Well here it is 4 years later and things couldn't be better my wonderful daughter Selena is growing up so fast it felt like it was just yesterday when i was changing he diapers and rocking her to sleep now she is walking and talking up a storm and i couldn't be happier.

Over the last 4 years i have been on the road with the WWF and with the greatest love of my life Hunter.

Hunter has had a great run in the wwf and has held the world title a total of 4 times and he is in the best shape of his career a few years ago he went down with a knee injury but he came back better and stronger then ever.

Now about selly and me we both travel with hunter and we love it and my little girl is a little charmer backstage the guys just adore her especially Steve Austin now this guys when i first met him was not a guy whoever wanted to be around kids but selly brought out a side of him that is so kind and so sweet his own mother wouldn't know him and he insisted that she call him Uncle Steve.

One day at the First Union Center in Philadelphia we were there for a smackdown taping.

"Mommy can i got play with daddy and uncle Steve."

"Ok honey but be careful ok and don't get in Daddy and Uncle Steve's way."

"I won't."

I was talking to Steve's wife Debra.

"Wow she has really grown up you must be so proud of her."

"Oh we are i'm so happy that she came into my life i wouldn't have it any other way."

"Daddy daddy where are you."

"Im over here honey."

"Daddy mommy said i can play with you and uncle Steve but i can't get in your way."

"Well daddy and uncle Steve are a little busy to play right now."

"Oh ok."

"Selena."

"Matty, jeffy, lita."

"Hey hardy chick how ya doing gimme a great big hardy girl kiss."

"Daddy can i go play with the hardys and lita."

"Ok but no rough stuff and Matt keep my daughter out of your clothes."

"Sure thing hunter come selly have i got a surprise for you."

I was still backstage when i bumped into Mark AKA the undertaker and his wife Sara.

"Well hi you two fancy seeing you here i thought you had the night off mark."

"I did but i just could resist seeing your pretty face."

"Awe mark your so sweet if you weren't married I'd kiss you."

"Oh no way Lisa he's mine say where is that pretty girl of your im dying to meet here."

"She with Hunter and Steve."

Suddenly out of the corner of my eye i saw Selena skipping and hopping with Lita and to my surprise she was dressed just like her.

"Mommy look what lita did she made me look just like her."

"Wow sweety you look very pretty."

"I hope you don't mind lisa we started playing dress up and one thing lead to another."

"Oh lita its okay i kinda think she looks cute sweetheart come here i want to introduce you to someone you remember mark don't you."

She did and she hugged the life out of him.

"Well i want you to meet his wife Sara say hi."

"Hi Miss Sara."

"Well hello Selena my you are so very polite."

"Lita can you keep a eye on her i have a few things to take care of before tonight."

"Sure come on selly lets go put on some big girl make-up."

"Not to much lita."

Lita waved and took selly with her i went off to my dressing room sat down with my laptop and check my email i went down the list of the normal emails i get when i came across a very strange email in the Subject it said.....

LISA ANDERSON OPEN WITH CARE.

I opened it and read it i only got in a few lines when i became sick to my stomach i closed the top of the lid to my lap top stood up and ran to the bathroom and puked up my lunch while i was in the bathroom i heard the door open.

"Lisa honey you here."

"Ill be right out."

I splashed some water on my face and went out hunter was standing there going over the script when he caught wind of me he got a little scared.

"Hey what's wrong you okay."

"No im not okay look at this."

I picked up my laptop and handed it to hunter he began reading the email and i could see the overwhelming sense of disgust flood his face he became 3 shades of red.

"Who sent this to you."

"I don't know but whoever it is there are very very sick."

I couldn't stop shaking i keep seeing the lines of that letter floating around in my head....

"Dearest Lisa,
Im not a fan nor am I a friend but i am someone that wants you to feel pain and suffering just like the pain i felt all those years ago when the one that i loved was ripped from my arms by someone who shale remain nameless so my dearest Lisa keep your loved ones close to you because when you least except it you can lose EVERYTHING just like that."

EVERYTHING JUST LIKE THAT...

What did it mean who was this person was it someone from my past was it someone i made mad well whoever this person was needed help.

"Hunter can you please hold me."

Hunter came over to me and put his arms around me and held me tight.

"Lisa your shaking like a leaf your really taking this hard."

"Why wouldn't i take this hard there is some sick freak out there who wants me to feel pain and suffering oh my god selena where's selly."

"Relax she's with Vince and Linda she's safe now sit down and relax."

"Im sorry sweetheart im just really freak out about this."

"Its probably some obsessed fan if it makes you fell better we can show it to shane and he can figure out who sent it ok."

I just shocked my head yes i was really scared out of my mind why would someone want me to feel pain and suffering all i could think about was selena is this person after her after me or is this person going through me to get to hunter and selly i just wanted it to end but this was only the beginning.