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"Harry wake up, I can't sleep!" Came Ron's voice
"I'm surprised I was able to, want to go down early for breakfast?" Harry wondered as he reached over to his nightstand and put on his glasses.
"Sure."
"Wow, Neville, Seamus, and Dean are already up?"
"Harry let's think of that as a good thing." Ron told him.
"True, I don't really want to hear Seamus and Dean yelling at us for not choosing them to be on the team, but there is always next year. Ravenclaw's tryouts are tonight. I wish we could've done it with them, but I guess Hufflepuff's captain just got there before I did."
"Yeah, that would have been great practice, and we could've seen how they played… but Harry I'm kind of hungry so can we go eat breakfast now?"
"Ron, you and your food!" Harry got up and threw on his robes.
They made their way to the Great Hall. Harry sat next to Lee, Shane, and Niko.
"Here's our man!" Niko shouted giving Harry the high five as he went to grab a plate of chocolate pancakes.
"Yeah, we didn't really expect you to pick us, we were just kidding when we said that you better." Shane told him.
"Well you guys were the best out there. I can't believe how good you are. Too bad I only have you guys for one year…"
"We know Harry, we know." Said Shane nodding his head down "sadly." Harry noticed that Seamus and Dean were sitting not too far down from them.
"Yeah but you guys, Seamus and Dean were right up there with ya, I think they are going to be next years beaters." Said Harry a little louder than he normally would have. They must have heard him because they shot both unforgiving and surprised looks toward him before continuing to eat their waffles.
"Harry!" Said Ginny now running over to him. "Harry thank you, thank you, thank you!" She screamed as she threw her arms around him.
"Uh… your welcome? Well you deserved it, you were really awesome Ginny."
"No you're just saying that."
"No you really were."
"Harry I just sent a letter to my gram, she'll be so happy to hear that I finally was able to do something with this school." Said Neville now also joining the happy crew. Ginny for some reason turned really silent.
"Well I really couldn't believe how good you were." Harry told Neville.
"Well Harry I guess you are just everyone's hero today!" Lee shouted a little too soon for Snape was making his way to the Gryffindor table.
"Potter, a word." He mumbled with the look of hell in his eyes. Harry shot a look at the other's as if saying oh no here it comes, a year full of detentions for using the truth potion, before getting up from his seat and following Snape out of the Great Hall. Harry found Snape right outside the door as he pinned Harry to one wall.
"What did you think you were doing, you embarrassed me in front of everyone! Dumbledore even came to me and gave me a speech. You may be Dumbledore's little favorite, but in my class you are as equal as everyone else—"
"You mean I am below everyone else, your Slytherins are treated a lot better than any of us Gryffindor's are. And the best part is, you can't deny it because I even heard it come out of your mouth."
"How many times have I told you not to interrupt me? And you WILL address me as Sir, or Professor. Harry you should wish you haven't done that, now I am going to make your year harder than I was planning on doing—"
"What you can't bear the thought of me making a potion right, let alone any Gryffindor!"
"HARRY YOU WILL NOT INTERUPT ME! And if you tell Dumbledore how I am treating you, I will feed you right to Voldemort, I know where he is at all times, and if I were to bring you to him, he would forgive me for any betrayal that I have done. You are the one he wants Harry, so don't think twice about making a fool of me again."
"You-you're still a death eater?"
"Nice thinking Harry, oh and if you do tell anyone about this meeting we just had, I will make sure Voldemort doesn't let the famous Harry Potter escape from his grasp again."
"Once a death eater always a death eater, I'm surprised Dumbledore doesn't see right through you."
"And he won't, do I make myself clear?"
Harry shot Snape a look of utter disgust as he tried to get out of Snape's grasp. The more Harry struggled the deeper Snape's fingers dug into his arms.
"DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR POTTER?" Snape now shook Harry so hard that the back of his head hit the wall. Harry knew the only way to get out of Snape's grasp was to tell him the answer he wanted to hear.
"Yes."
"Yes…"
"Yes, SIR." Said Harry now broken free from Snape. Harry went back into the Great Hall and couldn't move his arms.
