Great news! I finally got back on the laptop (even thought I don't why it
let me on) and updated! Well my dad must have called him early I guess. . .
But I have all my chapters back and I'm ready to start this one.
Review Responses:
Zero 27: Thank you for the review! I really like your stories too. I need to start reading that new one it sounds good.
fuzzy purple people: I finally figure out how to do it! So tanks for the review and the tip
silentmiko242: I will write more and trust me I hate Naraku too. But think of it this way. Miroku is going to screw it all up. M/S forever! Oh yes and I finally got this thing working again so here is the chapter.
Vampire-elf: Well your worst suspicions may be conformed but I have no idea what they are that is. AH WELL! Tanks for the review! P.S. Two guys at the same game. Nice
Kitty: Wait r u saying u don't like Naraku or Miroku. Oh well. Thanks.
Now for what u are waiting for
Here it is!
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Silent Cries
I walked back silently into the hotel as he lead me back in. I gave a second glance at Moushin how was still sleeping.
'Wake up and help me fool!' I thought angrily. But of course he was all but awake so he snored and muttered something out of the way of my hearing distance. Of all the times to sleep you just6 had to pick now didn't ya? I mean night= sleeping. Oh wait, technically he's not sleeping he's passed out .
You just had to pass out didn't ya?!
Naraku lead me into the elevator and I obeyed like the trained dog I felt like. Ok I can understand that my mom had to get my brother but she could have at least taken me. Or at least she could have taken him!
.
Well now I don't trust him with anybody. Which is also another reason why I am uncomfortable yet again. I advert my eyes to the ground and inch away from him but he re grabs my waist this time pulling me close.
His hand is lingering on my curves, which I do not like. I mean he's supposed to get married to my mother and all so why is he hitting on me? I still don't understand the love connection between the two. But I really have no room to talk anymore now do I? I mean like I ever do! If I had the right to talk I would have cussed out Naraku long ago.
The elevator gave a loud rumble before it shook and the lights went out. I looked around and the only thing that I spotted was his red eyes.
My breathing came out ragged as he started to stare me down. Out of the darkness his hands sized my hips and slammed me into the other wall. His body was crushing against mine as I could hear and feel his breath getting sharper.
I tried backing up or tried to back up but he held fast against me. I put my hands to my chest so my lungs wouldn't give out. I twitched a tried to scramble out of his grasp but he re slammed me to the door surging pain to the back of my head.
The elevator rumbled once more and the lights came back on. He was still crushing against me now I could see his face in full tow. He smirked at me before getting off me as the door opened. He chuckled slightly and open is hand towards mine.
"Come" he said softly a satisfactory grin on his face. But I was in shock. I had no idea what just happened so I was just staring at him. I twitched with uncertainty at his hand. A hand like no, other which could be, come a threat at any time.
He jerked my hand, which also jerked me out of my thoughts, and brought me along to the door. He reached in his pocket and found the key (which he probably copied) and opened the door.
I walked in not knowing what do with my self so I dismissed myself to upstairs.
"Where are you going?" he asked sharply.
"My room" I said getting tad angry with the whole matter. My mom leaves me and I have to be stuck with him. I don't want to be with you the more you want to be with me. Also where in the hell would I be going upstairs? To go jump off a roof?! He gave a look then walked to the T.V. I shuddered and hurried up the stairs to get as far away as possible.
~*~
"Sango get down here!" Naraku yelled from downstairs. I rolled over on my bed clicking the T.V off. I check the clock and it says 7:00. Geez I been up here since 1:00.
I sigh and get off my bed and walk casually down the stairs. He's sitting at the table and the smell of beer is evident. Damn he found the beers under my bed. And I was saving that for a good cause.
"What?" I asked looking at his position.
"What do you want to do for dinner?" he asked.
"Why didn't you make any?" I asked looking around the kitchen that was presumably littered with garbage.
"Does it look like I made any?" he hissed angrily.
I scowled at this. He was too ignorant and too drunk to realize anything. This place could have been on fire and he would have sat there in a stupor probably thinking the lights were too bright. I walked over angrily to the coat rack and grabbed a black coat
"Where are you going?" he asked slowly rising from the table.
"Out" I simply say. I mean you may be my 'parent' but you don't control me. I mean even my mom knows that bit of info. When I mad I go. . . out. Plus the farther I get the better. I mean seeing as how he wasn't planning to get anything I mean he seemed drunk enough. I walked towards the door nor saying another word.
