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I wake up sweating; I'm still under the hot thick blankets. I sit up eyes closed as I stretch. It hurt a bit to stretch but it's a lot better than before. I hear a growl and I scream.
"WHAT THE FUCK!! LOGAN WHAT THE HELL!" I cover myself since I am only in my bra and underwear.
"What happened to you?" he was so calm.
I remember the bandage on my face and I put the blanket on my head. "Nothing just playing with bandages," I say.
"You forget I can smell blood like a shark," he said.
I groan and fall back into my pillows. "You're not allowed to be in here," I say.
"Don't try and change the subject. How'd you get hurt? When? Why?" he asked.
I just groaned into the pillow again and soon I felt the bed move. I think he sat on it. How am I going to explain this? I felt him pull the blanket off and held me by my shoulders. "Stop being so noisy" I said.
"I ain't being noisy I'm caring now tell me," he demanded.
"Can I get dressed please?" I say angrily.
"NO!" he said. "You're bandaged everywhere even your face, who did it?"
I felt my anger rising. He snuck into my room and watched me sleep and he won't let me dress and he's gripping my shoulder and it still hurts still. "I don't know," it is the truth.
I smack myself mentally because I answered him. I feel like an idiot because I give in every time, with Remy and now. I ain't giving in anymore. He may have gloves on but his arms are bare. I reach out to him acting as I I'm about to cry. His eyes grow soft and he leans in. Why I have no clue but he better not be leaning in for a kiss. I touch him and he tried to tear me off but it's to late he's out like a light.
"Serves you right," I say and I take my bandages off since they healed when I absorbed him I gather from his head he was pissed about me throwing the cards at him and he held back so much...it's almost kind.
I take a shower then head to get dressed. I look at my closet and I just realized I decided I like the dark look so I put on a pair of black jeans that fades more and more as they get lower till it's a light gray. I put on my long sleeves shirt that is black and it has a gray jersey material on my shoulders and elbows. On it is the words light and dark and under each word is a cartoon picture of the same girl being both good and evil. I put on my gloves and a pair of black timberland boots. I put on eyeliner and eye shadow that is almost a silver, you can barley see it though and I put on chocolate colored lipstick. It's late I can tell and I collect everything that I don't want Logan to see and hide it in the floor. I have his strength and I silently take him to his room and leave him.
"Rogue?" it was Kurt.
"Yes?" I like him he nice to me.
"I heard you weren't eating," oh god is he going to lecture me? "Vell I got you some erhalten," huh?
"Some What?" I say he always speaks German when he's nervous or when he can't find or remember the right word.
He thought hard and sighed and handed me some doughnuts," Doughnuts?" I asked.
"Ja those," he said.
I take it back I love him," Aww thanks Kurt you have no clue how right you were," I say.
He nods and is gone in his regular ~Bamf~. I look inside the case and my eyes go wide. There are like two dozen in here, I can eat them all it's just I wonder if I look fat if he gave me all this. Oh well I loooove doughnuts.
I leave since it's almost time for me to met with Magneto. I was out for a long time and I didn't even dream. I walk out the institute and past it's walls. I start eating my food and I am intimate with my food so I always moan when I eat it because it's so good.
"I wonder what you sound like in bed," I almost choked. I completely forgot about him. I ignore his comment and stuff my mouth so I don't have to talk. "Chere mind sharing?" I shake my head no. "Why not?"
I want to answer this so I chew really fast biting my own tongue in doing so. I swallow hard and nurse my tongue before I speak. "Why should I share my doughnuts when you didn't share information and tell me you were already taken?" I feel like those girls that are obsessed over men but I just hate when people give me false hope.
He looks confused at first then it dawns on him. His eyes reflect hurt and he puts his lasses on. "Chere it's true but-"
"So why aren't you with her every time I come around here?" I ask.
"She isn't here-"
I cut him off again," You on some type of vacation or business trip." I grow angry.
"Non just listen she-"
I gasp," Oh my god is she dead? Because if she is then-"
He stops me in mid sentence by putting a finger up. He walks to me and I put my guard up. "We ain't together. It was an arranged marriage so we decided that one of us should go," he said.
"And that someone was you?" I said.
"Oui," he said.
Suddenly I felt low and stupid. I still had this nagging feeling he wasn't telling the whole truth though. "Man Remy I'm sorry I-"
"S'okay chere I would've done the same to you if I was in your shoes," he said.
"Don't make me feel better none," I said angrily popping another doughnut into my mouth.
He laughed and it sounded so good. It was deep and real and it warmed me like when I was home and my father laughed. I felt safe and I fell that way now. "Chere you beautiful when you angry."
I didn't know how to react to that but I did," Don't say that."
"What?"
"That I'm...you know," I said.