"What was that all about?" Ron asked Harry as he sat down.
"Nothing." Harry responded now watching Snape make his way up to the teachers' table.
"Nothing? Snape wouldn't take you aside to tell you Nothing! No detentions? Nothing?"
"Nope." Harry told him.
"Fine Harry, I thought we were friends, but if you can't tell me something as simple as this—"
"Not now, not here." Harry whispered over to Ron.
"Oh alright." Ron responded. "Do you have Occlumency tonight?"
"Yea, I wasn't able to have it last night because of tryouts, so I'm making it up tonight."
"Oh I see. You going to tell him about Snape?"
"I can't, I told you I'll tell you later. Where's Hermione?"
"Where else, the library."
"Well I got to tell her too, at the same time."
"Yeah."
"What did Moody end up doing to you?" Harry wondered.
"Oh he just helped me focus on turning the Boggart into a dementor, it actually worked once, but my Patronous Charm wouldn't take an actual form."
"Well it never does on the first try."
"Yea."
"Speaking of Moody, our class is going to be starting soon, let's go down earlier."
"What else do we have to do?" Said Ron confirming what Harry had just suggested. Harry and Ron both got up and said goodbye to the others before heading over to Moody's classroom. As Harry and Ron were making their way through the fourth corridor, Harry's head started to make weird jerking's. Then fire flashed before his eyes again and the weird screech of the animal he heard on the bus.
"Harry?" Asked Ron now slapping Harry's face back into focus.
"God what does the fire mean! And that screeching animal!"
"Harry are you feeling alright?" Ron asked.
"Yeah, just fine"
"Well you can't be feeling too good if you're seeing fire and hearing weird noises."
"The common side effect of a cursed scar." Said Harry sounding like the guy on a snickers commercial.
"HA HA HA, you're so funny Harry."
"You don't have to be that sarcastic."
"Oh, me? Sarcastic?"
"Ron you're doing it again."
"Why whatever do you mean Harry?"
"Psh!" Sighed out Harry as they finally arrived at Moody's classroom. Most of the people in Harry's class were already assembled inside. Harry saw Hermione already at the back of the room with her nose inside of a book as he made his way to the table with Jenna.
"Hey Harry."
"Hey, you're a pretty good seeker. You are like the only person who even came close to getting the snitch before me. Well Cedric was able to get it from me once, but I had fallen off my broom."
"Huh, well okay Mr. Boastful."
"Me? Boastful?"
"No Harry, I meant that the table was boastful."
"Oh that's what I thought."
"Ha, so you never show Hermione or Ron this funny side of you do you?"
"Guess not, not like I really mean to."
"Yeah no kidding, but anyways, next Quidditch match, I not only going to get close to getting the snitch before you, I will do it before you even know where the snitch is, so I suggest you enjoy your fame as the best seeker while it lasts."
"Oh Jenna I wouldn't be too sure about that. But then again I do need practice seeing as I haven't practiced in what seems forever."
"So I heard when you beat Malfoy."
"Yea well I wanted it to really hit him for the moment he saw that I beat him."
"Oh and you knew you would?"
"I hoped I would."
"Oh I see. Do you have any idea if we are still doing Patronous's? I mean it's been like two weeks."
"Yea well this is an important spell for everyone to learn, I mean with the dementor's now on Voldemort's side, the only chance they have of surviving is knowing that spell."
"Pretty brave of you to say his name, although you have been able to escape him many times, so I guess you have the right to be able to call him V- V- you know."
"Oh you mean Voldemort?"
"Okay, just don't say it in front of me."
"Why are you scared of him?"
"Isn't everyone Harry? Plus he's scarred me for life."
"What do you mean?"
"Harry, I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"You won't know for a long time."
"What's that supposed to mean?" But just as Harry asked that question Moody appeared from his office carrying a small box.
"Ah man, not another Boggart day." Jenna moaned. Some of the people groaned at the site of the small box also.
