Sorry that I haven't updated since last year. A lot of stuff has been going
on since then
So this is my first chapter of 2004!
But so I cut it off just like that. Sorry about that.
Oh yes so you guys won't get confused Sango is wearing that white top and black sweat 'swishy pants' as I call them.
Disclaimer: You're probably asking why I keep writing these things. I mean you know pretty durn well that I don't own a thing. I mean we all now if we had Inuyasha only kami knows what would happened to it. But the truth of me writing this is for fun and so I can babble on about it. Even though half of you are going to skip this worthless piece of sh*t and keep going with the story. FINE DO WHAT YOU WANT I DON'T CARE! ^-^ Kidding kidding. But Inuyasha does not to be of the belonging of me. ^-^
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ONWARD PATSY!
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Silent Cries
I had been running at least for an hour now. I had ran far from where I was living which for now on I will not call that hell hole a home, hoping to get away. The wind was constantly blowing in my face not helping my situation at all. And the cool streaks of the night air were getting to me in an eerie way.
I just had to choose to wear a short-sleeved shirt.
I stopped running and looked back. The apartment complex was out of sight. All I could see where the city lights. I trudged on my legs getting weaker and my breath getting raspy. I hugged myself with the coat despite I have been running for so long. But the night air was very cool now.
But luckily I grabbed my trench coat that kept me warm.
That was the only lucky thing happening today.
The only lucky thing that will happen
I began walking up the hill and when I reached there it seems I had stumbled across a park. It had the words 'City Park' in the front. It looked pretty comforting even though it had some moss growing on the side of the billboard. It had four long grassy hills that lead into fields. Before it lead into a long line of trees until it reached a dog park on the other side. No kids were at it because it was at least 8:00 I suppose. The park had a long granite trail leading all around it. They had some lampposts around it. I could barely see the dog park on the other side.
I started walking in the long line of trees before I slumped on one of the nearby benches. I looked down the grassy field where there was park with slides, and monkey bars and tire swings. There was a baseball field where in the darkness I could see a few people throwing the ball around a little.
It was so peaceful out.
I picked up a flower. A blue forget-me-not I think. I began picking the petals as I looked at it before it blew out of my hands and into the wind.
And they all had some sort of meaning I guess
For Naraku
I ripped it off harshly and was about to bite it.
For my mom leaving I tore it out of the stem
Abuse I snatched it and threw it into the air
4. And the others petals were just for nothing. Just picking the flowers.
I breathed in calmly, regaining my blood to a normal tempature, as I felt the smooth flower slowly dissipating, on account of me plucking it. It was at the last petal but I decided to keep it as I dropped the stem and it blew away in a matter of minutes. I hope there's no sign like 'Don't pick the flowers' Or I would have broken it long ago.
The wind started to get calm but I could see my breath. I shouldn't be out but I needed to be. I couldn't go anywhere else. No one else knows me in this town. I could have gone to a restaurant or something but I wasn't too hungry anymore. My leg was impatiently tapping for some reason. Just an impulse I guess. My hair was blowing in the wind for I had no hair tie.
I tucked the stray hairs behind my ears crossing my arms over my chest in attempts to keep warm. I breathed out claming my breaths from what I encountered with Naraku. He was the whole I reason I was out here in the first place. In a way he was scaring me away from my home. I mean he must have been a considerably nice guy to grab my mom just like that. He must have turned on some sort of charm or something like that especially enough to make her blush. But what do I get? I touched my neck gingerly as I felt the swollen red skin under my light touch soon after I reached to the back of my head which I felt a bruise. I get a bunch a hickeys and a bump on my head. Good for me. . .
"Stupid cold." I muttered to myself peering around seeing how it was just going to get colder and colder.
I wanted this whole thing to be a dream. Like a fairytale book that ends out good in the end. So I will only know what happens page by page. But then again I'll have some prince somewhere along the line. But there seems to be only perverted 'princes' (If any princes lived here) Who thought of a pervert being a prince. . .
((Eheh. If Miroku was here. . .))
My hands started trembling. Just the cold I told myself. But then I could feel the heat against the ice-cold touch. I started to feel nips at my neck. I could feel the pain start to grow back in my head.
I touched my neck where I could feel my swollen skin. I looked back at my hand seeing nothing unusual. I checked over my body but nothing was on me to cause such a thing. But as soon as I did I felt an ice-cold breeze, no, more like a jab, blow upon me.
I shook my head but the cold wafted in the air around me, taunting me. I twitched, twisted around spinning myself back and forth looking for a readable face. A sign. A map. Anything!
'What's going on' I thought about to grab my head to make all these feelings stop.
Then I heard it
There was gentle sliding across the rocks. The trees howled loudly as it went step by step. It would be unnoticeable if I hadn't been paranoid at the moment. My blood was pumping faster coursing through my veins. Who was there? I looked into the park and the people from the park were fading out from the darkness. I looked around frantically seeing nothing down below. It was as if I was on spotlight. Who was-
Then a hand clamped over my mouth.
"What are you doing Sango?" his voice pierced through the cool night air making it seemed freezing cold.
He hoisted me up by the arm and flipped me over to see him. The light post dimly showed his face.
It was Naraku
And he didn't seem too happy.
My voice was caught in my throat as he brought me closer his hand still over my mouth. How did he find me here? Of all the places? Did he follow me? Did he know I was here the whole time?
"What the hell are you doing out here!" he yelled angrily now gripping my shoulders smashing myself against him.
His angry face soon became contorted.
He lifted his hand.
And struck me.
'He-He hit me' I thought with wide eyes.
I stumbled backwards holding onto the back of the wooden bench holding my throbbing cheek. It was stinging like crazy and pain was surging through my body. I almost felt a tear literally get smacked out of me but I held it in. I held my face to the ground trying to think out some sort of plan.
But he ripped my hand from my cheek and yanked me up.
"Why didn't you tell me where you were going!" he yelled angrily. Soon after, he slapped me again with much force making the surging sting re open. I groaned putting one hand to the ground the other was still on my cheek. I went to my knees gently not to make anything suspicious . . .
There was nowhere to go. But I had one option.
Run.
He lifted his hand again ready to connect his hand with my face. I got off my knees quickly and sprinted down the hill throwing my backpack and my jacket in his face as a distraction. I ran blindly into the darkness hoping to reach someone at the other end. But I knew I had to get as far as possible. I could tell he was going to hurt me.
"Sango!" he bellowed as he I heard him run after me, which caused me to run faster. I stumbled over a rock in the distance landing on one hand in the mud. I hear his footsteps coming closer so I rolled over and sprinted down shaking the mud off my hand. I could see the people at the baseball field coming into view. They must have not heard the cracking sounds against my flesh.
