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Chapter 3:
When I woke up this morning I found my man missing.
At first I thought something happend but than I found his comforting note:
"Good Morning! Be right with a little surprise."
On the side of his note he had drawled a little smiley, he always does
that.
And after an hour or so he finally returned, I sensed almost in an instant
the change in him and when I asked what was wrong, he simply replied
"nothing"
I could tell he was lying but when he held my present in front of me I let
that thought go.
When I unwraped it I found my favourite book and I decided not to tell him
I already have it.
Sometimes I ask myself if he really knows me.
Off course he does! I don't need to tell myself that, if he didn't know me
how would he know what my favourite book is.
I'll just look for the receit and return it...there's no harm in it right?
He wouldn't even notice because I have the same book already.
I wanted to tell her, I wanted to tell her I saw him, but I couldn't.
It would change everything, she would visit him and invite him to our
wedding and I can't let that happen.
I wish I never went to his bookstore this morning.
I can still hear that stupid Irish man say it:
"Just one sec. mate I'll get the manager"
I should have known, when I wanted to leave this morning, something was
pullig me back.
Something said to me that I shouldn't go, somewhere deep down inside I knew
he was there.
Why didn't I listen?
"Dean, I'll be right back"
"Where are you going?"
"Oh just taking a walk, you wanna come?"
"No I'll just stay here, have fun"
"Bye"
I knew he didn't want to come with me and now I have the chance to return
the book and pick another one.
The way to the bookstore isn't as easy as I thought it would be.
I walked through whole Seatlle and I haven't found it until I found this
really small store and I realized this was my practically the last store
there was in Seatlle so this had to be the one.
When I walked into this little bookstore I was welcomed by books I never
heard of and first editions I've never seen.
After being in the store for a while I found my way to the front desk, my
heart started racing and my head started spinning when the man in front of
the front desk turned around.
Neither one of us moved as we faced each other, neither one of us spoke.
I always thought that if we saw each other once again I would know what to
say but now I've come that point, everything that comes into my head seems
inappropiate and somehow lacking.
When I was finally ready I took a deep breath and managed to say 'hi'
"Hi" he softly stammered.
As he spoke and it all come together- beeing here, seeing him.
I felt something twitch inside, something deep and old, something that
makes me dizzy for just a second.
I caught myself fighting for control, I didn't expect this to happen, I
don't want this to happen.
Yet the feeling went on despite myself, and for a brief moment I feel like
17 again, feel like I hadn't in years, as if all my dreams could still come
true.
Without another word we finally come together, as if it were the most
natural thing in the world and he put his arms around me, drawing me close.
We stayed like this for a long time before I pull away to look at him.
Up close, I could see he is a man now, there was a new edge to him, yet the
way he was holding me, made me realize how much I'd missed him since I'd
seen him last.
My eyes are starting to fill with tears when we finally release each other.
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Chapter 3:
When I woke up this morning I found my man missing.
At first I thought something happend but than I found his comforting note:
"Good Morning! Be right with a little surprise."
On the side of his note he had drawled a little smiley, he always does
that.
And after an hour or so he finally returned, I sensed almost in an instant
the change in him and when I asked what was wrong, he simply replied
"nothing"
I could tell he was lying but when he held my present in front of me I let
that thought go.
When I unwraped it I found my favourite book and I decided not to tell him
I already have it.
Sometimes I ask myself if he really knows me.
Off course he does! I don't need to tell myself that, if he didn't know me
how would he know what my favourite book is.
I'll just look for the receit and return it...there's no harm in it right?
He wouldn't even notice because I have the same book already.
I wanted to tell her, I wanted to tell her I saw him, but I couldn't.
It would change everything, she would visit him and invite him to our
wedding and I can't let that happen.
I wish I never went to his bookstore this morning.
I can still hear that stupid Irish man say it:
"Just one sec. mate I'll get the manager"
I should have known, when I wanted to leave this morning, something was
pullig me back.
Something said to me that I shouldn't go, somewhere deep down inside I knew
he was there.
Why didn't I listen?
"Dean, I'll be right back"
"Where are you going?"
"Oh just taking a walk, you wanna come?"
"No I'll just stay here, have fun"
"Bye"
I knew he didn't want to come with me and now I have the chance to return
the book and pick another one.
The way to the bookstore isn't as easy as I thought it would be.
I walked through whole Seatlle and I haven't found it until I found this
really small store and I realized this was my practically the last store
there was in Seatlle so this had to be the one.
When I walked into this little bookstore I was welcomed by books I never
heard of and first editions I've never seen.
After being in the store for a while I found my way to the front desk, my
heart started racing and my head started spinning when the man in front of
the front desk turned around.
Neither one of us moved as we faced each other, neither one of us spoke.
I always thought that if we saw each other once again I would know what to
say but now I've come that point, everything that comes into my head seems
inappropiate and somehow lacking.
When I was finally ready I took a deep breath and managed to say 'hi'
"Hi" he softly stammered.
As he spoke and it all come together- beeing here, seeing him.
I felt something twitch inside, something deep and old, something that
makes me dizzy for just a second.
I caught myself fighting for control, I didn't expect this to happen, I
don't want this to happen.
Yet the feeling went on despite myself, and for a brief moment I feel like
17 again, feel like I hadn't in years, as if all my dreams could still come
true.
Without another word we finally come together, as if it were the most
natural thing in the world and he put his arms around me, drawing me close.
We stayed like this for a long time before I pull away to look at him.
Up close, I could see he is a man now, there was a new edge to him, yet the
way he was holding me, made me realize how much I'd missed him since I'd
seen him last.
My eyes are starting to fill with tears when we finally release each other.
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