"Well if you guy's would get this damn'd spell, then we could move onto other things. Now if you all can get it today in one try, with the exception of Weasly whose working with me, then tomorrow we will be able to start some attacking spells." Moody told his class. "Alright lets go in alphabetical order. Artimus get up here." Moody growled as he finished clunking himself to the front of the classroom. Artimus got up from his seat and he was able to produce the Patronous Spell in one try. Then Bethany went up, she too was able to conjure the Patronous in one try. He went down the list when he came to Jenna. She shook her head to one side as if shaking off memories before producing the Patronous Spell.
"Ganger." Hermione's otter came and stomped down the Boggart in the form of a Dementor. She smiled as she made her way back to her seat. When Harry was called, he hear not just Sirius's voice, but also his parent's and Voldemort's. They were all shouting out at the same time and Harry felt like he couldn't think. All of these voices were blocking his brain. He did the same thing that Jenna had done; he shook his head to one side and produced his Stag so it took the "Dementor" down.
As Harry made his way back to his seat he could still hear the last words of his parents, and of Sirius ringing through his ears.
"I hear mine too." Said Jenna trying to make Harry feel better.
"Are your parent's the ones you lost?"
"My biological, and the ones that adopted me. That's why I'm now going to Hogwarts. Drumstrang has too many hurtful memories and too many bad people. Hogwarts is a safer place to be. I have nowhere else to go. I have no one." Harry felt like I light was going through his head. Jenna was going through a lot of what Harry was going through. He now had someone he could relate with, not just people to constantly feel pity for him.
Moody made his way down the list, as they were all able to conjure a Patronous. Ron was the last person on the list and the Boggart first turned into a spider twice when Moody yelled at Ron. The Boggart in the form of a spider then turned into a Dementor. Ron's Patronous was just a cloud of gray mist.
"Weasly I don't have time for you now, see me tonight." Growled Moody. "Well good job class. Tomorrow we will be doing something I heard the imposter Moody did with you - the Unforgivables. Now you won't be doing it exactly, but you will need to learn how to fight them off. Voldemort and his followers use these spells so that's why you need to know how to be able to fight them to have one ounce of hope that you're going to make it out alive. Now no one is known to be able to survive the Avarda Kevarda spell. That is no one but one. That one person is sitting right in front of me. I'm sure he doesn't even know how he was able to survive it. Do you Harry?"
"It's funny cause the imposter Moody said the same thing a couple years ago. But I think I survived because I was meant to."
"And by that you mean…"
"The Prophecy."
"Ah yes, I heard that, I think I heard it when I was with Dumbledore a little over sixteen years ago. Yes, well it's about time, get out of here and be prepared to be in amencing pain tomorrow!" Moody laughed his way back into his office.
"Harry what was the Prophecy?" Jenna wondered.
"Not the right time or place to tell you." Harry told her.
"Oh, well then perhaps at Hogsmead we can do something together."
"Yea, that would be awesome for you to come hang out with Hermione, Ron and me."
"Harry I didn't mean the three of us. I meant just you and me." Cho's and Harry's time at Hogsmead came flashing into Harry's mind. Shutup, Jenna's different, you can relate more to her. What about Ron Harry? Yeah what about him? He's just going to have to deal with it; he never talks to the girl anyways. Harry was having a little fight with himself in his mind.
"Yeah that would be great. We have loads to talk about, it's nice to be able to talk to someone who's suffered much of the same thing as I have."
"Yeah it is."
"Alright Harry it's been two days since our last meeting." Dumbledore was telling Harry later that day. "And with this Hogsmead visit coming up in a couple weeks I need for you to be able to keep Voldemort out."
"I know."
"Oh yes and I talked to Serveus."
"I know."
"You do?"
"Well I mean I do now."
"Alright then. Harry clear your mind. I want to see if you can keep me off for an hour now."
"A whole hour?"
"At the least. You might end up falling asleep, but I need to see how long you can keep me off for. I'm going to start off stronger than I normally do now so your mind needs to be cleared."
"Alright." Said Harry now thinking of something happy, getting to be able to discuss his pain with Jenna, something blank, a beard. His heart…. beating…. his deep breaths In and Out. In and Out. Blackness was surrounding Harry. Nothing to look at, and nothing to think about. Just black.
