Chapter 9
A Comforting Shoulder
Disclaimer: I don't own them! This chappy is dedicated to all my wonderful reviewers! Keep reviewing! *Bows to them* I was asked to add a description of Snape....well....here it is! Harry's Chappy! Warning: there is Harry and Severus kissing! ^_^ Flashbacks! Sev comforts Harry. Review!!! Thanks! ~QoF
***Harry's P.O.V.***
I knock on the door and Snape answers it. Of course, he can't see me so I slip in next to him and start to unveil myself. I smile at the look on his face as he turns around. Shock. And lust. I can see it in his eyes. He definately looks like he dressed for the occassion, with tight black jeans and a tank top that left his sexy muscles shown. Oh and his hair.....it nearly BEGGED me to run my hands through it. He looked sexy. The longing look on his face turned what some thought was an ugly countance into a gorgeous man. He looked years younger and didn't look nearly as cynical. He looked.....amazingly.... beautiful. I didn't think he could ever look like that. His black eyes were shining and he had a look of...uncertainty? Love? Lust? I wasn't sure what the look was, but I liked it. It made him look human. I can't remember when those lovely lips of his hadn't been in a snarl. But now they were...oh. Soft and smiling at me. I'd never truely seen him smile at me! It made him look peaceful. Loving.
"Harry," he gasps at me. "You look...amazing. I guess all that Quidditch practice paid off!" He smiles at me. Oh god. His teeth are showing, all white and shiny. His lips look like blood red rubies, dark and soft. "You don't look bad yourself, Professor," I say to him with a smile. "Please, call me Severus or Sev when we're alone," the Head of Slytherin tells me. My gaze takes in his softly glowing black hair. I'm close enough that I can see the bluish highlights in his silky hair. I don't know how he did it but oh....I love his hair. It looks so soft....I want to touch it. "Alright, Sev. I like your hair," I say softly, walking towards him, anxious to close the gap between us. "May I touch it?" He nods at me and I run my hand through his hair, my eyes closing. His hair is just as soft as I could wish, softer than silk. I love it. I see his eyes close and I lean down to kiss him. His lips are soft and yielding to me as I kiss him. His lovely ebon eyes open, startled to look into my green ones. I smile at his startled expression. It looks like no one has ever done that to him before. "I've wanted to do that since I first saw you," I say then I lean back in and kiss him again, loving the sweet taste of his mouth. I lose myself in his lips, my tongue starting to flick along his mouth. Oh. This feels so right. I know I'm doing the right thing. He pulls me down next to him and cuddles me. Oh god, he's so strong. So....loving. It nearly takes my breath away, how gentle he's being with me. His hands start to stroke my sides and I rise up to straddle his legs. My tongue presses against his lips, begging for entrance. He opens his mouth to me and I start to probe his mouth with my tongue, his breath so sweet, it's like the sweetest of chocolates. I love the taste. He wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his arms. He holds me as though I were fragile glass, as if, if he were to touch me harder that I'd break. It makes my heart beat faster and faster and I moan into his mouth. Oh god.....I want this. This feels.....right. Yet.....there's a feeling.......I don't know why but I'm feeling......anxious. Afraid. But afraid of what??? Why would I be afraid?
***FLASHBACK*** Pain. It hurts so much. I can't stop it. PAIN!
***CURRENT*** I jerk back. "What is it Harry?" Sev asks me, looking worried. "I....I don't know Sev. I don't know!" my voice sounds a little panicked even to me. He runs his hand over my hair, trying to soothe me. "I...Sev...I felt pain. Something....it was like a flashback....but I don't know to when!" My eyes grew a little wider.
***FLASHBACK*** "Get up boy!" Yells a voice behind me. I try to but I can't move thru the pain. "I said MOVE!" I get a kick to the rib. I try to force myself to my feet but I can't rise above my knees. I am naked and I'm bleeding. "You're worthless, boy. You can't even please me. "
***CURRENT*** "Oh! God! What was that!" I nearly scream. "Sev....I....I just heard a voice.....it....oh god....it said I was worthless....that I couldn't please him....oh god Sev.....am I going crazy?" My voice cracks. Oh god....what was that.....that.....vision? What happened in that vision? Who was talking? "Oh, Harry, love..."
***FLASHBACK*** "Come here!" the man beacons to me and I crawl my way to him, trying to keep from getting hurt more. He grabs the back of my head. "Now boy, you're going to please me or I'll beat you till you can't ever rise again! Do you understand me?"
