Blurring and stirring the truth and lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't truth myself anymore
I'm dying again
(Taken from 'Going Under' by Evanescence off the album 'Fallen'.)
Confusing Emotions
Mr and Mrs Potter stood at the door to the train as their son and Sirius struggled into the compartment with their truck's, Mrs Potter stepped back and saw Nissa; she still had the same colour hair and make-up on just different colours. Mr Potter looked at his wife and then over to where she was looking, and also noticed there was a lot of young lads eyeing up as well.
"Have you seen Remus?" James asked them as they came back out.
"Well no." Mr Potter said turning back to the two lads.
"She's here, isn't she?" Sirius asked them.
"Sirius maybe you shouldn't go over to her, remember what happened last time." Mr Potter advised him.
Sirius nodded as he stepped off the train with James to look for Remus and Peter, but then he saw Snape; every time he saw them together it made him want to beat him to death that it was him with her and she wasn't with him, why weren't she?
"There's Remus, oh and he's with Peter." James told him pointing near to where Nissa was.
They made their way over to their friends, while Sirius control the urge to attack Snape as they became ever nearer. Severus stood in front of Nissa, but she still saw him, them, walking over; she knew they weren't coming over to them to her.
"Hi." Remus said walking past Rosier to James and Sirius. "Just got here, but found Peter."
"We've already got a compartment." James told him. "Come on, we'll help you load them on the train."
Severus lifted his truck and backed into Sirius and James almost knocking them over.
"Watch where you're going Snivellus." Sirius shot at him.
Severus glared at them, but didn't say anything, because he didn't need to because they all knew that he had one up on them anyway; Nissa was with him.
Nissa started to walk with Bellatrix towards the train.
"What do they brain wash you or something while we're away from the school?" Sirius shouted at her.
Nissa stopped and turned round, she walked back over to him and looked at him straight in his eyes; but he wasn't looking at her normal eyes anymore.
"No they don't." Nissa told him and then whispered. "But you need to sort yours out, or stop playing with mine."
She turned and walked off leaving him completely puzzled.
Sirius sat next to James looking very moody as he watched the countryside fly by.
"You should have listened to dad." James told him. "He was only trying to help."
Sirius turned round. "It isn't what I said to her, it's what she said to me."
"What do you mean?" Remus asked him.
"I'm not sure, it doesn't matter." Sirius told them waving his hand dismissively.
Severus sat by the window next to Nissa with Lestrange and Bellatrix opposite them, Severus kept moving every time she did she didn't seem to be able to get comfy; when finally she stood up.
"I'll see you later, I'm going to go and say hi to Lily and the others." Nissa told them, they didn't seem pleased at this.
"I guess, if you really want too." Severus said though really he wanted to tell her to stay with them.
She opened the door and went left, she walked past and couple of compartments where she knew people in them, she smiled at them as she walked past making they grope at her appearance. She walked past James', Sirius', Remus and Peter's, Sirius just glared at her. She wanted to go in and hit him for being such an idiot but she walked on, but she caught what he said about her.
"I'm surprised she isn't sticking with her Slytherin friends." Sirius said loudly.
Nissa walked on, until she found Lily and quickly went in and sat down beside her and breathed deeply, s though she had just ran down the corridor to them.
"Hi." Lily said pleasantly.
"We aren't you with that lot, the Slytherin's." Ella asked.
"Nice to see you as well Ella." Nissa said smiling. "Did you lot have a nice summer?"
"Yeah it wasn't to bad, Bella moved house she lives just up the road from me now." Lily told her. "What about you?"
"Well I've had better." Nissa admitted.
"Really, I would say that you really went to town on your Slytherin look this year." Ella told her.
"Ignore her she's just upset about Sirius." Natalie explained.
"What do you mean?" Nissa asked a little confused.
"Well one minute it looks as though you're going out with that Snape guy, and then the next Sirius." Natalie explained. "And now the two of you are fighting again, and your back with Snape."
Nissa smiled. "Oh right, well Sirius wasn't really taken with my appearance or rather he was, I'm not really sure about his behaviour myself. He says that I'm confusing but he is as well. And by the way, I'm not going out with either of them; big reason neither of them have asked me out."