Black. Sirius Black. His face is now appearing in Harry's mind. He feels something trying to attack into his mind but it is having no affect on his feelings or thoughts. Can Dumbledore read my thoughts? Harry wondered as the picture of Sirius started to run.
"Sirius where are you going?" Harry asked him now running after him. Sirius just looked at Harry and continued to run. Harry followed. "Sirius why are you running?" No answer. "Sirius don't run from me!" Harry just kept following him until they both came to "the veil."
"Sirius, don't go back in there. You can't go back now." Sirius stopped as he approached the veil and he turned around and walked up to Harry and bent down on one of his knees. Sirius took one of Harry's hands into his. He then stood up and started running back to the veil with Harry being dragged behind him.
"Sirius I don't know what's on the other side. Sirius please don't take me there. I still have a prophecy to fulfill." When Harry tried to rip his hand away from Sirius's he couldn't. It was like his hand and Sirius's formed into one.
"Sirius why are you doing this? I want to be with you again too, but I just can't. I have too many things I still need to live for. Sirius why don't you talk to me?" At that moment Sirius opened one of the sides of the white veil and jumped into it carrying Harry behind him.
There were bright colors swarmed together as both Harry and Sirius flew through the veil. When Harry looked up at his godfather, he looked as though he was shrinking.
"Sirius?" Harry screamed in question, but when Sirius looked back at Harry, he was not only shrunken, but also younger; he was the Sirius that Harry had seen in Snape's worst memory last year. Harry could only look at Sirius in confusion.
"Sirius where are we going?" Harry asked him. Harry's question was answered as they appeared at a big blue house. Sirius and Harry ran inside of it to see beautiful furnishings on the inside. Sirius stopped and looked around. He then ran up the stairs into another room. Inside was a baby crib with a little baby with big green eyes staring out of it. Sirius took his hand that was connected with Harry away and broke the connection. Sirius picked up the little baby out of its crib and held it in his arms.
"Padfoot are you ready for the baptism?" Came a man's voice. Harry turned around hoping to see, yes, his father. That means that that little baby in Sirius's arms must be me. Harry's eyes started to glisten as he ran up to his father and wrapped his arms around him. As soon has Harry did that he then moved to a new perspective. He was now wrapped in a blanket and looking up at Sirius. He was the baby. He was himself a little less than sixteen years ago.
"Hey honey." **Kiss** "Oh hello Sirius. Is Minerva here yet?" Came Lily's voice. She stepped out from behind James and her long silky red hair was pulled back into a ponytail.
"I haven't seen her." Sirius responded.
"Well why don't we all wait downstairs in the kitchen then." Lily suggested.
"Alright. Come on Harry, let's go into the kitchen one last time before I'm your godfather." Sirius said to the baby.
"I just wish we weren't constantly running away from Voldemort." Said James as they all made their way down the hall and into the kitchen.
"I know, hey Prongs, speaking of Voldemort, he's going to think to come looking for me as the secret-keeper. Maybe you should appoint Wormtail as your secret-keeper, seeing as I think Moony is the one who's been informing Voldemort about where you've been going."
"Padfoot I don't know, I mean do you think I could trust Wormtail with something this big? I don't even trust Wormtail too much. I only trust you Padfoot. Wormtail could also be the one who's giving away where we keep moving."
"True, but do you really think Wormtail is capable of being with Voldemort, I mean he isn't nearly as clever as Moony." Sirius tried to convince James.
"But Padfoot, you know that Wormtail always does like to be with people of higher power."
"I don't think he could be capable of being with Voldemort though."
"Well Padfoot if you're sure that switching from you to Wormtail is the right thing to do then I guess I should do it then. I mean whatever is going to keep Harry safe." Said James giving in.
As Harry sat here and listened to this, everything that Sirius had told him in the Shrieking Shack in his third year was starting to make sense. Harry couldn't sit here and watch his father give into letting Peter be appointed to be their secret-keeper, so since he couldn't talk, he started to cry. He had to try to warn his father that this was the wrong thing to do.