"What beautiful," I nodded like a mad woman," You make it as if the word didn't suit you," he laughed again.
"I tell myself that I'm just not used to hearing it," I pout and another doughnut.
He grabs a doughnut and begins to eat it. "Remy make it his job to remind you everyday then."
We eat the rest of the doughnuts and soon we both turn to each other and say," Sorry gotta go," we laugh.
I am in the car with John and I say," Y'know you left in such a hurry a date was never set."
"Really?" he starts to play with his lighter.
"Uh yeah," I say.
"Oh how about right after this session you have with Magneto?"
"Okay," I say.
It's silent and I feel like I have dug my own grave. I have just made up with Remy and set a date with John. I am having trouble with Logan and I need to know how Sabertooth is doing. Maybe John knows...I won't ask.
"Okay your stop," he says.
I get out and my head feels funny. I know this feeling but from where. Damn I remember now...damn telepaths. I put up my shields and enter the building. (You guys know she going to meet magneto so skipping this part.
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Not as much progress with touching today but I've learned to wait and pass out after I posses a power. I tried an easy one like Kitty's but I passed out as soon as I tried to use it. I go out with John today I'm kind of excited. It's something I always wondered about when I was with Bobby.
"Ready?" he asked.
"Sure," I say.
I knew not to ask if I could change clothes because he'd think I was deeply interested and plus this was really just a date to get to know each other again anyway. He drives to a southern restaurant and I smile. We head inside and we are shown to two empty seats. We order and wait.
"So what's up? I mean besides you meeting with Eric everyday?" he asked.
"Logan came back," I say.
"Really I never knew he left," he replies.
"When Jean had supposedly died he stayed for about a week but left till a few days ago. Jeans back and I think that's the only reason he's staying," I say.
"The other reason being his promise?" he asks.
"Yeah," I look at the drink that is just placed in front of me.
"Have you two talked?"
"Yeah but never on good terms I'm always angry when it comes to him and I don't know why...which only makes me angrier," I say.
"I kinda know how you feel." His eyes drift for a second.
"So what about you?" I ask.
"Oh not much I drive you around all over the place and I love going to circus's-"
"Circus's?" I ask.
He looks at me shocked," of course the part when the lion jumps through the circle of flames it's the best...of course I will take credit for that," he smirks.
"You're terrible," I laugh.
The night approaches soon and we begin to leave and just as we add our tip I see Remy walk through the door with Ororo.
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I wake up sweating; I'm still under the hot thick blankets. I sit up eyes closed as I stretch. It hurt a bit to stretch but it's a lot better than before. I hear a growl and I scream.
"WHAT THE FUCK!! LOGAN WHAT THE HELL!" I cover myself since I am only in my bra and underwear.
"What happened to you?" he was so calm.
I remember the bandage on my face and I put the blanket on my head. "Nothing just playing with bandages," I say.
"You forget I can smell blood like a shark," he said.
I groan and fall back into my pillows. "You're not allowed to be in here," I say.
"Don't try and change the subject. How'd you get hurt? When? Why?" he asked.
I just groaned into the pillow again and soon I felt the bed move. I think he sat on it. How am I going to explain this? I felt him pull the blanket off and held me by my shoulders. "Stop being so noisy" I said.
"I ain't being noisy I'm caring now tell me," he demanded.
"Can I get dressed please?" I say angrily.
"NO!" he said. "You're bandaged everywhere even your face, who did it?"
I felt my anger rising. He snuck into my room and watched me sleep and he won't let me dress and he's gripping my shoulder and it still hurts still. "I don't know," it is the truth.
I smack myself mentally because I answered him. I feel like an idiot because I give in every time, with Remy and now. I ain't giving in anymore. He may have gloves on but his arms are bare. I reach out to him acting as I I'm about to cry. His eyes grow soft and he leans in. Why I have no clue but he better not be leaning in for a kiss. I touch him and he tried to tear me off but it's to late he's out like a light.
"Serves you right," I say and I take my bandages off since they healed when I absorbed him I gather from his head he was pissed about me throwing the cards at him and he held back so much...it's almost kind.
I take a shower then head to get dressed. I look at my closet and I just realized I decided I like the dark look so I put on a pair of black jeans that fades more and more as they get lower till it's a light gray. I put on my long sleeves shirt that is black and it has a gray jersey material on my shoulders and elbows. On it is the words light and dark and under each word is a cartoon picture of the same girl being both good and evil. I put on my gloves and a pair of black timberland boots. I put on eyeliner and eye shadow that is almost a silver, you can barley see it though and I put on chocolate colored lipstick. It's late I can tell and I collect everything that I don't want Logan to see and hide it in the floor. I have his strength and I silently take him to his room and leave him.
"Rogue?" it was Kurt.
"Yes?" I like him he nice to me.
