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Here's what happened in the last chapter ...
"F-Freddie" she asked calmly
"W-What's wrong"
He did nothing but kept staring at the steering wheel in front of him. She touched his arm lightly and his face turned to look at her, what he said to her next would change her life forever
Chapter 2: once upon a dream
"W-What?" Buffy asked taking her hand away from his arm slowly. She didn't understand what was going on with him but there was no need for this kind of talk.
"You heard me; I want to know if you still love me? Just as much as when we got married?" Freddie asked sharply, turning his face back to the steering wheel, he turned off the engine. He could feel the lump in his throat grow hard to keep down and a silent tear fell down his face as she wasn't replying, just staring.
"How can you say that?" She asked feeling more than a little guilty for the way she had been acting around spike; she had been kind of flirting with him but mostly just trying to get some of his attention. Shaking his head back and fourth, he turned and stared out of the window, the tears flowed freely now and she knew he must be hurting pretty bad.
"Freddie I do love you, but you never seem to have enough time for me. It's like I'm just the doll that's supposed to follow you around and do everything as you want it." Buffy spoke calmly once again this time touching the side of his face wiping away a single pearl white tear that flowed down his cheek.
"Is that how you see me? Is that what you see when you look into my eyes? Your puppet, Freddie when I married you, I married you because I thought you loved me back. Honey you can't keep pushing me away, turning me into something I don't want to be. I'm my own person love me for that..." And it fell silent once again.
Turning swiftly to face her he brushed her hand away with a single swipe, catching her face in the progress. Her cheek burned as her head lay against the back of the seat, tears starting to drift from her eyes. Slowly opening her eyes she looked up to his face staring back at her, no remorse for what he'd just done what so ever. She placed her hand over the upcoming bruise on her face. He looked pissed, extremely drunk and something else. She stared into his deep blue eyes and noticed the one thing she hadn't wanted to. The spark was gone; when she had first met Freddie he had this glow in his eyes, he was young wild and free and didn't have a care in the world, it's what attracted her to him. But now, now that spark had gone. He didn't care about her the way he used to, he was all for self image and sex but there just wasn't any love there any more. Turning away from him in her seat she cradled her cheek and stared out of the window, the tears now leaving trails behind, making way for a fresh batch.
"Buffy!" he spoke sharp and ruthless
"Buffy you are going to go home with me tonight and your never gonna tell anyone about what happened, is that clear?" he said once again this time grabbing her arm, pulling her around to face him and grabbing the sides of her face. Trying to shake him off she grabbed his wrists and pulled hard but he wouldn't budge. Another thing that was evident was that Freddie seemed to be getting closer and closer to her, what was he trying to do? Kiss her?
"Freddie!" she struggled
"Freddie! You're hurting me! Let go!" she struggled harder. Freddie just came in further but let go of one side of her face. Stopping as he made his way down to her skirt to hold her still
"Shh! Just Shut up and let me have my way!" Freddie whispered into her ear as his hand made its way up to the lining of her underwear
"FREDDIE NO!" She screamed struggling in his grasp
"YOU CAN'T DO THIS!" she screamed again this time getting her heal up far enough to kick him in the balls. Falling back in pain Freddie cursed her and held him self, crouching over the steering wheel. Not taking any more chances Buffy unlocked the door and jumped out, slamming the door shut with one hand she ran off as fast as a girl in high heeled shoes could, down the road and around the corner. Freddie jumped up in pain as she slammed the door, but deciding he was in too much pain to go and run after her, he let her go
"Fine go you silly bitch! I don't need you! I HATE YOU!" he screamed but she was long gone. Turning the engine back on he floored the accelerator and drove off, wheels screeching down the road, he'd get her tonight; she'd have to come back tonight she had no-where else to go or did she?
