Second Guessed

AN: Should I make this Yaoi?

Chap4: I have rice in my hair..

Well last night was fun nothing bad happened but I DID get rice in my hair.. How? Well when Ryou and me got there (to the Chinese place) the only place left to sit was near a family who had kids and well one kid had great aim with a spoon loaded with rice, gotta be thankful for white hair.

Everyone was staring at the two of us like we had four heads, so what if we look the same? I'm the one with rice in my hair! I hate kids! I REALLY hate them.. I'm never going to have kids. Can't stand the little shits.

Any way back to what happened. After we got all the stares and comments aimed at us we did have a good meal, I like Chinese but not as much as Ryou I NEVER knew he could like that! Put me to shame almost.

We had a laugh at the expense of the waiter but it was funny! Some kid left it's toy on the floor and the waiter was carrying a cake of some sort and he tripped over and well you can guess the rest. Finally chaos I DIDN'T create!

The place died down a bit and soon we were the only ones there and it seemed so peaceful and I enjoy his company. He has a really sweet smile I never noticed before and his laugh is more of an innocent giggle again I never noticed.

We talked for what seemed like forever and I could tell he trusted me more now and felt safe with me. No one has ever shown me kindness like he has I guess I had a.. Ok I just hit myself for the pun. Change of heart.

Maybe the reason that's Ryou's favourite card is deeper then what I once thought but at least I have changed for the better. Any way we left at about 8.00pm and the taxi ride took about 30 minutes and by the time we had gotten home Ryou had fallen asleep using me as a pillow. I didn't mind but the taxi driver almost had a heart attack and he felt my wrath! After a nice little death threat he soon kept his eyes to the road.

I love being evil but not to Ryou any more.. I finally have a friend. True friends are hard to come by but even harder to keep.

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