Its been a few days since i got that horrible phone call I still couldn't
get what that person said out of my head I wanted to tell Hunter about it
but I just couldn't I didn't want to worry him.
I was sitting in the living room when the phone rang I jumped was it gonna be that person again I was so scared to pick it up Hunter had been on the road but his sister Lynn was staying with me but she was out shopping so I walked over to the phone.
"Hello."
"Hey baby its me."
"Hunter hi."
"Lisa honey are you all right you sound kinda funny."
"I'm fine I had a rough night Selly was up all night."
"Is she okay."
"Yeah she's fine she just has a little ear infection but how are you I miss you and so does selena."
"I miss my girls to I can't wait to see you when I get back."
"Well your gonna see us sooner then you think I decided to come to New York and show off our little girl to everyone."
"That's great Ill be in New York tomorrow I can't wait to see you and the baby i gotta run I love you."
"I love you to see ya tomorrow."
I was so excited to go to New York I heard selly crying so i went to check on her.
"Momma's here baby guess what I just talked to daddy and were gonna go see him tomorrow yes we are now lets get ready cause were leaving soon aunt Lynn is gonna drive us there so we have to be extra good for her okay."
The minute i mentioned daddy her face lit up she loved hunter so much since we had a few hours till Lynn got back i decided to take the baby in my room and take a nap I placed selly down next to me on the bed and she feel right to sleep so i took advantage of it and took a little cat nap myself.
I had the strangest dream i was back in LA and i was in club or a hotel bar and i could see a face but i couldn't make it out it was fuzzy whoever it was he was in my room and his hands were all over me i know it wasn't hunter he would never force himself on me like this guys was suddenly i see a fist or a hand coming at my face i could feel my body jerk back hard it felt like i was being pushed or pulled i really couldn't tell after that i black out and i wake up.
"God please let me fill that space in my dream i gotta remember what happened to me."
I got a little scared when i look over and i didn't see the baby i got and went to her room and she was sleeping in her crib.
"Hey your up."
"Hi Lynn how long have i been out."
"Oh hour 4 hours i heard selena crying so i changed her and gave her a bottle and she's been asleep for about an hour."
"Thanks Lynn i really appreciate it."
"Oh hey no problem why don't you go take a hot shower and get ready to go ill get the baby ready did you pack a bag for her."
"Yeah i did but i think i forgot to put her ear drops in could you check and make sure for me."
"Yeah sure."
As Lynn was getting everything ready to go i went and took a shower as i was standing there i keep thinking about my dream.
"I gotta remember what happened to me between my room and the hospital I just couldn't of imagined it think Lisa think you went down to the hotel bar you were sitting with a group of people someone helped me up to my room cause i wasn't feeling well and then damn it this is so frustrating."
And it was i had a blank part in my mind of what happened to me i was beating myself up to remember it wasn't gonna do any good i just had to let nature take its course i would remember but when and where would i remember it i was trying so hard i was giving myself headaches.
I got out of the shower got dressed and grabbed my bags and headed down stairs to Lynn's car we pulled out of the drive and headed to New York all i wanted to do was see hunter and the gang i hadn't seen anyone beside steph since the baby was born and i wanted to show off my beautiful baby girl but i had a feeling i would run into the one person i didn't want to Joanie and it was not a pleasant experience.
I was sitting in the living room when the phone rang I jumped was it gonna be that person again I was so scared to pick it up Hunter had been on the road but his sister Lynn was staying with me but she was out shopping so I walked over to the phone.
"Hello."
"Hey baby its me."
"Hunter hi."
"Lisa honey are you all right you sound kinda funny."
"I'm fine I had a rough night Selly was up all night."
"Is she okay."
"Yeah she's fine she just has a little ear infection but how are you I miss you and so does selena."
"I miss my girls to I can't wait to see you when I get back."
"Well your gonna see us sooner then you think I decided to come to New York and show off our little girl to everyone."
"That's great Ill be in New York tomorrow I can't wait to see you and the baby i gotta run I love you."
"I love you to see ya tomorrow."
I was so excited to go to New York I heard selly crying so i went to check on her.
"Momma's here baby guess what I just talked to daddy and were gonna go see him tomorrow yes we are now lets get ready cause were leaving soon aunt Lynn is gonna drive us there so we have to be extra good for her okay."
The minute i mentioned daddy her face lit up she loved hunter so much since we had a few hours till Lynn got back i decided to take the baby in my room and take a nap I placed selly down next to me on the bed and she feel right to sleep so i took advantage of it and took a little cat nap myself.
I had the strangest dream i was back in LA and i was in club or a hotel bar and i could see a face but i couldn't make it out it was fuzzy whoever it was he was in my room and his hands were all over me i know it wasn't hunter he would never force himself on me like this guys was suddenly i see a fist or a hand coming at my face i could feel my body jerk back hard it felt like i was being pushed or pulled i really couldn't tell after that i black out and i wake up.
"God please let me fill that space in my dream i gotta remember what happened to me."
I got a little scared when i look over and i didn't see the baby i got and went to her room and she was sleeping in her crib.
"Hey your up."
"Hi Lynn how long have i been out."
"Oh hour 4 hours i heard selena crying so i changed her and gave her a bottle and she's been asleep for about an hour."
"Thanks Lynn i really appreciate it."
"Oh hey no problem why don't you go take a hot shower and get ready to go ill get the baby ready did you pack a bag for her."
"Yeah i did but i think i forgot to put her ear drops in could you check and make sure for me."
"Yeah sure."
As Lynn was getting everything ready to go i went and took a shower as i was standing there i keep thinking about my dream.
"I gotta remember what happened to me between my room and the hospital I just couldn't of imagined it think Lisa think you went down to the hotel bar you were sitting with a group of people someone helped me up to my room cause i wasn't feeling well and then damn it this is so frustrating."
And it was i had a blank part in my mind of what happened to me i was beating myself up to remember it wasn't gonna do any good i just had to let nature take its course i would remember but when and where would i remember it i was trying so hard i was giving myself headaches.
I got out of the shower got dressed and grabbed my bags and headed down stairs to Lynn's car we pulled out of the drive and headed to New York all i wanted to do was see hunter and the gang i hadn't seen anyone beside steph since the baby was born and i wanted to show off my beautiful baby girl but i had a feeling i would run into the one person i didn't want to Joanie and it was not a pleasant experience.