It was pouring down with rain and she was alone, walking the streets she thought she knew so well, she guessed she didn't. She'd passed these streets a thousand times but always seeing them from inside a car, most likely with him Freddie. That name sent shivers down her spine, how could he try to have sex with her, in a car and in a situation like that. Bringing her hand up to her cheek, she had started to notice how much it was stinging and stopped outside of a shop window. Turning to the glass she could just make out her reflection in the street lights. She hadn't brought a coat and was absolutely freezing, the rain dripping down her silk skin, her mascara running down her face, leaving tiny trails. She looked like a hooker in her out fit and decided not to stay walking around the town streets for too long in case she got picked up by the police or something and charged. Although buffy didn't care much about what she looked like, she didn't want this to ruin her friendship with her friends who would no doubt beat the living crap out of Freddie for doing such a thing to her; that she didn't want for sure. Her personal life problems where her own, not for the world to see.
As she continued walking down the street, not knowing where to go; she looked up the road and noticed she wasn't far off spike's place. She definitely didn't want to go back home tonight, just in case he came at her again. Crossing her arms, she felt tears slip down her cheeks once again as she thought of what he could have done to her, except this time the tears could be well hidden behind the rain on her cheeks.
Crossing the main busy road in her high heels was certainly a task, but she did it and she came to the now closed gates which led up to spike's apartment. Giving it all her worth she pushed the heavy Iron Gate open and slid inside, allowing it to close on its own. Running up the driveway she reached the porch and knocked quite loudly on the door with its proper eagle faced knocker.
Spike lay in bed asleep, when something loud caught his attention causing him to stir and sit up in bed, was he dreaming? He looked at the clock on his bed side table and red the time which red "3:20am" he'd only been in bed for an hour if that. 'Who the bloody hell is comin' round here at this time of night' he thought aloud. Getting up in nothing but his tight boxers he walked down the stairs and through the hall door. Knocking again she thought 'he couldn't possibly be out'. Just as she was about to turn away a light came on and the sound of the door unlocking came from behind it. Turning the handle spike rubbed his left eye and pulled the door open a crack, looking out he saw Buffy soaking wet and with a massive bruise on the side of her face, she looked like she had been in a fight with someone. His face was one of shock as she stood in closer to the door
"S-spike I ...."
Well guys that's chappy 2 for ya, keep the reviews coming in. without you guys I couldn't write this story so please review and review again if you want please...let me know what you guys are thinking chappy 3 coming very soon
Here's what happened in the last chapter ...
"F-Freddie" she asked calmly
"W-What's wrong"
He did nothing but kept staring at the steering wheel in front of him. She touched his arm lightly and his face turned to look at her, what he said to her next would change her life forever
Chapter 2: once upon a dream
"W-What?" Buffy asked taking her hand away from his arm slowly. She didn't understand what was going on with him but there was no need for this kind of talk.
"You heard me; I want to know if you still love me? Just as much as when we got married?" Freddie asked sharply, turning his face back to the steering wheel, he turned off the engine. He could feel the lump in his throat grow hard to keep down and a silent tear fell down his face as she wasn't replying, just staring.
"How can you say that?" She asked feeling more than a little guilty for the way she had been acting around spike; she had been kind of flirting with him but mostly just trying to get some of his attention. Shaking his head back and fourth, he turned and stared out of the window, the tears flowed freely now and she knew he must be hurting pretty bad.
"Freddie I do love you, but you never seem to have enough time for me. It's like I'm just the doll that's supposed to follow you around and do everything as you want it." Buffy spoke calmly once again this time touching the side of his face wiping away a single pearl white tear that flowed down his cheek.
"Is that how you see me? Is that what you see when you look into my eyes? Your puppet, Freddie when I married you, I married you because I thought you loved me back. Honey you can't keep pushing me away, turning me into something I don't want to be. I'm my own person love me for that..." And it fell silent once again.
Turning swiftly to face her he brushed her hand away with a single swipe, catching her face in the progress. Her cheek burned as her head lay against the back of the seat, tears starting to drift from her eyes. Slowly opening her eyes she looked up to his face staring back at her, no remorse for what he'd just done what so ever. She placed her hand over the upcoming bruise on her face. He looked pissed, extremely drunk and something else. She stared into his deep blue eyes and noticed the one thing she hadn't wanted to. The spark was gone; when she had first met Freddie he had this glow in his eyes, he was young wild and free and didn't have a care in the world, it's what attracted her to him. But now, now that spark had gone. He didn't care about her the way he used to, he was all for self image and sex but there just wasn't any love there any more. Turning away from him in her seat she cradled her cheek and stared out of the window, the tears now leaving trails behind, making way for a fresh batch.