I could hear him gaining on me. The anger and rage was definitely going through him. Once again the ice-cold touch was coursing through me. Hitting me like a thousand knives. Shooting me sharply against my skin. I ran against the cold jabs feeling no other pain or emotion but like going crazy like I couldn't think. I ran faster but I seemed to running out of breath. Can someone help me!
"HELP! HELP!!!" I yelled as I cupped my mouth in attempt to wake up the people. But as soon as my cry of help was issued his hand grasped my hair. I started to cry out but he whipped me backwards into him. He wrapped an arm around my torso trapping my arms and the other covered my mouth. I managed to get my arms up to his placing it upon his arm that was rapping my torso as if trying to pry it off.
"Shut up! Shut up!" he hissed into my ear. I looked over at the people and noticed they were looking around slightly. I tried to flail my arms around but he grunted and jerked them back. Look over here!
But they didn't he was already dragging me up the hill. I reached my hands up the hand that was clamped over my mouth. I tried prying off to free myself but his hand was kept on like glue. I tried to scream but it only came out as 'mmph!'
We got to the top of the hill on the granite. I started sliding my feet to start making some sort of noise. He gritted his teeth and wrapped his arm around my neck and the other was placed on the side of my head tilting it into an awkward position.
"Sango! If you make other noise I swear!" he said. He bent my neck roughly to the side, choking me. I could feel my neck bone scraping against another. I felt my bones tingle as they felt ready to snap. "I SWEAR DO YOU HEAR ME!" he hissed loudly.
He pulled it awkwardly to make his point. I nodded as tears began forming as my neck was being contorted. I put my hands up to the arm that was around my neck but he only pushed my neck farther to the point of breaking. I was ready to say something or to scream but they were all choked in my throat.
"I could just break your neck and leave you right here Sango!" he said bending it forwads farther, making my tears flow. "Do you understand!"
I nodded as my tears coming freely.
'Stop! Stop!' I thought as tears flowed onto my own. My hands shot up to the arm around my neck but he jerked my head farther over. I heard a crack in my neck so he had cracked it but so far I wasn't paralyzed. But if I made the slightest move, or a wrong move, I could be paralyzed. So I stayed still hoping the pain would stop and I wouldn't turn out dead in the morning.
Then I heard another sound in the. The sounds of talking. The sounds of walking were coming closer. There were two.people. One boy and a girl were coming down the road. Please find me!
But he must have heard them for he stopped twisting my neck.
He let go of my neck and put one arm around my shoulder the other in the front both hands meeting at my right shoulder.
"Sango if you make a noise I will split your neck in half" he said. He shook me and I nodded.
"Come on" he said. He dragged me along roughly making me almost drag my feet. I caught up but was clumsily walking. I couldn't help it in the odd position we were in. The girl and a guy came into view. They were walking hand in hand happily chatting about something or another.
We passed them and I desperately tried to make eye contact. The guy looked at nothing more but his girlfriend. The girl smiled back at him lovingly and pecked him on the cheek. Can't you think of anything else and just LOOK!
As if on impulse her eyes settled upon me at a glance. She took another one. My eyes pleaded with hers but my mouth stayed shut. She gave me a confused look but I was jerked from staring contest as Naraku took me along.
"What is it?" I could hear the guy ask.
Please say something.
"Nothing it was nothing" she said as I saw her reached up and peck him on the nose this time.
No
I heard them trot off.
Naraku then jerked me off of the road behind a billboard sign and pinned me to it staring at me cold. I was ready to release another scream but he clamped his hand over my mouth again cutting me off from any sign on speech. He glared at me angrily, while I dared not to rip my gaze from his.
He slammed my head against the board that gave a loud clank, then looked at me and said "You did good so far but if you do anything-"
But his speech quickly stopped as he heard two other people. I heard them too, just people riding their bikes.
He hid behind the sign to his right hand still over my mouth while his left was holding my two hands together at my chest. My heart was pounding in my chest. I could feel his heartbeat and it was somewhat beating fast. But it felt as Narkau was holding me anymore, death was holding me now. I looked to see that they were studied on the road and they couldn't have seen me. They quickly passed without anything.
"Come on" he said as he dragged me from the hiding place. I was still in front of him as he huddled me through other obstacles. I felt like struggling but I couldn't respond. He could break my neck. Or worse
We reached a black camaro. It shone in the light giving off a gleam. He held my hands together while he took key out from his pocket and unlocked the backdoor and tore it open.
"Get in the car" he said sternly. But before I could even make a move he threw me head on into the car. He climbed on top of me and straddled my waist. A look of sheer anger passed his face as he punched me in the face. My hands snapped up to my face but he grabbed them and pinned them under his knees. Then he repeated it until as he was beating me rapidly.
"No please!" I pleaded. But the words were punched out of me as he punched me in the stomach hard. He hit me with the back of his knuckles on my face. Then it came with another punch. I can't remember all the punches I just remember pain.
Pain was rushing through my body. I was starting to ache all over. My eyes were shut but pain would stop. I started to go in for screaming but it was eventually forced out of me as cry of pain. What you can't see won't hurt you doesn't apply. My mouth was shut even though I could open it. But any other sound I would make would be a groan or a cough as blood came up on my shirt.
Until it all stopped
All the punches stopped.
My breathing came out slowly as my feet were still dangling out of the car door. My hair was thrown all over the car seat. I felt blood starting to rush to my fingertips and I was starting to lose feel of my lower body (because the 180 'parent' on top of me). My mouth felt dry as my lolled to the side with blood dripping out of it slowly running down my chin onto the seat. Already I could feel bruises coming.
I cracked an eye open to realize he was searching on the floor for something. He seemed to have reached it. He took out a long rope. He looked at the length of it before tightening it leaving no slack. My eyes widened but I stood still not daring to make a move.
I pained everywhere from my head all the way down to my legs. I'm hurt to badly and I can't even move. His weigh is crushing me to a point where it feels like my blood is just going to have to seep out of my skin and my body is stiff. Will anybody come for me? Why did my mom have to leave?
"Oh Sango" he whispered deviously. I immediately locked eyes holding my breath. He was looking at the rope before he turned his attention upon me. "Sango, Sango, Sango" he said eerily as he started stroking my face with the back of his knuckle. It was smoothly enough to make me shiver beneath him. He then bent his head down his black hair falling over his left shoulder, which landed on my face brushing my face gently. Also his breath was too close to mine. I closed my eyes; as his face was very close to mine. Too close to mine. I could feel his eyes burning into mine even though they were closed. His nose nuzzled over my face feeling another shiver coming up my spine. He placed his ice-cold hand on my face cupping my cheek.
