Author's Note:  Well hi people!  There are 2 parts to this story, and no, a part is not a chapter.  This is part 1, when Syaoran lets out his feelings and past.  The second part will be revealed in later chapters.

Disclaimer: I am only going to do this once!  *coughs* I do not own CardCaptor Sakura, or any other anime characters, but I plan to buy the company in the future…hehehehe…, but I do own the storyline!  Anywayz, now on with the story…

Unknown to the Mind, Yet Still in the Heart

Part 1~Chapter 1

By Wicked Hanyou

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            I am what you would call a writer, but I prefer to be called a scribe, heck, I don't think I should even have the honor to be called that nowadays.  When I was a 23-year-old teenager, it was at that time I could be called a fully-fledged writer, even a good one, yet all that stopped after I met her, the girl who came and gone, with my heart.

            I am now just a walking shell that is heartless.  It would be so easy to live if life just gave you a script and told you to follow what it is on it, which of course will proscribe you from the wrong choices in your life.  My life, unfortunately, is not that simple.  My old famous works were all about a hero/heroine's adventure to get respect, honor, etc., which many conflicts, but all had ended with happy conclusions.  The recent works I have been producing were full of angst or were like transcripts of "happy" stories I have read to help inspire me to write beautifully again.  As expected, they were all rejected by my editor, Eriol, who said it was too dark of a story that could make even the most cheery person who read it feeling sad, and that will not sell big in the industry.  With all this pressure, I have been getting many headaches, so my doctor prescribed a medication for me, which stopped the headaches, but not the pain in my heart.  That doctor was young, and that made me feel like an old man because of this painful experience, even though I am just 28.  Therefore, I have decided to write one last story, dedicated to her, who inspired me to write so well back then and taught me to look at life in a new, different way.  The story of my life, which is indescribable when told by mouth, but can be described with many words when on paper…

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"Vegeta looked at the brown haired boy, with a look of disgust.  The boy had shuddered under his glare of-"

"Arggggg!  I don't know why, but this story sounds so lame to me, the person who is writing it and look at all these scribbles I have made during the process!" yelled 23-year-old Syaoran Li, who was in the middle of pulling his own hair out.  Syaoran Li, future leader of the Li Clan in Hong Kong, lives by himself in Tomeda, Japan, the place he takes his writing classes at the prestigious Toudai-U.  "What time is it...,"Syaoran mumbled to himself, as usual, while looking at his watch.  "8:15!  Class is going to start soon!"  He grabbed his school bag and ran to his Mercedes, driving straight to Toudai-U.

            Syaoran Li was always a stubborn and serious person who always kept to himself.  With brown, short, and messy hair, his tall height, and chocolate brown eyes, he was popular among the girls, but he rejected them all, thinking they were all like his annoying cousin, Meiling, who is a valley girl.  He hardly has any friends, well actually to be exact; it seems he only has two friends.  It seems that he does not know how to enjoy life to its fullest.

            Syaoran ran to his class, just five minutes before the bell rang.  Syaoran sat down on his seat and turned to face his two friends, his breathing still uneven from running.  "Whoa!  The Mr. Prompt is almost late!  What happened to you this morning?"  Eriol Hiiragizawa, one of his two friends, asked with a small devious smile on his face.  "Ha ha ha," Syaoran laughed in a sarcastic tone.  "I was working on my story, which isn't turning out so well…" 

            Son of an editor, Eriol Hiiragizawa plans to be one too.  Eriol is a very mysterious person, how Syaoran and he became friends was unknown, but Eriol loves to tease him whenever an opportunity pops up.  Eriol had dark blue hair, glasses, and a girlfriend named Tomoyo Daidouji.  It seems that he always has an evil smile on his face.

"I heard that in the old times, people that have writer's block would hold their breath until they thought of something," Yamazaki Takashi, who was known for lying, yet Syaoran always believed him, said in an important manner.  A girl behind him named Chiharu Miharu, who is his girlfriend, pulled his ear while chanting, "Lies!  They are all lies!"

That was when the teacher walked in and started the lesson right away. 

Near the end of the lesson, the teacher announced, "I will be partnering you all up so your stories can be read and improved by a peer near you."  Not caring about anybody else's partners, Syaoran ignored the teacher until he heard his name.

"Syaoran Li and Sakura Kinomoto"

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Well that's all for now.  Please review!  I'll post up the next chapter when I get at least 10 reviews.

What's up next:  His feelings on being partnered up with Sakura.  Also he learns a few things from her…

Quote in next chapter:  "How long is this girl going to take?..."

Now please take the time to review this story, good or bad, just as long as ya review!Thanks all!

~♥,

Wicked Hanyou