"Buffy!" he spoke sharp and ruthless
"Buffy you are going to go home with me tonight and your never gonna tell anyone about what happened, is that clear?" he said once again this time grabbing her arm, pulling her around to face him and grabbing the sides of her face. Trying to shake him off she grabbed his wrists and pulled hard but he wouldn't budge. Another thing that was evident was that Freddie seemed to be getting closer and closer to her, what was he trying to do? Kiss her?
"Freddie!" she struggled
"Freddie! You're hurting me! Let go!" she struggled harder. Freddie just came in further but let go of one side of her face. Stopping as he made his way down to her skirt to hold her still
"Shh! Just Shut up and let me have my way!" Freddie whispered into her ear as his hand made its way up to the lining of her underwear
"FREDDIE NO!" She screamed struggling in his grasp
"YOU CAN'T DO THIS!" she screamed again this time getting her heal up far enough to kick him in the balls. Falling back in pain Freddie cursed her and held him self, crouching over the steering wheel. Not taking any more chances Buffy unlocked the door and jumped out, slamming the door shut with one hand she ran off as fast as a girl in high heeled shoes could, down the road and around the corner. Freddie jumped up in pain as she slammed the door, but deciding he was in too much pain to go and run after her, he let her go
"Fine go you silly bitch! I don't need you! I HATE YOU!" he screamed but she was long gone. Turning the engine back on he floored the accelerator and drove off, wheels screeching down the road, he'd get her tonight; she'd have to come back tonight she had no-where else to go or did she?
It was pouring down with rain and she was alone, walking the streets she thought she knew so well, she guessed she didn't. She'd passed these streets a thousand times but always seeing them from inside a car, most likely with him Freddie. That name sent shivers down her spine, how could he try to have sex with her, in a car and in a situation like that. Bringing her hand up to her cheek, she had started to notice how much it was stinging and stopped outside of a shop window. Turning to the glass she could just make out her reflection in the street lights. She hadn't brought a coat and was absolutely freezing, the rain dripping down her silk skin, her mascara running down her face, leaving tiny trails. She looked like a hooker in her out fit and decided not to stay walking around the town streets for too long in case she got picked up by the police or something and charged. Although buffy didn't care much about what she looked like, she didn't want this to ruin her friendship with her friends who would no doubt beat the living crap out of Freddie for doing such a thing to her; that she didn't want for sure. Her personal life problems where her own, not for the world to see.
As she continued walking down the street, not knowing where to go; she looked up the road and noticed she wasn't far off spike's place. She definitely didn't want to go back home tonight, just in case he came at her again. Crossing her arms, she felt tears slip down her cheeks once again as she thought of what he could have done to her, except this time the tears could be well hidden behind the rain on her cheeks.
Crossing the main busy road in her high heels was certainly a task, but she did it and she came to the now closed gates which led up to spike's apartment. Giving it all her worth she pushed the heavy Iron Gate open and slid inside, allowing it to close on its own. Running up the driveway she reached the porch and knocked quite loudly on the door with its proper eagle faced knocker.
Spike lay in bed asleep, when something loud caught his attention causing him to stir and sit up in bed, was he dreaming? He looked at the clock on his bed side table and red the time which red "3:20am" he'd only been in bed for an hour if that. 'Who the bloody hell is comin' round here at this time of night' he thought aloud. Getting up in nothing but his tight boxers he walked down the stairs and through the hall door. Knocking again she thought 'he couldn't possibly be out'. Just as she was about to turn away a light came on and the sound of the door unlocking came from behind it. Turning the handle spike rubbed his left eye and pulled the door open a crack, looking out he saw Buffy soaking wet and with a massive bruise on the side of her face, she looked like she had been in a fight with someone. His face was one of shock as she stood in closer to the door
"S-spike I ...."
Well guys that's chappy 2 for ya, keep the reviews coming in. without you guys I couldn't write this story so please review and review again if you want please...let me know what you guys are thinking chappy 3 coming very soon