"We could always make this go away" he said to me deathly quiet. "No one has to know what happened here" he said breathing over all my pain. "This has never happened"
He panted over on my face making me cringed. I went back into the seat but it made him lean farther in. His breath was licking my wounds and his eyes a never-ending pierce that was shooting straight through me.
"But Sango" he said as his hand stopped caressing my face. His hand did move but he placed his other hand on my face cupping it and brought my face up to him despite my pain. I could see him even thought my eyes were shut. His lips where right in front of mine because his whispers hit my lips. "If you tell."
It must have been easy to slip that rope around my neck.
My eyes shot open-air supply was squeezed out as he pulled rapidly on the rope cutting off my air supply. He tightened it and I could see his muscles popping out. I was in shock before I realized I had to get him off of me. I tried to regain any kind of air but my throat was clamped together. I gasped loudly trying to get air.
Blood was rushing to my head. I gagged and my eyes were wide. I grabbed his hands but I couldn't pry them off of the rope. I'm going to run out of air! I tried to struggle against him but the harder I struggled the harder the rope tightened.
I pounded on his arms but he didn't seem to notice as much as he pulled tighter and tighter. I gasped desperately trying to make out of words but I couldn't even think straight. Tears started to form as the world started to go blank. I can't die! Not yet!
The rope burns across my neck as he kept moving it tightening it. He started to give me an Indian burn. My muscles were tightening and it felt as if my neck was to be squeezed out of me. My neck was crooning in all sort of positions. But he wouldn't stop. KAMI-SAMA HELP!
Until I he was done
My vision was starting to clear and my blood was flowing back to normal. I stared at him as he was staring back at me. He released the rope that was tightened and removed it. With one hand he took both of my arms and brought them together at the chest.
My head lolled to the side out dizziness as he tied the rope around my wrists. I made no move as I lay there gasping for air as does a fish for water, wheezing so. He pulled tight making it making a burning sensation course through me. He leaned over and grabbed another rope that was under the passenger chair and tied my ankles together. I could feel the burns as he tied to the best of his ability before he made a knot.
He then leaned over me his inky black hair falling in my face, and whispered into my ear "Don't think of this a punishment Sango." He whispered. "Just a way to keep watch of you"
He climbed out and went into towards the drivers seat. I held my legs to my chest as tears were falling down my cheeks but all sounds were nothing to me. My vision was still blurry. I know I'm alive but why do I feel so dead? My bottom lip was quivering as he started the car and drove off from the park.
My vision was getting darker and darker by the second. I tried to inhale air but my throat burned as air was inserted. But I can't let go yet I just can't. My eyes were closing my vision starting to blind me.
The last thing I saw were his eyes piercing me. ~*~
I felt a movement stop. I heard a few measly sounds before a definite shut. I closed my eyes in frustration but noticed my body was pained all around. My arms and legs felt bruised. I started to try and move them but I was constricted.
I heard an opening sound of something but I didn't feel like looking. My eyes felt bruised some how and I feel so tired right now. I heard the sounds of something moving towards me. I held my breath tightly until I realized my throat hurt like hell. I went to reach for it but my hand were tied to together. I struggled lightly not getting anywhere. What's going on here?!
Then I felt two cold hands on my waist.
My eyes snapped open as they came face to face with his.
"How did you sleep?" Naraku asked coolly.
My bottom lip start quivering but I said nothing. I twitched and felt like turning away from him. But I couldn't. It was his gaze that was staring at me ever so coldly. I felt helpless. I looked around and realized I was in the interior of a car. Now I remember where I am.
But then he pulled something out of his pocket.
My breath stopped.
It was small silver knife.
My breath caught in my throat as the blade reflected me. I found my breath, and once again the pain shot up through my throat. I looked as the blade shone across me and started to move backwards but he was climbed on top of my legs stealthy one hand on my chest while his right held the knife.
I closed my eyes waiting for death. He had the knife in his hand like he was going to stab someone. And I was in a perfect position to get stabbed. I held my breath as I muttered a will under my breath. I'm not going to see my mom or my brother again. Goodbye world.
But to my surprise He traced the blade across my skin lightly. Well it wasn't exactly comfortable but I let out a breath feeling a bit more calm. Until the bladed trace my heart. Smooth but deadly. He kept it there making a small circles around my chest as I stopped breathing and my heart stopped beating. He smiled and stared at me all the while as it traveled along to my neck placing it right where the main vein should be. He pressed it down lightly, while I held my breath not being able to do anything.
I looked at him but he held a smirk on his face. He seemed quite laid back at this time. I began to breath lightly not to make any movements or sound. I saw the blade shine across my neck before he moved towards my shoulder, my arm, and my wrist.
He held my right hand with his left the blade making a circle around my main vein. I had chill running through me as he repeated this over and over again. I could see the blue vein as he landed atop it.
He stared at me his face coming closer. My throat was caught as well as my body. As he leaned in so did the knife. I felt the pain as it was closer and closer to my blood and how close he was to my face. This blade could kill me any second.
His nose touched mine as the blade stopped pressing. I swallowed in the back of my throat so not to make a sudden move. Then he smiled. He smiled at me before he released the pressure on my hands.
I started to move until he replaced the weight on my wrist making the main vein buldge out and soon after he immediately placed the knife there. I closed my eyes waiting for the worst. I was too tired but I still wasn't ready to what will happen to me. But I heard him chuckle lightly as he let go. He was doing it to scare me.
The ropes loosed around my arms as it fell to the ground. He then cut off the rope that was binding my legs together. He got off of me and said "Get out of the car"
I complied with his wishes and climbed out of the car. I looked and noticed we were in front of the complex the lights still on. He shut the door and stuck out his arm. I gazed at it with uncertainty but he glared at me evilly. I could just tell he was thinking about killing me with a blade. I waked slowly over to link arms with him or something but he reached over and grabbed my hip smashing me against him. I gasped but soon took it back as he started staring at me his patience running thin.
Then I looked in the light and gasped. I had bruises running up and down my arms. They were purple blotches all around. Naraku looked at it questionably. But as soon as we walked in the middle of the light his shadow was cloaking my arms.
We walked in the complex and light music was playing. I looked up at the clock and it read '11:47'
I've been gone for that long? And nobody even noticed.
I took a glance at Mushin who wasn't at his desk at the moment. It had a sign saying 'Will be back at 12:00'
I'm 13 minutes early.
Naraku yanked me along into the elevator. I made a small whimper to at least start my voice out but as soon as we got it he thrust me inside and slammed my head against the wall. I screamed but he covered my mouth and made the pain come up again. Tears now destined to fall came. They were falling over his hands onto the elevator floor.
