A/N: Arghhhhhh, I'm dealing with MAJOR crises here. Okay maybe not MAJOR
but crises....yes!
Do you wanna know my problem?
I thought nobody was reading this story because I only got 2
reviews....turns out I did get more reviews but I didn't receive them in my
mailbox...:-( :'(
So pleaseeeee keep reviewing anyway!
And please enjoy this chapter.
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Chapter 5:
The thoughts of her kept haunting me for the last 3 days.
Eva asked me several times what was wrong but I kept snapping at her it is
nothing.
Simon keeps asking me the same question and once again he gets through to
me and I tell him everything there is to know, about my past, why I came to
Seatlle and that she's here.
He tells me to follow my heart but I don't even know what my heart wants.
And then she appeares again, out of the blue.
"You must be Rory"
"Yes, nice to meet you..."
"Oh Simon, you can call me Simon"
"Okay Simon, nice to meet you"
"Yes well I'll be in the back, call me if you need anything mate"
"Sure"
"He's Irish"
"He owns the musicstore around the corner"
"Oh I've been there, it's an amazing store"
"THANK YOU!!!"
"Simon stop eardropping"
"SORRY MATE"
"So can I help you with anything?"
"No...no, I don't even know why I'm here"
And here it is again, this long uncomfortable silence.
"Do you wanna get some dinner or something?"
Her question caught me by surprise and I know I had to answer by saying no
but the only word my mouth could form was yes.
And so I went, talked for hours with her and afterwards she invited me in,
just as old friends.
I should have known right there and then that we can't be "just friends"
But I went inside anyway and everything I ever felt came back to me.
It felt so right to be there and like magic, our years apart didn't matter
anymore.
Summer rain sheeted itself against the windows, drowning out all other
sounds.
Then we gave in to everything we had fought the last 7 years. She lifted
her head and looked at me with hazy eyes, and I just kissed her.
He leaned in slowly and kissed me again and I kissed back, feeling the
years of seperation dissolve into passion.
He kissed my neck, my cheek, my eyelids and I feel the moisture of his
mouth linger wherever his lips had touched.
The world seemed dreamlike as I pull back from him.
Without speaking I pull off his shirt, locking his arms behind his back.
I lift my head allowing him to kiss me as he rolled his shoulder freeing
himself from the sleeves.
With that he slowly reaches for me.
He lifts my shirt and ran his finger slowly across my belly before raising
my arms and slipping it off.
His hands gently caressed my back, arms, shoulders and I felt our heated
bodies pressed together.
It was almost slow motion as our bodies came together, both trembling with
the memory of what we once had shared together.
We went on throughout the night making up for our years apart and we slept
in each others arms.
Once when he was looking at me in the moments before daybreak, my eyes
fluttered opened and I just smiled.
He puts his finger on my lips to keep me from speaking and for a long time
we just looked at each other.
I know I love him, I always did and I always will, it doesn't even matter
wheter he loves me or not.
I can't marry Dean, I don't love him, at least not the way I'm suppose to.
It's been 2 days since Jess left my hotelroom and it's been 2 days since I
felt what I need.
Now I'm on my way back to Stars Hollow, the town where my life started and
where it'll probably end.
I'll tell him as soon as I get home, I'll tell him everything there is to
know.
About 7 years ago, about 2 days ago about my feelings, everything!
Lane once told me she will never give up on Dave no matter how far away he
is or how much her mother is against him, and now it's my turn to do the
same.
I will not give up on Jess no matter what.
There's just one thing, it's up to him now, I made the first move and it's
his turn now.
---*Flashback*---
Laying in his arms makes me feel safe and most of all loved.
I know he must leave soon, he has a girlfriend waiting for him and I have a
fiancee to return to.
"Jess"
"Mhh"
"I can't marry Dean"
"I know"
"When I'm back in Stars Hollow, I'll tell him everything"
"Why?"
"Because I can't lie anymore"
"You did a pretty good job for 7 years"
"Don't do this"
Even though this conversation probably turns out into a fight neither one
of us moved and we kept clinging to each other.