"I heard you weren't eating," oh god is he going to lecture me? "Vell I got you some erhalten," huh?
"Some What?" I say he always speaks German when he's nervous or when he can't find or remember the right word.
He thought hard and sighed and handed me some doughnuts," Doughnuts?" I asked.
"Ja those," he said.
I take it back I love him," Aww thanks Kurt you have no clue how right you were," I say.
He nods and is gone in his regular ~Bamf~. I look inside the case and my eyes go wide. There are like two dozen in here, I can eat them all it's just I wonder if I look fat if he gave me all this. Oh well I loooove doughnuts.
I leave since it's almost time for me to met with Magneto. I was out for a long time and I didn't even dream. I walk out the institute and past it's walls. I start eating my food and I am intimate with my food so I always moan when I eat it because it's so good.
"I wonder what you sound like in bed," I almost choked. I completely forgot about him. I ignore his comment and stuff my mouth so I don't have to talk. "Chere mind sharing?" I shake my head no. "Why not?"
I want to answer this so I chew really fast biting my own tongue in doing so. I swallow hard and nurse my tongue before I speak. "Why should I share my doughnuts when you didn't share information and tell me you were already taken?" I feel like those girls that are obsessed over men but I just hate when people give me false hope.
He looks confused at first then it dawns on him. His eyes reflect hurt and he puts his lasses on. "Chere it's true but-"
"So why aren't you with her every time I come around here?" I ask.
"She isn't here-"
I cut him off again," You on some type of vacation or business trip." I grow angry.
"Non just listen she-"
I gasp," Oh my god is she dead? Because if she is then-"
He stops me in mid sentence by putting a finger up. He walks to me and I put my guard up. "We ain't together. It was an arranged marriage so we decided that one of us should go," he said.
"And that someone was you?" I said.
"Oui," he said.
Suddenly I felt low and stupid. I still had this nagging feeling he wasn't telling the whole truth though. "Man Remy I'm sorry I-"
"S'okay chere I would've done the same to you if I was in your shoes," he said.
"Don't make me feel better none," I said angrily popping another doughnut into my mouth.
He laughed and it sounded so good. It was deep and real and it warmed me like when I was home and my father laughed. I felt safe and I fell that way now. "Chere you beautiful when you angry."
I didn't know how to react to that but I did," Don't say that."
"What?"
"That I'm...you know," I said.
"What beautiful," I nodded like a mad woman," You make it as if the word didn't suit you," he laughed again.
"I tell myself that I'm just not used to hearing it," I pout and another doughnut.
He grabs a doughnut and begins to eat it. "Remy make it his job to remind you everyday then."
We eat the rest of the doughnuts and soon we both turn to each other and say," Sorry gotta go," we laugh.
I am in the car with John and I say," Y'know you left in such a hurry a date was never set."
"Really?" he starts to play with his lighter.
"Uh yeah," I say.
"Oh how about right after this session you have with Magneto?"
"Okay," I say.
It's silent and I feel like I have dug my own grave. I have just made up with Remy and set a date with John. I am having trouble with Logan and I need to know how Sabertooth is doing. Maybe John knows...I won't ask.
"Okay your stop," he says.
I get out and my head feels funny. I know this feeling but from where. Damn I remember now...damn telepaths. I put up my shields and enter the building. (You guys know she going to meet magneto so skipping this part.
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Not as much progress with touching today but I've learned to wait and pass out after I posses a power. I tried an easy one like Kitty's but I passed out as soon as I tried to use it. I go out with John today I'm kind of excited. It's something I always wondered about when I was with Bobby.
"Ready?" he asked.
"Sure," I say.
I knew not to ask if I could change clothes because he'd think I was deeply interested and plus this was really just a date to get to know each other again anyway. He drives to a southern restaurant and I smile. We head inside and we are shown to two empty seats. We order and wait.
"So what's up? I mean besides you meeting with Eric everyday?" he asked.
"Logan came back," I say.
"Really I never knew he left," he replies.
"When Jean had supposedly died he stayed for about a week but left till a few days ago. Jeans back and I think that's the only reason he's staying," I say.
"The other reason being his promise?" he asks.
"Yeah," I look at the drink that is just placed in front of me.
"Have you two talked?"
"Yeah but never on good terms I'm always angry when it comes to him and I don't know why...which only makes me angrier," I say.
"I kinda know how you feel." His eyes drift for a second.
"So what about you?" I ask.
"Oh not much I drive you around all over the place and I love going to circus's-"
"Circus's?" I ask.
He looks at me shocked," of course the part when the lion jumps through the circle of flames it's the best...of course I will take credit for that," he smirks.
"You're terrible," I laugh.
The night approaches soon and we begin to leave and just as we add our tip I see Remy walk through the door with Ororo.
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