, " no dates."

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Prom came and I was going only because it was my senior year and my family and friends made me go.

As I got ready I remembered the day of the Winter Formal when I was hiding him in my room. How he made me put on my dress and we had a dance of our own. How he told of him and Emily dancing under the streetlight on her Prom night. I wish he were here to dance under the streetlights with me. But he's not.

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Prom came and went, as I was getting ready for the end of the year and graduation. While everyone was parting I was spending more and more time at the hospital volunteering. I remembered all the moments we shared there.

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Danielle kept pushing me to find someone new.

"I can't," I finally told her, "and it's not because of what you think."

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These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

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TBC