"Shhh… don't cry Harry. It's just me, your godfather to be. Godfather, me." Sirius smiled down at Harry. Harry's heart started to throb with pain, they have no idea why I'm crying, and they have no idea what's going to happen to them. "Look he stopped crying, oh I'm going to be the best godfather ever. I'm not going to miss a moment of being in his life. I'm going to be right here with you guys watching him grow up. He's going to look just like you Prongs I know it, although he doesn't have your eyes, no he has Lily's eyes. And when he goes to parties and gets drunk and doesn't want to let you guys know I'll be the one he calls, cool godfather Sirius. I could get used to that."
"Sure Sirius, and you could take him out on your motorcycle and show him how to get all the ladies." Lily joked.
"Exactly." Sirius agreed. Harry's heart was throbbing with more pain than he thought he could ever bear. They were never able to do any of these things with me. I was never able to have this dream life. I will never be able to call Sirius from any parties; I'm never even going to be going to any parties. I wasn't ever able to have a childhood with care and love, I was never able to live in this beautiful house with my parents, I was never able to go for a ride on Sirius's motorcycle. I was never able to do anything that they all wanted to do with me. My life was so cheated. Why did Voldemort have to come and ruin it all?
"Are you guys thinking of having anymore kids?" Sirius wondered.
"We were thinking about having hopefully a little girl for Lily, that is if this whole Voldemort thing clears up, I don't want to risk her life either." James told Sirius.
"Oh and then I could teach her how to dance, and spoil her and get little Harry jealous, no I would spoil Harry too." Sirius went on.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE A SISTER! That's it Voldemort, you are going to die with all the pain that you made my family suffer.
"Wow Padfoot, I can't wait to watch you actually live up to your word, Harry, remember everything that this big buffoon is telling you now, you have to make him live up to his word." Said James tickling Harry. They were now all sitting down at the kitchen table.
"Minerva is usually never late. I heard she's going to be a teacher at Hogwarts now, and Dumbledore is becoming Headmaster." Lily told the men.
"Really what happened to Headmaster Dippet?" James wondered.
"Oh he just retired and now Minerva is going to be the Transfiguration teacher. Oh she's going to teach Harry how to be a great wizard like his father. Yes she is, Yes she is." Said Lily in a baby voice to Harry still resting in Sirius's arms.
"Here you want to hold him now?" Sirius asked Lily.
"Well I don't want to ruin your moment in the sun Sirius."
"Well…" No Sirius let me be in my mother's arms. Harry started to cry. "Alright fine you want your mother here she is." Said Sirius now giving Harry over to Lily.
"I think he might be hungry, I'll be right back, if Minerva gets here tell her I'll be right back."
"Alright sweetie."
"And James don't even think about it."
"Think about what?"
"Whatever little scam you are thinking about. I'm only going to be gone for a couple of minutes and knowing you and Sirius you two are going to terrorize this house."
"Oh Lily, we have grown since Hogwarts you know." Sirius told Lily.
"Ha that's a story to tell Harry when he gets older. I'll be back."
"Your wife is so mean to me." Said Sirius jokingly
"I heard that!" Said Lily from another room. "Come on Harry are you hungry?" Lily unbuttoned her shirt to breastfeed Harry. Harry pushed away. "I guess not. Do you have a dirty diaper?" Lily then sniffed Harry's bottom. "Yea that is definitely it." As Lily started to change Harry's diaper she started to sing to Harry. Her voice was so beautiful. Harry was now glad that he followed Sirius beyond the veil. He is now experiencing one of his childhood memories. I never knew I was Christian, but then again you can only have a Godfather through Baptism. Harry thought.
"Anytime you feel
Like you just can't hold on
Just hold onto my love
And I'll help you be strong
Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one that could make it all right
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
Baby I could make it alright." Lily continued to sing. "Oh Harry all of this secrecy from the world is worth it for you. I would go through all the pain in the world just so you wouldn't have to feel any. I promise you that someday I'm going to make everything up to you. Oh Harry I love you so much." Lily then picked up the baby Harry in a newly changed diaper and hugged him so closely. She then walked back into the kitchen to hear both Sirius and James laughing.