He smirked and removed his hand from my mouth as the elevator opened. He grabbed my hair and yanked me forcefully out. I opened my mouth to cry out but I knew his hand would drown them out. I held onto the roots of my hair trying to make the pain go.
We reached the door and he put the key in a shoved it open. He threw me inside as I ran into the wall. I held onto it for dear life but he grabbed me by my hair and slammed me against the door. I coughed out gawking for air as the door handle thrust into my stomach. I keeled over slightly holding my stomach breathing harder and harder.
But I stayed there only for a while as he yanked my hair forcefully once again. I yelped out in pain but he threw me across the floor. My bruised cheek connected with the floor as I heard a small crack and it felt like my cheekbone went numb. He grabbed my shoulders and threw me on the stairs as I bit my tongue and almost immediately my blood came dripping out of my mouth.
I lost sense of staying were I was. I saw his shadow rising behind me. And I heard his footsteps stomping angrily as he was ready to hurt me. I have to get out here. He readied his hand to pick me up again but I scrambled off the stairs. I heard him growl loudly as he quickly went to the kitchen table and grabbed a glass bottle chasing after me.
I almost tripped after myself the adrenaline running inside me. I couldn't tell anything. My only thing was run and what was driving it? Fear.
I felt a hand coil around my leg as I was pulled backwards my chin hitting against a stair as I bit my lip and my blood dripped to the ground. So now practically everything by my mouth is bleeding. He started to drag me back down but I kicked him in the face.
Hard
I stopped moving as he grabbed his face.
'I shouldn't have done that.' I thought frantically. 'I shouldn't have done that'
I was backing up silently up the stairs by arms on one side of the wall to brace myself. He uncovered his face and the side of his head was bleeding. His eyes widened as he saw the blood dripping down his head. He touched it as though it was foreign and looked at it with wide eyes. Then they narrowed dangerously as he looked at me.
"You'll pay for that bitch"
I bounded up the stairs, panting loudly, hearing the thumps behind me gaining. His hand clamped on the side my head thrashing me against the wall. My head was pounding violently but some how I got out of his grasp.
I dashed inside my room slamming the door behind me. I could hear his intense movements but I had to try and escape. I jumped on my bed and began to try and get the lock open to my window. The escape route looked good enough. My breaths were ragged I couldn't focus correctly.
I was ripped from my position and spun around as his hand grasped my wrist.
I looked at him eyes wide stricken with fear
The glass bottle raised above his head.
Until it came crashing down.
On my head.
Pain erupted from all sides. My body was screaming as my mouth opened and let out a scream. I gripped my head as I felt jagged pieces pressing into my head. Deeper and deeper. I felt as my warm blood oozed through my hair and ran slowly through my fingers. The rest of the glass pieces were left on my bed glittering as crimson fell on them like paint.
But he did nothing about it.
Just stared.
I screamed out loudly like the never-ending pain would end. It was stabbing me from all sides all with an all-cold touch. But nobody in the world cared. Nobody cared about me how I was tortured this whole time. They don't know and they will never know.
My screaming stopped as if came into pants. I was still clutching my head as warm blood didn't cease to flow. I blood dripped easily onto my bed from my mouth, my head, and my open wounds. My throat was sore from the screaming and the wrenching, as my screams became wheezes.
Out all of the pain and anguish, he grabbed my waist and thrust me into the wall across the room. I let out a mixture between a gasp and a scream as a jagged piece drove deeper into my flesh. I now slide down the wall leaving a trail of crimson on the wall. I hope I'm not going into shock at this rate. He got on his knees and grabbed my bloody face and brought it to his.
He was observing my face as open wounds surrounded my face. Glass pieces fell from my hair and landed on my arms as they let other wounds open. My face was utterly drenched in warm blood as it slid down both sides of my face and coursed all around me leaving a puddle of the warm liquid on my bed.
He reached up to my head and ripped out a glass piece. I let out yelp but he covered my mouth. The piece was very much jagged and was covered in my blood so it dripped onto his fingers. He looked at the piece his face blank before he looked at me. I wanted to back up but I knew I couldn't. He uncovered my mouth but right after his grabbed my face with one hand. I was about to scream, kicking, or ram his with my head filled with glass. But next thing I knew he cut me right on the eyelid. I let out a sharp gasp but he ceased the scream that was about to come because he placed it on my cheek. I stopped and didn't make any noise but that didn't stop him. Instead of tracing my skin he went deep enough for blood to ooze through. I clenched my teeth as he made the cut go across my cheek every so slowly. He finally stopped at his heart desire and looked at the blood it collected. He held again and I was ready for death but he tossed it aside. He looked at my cuts and how the blood oozed out between his fingers as he followed the trail of blood with his eyes before he turned his focus on me.
He then planted a kiss on my lips.
I was panting hard as my breath was taken away. I stared back at him wide eyes but his eyes closed as he force himself upon me deepening the kiss. I shut my eyes wanting to turn away but he was still holding my face. My body was floating but pain still surged. Red was on me like second skin as well as bruises. I was torn in two ways. Physically and mentally.
My eyes were only open a squint to see his lips still pressing against mine. Some how he manages to lift me up, while still kissing, and he let me down on my bed as I felt glass weed through my hair and fall on my pillows. I felt a soft pillow on my head about the only soft thing my head as had contact with.
He slipped his hands off my shoulders, as I lay there motionless but alive. Dead but still breathing. Sleeping but awake inside.
He placed his hands upon my breast as he began caressing them. His hands prodded around the squeezing and adding pressure. He grabbed my hip and pulled me close. He put one hand on my back the making a small tender-like circle. He moved his hand up to the back of my throbbing head his fingers going through my bloody hair. His other hand went up to the small of my back crushing my self against him. He put his frigid hand on the back of my neck and whispered.
"Forever will you be mine"
He squeezed my chest once more before he got up and left.
I was panting as I heard the door close, making my head ring. My vision was dimming out faster as black was surrounding my sense. I was there put all the sounds of night, the quiet whispers of the air, and even my own breathing were invulnerable to me. I was there but I felt so far away from life. The light that surrounded my life was now flickering on and off but it was still on in the back of my mind enabling me to stay on this earth. I felt my headrest against my own blood as it sloshed through my hair. I dripped across my face and across my nose before it landed on my pillow staining it.
The last thing I remember was the drop of crimson as dripped of my wound dropping silently onto the pillow.
~*~
I had to make it extra long for you people.
And to tell you I have the next one written but I have to revise it.
Sorry I couldn't update I had my cousins over and I had finals.
This school system sucks
R/R PLEASE?!
