Is there a God
Chapter 5
Confessions
Disclaimer: I do not own them as much as I wish I did. So ha!
I wake up. Tears in my eyes. Oh. I remember. My dream. I dreamt of
Professor Snape! Why? Am I truely falling in love with him? What will everyone think? Ah! Who cares. I love him. I know that now. Well I admit it now, which is an entirely different thing. I've loved him since I met him.
"I love you Professor Snape!" I murmer to myself. I vaguely remember someone touching me earlier, someone I couldn't see. But who? Who was it? I don't know. Madam Pompfrey chose that moment to come check on me. "Well, Harry dear, it looks like you're healing up just fine. I think it's time to
let you out of the Hospital Wing. Hopefully I don't see you again this year! Your last year here....I hope it's a better one than all the other six have been!" she smiled down at me and then left my side. I gingerly sat up. Nothing hurt. I swung my legs off the edge of the bed and then stood up. I decided I'd head off towards Gryffindor Tower. I changed my hospital
gown for my Hogwarts robes, gathered up my things and headed off to the
dorm. I had my own room this year, since I was a prefect. The floor was cold. It seeped into my skin. I saw Professor Sprout and nodded as I walked past her. Just as I reached the stairs to the Tower, I saw him. Professor Snape looked around and then smiled at me. Not much but enough. "I heard you had an interesting summer, Potter." I just nod at him, unable to speak. My throat constricted. Breathe. You've seen him before! Something about his voice.......but what? Why am I thinking of his voice? It's sexy. God it's sexy. "I....I don't really recall, Professor." "Ah, well it's probably for
the best. See you in class!" With that he continues on past me. I find myself turning and watching as he walks away. I wish my dream would come true, but will I ever get up the courage to ask him how he feels? I don't know. I continue up the stairs and say the new password: Eschew obfucation. The portrait swung open to admit me. I went up to my new room and sat down on the bed. I looked around and surely enough, there are my pots of ink and
my parchement. I rise and go to my desk. Ink splatters cover the wooden surface. I sink into the chair and pick up a new quill. I unroll a fresh
piece of parchement and I start to write:
Dear Professor Snape,
I couldn't get up the courage to tell you this in person so I'll tell you in a letter. I hope you won't think less of me. But here goes. While I was in the Hospital Wing, I had a dream about you. We were outside, I was on
the grass and you walked up to me. We kissed. I woke thinking of you. I felt like I needed to tell you this. I told you in the dream that I love you. Well I do. I can't believe I just wrote that but I did. I'm not sorry at all either. I've loved you since that first Potions lesson. I'm afraid to send this but if you are reading this I obviously got up the courage to send it. So much for the whole Gryffindor courage eh? I'm being a chicken, and I know it. Just know that I love you. I hope you love me back but if
you don't I will live. I'll be sad but I'll live. I've lived this long without knowing and I suppose I could live longer without knowing. Anyways,
I'm going to send this to you and pray that you write back.
All my love,
Harry J. Potter
I roll it up and tie a ribbon around it. I then go to the Owlery before I can lose my courage and I tie it to the leg of a school owl. I offer Hedwig a morsel of food then I go back to my room to await a return letter. I hope he writes back. Well too late to worry about it now. I lay on my bed and
wait. It's all I can do now. Sigh.
********************************************************************** How was that? Wow this is the second chappy I wrote today! And I've posted
it too! I haven't gotten reviews yet for chappy 3.......*sighs* it says that the
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~The Queen of Fluff
Chapter 5
Confessions
Disclaimer: I do not own them as much as I wish I did. So ha!
I wake up. Tears in my eyes. Oh. I remember. My dream. I dreamt of
Professor Snape! Why? Am I truely falling in love with him? What will everyone think? Ah! Who cares. I love him. I know that now. Well I admit it now, which is an entirely different thing. I've loved him since I met him.
"I love you Professor Snape!" I murmer to myself. I vaguely remember someone touching me earlier, someone I couldn't see. But who? Who was it? I don't know. Madam Pompfrey chose that moment to come check on me. "Well, Harry dear, it looks like you're healing up just fine. I think it's time to
let you out of the Hospital Wing. Hopefully I don't see you again this year! Your last year here....I hope it's a better one than all the other six have been!" she smiled down at me and then left my side. I gingerly sat up. Nothing hurt. I swung my legs off the edge of the bed and then stood up. I decided I'd head off towards Gryffindor Tower. I changed my hospital
gown for my Hogwarts robes, gathered up my things and headed off to the
dorm. I had my own room this year, since I was a prefect. The floor was cold. It seeped into my skin. I saw Professor Sprout and nodded as I walked past her. Just as I reached the stairs to the Tower, I saw him. Professor Snape looked around and then smiled at me. Not much but enough. "I heard you had an interesting summer, Potter." I just nod at him, unable to speak. My throat constricted. Breathe. You've seen him before! Something about his voice.......but what? Why am I thinking of his voice? It's sexy. God it's sexy. "I....I don't really recall, Professor." "Ah, well it's probably for
the best. See you in class!" With that he continues on past me. I find myself turning and watching as he walks away. I wish my dream would come true, but will I ever get up the courage to ask him how he feels? I don't know. I continue up the stairs and say the new password: Eschew obfucation. The portrait swung open to admit me. I went up to my new room and sat down on the bed. I looked around and surely enough, there are my pots of ink and
my parchement. I rise and go to my desk. Ink splatters cover the wooden surface. I sink into the chair and pick up a new quill. I unroll a fresh
piece of parchement and I start to write:
Dear Professor Snape,
I couldn't get up the courage to tell you this in person so I'll tell you in a letter. I hope you won't think less of me. But here goes. While I was in the Hospital Wing, I had a dream about you. We were outside, I was on
the grass and you walked up to me. We kissed. I woke thinking of you. I felt like I needed to tell you this. I told you in the dream that I love you. Well I do. I can't believe I just wrote that but I did. I'm not sorry at all either. I've loved you since that first Potions lesson. I'm afraid to send this but if you are reading this I obviously got up the courage to send it. So much for the whole Gryffindor courage eh? I'm being a chicken, and I know it. Just know that I love you. I hope you love me back but if
you don't I will live. I'll be sad but I'll live. I've lived this long without knowing and I suppose I could live longer without knowing. Anyways,
I'm going to send this to you and pray that you write back.
All my love,
Harry J. Potter
I roll it up and tie a ribbon around it. I then go to the Owlery before I can lose my courage and I tie it to the leg of a school owl. I offer Hedwig a morsel of food then I go back to my room to await a return letter. I hope he writes back. Well too late to worry about it now. I lay on my bed and
wait. It's all I can do now. Sigh.
********************************************************************** How was that? Wow this is the second chappy I wrote today! And I've posted
it too! I haven't gotten reviews yet for chappy 3.......*sighs* it says that the
system is busy or something like that. Well here it is for your viewing pleasure. Press the little go button and
tell me how I did ok? Thanks! ^_^
~The Queen of Fluff