He quickly grabbed my wrist and spun me around, making me let go of my coat throwing it out of control, then slammed me roughly on the door jerking my body into an awkward position.
"I asked" he said putting pressure on against my body. "Where are you going?"
He's been abusing me and putting me through too much. I can't take it anymore I won't take. I can feel the anger rising in me. It was rising so fast and my anger was boiling. The words slipped easily out of my mouth in anger.
"I'm just going to get food you bastard!"
I shouldn't have said that.
He slammed my head hard against the door but got off me slightly. My face was covered in shock and in pain as I slumped down to the ground. I clutched it not wanting to be on this earth or with him. My head was throbbing and I was scared out of my wits. Tears fell silent unheard to anyone.
He crept silently next to me. He tilted my chin upward first calmly. But I didn't respond and kept my head down. He then forcefully lifted my head up discovering my tears. But he had no emotion in his face. All of his emotions washed away and he looked at me cold.
He then forced me into an embrace against the wall. I wanted to push him back or do anything to stop him. But he already hurt me physically. I don't want that to happen again. I dropped my hands to my side as he crushed me against him. I still have no idea what he's going to do to me at this present time. I'm still afraid of him.
I did nothing in response just sat there my head lolling to the side. I think I have a bruise. And I was starting to get a headache.
He pulled back somewhat emotionless. I had no other feel of what was in his face. And he was pretty good hiding it. If I ever tried to find out I'd probably be beaten at this sudden point. I made no twitch and no breaths just incase he saw something out of the ordinary with me.
He then kissed my forehead. Then again and started moving down wards. He went across my brow and my nose until he got to the tip. I shivered inwardly inhaling slowly so not to arouse anything. My hands couldn't stop twitching. But if I made a move it could be my downfall. I could feel his breath gaining on my lips. I closed my eyes waiting for the worst.
But he skipped my lips and planted kiss on my neck. I let out a small gasp in a way glad he didn't kiss me, but I made an error of even doing anything so I closed my mouth shut. Even though the heat of his breath was constantly beating on me his touch was ice cold. It was sending chills up my body. He was constantly kissing me down further down my neck. The inside of me was pleading for him to stop but it seemed as though I had no control. He was constantly beating me down time after time each day, and each passing moment. My life was spinning out of control at this moment.
He was kissing down my neck but at this moment he stopped and began sucking on my skin. Harder and harder until I finally whimpered out a cry that released the hold on my neck. I quickly held my breath seeing as how I made a move. But instead he then moved to another spot and repeated the process. His hands were placed between my hips and the upper most of my thighs.
I felt dead and lifeless. Please kami-sama help me please.
He kissed down dangerously close into going in my shirt. His right hand then placed it's self on my right shoulder where the start of my shirt was as he started pushing it down and he went further and further down with his kisses. I inhaled sharply my hands gripping his shoulders. It was a first move but we have to start somewhere.
He stopped short until he almost pulled the whole thing off my shoulders.
I froze waiting for a move. Waiting for more pain to come. Even waiting for him to do something so I can get away safely. Just waiting.
He pulled back a smirk lining his face. Not at all tainted like I am at this experience. He cupped my cheek and pulled me forward very close to him. My eyes were wide but I could squirm out of his daze.
His mouth cracked open letting out a chuckle. Signing victory of some sort. He patted my cheek before removing his hand from my shoulder. Then he gave my thighs a squeeze before he fully let go.
He got up and dismissed himself and went upstairs. He just left me there. Tainted.
I was holding my head in my hands shaking softly rocking myself back and forth. My hands were twitching and it still felt like he was there. It felt like he was there making my life a bloody hell. I was twitching and well aware of it feeling stiff and frozen. But I had to go.
I stood up shakily looking in the mirror. My head showed not form of bumps anytime soon but my neck was red. It was covered in hickies. I touched it gently. It didn't hurt but it definitely was swollen.
'You have to get out of here' I said to myself.
I fixed my shirt and grabbed my coat. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed my backpack which at least had a few dollars in it and ran out as fast as I could.
~*~
Sorry I was staring to go on a frenzy of writing but I needed to stop it somewhere. Event though this one is a tad short I will make it longer.
Snippet:
His angry face soon became contorted.
He lifted his hand.
And struck me.
Fin
Ok now let me meditate for awhile so I can give out ideas. Ok?
R/R
It will speed up the meditation.
Man do I seem desperate.
Well R/R anyway please.
PLEASE?!