I'll let you yoink Miroku's ponytail?
Soda
So this is my first chapter of 2004!
But so I cut it off just like that. Sorry about that.
Oh yes so you guys won't get confused Sango is wearing that white top and black sweat 'swishy pants' as I call them.
Disclaimer: You're probably asking why I keep writing these things. I mean you know pretty durn well that I don't own a thing. I mean we all now if we had Inuyasha only kami knows what would happened to it. But the truth of me writing this is for fun and so I can babble on about it. Even though half of you are going to skip this worthless piece of sh*t and keep going with the story. FINE DO WHAT YOU WANT I DON'T CARE! ^-^ Kidding kidding. But Inuyasha does not to be of the belonging of me. ^-^
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ONWARD PATSY!
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Silent Cries
I had been running at least for an hour now. I had ran far from where I was living which for now on I will not call that hell hole a home, hoping to get away. The wind was constantly blowing in my face not helping my situation at all. And the cool streaks of the night air were getting to me in an eerie way.
I just had to choose to wear a short-sleeved shirt.
I stopped running and looked back. The apartment complex was out of sight. All I could see where the city lights. I trudged on my legs getting weaker and my breath getting raspy. I hugged myself with the coat despite I have been running for so long. But the night air was very cool now.
But luckily I grabbed my trench coat that kept me warm.
That was the only lucky thing happening today.
The only lucky thing that will happen
I began walking up the hill and when I reached there it seems I had stumbled across a park. It had the words 'City Park' in the front. It looked pretty comforting even though it had some moss growing on the side of the billboard. It had four long grassy hills that lead into fields. Before it lead into a long line of trees until it reached a dog park on the other side. No kids were at it because it was at least 8:00 I suppose. The park had a long granite trail leading all around it. They had some lampposts around it. I could barely see the dog park on the other side.
I started walking in the long line of trees before I slumped on one of the nearby benches. I looked down the grassy field where there was park with slides, and monkey bars and tire swings. There was a baseball field where in the darkness I could see a few people throwing the ball around a little.
It was so peaceful out.
I picked up a flower. A blue forget-me-not I think. I began picking the petals as I looked at it before it blew out of my hands and into the wind.
And they all had some sort of meaning I guess
For Naraku
I ripped it off harshly and was about to bite it.
For my mom leaving I tore it out of the stem
Abuse I snatched it and threw it into the air
4. And the others petals were just for nothing. Just picking the flowers.
I breathed in calmly, regaining my blood to a normal tempature, as I felt the smooth flower slowly dissipating, on account of me plucking it. It was at the last petal but I decided to keep it as I dropped the stem and it blew away in a matter of minutes. I hope there's no sign like 'Don't pick the flowers' Or I would have broken it long ago.
The wind started to get calm but I could see my breath. I shouldn't be out but I needed to be. I couldn't go anywhere else. No one else knows me in this town. I could have gone to a restaurant or something but I wasn't too hungry anymore. My leg was impatiently tapping for some reason. Just an impulse I guess. My hair was blowing in the wind for I had no hair tie.
I tucked the stray hairs behind my ears crossing my arms over my chest in attempts to keep warm. I breathed out claming my breaths from what I encountered with Naraku. He was the whole I reason I was out here in the first place. In a way he was scaring me away from my home. I mean he must have been a considerably nice guy to grab my mom just like that. He must have turned on some sort of charm or something like that especially enough to make her blush. But what do I get? I touched my neck gingerly as I felt the swollen red skin under my light touch soon after I reached to the back of my head which I felt a bruise. I get a bunch a hickeys and a bump on my head. Good for me. . .
"Stupid cold." I muttered to myself peering around seeing how it was just going to get colder and colder.
I wanted this whole thing to be a dream. Like a fairytale book that ends out good in the end. So I will only know what happens page by page. But then again I'll have some prince somewhere along the line. But there seems to be only perverted 'princes' (If any princes lived here) Who thought of a pervert being a prince. . .
((Eheh. If Miroku was here. . .))
My hands started trembling. Just the cold I told myself. But then I could feel the heat against the ice-cold touch. I started to feel nips at my neck. I could feel the pain start to grow back in my head.
I touched my neck where I could feel my swollen skin. I looked back at my hand seeing nothing unusual. I checked over my body but nothing was on me to cause such a thing. But as soon as I did I felt an ice-cold breeze, no, more like a jab, blow upon me.
I shook my head but the cold wafted in the air around me, taunting me. I twitched, twisted around spinning myself back and forth looking for a readable face. A sign. A map. Anything!
'What's going on' I thought about to grab my head to make all these feelings stop.
Then I heard it
There was gentle sliding across the rocks. The trees howled loudly as it went step by step. It would be unnoticeable if I hadn't been paranoid at the moment. My blood was pumping faster coursing through my veins. Who was there? I looked into the park and the people from the park were fading out from the darkness. I looked around frantically seeing nothing down below. It was as if I was on spotlight. Who was-
Then a hand clamped over my mouth.
"What are you doing Sango?" his voice pierced through the cool night air making it seemed freezing cold.
He hoisted me up by the arm and flipped me over to see him. The light post dimly showed his face.
It was Naraku
And he didn't seem too happy.
My voice was caught in my throat as he brought me closer his hand still over my mouth. How did he find me here? Of all the places? Did he follow me? Did he know I was here the whole time?
"What the hell are you doing out here!" he yelled angrily now gripping my shoulders smashing myself against him.
His angry face soon became contorted.
He lifted his hand.
And struck me.
'He-He hit me' I thought with wide eyes.
I stumbled backwards holding onto the back of the wooden bench holding my throbbing cheek. It was stinging like crazy and pain was surging through my body. I almost felt a tear literally get smacked out of me but I held it in. I held my face to the ground trying to think out some sort of plan.
But he ripped my hand from my cheek and yanked me up.
"Why didn't you tell me where you were going!" he yelled angrily. Soon after, he slapped me again with much force making the surging sting re open. I groaned putting one hand to the ground the other was still on my cheek. I went to my knees gently not to make anything suspicious . . .
There was nowhere to go. But I had one option.
Run.
He lifted his hand again ready to connect his hand with my face. I got off my knees quickly and sprinted down the hill throwing my backpack and my jacket in his face as a distraction. I ran blindly into the darkness hoping to reach someone at the other end. But I knew I had to get as far as possible. I could tell he was going to hurt me.
"Sango!" he bellowed as he I heard him run after me, which caused me to run faster. I stumbled over a rock in the distance landing on one hand in the mud. I hear his footsteps coming closer so I rolled over and sprinted down shaking the mud off my hand. I could see the people at the baseball field coming into view. They must have not heard the cracking sounds against my flesh.