***CURRENT*** I jump again, my eyes wide with terror. What was happening to me??? "Sev....I....I.....oh god!" I throw my hands over my ears and hide my eyes on the cloth of the chair. Tears slid down my face. I'm terrified. What was going on! I don't understand!
***FLASHBACK*** he shoves his hard cock down my throat. I gag on it. It stinks. He grabs a fist full of my hair and forces me to move up and down on his dirty dick. Harder and harder he moves my head, gagging me. I start to choke. He slaps me. I try to not breath. "Suck boy!" He slaps me again.
***CURRENT*** "Oh GOD! He....he....oh...." I sob against the chair, unable to look at Severus. I suddered and cried.
***FLASHBACK*** He kicks me and sends me sprawling. My head hits the wall and as I'm blacking out I see him buttoning up his pants. "Vernon!" "Yes, Petunia- dear?" "Dinner's ready!" "I'm on my way!" He kicks me one last time. I black out.
***CURRENT*** "OH!" I knew who had done that to me.....Vernon.....god......that man made me feel filthy now. "I....what did I do to deserve that?" I finally looked up at Sev and his heartbroken face. "Did....you....k...k...know? He....Vernon......he......raped me......" I shuddered again. He took me in his arms. "I knew something had happened to you. Madame Pompfrey thought you may have been raped but I....Harry, I didn't know for sure. I....god....I feel like this is my fault for some reason. Harry, I love you. I've never said that to anyone before. But I do, I love you and only you Harry. God I wish I could go and....and...castrate that son of a bitch! I can't believe he had the.....guts to do that! Oh God Harry...." he had tears running down his face. "You did nothing to deserve that. No one deserves that. I....oh Harry....I love you so much." He brushed away my tears. "I feel so bad for you....I know what it's like to be....brutalized...like that. My father did before he died......and he managed to convince me that I'd deserved it. I will tell you this now Harry, YOU DID NOTHING. Anyone who could do that isn't human. He's a monster. A human wouldn't do that to someone, no matter how much he hated him. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT." he held me close, trying to calm my shuddering. "You'll be fine, I'm here for you. I understand. And I'll never leave you."
Disclaimer: I don't own them! This chappy is dedicated to all my wonderful reviewers! Keep reviewing! *Bows to them* I was asked to add a description of Snape....well....here it is! Harry's Chappy! Warning: there is Harry and Severus kissing! ^_^ Flashbacks! Sev comforts Harry. Review!!! Thanks! ~QoF
***Harry's P.O.V.***
I knock on the door and Snape answers it. Of course, he can't see me so I slip in next to him and start to unveil myself. I smile at the look on his face as he turns around. Shock. And lust. I can see it in his eyes. He definately looks like he dressed for the occassion, with tight black jeans and a tank top that left his sexy muscles shown. Oh and his hair.....it nearly BEGGED me to run my hands through it. He looked sexy. The longing look on his face turned what some thought was an ugly countance into a gorgeous man. He looked years younger and didn't look nearly as cynical. He looked.....amazingly.... beautiful. I didn't think he could ever look like that. His black eyes were shining and he had a look of...uncertainty? Love? Lust? I wasn't sure what the look was, but I liked it. It made him look human. I can't remember when those lovely lips of his hadn't been in a snarl. But now they were...oh. Soft and smiling at me. I'd never truely seen him smile at me! It made him look peaceful. Loving.
