I own Katie Thomas- Taylor, But no one else

AN: Quite a short sappy chapter this one

'My Girl'

'Chapter 6'

It was like she was paralysed to the spot. She just couldn't move from that window, that office. And everyday It grew more harder to not be able to run in their and hold Katie in her arms.

She still blamed herself, Her daughter, Was going to get better she was told. But until she was the Katie she knew and loved, She wasn't betting on it.

Everyone tried to talk to her. They were worrying non-stop about Kristy, She was like a walking zombie. She hadn't slept in days. Her hair hardly ever saw her hairbrush. Kristy was mad with them all. Why were they making her eat, wash, did it all really matter. Her daughter was lying in her hospital bed, With Meningitis.

And Kristy didn't know, How when the time came, She would be able to look Katie in the eye and tell her daughter, That it wasn't her Kristy's fault.

Whenever she did sleep, She had nightmares, Mostly about funerals. And angels carrying Katie away in their arms, With Katie crying 'Mommy, You should've have known'

Her dreams were proving the fact that Kristy was a terrible mother.

'Krsity' a voice said behind her, It was Bart.

'Bart' Kristy said fighting back the tears that threatened to spill 'Am I a bad mother'

He grabbed her in a hug and kept repeating 'You are not a bad mother'

While she sobbed in his arms.

Suddenly the doctor turned up

'You may see your daughter in her room now, She's more conscious, And you can talk to her, She will answer'

Krsity looked at Bart with fear in her eyes. He squeezed her hand, and they slowly walked in.

'Mommy?' Katie said

Kristy was speechless.

Bart looked at her with encouragement in his eyes

'Mommy, Is that you?' Katie said from her bed

Kristy walked to the bed, Sat down in a chair and took Katie's hand into her own

'Yes, I'm here' she said

Katie smiled,

Which made Kristy want to cry again

'I cannot cry' she told herself

Bart sat down at the other side of his daughter, With her other hand in his.

'Hi Daddy' Katie said

There was a silence.

'What's wrong with me' Katie said confused

Bart & Kristy look at each other and sent messages with their eyes.

Krsity spoke 'You have a nasty little bug, But because you're young, It's affecting you more'

'Oh' was all Katie said

'Will I die then'

'No' Bart & Krsity practically shouted as quick as they could.

Katie fell asleep then.

They finally left the room.

I can't sleep tonight Everybody's saying everything is all right Still I can't close my eyes I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all of these lights Sunny days, where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong

Krsity staring at the ceiling in her room it's dark outside, and the rain is pelting against the window

Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was thirteen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shinning I can't avoid the lightning

Krsity sits on her windowsill, Staring out at the thunderstorm

I can't stand myself I'm being held up by invisible men Still life on a shelf when I've got my mind on something else Sunny days, oh where have you gone I get the strangest feeling you belong

View of Katie lying in the hospital bed, Asleep

Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was thirteen ? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning

Kristy looks at the picture of Kristy & Katie at Christmas

Middle eight Oh where did the blue sky go? Oh why is it raining so? It's so cold

Tears are running down Kristy's face

Oh where did the blue sky go? Oh why is it raining so? It's so cold

Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was thirteen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning

Why does it always rain on me?

Kristy watches the video of Katie as a baby.

Where she finally falls asleep on the floor.