Ch.2 No One Can Stop Me
Disclaimer: No I don't own Gundam Wing get it through your skull.
I sat there oblivious that they were taking all my knives and guns caught up in my own thoughts. Damn It! I fucked up! Why the hell did I have to pull that! They all know. They're gonna hate me and completely abandon me. No one should waste there time on me, I'm completely worthless to society. All I know is how to fight. Why the hell do I think I can kid myself into thinking I belong in the world. I should have killed myself when I had the chance. Why do they waste there time trying to protect me from myself? I wish they would all leave, get away from me so I don't torture them more than I already do.
"Hey Heero... Earth to Heero?" Jen says while waving her hand in front of my face. "There's some one here to see you thanks to some blabber mouth in the room" She shot a dirty look at Trowa.
"Who"?
"She asked that I not tell you." Jen replied. "But she's anxious to see you".
"Shit." I know instantly who it is. "Not Relena?" No one answered I got up and walked to my front door. I open it and sure enough there's Relena. Why do all these people waste there time with me? They should just let me crawl into my own hole and die.
"Hi" she says weekly. "I... heard what happened and.... I'm worried abo...."
"Don't bother. No one should bother with me."
"Don't say that!" She slaps me. "We all care about you very much Heero that's why we haven't left your side." No, impossible, no one should care for me. Is she telling the truth? No, she's not; I know she's lying. "May I come in?" she asks. I move aside and she walks in and proceeds to where the others are asking if she can help. I stand there for awhile just thinking. I'm about to go back to my room when the doorbell rings again. I answer it and there's a blonde haired girl standing in the doorway.
"Umm... Is Trowa here?" she asks.
"Um, yah come in". I reply. "So how do you know Trowa...umm"?
"It's Mia," she says. "And I'm kind of Trowa's Girl Friend". Whoa! Damn! I didn't even know Trowa would have a girlfriend.
"Yah he's over there" I told her pointing down the hall "And I'm Heero".
"Oh so you're the guy that Trowa was telling me about. I know it's none of my business but here." Mia said handing him a business card. "It's a psychiatrist that I know". I rip the card in half letting it fall to the floor. She watches it as it falls then looks at me. "Oh well, what ever it's your life not mine so do what you want" she says then runs off to find Trowa. Why can't everyone be like that instead of trying to help me? Just let me do whatever the hell I want to. Well my whole worlds fucked up know but what the hell I'll roll with it. I get up and go walk over where they're trying to find all of knives.
"There's one under the bed, under the mattress, five in the droor and there's a gun in my Preventer's jacket." They all look at me puzzled that I would tell them that but then they get the knives and gun in the places I told them. "And that's all I have, you've got all the rest in the box. But if you don't believe me go ahead and search some more. As for me I'm going to take a shower." I go up to the bathroom on the second level of my house. I get in, lock the door and proceed to the bathtub. There it is. The one knife they didn't get. Me favorite switch blade with black and read rubber grip on it. They aren't going to stop me. I'm going to leave this world if they like it or not. But...there's what Trowa said. I owe it to the people that love me to stay here. No! They don't love me, no one does. I'm leaving this world whether I go to heaven or hell I don't care. I click the switch and the blade comes out glistening in the sunlight. There's still blood on it from the last time I cut my arm. I'm sticking it closer and closer to my wrist. This is it, the big finale. My life is done. That's it, It's all going to be over. I slice through my left wrist. The pain feels good to me, but that's not enough. I slice all the way up my left arm. Then I do the same to things to my right arm. Blood is gushing to the floor. This is it. It's over.
All of the sudden there's a pounding on the door. Then it's silent for a second and then a click and sure enough in bursts Trowa. It's to late anyway. They cant save me. This is it. "It's over Trowa. You can't save me no one can". Relena walks in then starts crying. Then in walk Pyro, Jen, and Goth. They look at me depressingly. "No one can stop me." I hear sirens then black out.
A/N: Hope u liked it. Plz rev. will there be a next chapter? Hopefully, but you'll find out.