"Harry," he gasps at me. "You look...amazing. I guess all that Quidditch practice paid off!" He smiles at me. Oh god. His teeth are showing, all white and shiny. His lips look like blood red rubies, dark and soft. "You don't look bad yourself, Professor," I say to him with a smile. "Please, call me Severus or Sev when we're alone," the Head of Slytherin tells me. My gaze takes in his softly glowing black hair. I'm close enough that I can see the bluish highlights in his silky hair. I don't know how he did it but oh....I love his hair. It looks so soft....I want to touch it. "Alright, Sev. I like your hair," I say softly, walking towards him, anxious to close the gap between us. "May I touch it?" He nods at me and I run my hand through his hair, my eyes closing. His hair is just as soft as I could wish, softer than silk. I love it. I see his eyes close and I lean down to kiss him. His lips are soft and yielding to me as I kiss him. His lovely ebon eyes open, startled to look into my green ones. I smile at his startled expression. It looks like no one has ever done that to him before. "I've wanted to do that since I first saw you," I say then I lean back in and kiss him again, loving the sweet taste of his mouth. I lose myself in his lips, my tongue starting to flick along his mouth. Oh. This feels so right. I know I'm doing the right thing. He pulls me down next to him and cuddles me. Oh god, he's so strong. So....loving. It nearly takes my breath away, how gentle he's being with me. His hands start to stroke my sides and I rise up to straddle his legs. My tongue presses against his lips, begging for entrance. He opens his mouth to me and I start to probe his mouth with my tongue, his breath so sweet, it's like the sweetest of chocolates. I love the taste. He wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his arms. He holds me as though I were fragile glass, as if, if he were to touch me harder that I'd break. It makes my heart beat faster and faster and I moan into his mouth. Oh god.....I want this. This feels.....right. Yet.....there's a feeling.......I don't know why but I'm feeling......anxious. Afraid. But afraid of what??? Why would I be afraid?
***FLASHBACK*** Pain. It hurts so much. I can't stop it. PAIN!
***CURRENT*** I jerk back. "What is it Harry?" Sev asks me, looking worried. "I....I don't know Sev. I don't know!" my voice sounds a little panicked even to me. He runs his hand over my hair, trying to soothe me. "I...Sev...I felt pain. Something....it was like a flashback....but I don't know to when!" My eyes grew a little wider.
***FLASHBACK*** "Get up boy!" Yells a voice behind me. I try to but I can't move thru the pain. "I said MOVE!" I get a kick to the rib. I try to force myself to my feet but I can't rise above my knees. I am naked and I'm bleeding. "You're worthless, boy. You can't even please me. "
***CURRENT*** "Oh! God! What was that!" I nearly scream. "Sev....I....I just heard a voice.....it....oh god....it said I was worthless....that I couldn't please him....oh god Sev.....am I going crazy?" My voice cracks. Oh god....what was that.....that.....vision? What happened in that vision? Who was talking? "Oh, Harry, love..."
***FLASHBACK*** "Come here!" the man beacons to me and I crawl my way to him, trying to keep from getting hurt more. He grabs the back of my head. "Now boy, you're going to please me or I'll beat you till you can't ever rise again! Do you understand me?"
***CURRENT*** I jump again, my eyes wide with terror. What was happening to me??? "Sev....I....I.....oh god!" I throw my hands over my ears and hide my eyes on the cloth of the chair. Tears slid down my face. I'm terrified. What was going on! I don't understand!
***FLASHBACK*** he shoves his hard cock down my throat. I gag on it. It stinks. He grabs a fist full of my hair and forces me to move up and down on his dirty dick. Harder and harder he moves my head, gagging me. I start to choke. He slaps me. I try to not breath. "Suck boy!" He slaps me again.
***CURRENT*** "Oh GOD! He....he....oh...." I sob against the chair, unable to look at Severus. I suddered and cried.
***FLASHBACK*** He kicks me and sends me sprawling. My head hits the wall and as I'm blacking out I see him buttoning up his pants. "Vernon!" "Yes, Petunia- dear?" "Dinner's ready!" "I'm on my way!" He kicks me one last time. I black out.
***CURRENT*** "OH!" I knew who had done that to me.....Vernon.....god......that man made me feel filthy now. "I....what did I do to deserve that?" I finally looked up at Sev and his heartbroken face. "Did....you....k...k...know? He....Vernon......he......raped me......" I shuddered again. He took me in his arms. "I knew something had happened to you. Madame Pompfrey thought you may have been raped but I....Harry, I didn't know for sure. I....god....I feel like this is my fault for some reason. Harry, I love you. I've never said that to anyone before. But I do, I love you and only you Harry. God I wish I could go and....and...castrate that son of a bitch! I can't believe he had the.....guts to do that! Oh God Harry...." he had tears running down his face. "You did nothing to deserve that. No one deserves that. I....oh Harry....I love you so much." He brushed away my tears. "I feel so bad for you....I know what it's like to be....brutalized...like that. My father did before he died......and he managed to convince me that I'd deserved it. I will tell you this now Harry, YOU DID NOTHING. Anyone who could do that isn't human. He's a monster. A human wouldn't do that to someone, no matter how much he hated him. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT." he held me close, trying to calm my shuddering. "You'll be fine, I'm here for you. I understand. And I'll never leave you."