Today is the biggest day in my life and my daughter's life today she turns
the big number 1 yes my baby is 1 year old and she is growing up to be a
wonderful little girl and she is the light of my eye and her daddy's eye
hunter loves her so much and i love him to.
Since hunter was on the road so much with the company he decided that me and selena should travel with him on one of the trips we stopped in a place i though i would never see again and that place was LOS ANGELES CALIFORNIA.
On the plane trip down there i was so terrified i was asleep and hunter was playing with selly we went down went steph her mom and dad.
"No stop get out no no nooooo."
I was in a private part of the jet so thank god no one heard me.
"Oh god what's happening to me every time i close my eyes i see what happens to me but i can't see a face god why can't i remember."
The plane was just about to land so i went up to where the seats were only to see selena asleep on hunter's chest so i walked over and place my hand on hunter's arm.
"Hi how long has she been asleep."
"Just a few minutes you ok you look kinda out of it."
"Oh don't worry im fine ya know when i saw you hold selly just now i thought to myself just how lucky i really am to have you in my life and in hers."
"I'm lucky to i have you and the baby what more could i ask for i love you both so very much and im never letting you go."
It was a long drive to the hotel and i was so tired i haven't slept much in the last few weeks every time i closed my eyes all i saw was a face it was a face and that's it nothing more when we got to the hotel hunter took selena in another room and laid her down on the bed so i decided to lay down myself the second my head hit that pillow i was out i was only asleep for a few minutes when i saw that face suddenly i was back at the night i was rapped.
I could see the back of the mans head and he was beating on me hitting me punching me harder and harder each time i refused him i could hear me screaming no every time he touched me the next thing i saw was him through me against a wall and fall lifeless to the ground he picked me up and carried me over to the bed and he neatly took off all my clothes so it would look like i wanted it and suddenly i heard him say.
"YOUR PRINCE CHARMING HELMSLEY ISN'T HERE TO SAVE YOU NOW JOANIE WAS RIGHT YOU ARE A SLUT YOUR GONNA GET WHAT YOU DESERVE AND IM GONNA BE THE ONE WHO GIVES IT TO YOU."
I became sick my stomach filled with vile all i wanted to do was throw up i couldn't stand to watch it but i had to i needed to see who did that to me when he was finished forcing himself on me he looked up and i saw his face i remembered who did this to me suddenly i woke up in a cold sweat breathing heavy.
"Oh my god i know what happened to me i know who did it i know who raped me."
Hunter walked in the room and saw me rocking myself back and forth on the bed crying like i was in pain.
"Baby what's wrong Lisa honey what's wrong."
"I know who did it i know who rapped me i saw his face in my dream i saw what he did to me i saw everything oh god i know who it is."
Hunter just pulled me close to him and comforted me.
"Lisa baby are you sure you know who it is."
I couldn't stop crying my whole body was shaking hunter tried to calm me but he couldn't.
"Yes im sure i saw his face i know who it is."
"Who was baby who hurt you."
"It was Kevin Kennedy."
And hunter knew exactly who that was he was a punk who thought he was gods gift to women suddenly we both heard the baby cry.
"Oh god hunter i don't want her to see me like this."
"Ok you go take a hot shower and i get selly."
Hunter was so determined to find Kevin and make him pay for hurting me i went into the bathroom and let the hot water run down my body and all i could think of was how was i gonna explain this to everyone i knew cause sooner or later they would find out if not from me they would find out from Kevin himself the only ones that knew about the rap was hunter his sister Michelle and Kevin himself oh god what was i going to do and i had to depend on hunter for guidance and strength and I knew he would give it to me cause our love could survive anything.
But the one person i was most afraid of was Joanie she was the one who planned it she was the one who wanted me to get rapped or maybe even killed by Kevin but he didn't the job he started i had to tell hunter the Joanie was the one behind it but i had to find out first for myself so i had to go to the source and make her tell me it was all i could i had to know why she did it!!!!!
Since hunter was on the road so much with the company he decided that me and selena should travel with him on one of the trips we stopped in a place i though i would never see again and that place was LOS ANGELES CALIFORNIA.
On the plane trip down there i was so terrified i was asleep and hunter was playing with selly we went down went steph her mom and dad.
"No stop get out no no nooooo."
I was in a private part of the jet so thank god no one heard me.
"Oh god what's happening to me every time i close my eyes i see what happens to me but i can't see a face god why can't i remember."
The plane was just about to land so i went up to where the seats were only to see selena asleep on hunter's chest so i walked over and place my hand on hunter's arm.
"Hi how long has she been asleep."
"Just a few minutes you ok you look kinda out of it."
"Oh don't worry im fine ya know when i saw you hold selly just now i thought to myself just how lucky i really am to have you in my life and in hers."
"I'm lucky to i have you and the baby what more could i ask for i love you both so very much and im never letting you go."
It was a long drive to the hotel and i was so tired i haven't slept much in the last few weeks every time i closed my eyes all i saw was a face it was a face and that's it nothing more when we got to the hotel hunter took selena in another room and laid her down on the bed so i decided to lay down myself the second my head hit that pillow i was out i was only asleep for a few minutes when i saw that face suddenly i was back at the night i was rapped.
I could see the back of the mans head and he was beating on me hitting me punching me harder and harder each time i refused him i could hear me screaming no every time he touched me the next thing i saw was him through me against a wall and fall lifeless to the ground he picked me up and carried me over to the bed and he neatly took off all my clothes so it would look like i wanted it and suddenly i heard him say.
"YOUR PRINCE CHARMING HELMSLEY ISN'T HERE TO SAVE YOU NOW JOANIE WAS RIGHT YOU ARE A SLUT YOUR GONNA GET WHAT YOU DESERVE AND IM GONNA BE THE ONE WHO GIVES IT TO YOU."
I became sick my stomach filled with vile all i wanted to do was throw up i couldn't stand to watch it but i had to i needed to see who did that to me when he was finished forcing himself on me he looked up and i saw his face i remembered who did this to me suddenly i woke up in a cold sweat breathing heavy.
"Oh my god i know what happened to me i know who did it i know who raped me."
Hunter walked in the room and saw me rocking myself back and forth on the bed crying like i was in pain.
"Baby what's wrong Lisa honey what's wrong."
"I know who did it i know who rapped me i saw his face in my dream i saw what he did to me i saw everything oh god i know who it is."
Hunter just pulled me close to him and comforted me.
"Lisa baby are you sure you know who it is."
I couldn't stop crying my whole body was shaking hunter tried to calm me but he couldn't.
"Yes im sure i saw his face i know who it is."
"Who was baby who hurt you."
"It was Kevin Kennedy."
And hunter knew exactly who that was he was a punk who thought he was gods gift to women suddenly we both heard the baby cry.
"Oh god hunter i don't want her to see me like this."
"Ok you go take a hot shower and i get selly."
Hunter was so determined to find Kevin and make him pay for hurting me i went into the bathroom and let the hot water run down my body and all i could think of was how was i gonna explain this to everyone i knew cause sooner or later they would find out if not from me they would find out from Kevin himself the only ones that knew about the rap was hunter his sister Michelle and Kevin himself oh god what was i going to do and i had to depend on hunter for guidance and strength and I knew he would give it to me cause our love could survive anything.
But the one person i was most afraid of was Joanie she was the one who planned it she was the one who wanted me to get rapped or maybe even killed by Kevin but he didn't the job he started i had to tell hunter the Joanie was the one behind it but i had to find out first for myself so i had to go to the source and make her tell me it was all i could i had to know why she did it!!!!!