Ok simmer down now. . .
Lata!
Soda
^-^ See ya!
Review Responses:
Zero 27: Thank you for the review! I really like your stories too. I need to start reading that new one it sounds good.
fuzzy purple people: I finally figure out how to do it! So tanks for the review and the tip
silentmiko242: I will write more and trust me I hate Naraku too. But think of it this way. Miroku is going to screw it all up. M/S forever! Oh yes and I finally got this thing working again so here is the chapter.
Vampire-elf: Well your worst suspicions may be conformed but I have no idea what they are that is. AH WELL! Tanks for the review! P.S. Two guys at the same game. Nice
Kitty: Wait r u saying u don't like Naraku or Miroku. Oh well. Thanks.
Now for what u are waiting for
Here it is!
~*~*~*~*~*~*
Silent Cries
I walked back silently into the hotel as he lead me back in. I gave a second glance at Moushin how was still sleeping.
'Wake up and help me fool!' I thought angrily. But of course he was all but awake so he snored and muttered something out of the way of my hearing distance. Of all the times to sleep you just6 had to pick now didn't ya? I mean night= sleeping. Oh wait, technically he's not sleeping he's passed out .
You just had to pass out didn't ya?!
Naraku lead me into the elevator and I obeyed like the trained dog I felt like. Ok I can understand that my mom had to get my brother but she could have at least taken me. Or at least she could have taken him!
.
Well now I don't trust him with anybody. Which is also another reason why I am uncomfortable yet again. I advert my eyes to the ground and inch away from him but he re grabs my waist this time pulling me close.
His hand is lingering on my curves, which I do not like. I mean he's supposed to get married to my mother and all so why is he hitting on me? I still don't understand the love connection between the two. But I really have no room to talk anymore now do I? I mean like I ever do! If I had the right to talk I would have cussed out Naraku long ago.
The elevator gave a loud rumble before it shook and the lights went out. I looked around and the only thing that I spotted was his red eyes.
My breathing came out ragged as he started to stare me down. Out of the darkness his hands sized my hips and slammed me into the other wall. His body was crushing against mine as I could hear and feel his breath getting sharper.
I tried backing up or tried to back up but he held fast against me. I put my hands to my chest so my lungs wouldn't give out. I twitched a tried to scramble out of his grasp but he re slammed me to the door surging pain to the back of my head.
The elevator rumbled once more and the lights came back on. He was still crushing against me now I could see his face in full tow. He smirked at me before getting off me as the door opened. He chuckled slightly and open is hand towards mine.
"Come" he said softly a satisfactory grin on his face. But I was in shock. I had no idea what just happened so I was just staring at him. I twitched with uncertainty at his hand. A hand like no, other which could be, come a threat at any time.
He jerked my hand, which also jerked me out of my thoughts, and brought me along to the door. He reached in his pocket and found the key (which he probably copied) and opened the door.
I walked in not knowing what do with my self so I dismissed myself to upstairs.
"Where are you going?" he asked sharply.
"My room" I said getting tad angry with the whole matter. My mom leaves me and I have to be stuck with him. I don't want to be with you the more you want to be with me. Also where in the hell would I be going upstairs? To go jump off a roof?! He gave a look then walked to the T.V. I shuddered and hurried up the stairs to get as far away as possible.
~*~
"Sango get down here!" Naraku yelled from downstairs. I rolled over on my bed clicking the T.V off. I check the clock and it says 7:00. Geez I been up here since 1:00.
I sigh and get off my bed and walk casually down the stairs. He's sitting at the table and the smell of beer is evident. Damn he found the beers under my bed. And I was saving that for a good cause.
"What?" I asked looking at his position.
"What do you want to do for dinner?" he asked.
"Why didn't you make any?" I asked looking around the kitchen that was presumably littered with garbage.
"Does it look like I made any?" he hissed angrily.
I scowled at this. He was too ignorant and too drunk to realize anything. This place could have been on fire and he would have sat there in a stupor probably thinking the lights were too bright. I walked over angrily to the coat rack and grabbed a black coat
"Where are you going?" he asked slowly rising from the table.
"Out" I simply say. I mean you may be my 'parent' but you don't control me. I mean even my mom knows that bit of info. When I mad I go. . . out. Plus the farther I get the better. I mean seeing as how he wasn't planning to get anything I mean he seemed drunk enough. I walked towards the door nor saying another word.