Disclaimer: No I don't own Gundam Wing get it through your skull.
I sat there oblivious that they were taking all my knives and guns caught up in my own thoughts. Damn It! I fucked up! Why the hell did I have to pull that! They all know. They're gonna hate me and completely abandon me. No one should waste there time on me, I'm completely worthless to society. All I know is how to fight. Why the hell do I think I can kid myself into thinking I belong in the world. I should have killed myself when I had the chance. Why do they waste there time trying to protect me from myself? I wish they would all leave, get away from me so I don't torture them more than I already do.
"Hey Heero... Earth to Heero?" Jen says while waving her hand in front of my face. "There's some one here to see you thanks to some blabber mouth in the room" She shot a dirty look at Trowa.
"Who"?
"She asked that I not tell you." Jen replied. "But she's anxious to see you".
"Shit." I know instantly who it is. "Not Relena?" No one answered I got up and walked to my front door. I open it and sure enough there's Relena. Why do all these people waste there time with me? They should just let me crawl into my own hole and die.
"Hi" she says weekly. "I... heard what happened and.... I'm worried abo...."
"Don't bother. No one should bother with me."
"Don't say that!" She slaps me. "We all care about you very much Heero that's why we haven't left your side." No, impossible, no one should care for me. Is she telling the truth? No, she's not; I know she's lying. "May I come in?" she asks. I move aside and she walks in and proceeds to where the others are asking if she can help. I stand there for awhile just thinking. I'm about to go back to my room when the doorbell rings again. I answer it and there's a blonde haired girl standing in the doorway.
"Umm... Is Trowa here?" she asks.
"Um, yah come in". I reply. "So how do you know Trowa...umm"?
"It's Mia," she says. "And I'm kind of Trowa's Girl Friend". Whoa! Damn! I didn't even know Trowa would have a girlfriend.
"Yah he's over there" I told her pointing down the hall "And I'm Heero".
"Oh so you're the guy that Trowa was telling me about. I know it's none of my business but here." Mia said handing him a business card. "It's a psychiatrist that I know". I rip the card in half letting it fall to the floor. She watches it as it falls then looks at me. "Oh well, what ever it's your life not mine so do what you want" she says then runs off to find Trowa. Why can't everyone be like that instead of trying to help me? Just let me do whatever the hell I want to. Well my whole worlds fucked up know but what the hell I'll roll with it. I get up and go walk over where they're trying to find all of knives.
"There's one under the bed, under the mattress, five in the droor and there's a gun in my Preventer's jacket." They all look at me puzzled that I would tell them that but then they get the knives and gun in the places I told them. "And that's all I have, you've got all the rest in the box. But if you don't believe me go ahead and search some more. As for me I'm going to take a shower." I go up to the bathroom on the second level of my house. I get in, lock the door and proceed to the bathtub. There it is. The one knife they didn't get. Me favorite switch blade with black and read rubber grip on it. They aren't going to stop me. I'm going to leave this world if they like it or not. But...there's what Trowa said. I owe it to the people that love me to stay here. No! They don't love me, no one does. I'm leaving this world whether I go to heaven or hell I don't care. I click the switch and the blade comes out glistening in the sunlight. There's still blood on it from the last time I cut my arm. I'm sticking it closer and closer to my wrist. This is it, the big finale. My life is done. That's it, It's all going to be over. I slice through my left wrist. The pain feels good to me, but that's not enough. I slice all the way up my left arm. Then I do the same to things to my right arm. Blood is gushing to the floor. This is it. It's over.
All of the sudden there's a pounding on the door. Then it's silent for a second and then a click and sure enough in bursts Trowa. It's to late anyway. They cant save me. This is it. "It's over Trowa. You can't save me no one can". Relena walks in then starts crying. Then in walk Pyro, Jen, and Goth. They look at me depressingly. "No one can stop me." I hear sirens then black out.
A/N: Hope u liked it. Plz rev. will there be a next chapter? Hopefully, but you'll find out.