"Oh what's so funny?" She wanted to know.
"Oh I was just telling Padfoot of the expression on you sister's face when she heard that we had a son, a MAGICAL son." Then they both started cracking up.
"My sister may be a little crazy and jealous, but she is still my sister so be nice."
"I know but it's so tempting to put a little spell on her! She hates me anyways." James laughed.
"Ha, don't."
"I wasn't going to don't worry."
"Hello? Is anyone home?" Came Minerva's voice.
"Oh finally." Said Lily, "Yea we're in here Minerva."
"Sorry I'm late, I went to all of your other old houses before I remembered that you now live here. How's little Harry doing?" Harry saw that McGonagall looked so much younger than she does now. Her hair was a more healthy red, although it was still pulled back into a bun. Her face had almost no wrinkles and her lips looked more smooth than normal.
"Oh I think he's ready to have Godparents. So let's go to the church now. Is everyone ready?" Lily asked.
"Ready as ever to be little Harry's Godfather!" Said Sirius excitedly.
"Alright then, let's get in the car."
"I can't believe that muggles get around with those things." Minerva complained.
"Yes well it's their way of living." Lily told her.
All of a sudden the scene changed. It was a new day, a different memory. Sirius was standing outside of the house and just staring up at it in tears. He then took a deep breath and opened the door to the Potter's house. Harry followed. But just as soon as Harry made his way on the other side of the door he wished he hadn't. Harry saw his father's dead body lying on the ground. Harry froze in pain and saw Sirius scream out in pain himself and throw himself over James's body.
"It was Wormtail after all. Why did I make you change? I killed you. Why couldn't I have stayed your secret-keeper? You would be alive and safe right now. It's all my fault, all my fault." Then Sirius could say no more. He was miserably crying over James's body. Harry has never seen Sirius so upset before. And now Harry couldn't hold in his pain either. Harry went over to his dead father's body and started to cry into it just like Sirius was doing. No dad I killed you, if you hadn't had me to protect you would have never been in this position. You would still be alive, Sirius would still be alive. I killed him too, if I hadn't gone looking for him from a dream conducted by Voldemort he would have never tried to come and save me and end up dying. Everything is my fault. I can never do anything right in this world. Harry just couldn't stop crying, both over his dead father's body and both Sirius's death, and how miserable he looked now to see James dead. His best friend was dead. All of a sudden Sirius mumbled,
"Harry." And got himself up and ran up the stairs. Seeing one dead parent was enough, but Harry too brought himself upstairs knowing what he was about to find beyond the door. As he entered his bedroom, Harry saw Sirius first go over to Lily and hug her and then went over to Harry's crib.
"You're alive! It's a miracle." Said Sirius in a squeaky voice. Sirius then picked up Harry and ran over to Lily and mumbled,
"Don't worry, I'll take care of him now." He then ran back down the stairs to James and said, "Wormtail is going to pay for this one James, and I'm going to get him for both of us and Harry." Just as Sirius exited the Potter's house Hagrid was crying his way up the stairs.
"Oh Sirius, I'm so sry. I can' believe You-Know-Who got Lily n James Potter. Is dat Harry?"
"Yea. Hagrid let me take him, I am his Godfather, and Lily and James would probably want me to take him." Sirius pleaded on the verge of breaking into tears again.
"Sry Sirius, bu' Dumbledore's orders were ter get Harry and bring him ter him at the Dursley's."
"Well alright then, if Dumbledore thinks that's best. You can take my bike, I have no need for it now." Sirius told Hagrid as he hugged Harry and kissed him on the forehead. "Harry don't worry I'll guide you. I'm still going to be here. I love you Harry and would do anything for you." Sirius hugged and kissed the baby Harry one more time before handing him over to Hagrid.
"Take care of yerself Sirius."
"Yea…" And with that, Hagrid got onto Sirius's bike and drove up into the air and on the way to the Dursley's.