I could hear him gaining on me. The anger and rage was definitely going through him. Once again the ice-cold touch was coursing through me. Hitting me like a thousand knives. Shooting me sharply against my skin. I ran against the cold jabs feeling no other pain or emotion but like going crazy like I couldn't think. I ran faster but I seemed to running out of breath. Can someone help me!
"HELP! HELP!!!" I yelled as I cupped my mouth in attempt to wake up the people. But as soon as my cry of help was issued his hand grasped my hair. I started to cry out but he whipped me backwards into him. He wrapped an arm around my torso trapping my arms and the other covered my mouth. I managed to get my arms up to his placing it upon his arm that was rapping my torso as if trying to pry it off.
"Shut up! Shut up!" he hissed into my ear. I looked over at the people and noticed they were looking around slightly. I tried to flail my arms around but he grunted and jerked them back. Look over here!
But they didn't he was already dragging me up the hill. I reached my hands up the hand that was clamped over my mouth. I tried prying off to free myself but his hand was kept on like glue. I tried to scream but it only came out as 'mmph!'
We got to the top of the hill on the granite. I started sliding my feet to start making some sort of noise. He gritted his teeth and wrapped his arm around my neck and the other was placed on the side of my head tilting it into an awkward position.
"Sango! If you make other noise I swear!" he said. He bent my neck roughly to the side, choking me. I could feel my neck bone scraping against another. I felt my bones tingle as they felt ready to snap. "I SWEAR DO YOU HEAR ME!" he hissed loudly.
He pulled it awkwardly to make his point. I nodded as tears began forming as my neck was being contorted. I put my hands up to the arm that was around my neck but he only pushed my neck farther to the point of breaking. I was ready to say something or to scream but they were all choked in my throat.
"I could just break your neck and leave you right here Sango!" he said bending it forwads farther, making my tears flow. "Do you understand!"
I nodded as my tears coming freely.
'Stop! Stop!' I thought as tears flowed onto my own. My hands shot up to the arm around my neck but he jerked my head farther over. I heard a crack in my neck so he had cracked it but so far I wasn't paralyzed. But if I made the slightest move, or a wrong move, I could be paralyzed. So I stayed still hoping the pain would stop and I wouldn't turn out dead in the morning.
Then I heard another sound in the. The sounds of talking. The sounds of walking were coming closer. There were two.people. One boy and a girl were coming down the road. Please find me!
But he must have heard them for he stopped twisting my neck.
He let go of my neck and put one arm around my shoulder the other in the front both hands meeting at my right shoulder.
"Sango if you make a noise I will split your neck in half" he said. He shook me and I nodded.
"Come on" he said. He dragged me along roughly making me almost drag my feet. I caught up but was clumsily walking. I couldn't help it in the odd position we were in. The girl and a guy came into view. They were walking hand in hand happily chatting about something or another.
We passed them and I desperately tried to make eye contact. The guy looked at nothing more but his girlfriend. The girl smiled back at him lovingly and pecked him on the cheek. Can't you think of anything else and just LOOK!
As if on impulse her eyes settled upon me at a glance. She took another one. My eyes pleaded with hers but my mouth stayed shut. She gave me a confused look but I was jerked from staring contest as Naraku took me along.
"What is it?" I could hear the guy ask.
Please say something.
"Nothing it was nothing" she said as I saw her reached up and peck him on the nose this time.
No
I heard them trot off.
Naraku then jerked me off of the road behind a billboard sign and pinned me to it staring at me cold. I was ready to release another scream but he clamped his hand over my mouth again cutting me off from any sign on speech. He glared at me angrily, while I dared not to rip my gaze from his.
He slammed my head against the board that gave a loud clank, then looked at me and said "You did good so far but if you do anything-"
But his speech quickly stopped as he heard two other people. I heard them too, just people riding their bikes.
He hid behind the sign to his right hand still over my mouth while his left was holding my two hands together at my chest. My heart was pounding in my chest. I could feel his heartbeat and it was somewhat beating fast. But it felt as Narkau was holding me anymore, death was holding me now. I looked to see that they were studied on the road and they couldn't have seen me. They quickly passed without anything.
"Come on" he said as he dragged me from the hiding place. I was still in front of him as he huddled me through other obstacles. I felt like struggling but I couldn't respond. He could break my neck. Or worse
We reached a black camaro. It shone in the light giving off a gleam. He held my hands together while he took key out from his pocket and unlocked the backdoor and tore it open.
"Get in the car" he said sternly. But before I could even make a move he threw me head on into the car. He climbed on top of me and straddled my waist. A look of sheer anger passed his face as he punched me in the face. My hands snapped up to my face but he grabbed them and pinned them under his knees. Then he repeated it until as he was beating me rapidly.
"No please!" I pleaded. But the words were punched out of me as he punched me in the stomach hard. He hit me with the back of his knuckles on my face. Then it came with another punch. I can't remember all the punches I just remember pain.
Pain was rushing through my body. I was starting to ache all over. My eyes were shut but pain would stop. I started to go in for screaming but it was eventually forced out of me as cry of pain. What you can't see won't hurt you doesn't apply. My mouth was shut even though I could open it. But any other sound I would make would be a groan or a cough as blood came up on my shirt.
Until it all stopped
All the punches stopped.
My breathing came out slowly as my feet were still dangling out of the car door. My hair was thrown all over the car seat. I felt blood starting to rush to my fingertips and I was starting to lose feel of my lower body (because the 180 'parent' on top of me). My mouth felt dry as my lolled to the side with blood dripping out of it slowly running down my chin onto the seat. Already I could feel bruises coming.
I cracked an eye open to realize he was searching on the floor for something. He seemed to have reached it. He took out a long rope. He looked at the length of it before tightening it leaving no slack. My eyes widened but I stood still not daring to make a move.
I pained everywhere from my head all the way down to my legs. I'm hurt to badly and I can't even move. His weigh is crushing me to a point where it feels like my blood is just going to have to seep out of my skin and my body is stiff. Will anybody come for me? Why did my mom have to leave?
"Oh Sango" he whispered deviously. I immediately locked eyes holding my breath. He was looking at the rope before he turned his attention upon me. "Sango, Sango, Sango" he said eerily as he started stroking my face with the back of his knuckle. It was smoothly enough to make me shiver beneath him. He then bent his head down his black hair falling over his left shoulder, which landed on my face brushing my face gently. Also his breath was too close to mine. I closed my eyes; as his face was very close to mine. Too close to mine. I could feel his eyes burning into mine even though they were closed. His nose nuzzled over my face feeling another shiver coming up my spine. He placed his ice-cold hand on my face cupping my cheek.
