A/N
Sorry updates are so few and far between, please forgive me: ducks from any flying object coming her way:
To all you who said We are in your prayers, the story made you cry or whatever thank you so much. You have no clue what your words mean to me and they make me want to write more *time permitting* I really love your guys words. Please continue to email/im/review etc.. Also, if you are to email me please put something in the subject so I know its not junk mail. If u wrote me and I never responded it's because I thought it was junk mail ( cant be to carefully with viruses) Also again please email me at crazylilchica06@msn.com I check that more often.
I know I promised to write in how "Jason" told his mom but It just wasn't writtin' good.. I have to say we sat down and talked to her and she was * obviously* shocked she is there for us, very sweet about it and understands it's hard *She had Jason at about the age of 17 so she understands a lot more then my parents*
I am always a write ( I have the sequel to this all planned out. Lol Guess I'll have to wait (
Also if you want someone to thank for my muse returning I went back and read "Change of Heart" and "A mothers Anguish" and "Pyrallis" wow does that get u going
ON WITH THE STORY~
** Aggravated she threw the twelfth *a/n that doesn't look like the write spelling to me but if spell check says so* pair of pants against the closet door. "DAMNIT, DAMNIT, DAMNIT" She screamed in frustration, and throwing herself onto the bed, only in her sweater, which she had to admit to herself was quite tight. She placed her hand on her stomach and couldn't help but let a soft smile creep onto the side of her lip.
"You're not supposed to get me fat yet. You have another month or so. come on one more month. Pretty please, your first food can be a sundae if you do." She sighed in defeat and placed her head back on Jason's pillow. She heard a soft knock on the door and frustration dripping in her tone, offered for them to come in.
Jason's mother walked in with a smile as wide as a kid in the candy store, and five dollars to spend. A smile only a soon-to-be grandmother would give. The smile was contagious, and one soon spread across Paige's face. "What are we smiling about" Paige finally questioned after a few minutes of just smiling.
Beth, or mom that she now told Paige to call her either one, slowly walked over to the bed and sat down next to her and put her hand on Paige's stomach. Rubbing it that soft, circular motion Paige always thought was just for the movies. Paige's smile grew wider as she did so. "This." She placed Paige's hand on top of her own, both females basking in the Kodak moment.
A single tear began to run down Beth's check, which stopped Paige's smile from expanding anymore. "Mom..." She started but Beth, put her hand up to stop her. "I have to say this."
Paige used her arms to prop her up, and raised and eyebrow to stare at "mom." She always called her friends parents mom and dad, but this time it felt so different. She believed it. She had felt like her mother, and was such a help. She was such a good friend to her and that's what she needed right now.
"Paige, you know I don't approve of the baby coming at such a young age. You and Jason aren't ready and you know it sweetheart." Paige just simply nodded her head, as the motherly figured just repeated things Paige had been thinking about for the last month. Things she knew, things she hated that were true but wasn't denying them. "Your bodies are not ready, your minds are not ready, you have no clue what's in store for you. Things are going to be physically, mentally, financially, emotionally, socially, and every other lly hard."
Again Paige just nodded her head, as she now played with a loose string on her sweater, slightly embarrassed. "This baby has taken away your childhood. And I hurt so bad for you and my son, cause you have to grow up so fast. You have to become responsible, mature and everything else, that you should learn from experience and now you are forced just to know. I know how hard that is trust me. I do, and I am always here to help you. No matter what you need, what time of day and when, I am here. Always know that ok?" Paige nodded her head, a slight smile creeping across her face but not as big as before.
She knew everything she was being told, and thought about it every waking minute. Everything rushing through her head, and the fear she will not be a good mother. She knew "mom" was not trying to rub those ideas in her face just help. "I know."
Once again Beth cut her off. "I ain't done Paige."
"Look I told you I knew all that and wanted to make sure you knew all that. But I wanted to tell you something else..
"With all you have to learn and live up to so quickly. I want you to know I don't think any one is more capable of doing it then you." Paige quickly looked up, a wide grin spread across her face, eyes widened as if it were a joke.
"You're serious. You really believe I can do it?"
"Paige, I know you can. It will be a struggle but I have full confidence you can pull through. You'll fall a few times and need help up, and I know my son will be there for you. I have to say. I don't like being called "grandma" but if anyone were to be going through this with Jason, I don't know anyone better for the job.
Paige's smile was bigger than over, and she couldn't control herself as she leaped onto mom and gave her the biggest hug. Both ladies smiling, and a few tears were falling from four different eyes.