They all laughed finally realising what was kind of going on.
Lily walked passed James who smiled at her, which she only smiled slightly back at him wondering if he was up to something as she made her way to an empty carriage with her friends.
"Is it me, or has it gotten really cold?" Nissa asked as she wrapped her robe tightly around.
Sirius heard her, and then pulled James and Remus back, Peter stepped back as well he didn't have enough hands to get hold of them all.
"She's cold again." Sirius told them.
"What now your concerned about her again, I can't keep up with you mate at this rate." James said.
"No, remember after Christmas when she came back, she wasn't well because she was cold or had a cold." Sirius explained. "Maybe that's why she looks like she does."
"Then that also means then that you shouldn't have shouted at her." Remus told him.
Sirius glared at him knowing that he was right, well only if he was right about this.
Nissa waited until Sirius and Remus had decided where they were sitting not wanting to sit next to Sirius so that he would have another go at her, but he decided to let Remus sit next to her which she was very glad about. Nissa sat down next to Lily and Remus, Sirius switched places with him as if he had waited for this.
"Switch will you?" Nissa asked Lily.
"No, she's staying." Sirius told Lily pulling her back into her seat.
"Let go of me." Nissa told him, but he didn't he was waiting for something but he could feel anything.
The doors opened and the new first years walked in with Professor McGonagall leading the way, Sirius let go of her.
All the way through the sorting Nissa seemed to move and unfastern her robes as if she was to warm, when it was finally over Dumbledore stood up.
"Welcome back to all, and welcome to our new arrival's." Dumbledore said beaming down at the student's. "There is a time for speaking, but this isn't it, eat."
And with his last word the feast appeared filling all the house tables and the teachers.
"Finally, I'm boiling." Nissa said pulling her robe off and putting it in- between her and Sirius.
"Really, you look cold to me." Sirius said. "Considering your skin is so pale."
"I can't help that." Nissa said as she reached for her drink.
"Maybe it's because you've been those Slytherin's." Sirius said.
"What? Didn't you say that before that you think they're brain washing me or something?" Nissa asked him. "Or maybe, its you, who keeps going on at me."
"I don't!" Sirius told her.
They all looked at him; Sirius filled his plate with food without saying anything.
Sirius sat down beside Nissa for breakfast, he had thought about it all night he had thought about nothing else.
"I'm sorry." Sirius whispered to her.
"What, I didn't hear that." Nissa teased him.
Sirius glared at her playfully, then stood up and said. "I'm sorry."
Natalie and Polly giggle thinking that he was dead sweet, Ella though glared at Nissa but she didn't see her of course because she was looking at the very charming Sirius. He sat back down smiling at her, which she smiled back at him.
"Apology accepted." Nissa said.
"You're not going to say it as well?" Sirius asked.
"That lasted for about ten seconds." Remus said to James.
"What do I have to be sorry for?" Nissa asked him. "My appearance, which you did say one minute you like and then the next you didn't. Or is it for the fact that I have a Slytherin as a friend?"
Sirius didn't get a chance to answer her because just then Professor McGonagall came along and gave them their new time tables. Sirius looked over at Nissa's.
"You've got a stupid time table like last year." Sirius said before he realised what he was saying.
"It isn't stupid." Nissa told him.
"Of course it is, look at it. How are you supposed to get to all those lessons?" Sirius said. "I bet that you didn't get to half of what you said you did last year."
"Well that would be where you're wrong." Nissa told him.
"Are they a couple?" Remus asked James quietly. "Because they do act like one, don't they?"
(A/N: - Right I hoped you liked that, but over the weekend I won't be posting as many chapters because I need to finish writing my own book so that I can send it off to Publisher's. Which I tell you that Nissa and Infidus are characters out of my own book; I thought that they would go well in a Harry Potter story. Just thought you would want to know. Hopefully one day, I'll get my books published and I'll find out the real secrets about who Nissa and Infidus really are. Well I should get a couple of chapters up just not as many as I normally do, but keep checking you never know.)