"We could always make this go away" he said to me deathly quiet. "No one has to know what happened here" he said breathing over all my pain. "This has never happened"
He panted over on my face making me cringed. I went back into the seat but it made him lean farther in. His breath was licking my wounds and his eyes a never-ending pierce that was shooting straight through me.
"But Sango" he said as his hand stopped caressing my face. His hand did move but he placed his other hand on my face cupping it and brought my face up to him despite my pain. I could see him even thought my eyes were shut. His lips where right in front of mine because his whispers hit my lips. "If you tell."
It must have been easy to slip that rope around my neck.
My eyes shot open-air supply was squeezed out as he pulled rapidly on the rope cutting off my air supply. He tightened it and I could see his muscles popping out. I was in shock before I realized I had to get him off of me. I tried to regain any kind of air but my throat was clamped together. I gasped loudly trying to get air.
Blood was rushing to my head. I gagged and my eyes were wide. I grabbed his hands but I couldn't pry them off of the rope. I'm going to run out of air! I tried to struggle against him but the harder I struggled the harder the rope tightened.
I pounded on his arms but he didn't seem to notice as much as he pulled tighter and tighter. I gasped desperately trying to make out of words but I couldn't even think straight. Tears started to form as the world started to go blank. I can't die! Not yet!
The rope burns across my neck as he kept moving it tightening it. He started to give me an Indian burn. My muscles were tightening and it felt as if my neck was to be squeezed out of me. My neck was crooning in all sort of positions. But he wouldn't stop. KAMI-SAMA HELP!
Until I he was done
My vision was starting to clear and my blood was flowing back to normal. I stared at him as he was staring back at me. He released the rope that was tightened and removed it. With one hand he took both of my arms and brought them together at the chest.
My head lolled to the side out dizziness as he tied the rope around my wrists. I made no move as I lay there gasping for air as does a fish for water, wheezing so. He pulled tight making it making a burning sensation course through me. He leaned over and grabbed another rope that was under the passenger chair and tied my ankles together. I could feel the burns as he tied to the best of his ability before he made a knot.
He then leaned over me his inky black hair falling in my face, and whispered into my ear "Don't think of this a punishment Sango." He whispered. "Just a way to keep watch of you"
He climbed out and went into towards the drivers seat. I held my legs to my chest as tears were falling down my cheeks but all sounds were nothing to me. My vision was still blurry. I know I'm alive but why do I feel so dead? My bottom lip was quivering as he started the car and drove off from the park.
My vision was getting darker and darker by the second. I tried to inhale air but my throat burned as air was inserted. But I can't let go yet I just can't. My eyes were closing my vision starting to blind me.
The last thing I saw were his eyes piercing me. ~*~
I felt a movement stop. I heard a few measly sounds before a definite shut. I closed my eyes in frustration but noticed my body was pained all around. My arms and legs felt bruised. I started to try and move them but I was constricted.
I heard an opening sound of something but I didn't feel like looking. My eyes felt bruised some how and I feel so tired right now. I heard the sounds of something moving towards me. I held my breath tightly until I realized my throat hurt like hell. I went to reach for it but my hand were tied to together. I struggled lightly not getting anywhere. What's going on here?!
Then I felt two cold hands on my waist.
My eyes snapped open as they came face to face with his.
"How did you sleep?" Naraku asked coolly.
My bottom lip start quivering but I said nothing. I twitched and felt like turning away from him. But I couldn't. It was his gaze that was staring at me ever so coldly. I felt helpless. I looked around and realized I was in the interior of a car. Now I remember where I am.
But then he pulled something out of his pocket.
My breath stopped.
It was small silver knife.
My breath caught in my throat as the blade reflected me. I found my breath, and once again the pain shot up through my throat. I looked as the blade shone across me and started to move backwards but he was climbed on top of my legs stealthy one hand on my chest while his right held the knife.
I closed my eyes waiting for death. He had the knife in his hand like he was going to stab someone. And I was in a perfect position to get stabbed. I held my breath as I muttered a will under my breath. I'm not going to see my mom or my brother again. Goodbye world.
But to my surprise He traced the blade across my skin lightly. Well it wasn't exactly comfortable but I let out a breath feeling a bit more calm. Until the bladed trace my heart. Smooth but deadly. He kept it there making a small circles around my chest as I stopped breathing and my heart stopped beating. He smiled and stared at me all the while as it traveled along to my neck placing it right where the main vein should be. He pressed it down lightly, while I held my breath not being able to do anything.
I looked at him but he held a smirk on his face. He seemed quite laid back at this time. I began to breath lightly not to make any movements or sound. I saw the blade shine across my neck before he moved towards my shoulder, my arm, and my wrist.
He held my right hand with his left the blade making a circle around my main vein. I had chill running through me as he repeated this over and over again. I could see the blue vein as he landed atop it.
He stared at me his face coming closer. My throat was caught as well as my body. As he leaned in so did the knife. I felt the pain as it was closer and closer to my blood and how close he was to my face. This blade could kill me any second.
His nose touched mine as the blade stopped pressing. I swallowed in the back of my throat so not to make a sudden move. Then he smiled. He smiled at me before he released the pressure on my hands.
I started to move until he replaced the weight on my wrist making the main vein buldge out and soon after he immediately placed the knife there. I closed my eyes waiting for the worst. I was too tired but I still wasn't ready to what will happen to me. But I heard him chuckle lightly as he let go. He was doing it to scare me.
The ropes loosed around my arms as it fell to the ground. He then cut off the rope that was binding my legs together. He got off of me and said "Get out of the car"
I complied with his wishes and climbed out of the car. I looked and noticed we were in front of the complex the lights still on. He shut the door and stuck out his arm. I gazed at it with uncertainty but he glared at me evilly. I could just tell he was thinking about killing me with a blade. I waked slowly over to link arms with him or something but he reached over and grabbed my hip smashing me against him. I gasped but soon took it back as he started staring at me his patience running thin.
Then I looked in the light and gasped. I had bruises running up and down my arms. They were purple blotches all around. Naraku looked at it questionably. But as soon as we walked in the middle of the light his shadow was cloaking my arms.
We walked in the complex and light music was playing. I looked up at the clock and it read '11:47'
I've been gone for that long? And nobody even noticed.
I took a glance at Mushin who wasn't at his desk at the moment. It had a sign saying 'Will be back at 12:00'
I'm 13 minutes early.
Naraku yanked me along into the elevator. I made a small whimper to at least start my voice out but as soon as we got it he thrust me inside and slammed my head against the wall. I screamed but he covered my mouth and made the pain come up again. Tears now destined to fall came. They were falling over his hands onto the elevator floor.
