It's been almost 2 weeks since selena was taking from me i haven't eaten or
slept since then i can't stop thinking about her every time close my eyes i
see her smiling face or i see that bitch Joan all i want to do is rip her
apart.
I was laying in bed one afternoon when i had a dream more like a nightmare i was walking through a park of some kind when i start to hear selena cry out to me.
"Mommy where are mommy where are you."
"Selena baby i can't see you where are you."
"Mommy where are you."
"Im here baby i m here."
"Hello Lisa."
I heard that women's voice and it cut through me like a knife i turned around and there she was standing there with a smug look of glee on her face.
"Where's my baby where is she."
"Oh she just fine but she won't be I've got you Lisa I've got you right where i want you."
She started laughing then she disappeared into the night i screamed for her to come back screamed one last time when i woke up i was in my room.
"Oh god it was dream."
I buried my face in hands and started crying i looked up to see hunter rush in.
"Lisa baby are you all right i heard screaming outside."
"Just hold me please just hold me."
"You don't have to ask me twice."
Hunter put his arms around me and held.
"Everything's gonna be ok baby."
I pulled away from hunter and just looked at him.
"How can you say that how can you say that everything is gonna be ok when we don't even know if selena is dead or alive god why did i leave her in that room why this is all my fault i never should have left her."
"This is not your fault if anyone is to blame its me i wanted to leave her alone with the guard."
"No its not your fault its no ones im just so mad at myself for not protecting her better what kind of mother's leave her 5 year old child alone with a stranger why didn't i take Linda up on her offer to watch her atleast i would have known she'd be safe."
"Lisa if Linda would have watched her Joan would have still gotten her i didn't want to tell you this because of how upset you been and the doctor said you need little stress during your pregnancy."
"Hunter please tell if its about our daughter i wanna know."
"Ok the guard that we had outside selly's door when we found him he was drugged Joan had slipped something in his water bottle that has no odor or color."
"She drugged the guard."
"Yeah and that's not all i took shane and Steve to Joan's apartment and when we got there we found pictures all over the room ones of me with you and ones of me you and selly playing the backyard here at the house."
"Oh my god then it was her."
"What do you mean."
"Remember the day you came home from the road the night we made love for the first time i thought i saw someone outside and you told me it was just the wind it had to be her hunter."
"Your right i do remember oh damn why didn't i see this sooner."
"What else did you find."
"We found this."
He handed me a brown notebook i opened it up and found some really disturbing things.
"Oh god Joan was really a nut case."
"If you think that is crazy turn to page 10 and read the subject."
I turned to the page hunter said and read the subject line out loud.
"How I will kidnap Lisa's bastard child oh my god she had this planed since selly was born hunter we have to take this to cops."
"Steve and shane did they took a copy of the papers and they have a team from the FBI working on the case."
For the first time in a while i was happy now that the FBI was working on the case it should only be a matter of time before selena would be back in my arms again.
"It's good to see you smile again baby."
"I have hope now i know that they will find our baby girl and bring her back safe i just hope it's soon i miss her some much."
"I know i miss her to come here."
Hunter pulled me closer to him and held me tighter then tight.
"I think its time i get out of this bed and start living life again."
"That sounds like a great idea im gonna go call shane and steph and have them come over for lunch."
"I would really love that i miss those two so much."
"Oh i forgot to tell you there's a surprise downstairs for you."
I was so excited i didn't even get dressed i just put my robe on and flew down the stairs and when i got to the living room there was dozen and dozen of white rose my heart practically flew out of chest.
"Oh my god there beautiful who did all this."
"Why don't you read the card silly."
So I did.
"To Lisa,
We know you have had a rough few days but don't give up hope and we love and wish you the best in getting selly back with you where she belong and congratulations on your engagement and new baby.
Love,
Matt, Jeff, Lita, and all the rest of the wwf crew."
I started to cry i couldn't believe everyone at titan and the wwf would be so kind as to send me all these flowers.
"God i love these guys and i love you this made me fell really better."
"I knew that they would."