He quickly grabbed my wrist and spun me around, making me let go of my coat throwing it out of control, then slammed me roughly on the door jerking my body into an awkward position.
"I asked" he said putting pressure on against my body. "Where are you going?"
He's been abusing me and putting me through too much. I can't take it anymore I won't take. I can feel the anger rising in me. It was rising so fast and my anger was boiling. The words slipped easily out of my mouth in anger.
"I'm just going to get food you bastard!"
I shouldn't have said that.
He slammed my head hard against the door but got off me slightly. My face was covered in shock and in pain as I slumped down to the ground. I clutched it not wanting to be on this earth or with him. My head was throbbing and I was scared out of my wits. Tears fell silent unheard to anyone.
He crept silently next to me. He tilted my chin upward first calmly. But I didn't respond and kept my head down. He then forcefully lifted my head up discovering my tears. But he had no emotion in his face. All of his emotions washed away and he looked at me cold.
He then forced me into an embrace against the wall. I wanted to push him back or do anything to stop him. But he already hurt me physically. I don't want that to happen again. I dropped my hands to my side as he crushed me against him. I still have no idea what he's going to do to me at this present time. I'm still afraid of him.
I did nothing in response just sat there my head lolling to the side. I think I have a bruise. And I was starting to get a headache.
He pulled back somewhat emotionless. I had no other feel of what was in his face. And he was pretty good hiding it. If I ever tried to find out I'd probably be beaten at this sudden point. I made no twitch and no breaths just incase he saw something out of the ordinary with me.
He then kissed my forehead. Then again and started moving down wards. He went across my brow and my nose until he got to the tip. I shivered inwardly inhaling slowly so not to arouse anything. My hands couldn't stop twitching. But if I made a move it could be my downfall. I could feel his breath gaining on my lips. I closed my eyes waiting for the worst.
But he skipped my lips and planted kiss on my neck. I let out a small gasp in a way glad he didn't kiss me, but I made an error of even doing anything so I closed my mouth shut. Even though the heat of his breath was constantly beating on me his touch was ice cold. It was sending chills up my body. He was constantly kissing me down further down my neck. The inside of me was pleading for him to stop but it seemed as though I had no control. He was constantly beating me down time after time each day, and each passing moment. My life was spinning out of control at this moment.
He was kissing down my neck but at this moment he stopped and began sucking on my skin. Harder and harder until I finally whimpered out a cry that released the hold on my neck. I quickly held my breath seeing as how I made a move. But instead he then moved to another spot and repeated the process. His hands were placed between my hips and the upper most of my thighs.
I felt dead and lifeless. Please kami-sama help me please.
He kissed down dangerously close into going in my shirt. His right hand then placed it's self on my right shoulder where the start of my shirt was as he started pushing it down and he went further and further down with his kisses. I inhaled sharply my hands gripping his shoulders. It was a first move but we have to start somewhere.
He stopped short until he almost pulled the whole thing off my shoulders.
I froze waiting for a move. Waiting for more pain to come. Even waiting for him to do something so I can get away safely. Just waiting.
He pulled back a smirk lining his face. Not at all tainted like I am at this experience. He cupped my cheek and pulled me forward very close to him. My eyes were wide but I could squirm out of his daze.
His mouth cracked open letting out a chuckle. Signing victory of some sort. He patted my cheek before removing his hand from my shoulder. Then he gave my thighs a squeeze before he fully let go.
He got up and dismissed himself and went upstairs. He just left me there. Tainted.
I was holding my head in my hands shaking softly rocking myself back and forth. My hands were twitching and it still felt like he was there. It felt like he was there making my life a bloody hell. I was twitching and well aware of it feeling stiff and frozen. But I had to go.
I stood up shakily looking in the mirror. My head showed not form of bumps anytime soon but my neck was red. It was covered in hickies. I touched it gently. It didn't hurt but it definitely was swollen.
'You have to get out of here' I said to myself.
I fixed my shirt and grabbed my coat. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed my backpack which at least had a few dollars in it and ran out as fast as I could.
~*~
Sorry I was staring to go on a frenzy of writing but I needed to stop it somewhere. Event though this one is a tad short I will make it longer.
Snippet:
His angry face soon became contorted.
He lifted his hand.
And struck me.
Fin
Ok now let me meditate for awhile so I can give out ideas. Ok?
R/R
It will speed up the meditation.
Man do I seem desperate.
Well R/R anyway please.
PLEASE?!
Ok simmer down now. . .
Lata!
Soda
^-^ See ya!