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Disclaimer: I don't own the ducks or anything that you do recognize in this story. The story title is a Linkin Park song and the chapter titles will be, too. The song used in chapter one is Linkin Park's song called 'Easier to Run' on the CD Meteora.
Feedback: Yes please.
Dedication: To anyone who needs a way out of pain, remember you can always talk to someone about it.
This story in no way is about anyone I know. And please, if you do the things the main character does, talk to some one you know who can get you help, please don't go down a path of destruction.
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I didn't pay much attention to the movie, I already knew what happened in it. My attention was on Charlie.
He was such a sweet man, and he hides it behind a rough exterior. I don't know of one person outside of the Ducks and our former coaches that know how great of a man he can be.
He was laughing with Portman, and joking around with Ken. He looked so happy.
Charlie's confided in me before how unhappy he is. Outside of hockey, he says his life is crap. I don't believe him. He's got a mother who cares for him, and a hell of a father in Coach Bombay. I don't think he has a reason to be so upset.
Maybe the reason's because he has no one to love. He's told me before how much he just wants to hold someone, share all his secrets with them.
I want to shout out to him that he could have that in me...
The movie ended in a little over two hours and we all walked out of the theater. "So, it's only two, what do ya'll want to do?" Portman asked us.
"Connie and I already said we want to go shopping." Julie stated grabbing Connie's hand. "We'll see you all later." She said and tried to drag Connie down towards a store.
"You're leaving me?" Guy asked her pouting.
"You can come with us if you want, but you can't complain." She said kissing him.
"Alright. See you guys later." He said to us and followed the two girls. We all were still watching them walk off when Guy picked up Connie and swung her around.
"They're cute together." Ken said turning to face us.
"What do you want to do guys?" Fulton asked. "I can stay out until midnight." He said.
"I actually wanted to talk to you, Banksie." I look over to the person who said that and surprise is evident on my face. I blush and follow him, walking away from the group.
"So what are we doing, guys?" I hear Ken ask Portman and Fulton as I catch up to Charlie.
"What do you want to talk to me about?" I ask, praying that it's what I hope and dream about. That he'll tell me he's in love with me the way I'm in love with him. That he'd say he can't live without me.
We're outside the mall now and he turns to face me when we're finally alone. He opens his mouth to speak, my eyes following the gentle curve of skin that forms his lips. He's saying something but I don't hear, it looks like 'I love you'.
"I'm sorry, what?" I ask shaking my head and getting back on track.
"I said this is kind of embarrassing." I start to smile, I think I know what he has to tell me. "But my mother asked me if she could have the house to herself tonight, and I was wondering if I could stay at yours." My heart breaks and the smile melts off my face. I shut my eyes for a moment, reveling it what his words could've been. "I don't have to." He says quickly seeing my reaction. "I mean, I can ask someone else, I'm sure it's okay for Fulton to have me stay over."
"No, it's okay, Charlie. I'm sure my parents will be happy to make up the guest bedroom for you." I said coming to my senses, Charlie would be sleeping at my house.
"Guest bedroom? Haven't you ever had a sleep over, Banks?" He padded my shoulder and we started walking towards my car.
"Fine, you can sleep on the floor if you really want to." I said laughing with him.
Charlie and I got into my car. Charlie doesn't drive yet, well, he does but he doesn't have a car because his mother uses it and he doesn't have enough money to buy one.
"We have to go to your house first, right?" I asked him screaming over the music playing in my CRV.
"Yeah, I need to pick up some clothes." I heard him yell back. We were quiet on the ride to his house. I listened to my music and kept my eyes on the road, determined not to look at him.
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So, what do you think so far? It's kind of obvious in this chapter who the main character's in love with..... It's Charlie. Like it wouldn't be, everyone knows they're the only two I ones I'd put either with unless it was a het story.
BloodyRaine- I'm interested myself to see what I put Banksie through. I never have a set plan for a story, I just sit down and type and whatever comes out, comes out, so I'll be as surprised as you with each chapter I write.
Rachel- You're right, many people who do have cutting problems have a normal loving family. Many people also have normal lives and appear to be happy so I'm glad to be able to portray this story as it should be, giving Banksie a normal life.
Crazy4nc128- Of course I still read and remember your fics! I love your fics about the Duckies. They're some of the stories I've ever read, including all the Backstreet Boys fan fiction I read. I did write a review so I hope you got it, as for who's going to find out about Adam cutting, you're going to have to wait, read and see.
Darkdestiney2000- Isn't it sad? I would love to be able to put him through happiness and joy but pain comes with life and I like to give truth to my stories so everything is not all happy go lucky unless it's a story meant to be that way. Thanks for the review.
Thanks to everyone who has reviewed, I'm happy to see people enjoying my stories!