Hunter kissed me and held me as i was staring out the window i thought to myself i was lucky to have such and great bunch of friends and a wonderful fiancée i just hope selena would brought back to us soon!!!!!
I was laying in bed one afternoon when i had a dream more like a nightmare i was walking through a park of some kind when i start to hear selena cry out to me.
"Mommy where are mommy where are you."
"Selena baby i can't see you where are you."
"Mommy where are you."
"Im here baby i m here."
"Hello Lisa."
I heard that women's voice and it cut through me like a knife i turned around and there she was standing there with a smug look of glee on her face.
"Where's my baby where is she."
"Oh she just fine but she won't be I've got you Lisa I've got you right where i want you."
She started laughing then she disappeared into the night i screamed for her to come back screamed one last time when i woke up i was in my room.
"Oh god it was dream."
I buried my face in hands and started crying i looked up to see hunter rush in.
"Lisa baby are you all right i heard screaming outside."
"Just hold me please just hold me."
"You don't have to ask me twice."
Hunter put his arms around me and held.
"Everything's gonna be ok baby."
I pulled away from hunter and just looked at him.
"How can you say that how can you say that everything is gonna be ok when we don't even know if selena is dead or alive god why did i leave her in that room why this is all my fault i never should have left her."
"This is not your fault if anyone is to blame its me i wanted to leave her alone with the guard."
"No its not your fault its no ones im just so mad at myself for not protecting her better what kind of mother's leave her 5 year old child alone with a stranger why didn't i take Linda up on her offer to watch her atleast i would have known she'd be safe."
"Lisa if Linda would have watched her Joan would have still gotten her i didn't want to tell you this because of how upset you been and the doctor said you need little stress during your pregnancy."
"Hunter please tell if its about our daughter i wanna know."
"Ok the guard that we had outside selly's door when we found him he was drugged Joan had slipped something in his water bottle that has no odor or color."
"She drugged the guard."
"Yeah and that's not all i took shane and Steve to Joan's apartment and when we got there we found pictures all over the room ones of me with you and ones of me you and selly playing the backyard here at the house."
"Oh my god then it was her."
"What do you mean."
"Remember the day you came home from the road the night we made love for the first time i thought i saw someone outside and you told me it was just the wind it had to be her hunter."
"Your right i do remember oh damn why didn't i see this sooner."
"What else did you find."
"We found this."
He handed me a brown notebook i opened it up and found some really disturbing things.
"Oh god Joan was really a nut case."
"If you think that is crazy turn to page 10 and read the subject."
I turned to the page hunter said and read the subject line out loud.
"How I will kidnap Lisa's bastard child oh my god she had this planed since selly was born hunter we have to take this to cops."
"Steve and shane did they took a copy of the papers and they have a team from the FBI working on the case."
For the first time in a while i was happy now that the FBI was working on the case it should only be a matter of time before selena would be back in my arms again.
"It's good to see you smile again baby."
"I have hope now i know that they will find our baby girl and bring her back safe i just hope it's soon i miss her some much."
"I know i miss her to come here."
Hunter pulled me closer to him and held me tighter then tight.
"I think its time i get out of this bed and start living life again."
"That sounds like a great idea im gonna go call shane and steph and have them come over for lunch."
"I would really love that i miss those two so much."
"Oh i forgot to tell you there's a surprise downstairs for you."
I was so excited i didn't even get dressed i just put my robe on and flew down the stairs and when i got to the living room there was dozen and dozen of white rose my heart practically flew out of chest.
"Oh my god there beautiful who did all this."
"Why don't you read the card silly."
So I did.
"To Lisa,
We know you have had a rough few days but don't give up hope and we love and wish you the best in getting selly back with you where she belong and congratulations on your engagement and new baby.
Love,
Matt, Jeff, Lita, and all the rest of the wwf crew."
I started to cry i couldn't believe everyone at titan and the wwf would be so kind as to send me all these flowers.
"God i love these guys and i love you this made me fell really better."
"I knew that they would."
Hunter kissed me and held me as i was staring out the window i thought to myself i was lucky to have such and great bunch of friends and a wonderful fiancée i just hope selena would brought back to us soon!!!!!