"Bye Harry, and bye James and Lily." Sirius spent a few more minutes to himself before wiping the tears out of his eyes. "And now for you Wormtail." With that Sirius apparated away, and Harry was brought to a street filled with people. Harry saw Sirius and Peter. He ran over to them.
"Peter you little fuck, do you have any idea how many lives you just destroyed? Not just Lily and James's, but Harry's, mine, Dumbledore's, Lupin's, Minerva, every witch and wizard! And to top it off your master is dead. Hear that Harry killed him off somehow, he's dead!" Sirius yelled at Peter.
"Lily and James Potter? Sirius how could you?" Peter cried.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Sirius questioned, but too late Peter shot off a spell and many muggles dropped dead and Harry saw Peter cut off one of his fingers before turning into a rat and going into the sewer below.
"No!" Sirius cried, and then he laughed. "Oh great, now Azkaban is probably after me for a crime I didn't even commit!" And with that Sirius apparated away. Instead of going to another memory of Sirius, Harry was flying backwards through the bright colors and was flown out of the white veil.
"MUM! DAD! SIRIUS!" Harry cried. He then banged down on the floor and was surrounded once again by black upon black.
"Harry I think it's time to wake up." Came Dumbledore's voice. Harry looked up at Dumbledore to realize that he was on his couch and the pillow that he was just sleeping on was completely soaked. Harry felt no need to even try to hide that he cried because Dumbledore obviously already saw that he did. "What did you see?"
"Parts of me in my house with my parents before my Baptism, and I saw my dead parents, and how Peter was able to get away. The things Sirius, my dad, and mum all talked about… my future…their future with me…" Harry looked back down at the soaking wet pillow.
"Harry, I think that you've had enough. You could've kept me off for longer, but you looked like you were suffering so much, so I felt it best to wake you up. You have three more hours till your first class. If you would like to miss it, I'm allowing you to sleep in."
Harry nodded his head for he just saw and heard things in which he wished he hadn't. He is now scarred for life.
"Alright, I'll just inform Snape that you will not be attending his class tomorrow." Harry nodded again.
"You could sleep here Harry, I'll be up over in my office if you need me." And with that Dumbledore conjured up a blanket and a new pillow for Harry. Harry took them gratefully and lay back down. "Goodnight Harry."
"'Night sir." Were words that Harry barley managed to get out of his mouth? Harry then tried to shove away what he just witnessed. I want to go back, I want to change what the future turns out to be, I want to save my parents, and Sirius. Harry thought even though he knew he couldn't unless he took a time turner and turned it around over a million times. Harry then couldn't help but cry himself to sleep.
Author's Note: When I was writing about Snape and Harry and wrote about Snape pinning Harry against the wall I was going to write that Snape said,
"Make love to me Harry, I want you." Just to freak you all out. HAHAHA that would've been so funny!!! But I care for my reader's feelings; I know I'm a very caring person, so I decided not to make you all suffer the image of Snape and Harry. EWW GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!! You lucky people. Wait I just told u so now its in Ur mind! HAHAHAHA OMG guess what people, I am now over 100 pages on Microsoft word!!! AHH!!!!! I have no life I tell ya, none what so ever. But good news is I got 20 out of 25 on part of the bio test today!!! Shibby~ so ne who Sirius's funeral is coming up soon, and a match against both Slytherin and Hufflepuff. Who will win? Draco or Harry? Or Jenna or Harry? The wonders of writing… Once again I cried writing this. And my throat had that constant feeling of being on the verge of crying and not. Well I was also in the crying mood because I just saw a Walk To Remember after like 7 months of not seeing it and that is THE SADDEST MOVIE EVER! This chappie went onto 11 pages!!!!!!!! New record! But man I reread on pg. 240 of the Prisoner of Azkaban and I cried reading what Lily and James's last words were. How much they were willing to protect Harry. And how Lupin was like, You heard James? In a weird voice. God this is all so sad. I'm def writing to J.K. Rowling and telling her how much she's making me cry over her fantasy world! Please review on this chappie, I would love to read what you all have to say about it, and if u cried tell me because I highly understand. ENJOY!