A/N: Hi everybody, well you all wanted to know what happend with Jess and
Rory in Being Here but I liked the way I ended the story....so I made a
sequel! YaY! I guess...anyway this is the prologue and I hope you will like
it.
Please review...I love reviews! I probably shouldn't tell you that since I
told you about a million times before so you probably know it by now.
Anyway enjoy the story!

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Chapter 1

My life only became better after he left.
At first it was hard, I missed him and I thought my life ended, Jess was
gone and Dean practically hated me.
But after a while Dean came around and he got used to the idea of becoming
a father.
After 8 months I looked like a whale and I was happy I finally got into
labor, I wish I could still say the same.
Unfortunatly it didn't go the way we planned and while I was giving birth
our baby died.
The months that followed were really hard for all of us.
Dean burried himself into his work and I...well I pretended it never
happend.
One night he came home from his work and we got into a fight, we did have a
fight every once in a while but never this big, so I temporarily moved out
and I lived with my mom and Luke for 2 months.
I really missed Dean and we decided we had to go see a therapist.
Everything that we had kept inside for so long finally came out.
I didn't tell him about my "relationship"with Jess and I don't see why I
should.
I've come to the point in my life I realize I loved Jess and probably I
always will because he's a part of me.
I do think of him occasionally, I wonder how he's doing or what the latest
book is he's read.
Sometimes, only when I'm alone, I wonder of the life I could have had when
things went completly different.

---*Flashback



His memories has almost faded now, they are drifting in and out at least
once a day.
But I will keep these memories a life cause I was his for a little while.
He will always be a part of me and with every tear that falls I remember
him.
Cause it's just like he said: "My love for you will never die"
Every time I remember you I wish you were mine.
But you're just a love who failed to see and now I can't let you go.

---*End Flashback



But I'm over that now, I see that what we had was temporary and it never
has been or ever will be anything more.
The last time I told myself that I had to convince myself it was true but
now there's no need to, I love Dean and he's the one I belong to.
I haven't made a lote of mistakes in my life but there are things I would
have done differently.
I never became a journalist, with my pregnancy and all.
After a small accident with his knee, Dean's future with basketball was
gone as well.
He's the manager of Doose now and I am working at the Inn with my mom.
I really like it, it's not the future I wanted but it brings money on the
table and I can see my mom a lot.

After our meeting with the thearapist things got better.
On our 8 year anniversary Dean asked me to marry him and I accepted.
I've never been more happy and I honestly believe we will make it.
We have been through so much together and we survived.
That's why I know our marriage will last.
We've decided not to go on a honeymoon but we will go on a engamentmoon.
What can I say, I like to be different.
We did have a small misunderstanding about the city we would visit.
I told him he could surprise me, and that leaves me here, packing my stuff
to a place I don't know.



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