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't truth myself anymore
I'm dying again
(Taken from 'Going Under' by Evanescence off the album 'Fallen'.)
Confusing Emotions
Mr and Mrs Potter stood at the door to the train as their son and Sirius struggled into the compartment with their truck's, Mrs Potter stepped back and saw Nissa; she still had the same colour hair and make-up on just different colours. Mr Potter looked at his wife and then over to where she was looking, and also noticed there was a lot of young lads eyeing up as well.
"Have you seen Remus?" James asked them as they came back out.
"Well no." Mr Potter said turning back to the two lads.
"She's here, isn't she?" Sirius asked them.
"Sirius maybe you shouldn't go over to her, remember what happened last time." Mr Potter advised him.
Sirius nodded as he stepped off the train with James to look for Remus and Peter, but then he saw Snape; every time he saw them together it made him want to beat him to death that it was him with her and she wasn't with him, why weren't she?
"There's Remus, oh and he's with Peter." James told him pointing near to where Nissa was.
They made their way over to their friends, while Sirius control the urge to attack Snape as they became ever nearer. Severus stood in front of Nissa, but she still saw him, them, walking over; she knew they weren't coming over to them to her.
"Hi." Remus said walking past Rosier to James and Sirius. "Just got here, but found Peter."
"We've already got a compartment." James told him. "Come on, we'll help you load them on the train."
Severus lifted his truck and backed into Sirius and James almost knocking them over.
"Watch where you're going Snivellus." Sirius shot at him.
Severus glared at them, but didn't say anything, because he didn't need to because they all knew that he had one up on them anyway; Nissa was with him.
Nissa started to walk with Bellatrix towards the train.
"What do they brain wash you or something while we're away from the school?" Sirius shouted at her.
Nissa stopped and turned round, she walked back over to him and looked at him straight in his eyes; but he wasn't looking at her normal eyes anymore.
"No they don't." Nissa told him and then whispered. "But you need to sort yours out, or stop playing with mine."
She turned and walked off leaving him completely puzzled.
Sirius sat next to James looking very moody as he watched the countryside fly by.
"You should have listened to dad." James told him. "He was only trying to help."
Sirius turned round. "It isn't what I said to her, it's what she said to me."
"What do you mean?" Remus asked him.
"I'm not sure, it doesn't matter." Sirius told them waving his hand dismissively.
Severus sat by the window next to Nissa with Lestrange and Bellatrix opposite them, Severus kept moving every time she did she didn't seem to be able to get comfy; when finally she stood up.
"I'll see you later, I'm going to go and say hi to Lily and the others." Nissa told them, they didn't seem pleased at this.
"I guess, if you really want too." Severus said though really he wanted to tell her to stay with them.
She opened the door and went left, she walked past and couple of compartments where she knew people in them, she smiled at them as she walked past making they grope at her appearance. She walked past James', Sirius', Remus and Peter's, Sirius just glared at her. She wanted to go in and hit him for being such an idiot but she walked on, but she caught what he said about her.
"I'm surprised she isn't sticking with her Slytherin friends." Sirius said loudly.
Nissa walked on, until she found Lily and quickly went in and sat down beside her and breathed deeply, s though she had just ran down the corridor to them.
"Hi." Lily said pleasantly.
"We aren't you with that lot, the Slytherin's." Ella asked.
"Nice to see you as well Ella." Nissa said smiling. "Did you lot have a nice summer?"
"Yeah it wasn't to bad, Bella moved house she lives just up the road from me now." Lily told her. "What about you?"
"Well I've had better." Nissa admitted.
"Really, I would say that you really went to town on your Slytherin look this year." Ella told her.
"Ignore her she's just upset about Sirius." Natalie explained.
"What do you mean?" Nissa asked a little confused.
"Well one minute it looks as though you're going out with that Snape guy, and then the next Sirius." Natalie explained. "And now the two of you are fighting again, and your back with Snape."
Nissa smiled. "Oh right, well Sirius wasn't really taken with my appearance or rather he was, I'm not really sure about his behaviour myself. He says that I'm confusing but he is as well. And by the way, I'm not going out with either of them; big reason neither of them have asked me out."