~*Angel*~
Disclaimer: I don't own the ducks or anything that you do recognize in this story. The story title is a Linkin Park song and the chapter titles will be, too. The song used in chapter one is Linkin Park's song called 'Easier to Run' on the CD Meteora.
Feedback: Yes please.
Dedication: To anyone who needs a way out of pain, remember you can always talk to someone about it.
This story in no way is about anyone I know. And please, if you do the things the main character does, talk to some one you know who can get you help, please don't go down a path of destruction.
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I didn't pay much attention to the movie, I already knew what happened in it. My attention was on Charlie.
He was such a sweet man, and he hides it behind a rough exterior. I don't know of one person outside of the Ducks and our former coaches that know how great of a man he can be.
He was laughing with Portman, and joking around with Ken. He looked so happy.
Charlie's confided in me before how unhappy he is. Outside of hockey, he says his life is crap. I don't believe him. He's got a mother who cares for him, and a hell of a father in Coach Bombay. I don't think he has a reason to be so upset.
Maybe the reason's because he has no one to love. He's told me before how much he just wants to hold someone, share all his secrets with them.
I want to shout out to him that he could have that in me...
The movie ended in a little over two hours and we all walked out of the theater. "So, it's only two, what do ya'll want to do?" Portman asked us.
"Connie and I already said we want to go shopping." Julie stated grabbing Connie's hand. "We'll see you all later." She said and tried to drag Connie down towards a store.
"You're leaving me?" Guy asked her pouting.
"You can come with us if you want, but you can't complain." She said kissing him.
"Alright. See you guys later." He said to us and followed the two girls. We all were still watching them walk off when Guy picked up Connie and swung her around.
"They're cute together." Ken said turning to face us.
"What do you want to do guys?" Fulton asked. "I can stay out until midnight." He said.
"I actually wanted to talk to you, Banksie." I look over to the person who said that and surprise is evident on my face. I blush and follow him, walking away from the group.
"So what are we doing, guys?" I hear Ken ask Portman and Fulton as I catch up to Charlie.
"What do you want to talk to me about?" I ask, praying that it's what I hope and dream about. That he'll tell me he's in love with me the way I'm in love with him. That he'd say he can't live without me.
We're outside the mall now and he turns to face me when we're finally alone. He opens his mouth to speak, my eyes following the gentle curve of skin that forms his lips. He's saying something but I don't hear, it looks like 'I love you'.
"I'm sorry, what?" I ask shaking my head and getting back on track.
"I said this is kind of embarrassing." I start to smile, I think I know what he has to tell me. "But my mother asked me if she could have the house to herself tonight, and I was wondering if I could stay at yours." My heart breaks and the smile melts off my face. I shut my eyes for a moment, reveling it what his words could've been. "I don't have to." He says quickly seeing my reaction. "I mean, I can ask someone else, I'm sure it's okay for Fulton to have me stay over."
"No, it's okay, Charlie. I'm sure my parents will be happy to make up the guest bedroom for you." I said coming to my senses, Charlie would be sleeping at my house.
"Guest bedroom? Haven't you ever had a sleep over, Banks?" He padded my shoulder and we started walking towards my car.
"Fine, you can sleep on the floor if you really want to." I said laughing with him.
Charlie and I got into my car. Charlie doesn't drive yet, well, he does but he doesn't have a car because his mother uses it and he doesn't have enough money to buy one.
"We have to go to your house first, right?" I asked him screaming over the music playing in my CRV.
"Yeah, I need to pick up some clothes." I heard him yell back. We were quiet on the ride to his house. I listened to my music and kept my eyes on the road, determined not to look at him.
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So, what do you think so far? It's kind of obvious in this chapter who the main character's in love with..... It's Charlie. Like it wouldn't be, everyone knows they're the only two I ones I'd put either with unless it was a het story.
BloodyRaine- I'm interested myself to see what I put Banksie through. I never have a set plan for a story, I just sit down and type and whatever comes out, comes out, so I'll be as surprised as you with each chapter I write.
Rachel- You're right, many people who do have cutting problems have a normal loving family. Many people also have normal lives and appear to be happy so I'm glad to be able to portray this story as it should be, giving Banksie a normal life.
Crazy4nc128- Of course I still read and remember your fics! I love your fics about the Duckies. They're some of the stories I've ever read, including all the Backstreet Boys fan fiction I read. I did write a review so I hope you got it, as for who's going to find out about Adam cutting, you're going to have to wait, read and see.
Darkdestiney2000- Isn't it sad? I would love to be able to put him through happiness and joy but pain comes with life and I like to give truth to my stories so everything is not all happy go lucky unless it's a story meant to be that way. Thanks for the review.
Thanks to everyone who has reviewed, I'm happy to see people enjoying my stories!
~*Angel*~