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Chapter 4:
When I returned to Eva later that night it somehow felt like I betrayed
her, like I was cheating on her.
The feeling I saw her today was the one I thought I lost long ago.
I didn't think she still had some kind of impact on me, I don't want her to
have an impact on me.
I want her to leave as quickly as she came, but somehow those thoughts felt
like a lie.
I don't want her to leave, something deep inside of me screamed at her
today when she made her move to leave the store.
I guess she didn't want to leave either, right before she opened the door
she turned around and we started talking for hours.
We talked like nothing ever happend, like we've never been seperated.
Things turned out a lot different then I expected to be.
---*Flashback*---
"How's your kid doing?"
"Well I, we, don't have a kid"
"Why, what happend?"
"I got into labor and I got a miscariage"
"I'm sorry"
"Oh no it's okay, I'm over it"
"So how did you end up here?"
"What do you mean"
"Well I mean in Seatlle, my bookstore"
"Your bookstore?"
"Yeah, Eva told me to start one on my own"
I can't tell her, I can't tell her Eva didn't know about the way I love
book, I can't tell her I never touched a book again after I left Stars
Hollow.
"Eva?"
"She's uhm, she's my girlfriend"
And then it happend, as soon as I spoke the word girlfriend there was some
kind of emotion in her eyes, an emotion that wasn't there before.
It was like she was hurt or something.
By the was she starts to act I can tell she's starting to feel
uncomfortable and I realize I have to change the subject if I want her to
stay a little bit longer.
"So you never answered my question"
"What question?"
"How did you end up here?"
"Oh right, I'm getting married and instead of going on a honeymoon we've
decided to go on a engagemoon"
"Creative"
"What?"
"Engagemoon"
"Oh yeah, sure...I ...I Should be going"
"Yeah maybe you should"
"It was nice talking to you again"
"Same here"
"Bye Jess"
"Bye"
---*End Flashback*---
I don't know how it happend but when he told me about his girlfriend I was
hurt, maybe even jealous.
And then I told him about my engagement and he just faced it with a smile.
When I was back in the hotel I saw my fiancee sitting in front of the
window and somehow I felt like I betrayed him all over again.
"Hey, what took you so long?"
"Oh I was lost in a bookstore...you know me...always lost in a bookstore"
And I try to ease his mind with a fake smile.
"Look I have some bad news"
"What is it"
"There's some kind of crises at Doose and I'm needed there"
"Oh okay, let's go pack our stuff"
"No no no, I want you to stay"
"But..."
"No buts, I know you need some time out and I know you love it here so
please stay"
"Okay, so I see you back in Stars Hollow?"
"Off course"
And he kisses me, somehow his kiss reminds me of a kiss I got long ago, a
kiss I didn't remember until now, a kiss that still lingers.
Argh! I shouldn't be thinking this, I can't be thinking this.
I can't think of Jess when I kiss Dean.
After he returned to Stars Hollow, the hotelroom became empty and boring.
I know I was thinking crazy but something was pulling me to his bookstore,
something inside of me wanted to go there, to talk to him one more time
before I left.
And so it went, I visited him and once again he welcomed me.
___________________________________________________________________________
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WHERE ARE THE REVIEWS?????? :-P
Please Review!
Enjoy reading and the next chapter will be totally dedicated to jess and
Rory.
Feedback: justsomebodycalledme@yahoo.com
___________________________________________________________________________
Chapter 4:
When I returned to Eva later that night it somehow felt like I betrayed
her, like I was cheating on her.
The feeling I saw her today was the one I thought I lost long ago.
I didn't think she still had some kind of impact on me, I don't want her to
have an impact on me.
I want her to leave as quickly as she came, but somehow those thoughts felt
like a lie.
I don't want her to leave, something deep inside of me screamed at her
today when she made her move to leave the store.
I guess she didn't want to leave either, right before she opened the door
she turned around and we started talking for hours.
We talked like nothing ever happend, like we've never been seperated.
Things turned out a lot different then I expected to be.
---*Flashback*---
"How's your kid doing?"
"Well I, we, don't have a kid"
"Why, what happend?"
"I got into labor and I got a miscariage"
"I'm sorry"
"Oh no it's okay, I'm over it"
"So how did you end up here?"
"What do you mean"
"Well I mean in Seatlle, my bookstore"
"Your bookstore?"
"Yeah, Eva told me to start one on my own"
I can't tell her, I can't tell her Eva didn't know about the way I love
book, I can't tell her I never touched a book again after I left Stars
Hollow.
"Eva?"
"She's uhm, she's my girlfriend"
And then it happend, as soon as I spoke the word girlfriend there was some
kind of emotion in her eyes, an emotion that wasn't there before.
It was like she was hurt or something.
By the was she starts to act I can tell she's starting to feel
uncomfortable and I realize I have to change the subject if I want her to
stay a little bit longer.
"So you never answered my question"
"What question?"
"How did you end up here?"
"Oh right, I'm getting married and instead of going on a honeymoon we've
decided to go on a engagemoon"
"Creative"
"What?"
"Engagemoon"
"Oh yeah, sure...I ...I Should be going"
"Yeah maybe you should"
"It was nice talking to you again"
"Same here"
"Bye Jess"
"Bye"
---*End Flashback*---
I don't know how it happend but when he told me about his girlfriend I was
hurt, maybe even jealous.
And then I told him about my engagement and he just faced it with a smile.
When I was back in the hotel I saw my fiancee sitting in front of the
window and somehow I felt like I betrayed him all over again.
"Hey, what took you so long?"
"Oh I was lost in a bookstore...you know me...always lost in a bookstore"
And I try to ease his mind with a fake smile.
"Look I have some bad news"
"What is it"
"There's some kind of crises at Doose and I'm needed there"
"Oh okay, let's go pack our stuff"
"No no no, I want you to stay"
"But..."
"No buts, I know you need some time out and I know you love it here so
please stay"
"Okay, so I see you back in Stars Hollow?"
"Off course"
And he kisses me, somehow his kiss reminds me of a kiss I got long ago, a
kiss I didn't remember until now, a kiss that still lingers.
Argh! I shouldn't be thinking this, I can't be thinking this.
I can't think of Jess when I kiss Dean.
After he returned to Stars Hollow, the hotelroom became empty and boring.
I know I was thinking crazy but something was pulling me to his bookstore,
something inside of me wanted to go there, to talk to him one more time
before I left.
And so it went, I visited him and once again he welcomed me.
___________________________________________________________________________
Feedback: justsomebodycalledme@yahoo.com