"Alright, now get yourself dressed your parents will be here soon." **
A/n I know this chapter is really short but my fingers hurt and I have a tad bit of the cold so it feels like Im coughing up organs ( Please forgive me and review anyways. I will get a chapter up before Tuesday to make up for this one.. I don't have school Monday so I should.. no scratch that.. I WILL be able to update
R/R
Sorry updates are so few and far between, please forgive me: ducks from any flying object coming her way:
To all you who said We are in your prayers, the story made you cry or whatever thank you so much. You have no clue what your words mean to me and they make me want to write more *time permitting* I really love your guys words. Please continue to email/im/review etc.. Also, if you are to email me please put something in the subject so I know its not junk mail. If u wrote me and I never responded it's because I thought it was junk mail ( cant be to carefully with viruses) Also again please email me at crazylilchica06@msn.com I check that more often.
I know I promised to write in how "Jason" told his mom but It just wasn't writtin' good.. I have to say we sat down and talked to her and she was * obviously* shocked she is there for us, very sweet about it and understands it's hard *She had Jason at about the age of 17 so she understands a lot more then my parents*
I am always a write ( I have the sequel to this all planned out. Lol Guess I'll have to wait (
Also if you want someone to thank for my muse returning I went back and read "Change of Heart" and "A mothers Anguish" and "Pyrallis" wow does that get u going
ON WITH THE STORY~
** Aggravated she threw the twelfth *a/n that doesn't look like the write spelling to me but if spell check says so* pair of pants against the closet door. "DAMNIT, DAMNIT, DAMNIT" She screamed in frustration, and throwing herself onto the bed, only in her sweater, which she had to admit to herself was quite tight. She placed her hand on her stomach and couldn't help but let a soft smile creep onto the side of her lip.
"You're not supposed to get me fat yet. You have another month or so. come on one more month. Pretty please, your first food can be a sundae if you do." She sighed in defeat and placed her head back on Jason's pillow. She heard a soft knock on the door and frustration dripping in her tone, offered for them to come in.
Jason's mother walked in with a smile as wide as a kid in the candy store, and five dollars to spend. A smile only a soon-to-be grandmother would give. The smile was contagious, and one soon spread across Paige's face. "What are we smiling about" Paige finally questioned after a few minutes of just smiling.
Beth, or mom that she now told Paige to call her either one, slowly walked over to the bed and sat down next to her and put her hand on Paige's stomach. Rubbing it that soft, circular motion Paige always thought was just for the movies. Paige's smile grew wider as she did so. "This." She placed Paige's hand on top of her own, both females basking in the Kodak moment.
A single tear began to run down Beth's check, which stopped Paige's smile from expanding anymore. "Mom..." She started but Beth, put her hand up to stop her. "I have to say this."
Paige used her arms to prop her up, and raised and eyebrow to stare at "mom." She always called her friends parents mom and dad, but this time it felt so different. She believed it. She had felt like her mother, and was such a help. She was such a good friend to her and that's what she needed right now.
"Paige, you know I don't approve of the baby coming at such a young age. You and Jason aren't ready and you know it sweetheart." Paige just simply nodded her head, as the motherly figured just repeated things Paige had been thinking about for the last month. Things she knew, things she hated that were true but wasn't denying them. "Your bodies are not ready, your minds are not ready, you have no clue what's in store for you. Things are going to be physically, mentally, financially, emotionally, socially, and every other lly hard."
Again Paige just nodded her head, as she now played with a loose string on her sweater, slightly embarrassed. "This baby has taken away your childhood. And I hurt so bad for you and my son, cause you have to grow up so fast. You have to become responsible, mature and everything else, that you should learn from experience and now you are forced just to know. I know how hard that is trust me. I do, and I am always here to help you. No matter what you need, what time of day and when, I am here. Always know that ok?" Paige nodded her head, a slight smile creeping across her face but not as big as before.
She knew everything she was being told, and thought about it every waking minute. Everything rushing through her head, and the fear she will not be a good mother. She knew "mom" was not trying to rub those ideas in her face just help. "I know."
Once again Beth cut her off. "I ain't done Paige."
"Look I told you I knew all that and wanted to make sure you knew all that. But I wanted to tell you something else..
"With all you have to learn and live up to so quickly. I want you to know I don't think any one is more capable of doing it then you." Paige quickly looked up, a wide grin spread across her face, eyes widened as if it were a joke.
"You're serious. You really believe I can do it?"
"Paige, I know you can. It will be a struggle but I have full confidence you can pull through. You'll fall a few times and need help up, and I know my son will be there for you. I have to say. I don't like being called "grandma" but if anyone were to be going through this with Jason, I don't know anyone better for the job.
Paige's smile was bigger than over, and she couldn't control herself as she leaped onto mom and gave her the biggest hug. Both ladies smiling, and a few tears were falling from four different eyes.
"Alright, now get yourself dressed your parents will be here soon." **
A/n I know this chapter is really short but my fingers hurt and I have a tad bit of the cold so it feels like Im coughing up organs ( Please forgive me and review anyways. I will get a chapter up before Tuesday to make up for this one.. I don't have school Monday so I should.. no scratch that.. I WILL be able to update
R/R