Thank you, Lord. I think I've finally found the root of all the bitterness and anger that I've been feeling toward you for so long lately. There are two very conflicting forces inside me, and they're at war. The constant battle is wearing my spirit down. Please, Lord, if you have any mercy left, please have mercy on me. My spirit is wearing out, I need yours to help me along this journey. Let's start over again, take things one step at a time. Mr. Joel and his group begin to sing the familiar hymn "It Is Well With My Soul" as an answer to my prayer. Though not all of my misgivings are gone, I feel strong enough to softly sing along. Please, Lord, have mercy. I'm just a human being, so small and fragile, and there's this great big war going on inside of me. Can I survive? Will I survive? If I do survive, who and what will I be? Can I really place my life, my soul, my identity, my future in your hands? Can you be trusted with them? It's a risky thing, placing everything that's precious to you in someone else's hands, especially the hands of one so powerful and glorious as God. But if He can come to Earth as a man and be crucified for my sake, then He can be trusted with my everything. So, Lord, I'm still scared, and I know that I'm not much to work with, but here I am. If you want me, I am yours.