They all laughed finally realising what was kind of going on.
Lily walked passed James who smiled at her, which she only smiled slightly back at him wondering if he was up to something as she made her way to an empty carriage with her friends.
"Is it me, or has it gotten really cold?" Nissa asked as she wrapped her robe tightly around.
Sirius heard her, and then pulled James and Remus back, Peter stepped back as well he didn't have enough hands to get hold of them all.
"She's cold again." Sirius told them.
"What now your concerned about her again, I can't keep up with you mate at this rate." James said.
"No, remember after Christmas when she came back, she wasn't well because she was cold or had a cold." Sirius explained. "Maybe that's why she looks like she does."
"Then that also means then that you shouldn't have shouted at her." Remus told him.
Sirius glared at him knowing that he was right, well only if he was right about this.
Nissa waited until Sirius and Remus had decided where they were sitting not wanting to sit next to Sirius so that he would have another go at her, but he decided to let Remus sit next to her which she was very glad about. Nissa sat down next to Lily and Remus, Sirius switched places with him as if he had waited for this.
"Switch will you?" Nissa asked Lily.
"No, she's staying." Sirius told Lily pulling her back into her seat.
"Let go of me." Nissa told him, but he didn't he was waiting for something but he could feel anything.
The doors opened and the new first years walked in with Professor McGonagall leading the way, Sirius let go of her.
All the way through the sorting Nissa seemed to move and unfastern her robes as if she was to warm, when it was finally over Dumbledore stood up.
"Welcome back to all, and welcome to our new arrival's." Dumbledore said beaming down at the student's. "There is a time for speaking, but this isn't it, eat."
And with his last word the feast appeared filling all the house tables and the teachers.
"Finally, I'm boiling." Nissa said pulling her robe off and putting it in- between her and Sirius.
"Really, you look cold to me." Sirius said. "Considering your skin is so pale."
"I can't help that." Nissa said as she reached for her drink.
"Maybe it's because you've been those Slytherin's." Sirius said.
"What? Didn't you say that before that you think they're brain washing me or something?" Nissa asked him. "Or maybe, its you, who keeps going on at me."
"I don't!" Sirius told her.
They all looked at him; Sirius filled his plate with food without saying anything.
Sirius sat down beside Nissa for breakfast, he had thought about it all night he had thought about nothing else.
"I'm sorry." Sirius whispered to her.
"What, I didn't hear that." Nissa teased him.
Sirius glared at her playfully, then stood up and said. "I'm sorry."
Natalie and Polly giggle thinking that he was dead sweet, Ella though glared at Nissa but she didn't see her of course because she was looking at the very charming Sirius. He sat back down smiling at her, which she smiled back at him.
"Apology accepted." Nissa said.
"You're not going to say it as well?" Sirius asked.
"That lasted for about ten seconds." Remus said to James.
"What do I have to be sorry for?" Nissa asked him. "My appearance, which you did say one minute you like and then the next you didn't. Or is it for the fact that I have a Slytherin as a friend?"
Sirius didn't get a chance to answer her because just then Professor McGonagall came along and gave them their new time tables. Sirius looked over at Nissa's.
"You've got a stupid time table like last year." Sirius said before he realised what he was saying.
"It isn't stupid." Nissa told him.
"Of course it is, look at it. How are you supposed to get to all those lessons?" Sirius said. "I bet that you didn't get to half of what you said you did last year."
"Well that would be where you're wrong." Nissa told him.
"Are they a couple?" Remus asked James quietly. "Because they do act like one, don't they?"
(A/N: - Right I hoped you liked that, but over the weekend I won't be posting as many chapters because I need to finish writing my own book so that I can send it off to Publisher's. Which I tell you that Nissa and Infidus are characters out of my own book; I thought that they would go well in a Harry Potter story. Just thought you would want to know. Hopefully one day, I'll get my books published and I'll find out the real secrets about who Nissa and Infidus really are. Well I should get a couple of chapters up just not as many as I normally do, but keep checking you never know.)