He smirked and removed his hand from my mouth as the elevator opened. He grabbed my hair and yanked me forcefully out. I opened my mouth to cry out but I knew his hand would drown them out. I held onto the roots of my hair trying to make the pain go.
We reached the door and he put the key in a shoved it open. He threw me inside as I ran into the wall. I held onto it for dear life but he grabbed me by my hair and slammed me against the door. I coughed out gawking for air as the door handle thrust into my stomach. I keeled over slightly holding my stomach breathing harder and harder.
But I stayed there only for a while as he yanked my hair forcefully once again. I yelped out in pain but he threw me across the floor. My bruised cheek connected with the floor as I heard a small crack and it felt like my cheekbone went numb. He grabbed my shoulders and threw me on the stairs as I bit my tongue and almost immediately my blood came dripping out of my mouth.
I lost sense of staying were I was. I saw his shadow rising behind me. And I heard his footsteps stomping angrily as he was ready to hurt me. I have to get out here. He readied his hand to pick me up again but I scrambled off the stairs. I heard him growl loudly as he quickly went to the kitchen table and grabbed a glass bottle chasing after me.
I almost tripped after myself the adrenaline running inside me. I couldn't tell anything. My only thing was run and what was driving it? Fear.
I felt a hand coil around my leg as I was pulled backwards my chin hitting against a stair as I bit my lip and my blood dripped to the ground. So now practically everything by my mouth is bleeding. He started to drag me back down but I kicked him in the face.
Hard
I stopped moving as he grabbed his face.
'I shouldn't have done that.' I thought frantically. 'I shouldn't have done that'
I was backing up silently up the stairs by arms on one side of the wall to brace myself. He uncovered his face and the side of his head was bleeding. His eyes widened as he saw the blood dripping down his head. He touched it as though it was foreign and looked at it with wide eyes. Then they narrowed dangerously as he looked at me.
"You'll pay for that bitch"
I bounded up the stairs, panting loudly, hearing the thumps behind me gaining. His hand clamped on the side my head thrashing me against the wall. My head was pounding violently but some how I got out of his grasp.
I dashed inside my room slamming the door behind me. I could hear his intense movements but I had to try and escape. I jumped on my bed and began to try and get the lock open to my window. The escape route looked good enough. My breaths were ragged I couldn't focus correctly.
I was ripped from my position and spun around as his hand grasped my wrist.
I looked at him eyes wide stricken with fear
The glass bottle raised above his head.
Until it came crashing down.
On my head.
Pain erupted from all sides. My body was screaming as my mouth opened and let out a scream. I gripped my head as I felt jagged pieces pressing into my head. Deeper and deeper. I felt as my warm blood oozed through my hair and ran slowly through my fingers. The rest of the glass pieces were left on my bed glittering as crimson fell on them like paint.
But he did nothing about it.
Just stared.
I screamed out loudly like the never-ending pain would end. It was stabbing me from all sides all with an all-cold touch. But nobody in the world cared. Nobody cared about me how I was tortured this whole time. They don't know and they will never know.
My screaming stopped as if came into pants. I was still clutching my head as warm blood didn't cease to flow. I blood dripped easily onto my bed from my mouth, my head, and my open wounds. My throat was sore from the screaming and the wrenching, as my screams became wheezes.
Out all of the pain and anguish, he grabbed my waist and thrust me into the wall across the room. I let out a mixture between a gasp and a scream as a jagged piece drove deeper into my flesh. I now slide down the wall leaving a trail of crimson on the wall. I hope I'm not going into shock at this rate. He got on his knees and grabbed my bloody face and brought it to his.
He was observing my face as open wounds surrounded my face. Glass pieces fell from my hair and landed on my arms as they let other wounds open. My face was utterly drenched in warm blood as it slid down both sides of my face and coursed all around me leaving a puddle of the warm liquid on my bed.
He reached up to my head and ripped out a glass piece. I let out yelp but he covered my mouth. The piece was very much jagged and was covered in my blood so it dripped onto his fingers. He looked at the piece his face blank before he looked at me. I wanted to back up but I knew I couldn't. He uncovered my mouth but right after his grabbed my face with one hand. I was about to scream, kicking, or ram his with my head filled with glass. But next thing I knew he cut me right on the eyelid. I let out a sharp gasp but he ceased the scream that was about to come because he placed it on my cheek. I stopped and didn't make any noise but that didn't stop him. Instead of tracing my skin he went deep enough for blood to ooze through. I clenched my teeth as he made the cut go across my cheek every so slowly. He finally stopped at his heart desire and looked at the blood it collected. He held again and I was ready for death but he tossed it aside. He looked at my cuts and how the blood oozed out between his fingers as he followed the trail of blood with his eyes before he turned his focus on me.
He then planted a kiss on my lips.
I was panting hard as my breath was taken away. I stared back at him wide eyes but his eyes closed as he force himself upon me deepening the kiss. I shut my eyes wanting to turn away but he was still holding my face. My body was floating but pain still surged. Red was on me like second skin as well as bruises. I was torn in two ways. Physically and mentally.
My eyes were only open a squint to see his lips still pressing against mine. Some how he manages to lift me up, while still kissing, and he let me down on my bed as I felt glass weed through my hair and fall on my pillows. I felt a soft pillow on my head about the only soft thing my head as had contact with.
He slipped his hands off my shoulders, as I lay there motionless but alive. Dead but still breathing. Sleeping but awake inside.
He placed his hands upon my breast as he began caressing them. His hands prodded around the squeezing and adding pressure. He grabbed my hip and pulled me close. He put one hand on my back the making a small tender-like circle. He moved his hand up to the back of my throbbing head his fingers going through my bloody hair. His other hand went up to the small of my back crushing my self against him. He put his frigid hand on the back of my neck and whispered.
"Forever will you be mine"
He squeezed my chest once more before he got up and left.
I was panting as I heard the door close, making my head ring. My vision was dimming out faster as black was surrounding my sense. I was there put all the sounds of night, the quiet whispers of the air, and even my own breathing were invulnerable to me. I was there but I felt so far away from life. The light that surrounded my life was now flickering on and off but it was still on in the back of my mind enabling me to stay on this earth. I felt my headrest against my own blood as it sloshed through my hair. I dripped across my face and across my nose before it landed on my pillow staining it.
The last thing I remember was the drop of crimson as dripped of my wound dropping silently onto the pillow.
~*~
I had to make it extra long for you people.
And to tell you I have the next one written but I have to revise it.
Sorry I couldn't update I had my cousins over and I had finals.
This school system sucks
R/R PLEASE?!
I'll let you yoink Miroku's ponytail?
Soda