Second Guessed
Chapter3: Damned Book..
Well today was certainly one for the books or book or whatever.. Ah hell I know what I mean after all I'm the only one who reads this right? Of course!
Well why was this day such an event? I'll tell you.. Today was the first day I had ever spent with a happy and content Ryou. Is it me or since the other incident he isn't scared of me any more? And can.. Trust me?
Being trusted is a very new and odd feeling for me and to be honest I'm not sure what to do or think. My Ra! For the first time in my life I haven't got any sharp or witty come back to counter this feeling! Mind you that's what suicides for ok that was a joke. Yes it sucked No I don't care if it really did.
Any way back to today, being Saturday and all instead of going to his lord ships he stayed with me and we watched a thing called a DVD? A movie about a video that when you watch it you die seven days later.. Well any way we sat on the sofa and watched this 'horror'
I thought it was hilarious! But Ryou was very scared on a lot of parts, I remember him shaking like a leaf and trying to hide behind a cushion so I did something I didn't think would have so much effect on him. I put my arm around him and pulled him close, he stopped shaking and just cuddled closer to me.
Maybe I should try this 'comfort' thing more often it makes him feel liked and it makes me feel like I'm worth more then I used to be back in the day. And just for the record I don't have a crush on my light I just woke up to the fact fate brought us together to share a friendship..
And since I'm hardly ever able to keep to my end of it like Ryou does his I might as well catch up for lost time. Right? Man I sound like a sap.. I'd just die if that Joey kid read this or any one for that matter! Maybe putting all this in some flea bitten book ain't such a good idea? Oh well.. At least it don't talk back or give you questioning looks.
Any way I have to go I promised I'd take Ryou out for Chinese food.. I love that stuff! Rice is SO fun to flick at people!
Hay I said I'd be nice to Ryou I never said any thing about being nice to others did I?
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Chapter3: Damned Book..
Well today was certainly one for the books or book or whatever.. Ah hell I know what I mean after all I'm the only one who reads this right? Of course!
Well why was this day such an event? I'll tell you.. Today was the first day I had ever spent with a happy and content Ryou. Is it me or since the other incident he isn't scared of me any more? And can.. Trust me?
Being trusted is a very new and odd feeling for me and to be honest I'm not sure what to do or think. My Ra! For the first time in my life I haven't got any sharp or witty come back to counter this feeling! Mind you that's what suicides for ok that was a joke. Yes it sucked No I don't care if it really did.
Any way back to today, being Saturday and all instead of going to his lord ships he stayed with me and we watched a thing called a DVD? A movie about a video that when you watch it you die seven days later.. Well any way we sat on the sofa and watched this 'horror'
I thought it was hilarious! But Ryou was very scared on a lot of parts, I remember him shaking like a leaf and trying to hide behind a cushion so I did something I didn't think would have so much effect on him. I put my arm around him and pulled him close, he stopped shaking and just cuddled closer to me.
Maybe I should try this 'comfort' thing more often it makes him feel liked and it makes me feel like I'm worth more then I used to be back in the day. And just for the record I don't have a crush on my light I just woke up to the fact fate brought us together to share a friendship..
And since I'm hardly ever able to keep to my end of it like Ryou does his I might as well catch up for lost time. Right? Man I sound like a sap.. I'd just die if that Joey kid read this or any one for that matter! Maybe putting all this in some flea bitten book ain't such a good idea? Oh well.. At least it don't talk back or give you questioning looks.
Any way I have to go I promised I'd take Ryou out for Chinese food.. I love that stuff! Rice is SO fun to flick at people!
Hay I said I'd be nice to Ryou I never said any thing about being nice to others did I?
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