"Do what?"We both have a pretty good life and you are planning on ruining
yours for something that happend years ago?"
"No, for something that happend last night. Look this means more to me than
you'll ever know or than I'll ever admit. But I can't marry or be with
somebody when I think about another"
---*End Flashback*---
And after I said that he kept silent, and he left me dealing with feelings
and thoughts I don't know what to do with.
As my thoughts slowly wander back to reality I see the Stars Hollow sign
coming closer.
Not that much later I enter my house and see Dean waiting there for me.
"Hey honey"
"Hey"
"How was your trip?"
"Look Dean, I need to tell you something"
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but crises....yes!
Do you wanna know my problem?
I thought nobody was reading this story because I only got 2
reviews....turns out I did get more reviews but I didn't receive them in my
mailbox...:-( :'(
So pleaseeeee keep reviewing anyway!
And please enjoy this chapter.
Feedback: justsomebodycalledme@yahoo.com
___________________________________________________________________________
Chapter 5:
The thoughts of her kept haunting me for the last 3 days.
Eva asked me several times what was wrong but I kept snapping at her it is
nothing.
Simon keeps asking me the same question and once again he gets through to
me and I tell him everything there is to know, about my past, why I came to
Seatlle and that she's here.
He tells me to follow my heart but I don't even know what my heart wants.
And then she appeares again, out of the blue.
"You must be Rory"
"Yes, nice to meet you..."
"Oh Simon, you can call me Simon"
"Okay Simon, nice to meet you"
"Yes well I'll be in the back, call me if you need anything mate"
"Sure"
"He's Irish"
"He owns the musicstore around the corner"
"Oh I've been there, it's an amazing store"
"THANK YOU!!!"
"Simon stop eardropping"
"SORRY MATE"
"So can I help you with anything?"
"No...no, I don't even know why I'm here"
And here it is again, this long uncomfortable silence.
"Do you wanna get some dinner or something?"
Her question caught me by surprise and I know I had to answer by saying no
but the only word my mouth could form was yes.
And so I went, talked for hours with her and afterwards she invited me in,
just as old friends.
I should have known right there and then that we can't be "just friends"
But I went inside anyway and everything I ever felt came back to me.
It felt so right to be there and like magic, our years apart didn't matter
anymore.
Summer rain sheeted itself against the windows, drowning out all other
sounds.
Then we gave in to everything we had fought the last 7 years. She lifted
her head and looked at me with hazy eyes, and I just kissed her.
He leaned in slowly and kissed me again and I kissed back, feeling the
years of seperation dissolve into passion.
He kissed my neck, my cheek, my eyelids and I feel the moisture of his
mouth linger wherever his lips had touched.
The world seemed dreamlike as I pull back from him.
Without speaking I pull off his shirt, locking his arms behind his back.
I lift my head allowing him to kiss me as he rolled his shoulder freeing
himself from the sleeves.
With that he slowly reaches for me.
He lifts my shirt and ran his finger slowly across my belly before raising
my arms and slipping it off.
His hands gently caressed my back, arms, shoulders and I felt our heated
bodies pressed together.
It was almost slow motion as our bodies came together, both trembling with
the memory of what we once had shared together.
We went on throughout the night making up for our years apart and we slept
in each others arms.
Once when he was looking at me in the moments before daybreak, my eyes
fluttered opened and I just smiled.
He puts his finger on my lips to keep me from speaking and for a long time
we just looked at each other.
I know I love him, I always did and I always will, it doesn't even matter
wheter he loves me or not.
I can't marry Dean, I don't love him, at least not the way I'm suppose to.
It's been 2 days since Jess left my hotelroom and it's been 2 days since I
felt what I need.
Now I'm on my way back to Stars Hollow, the town where my life started and
where it'll probably end.
I'll tell him as soon as I get home, I'll tell him everything there is to
know.
About 7 years ago, about 2 days ago about my feelings, everything!
Lane once told me she will never give up on Dave no matter how far away he
is or how much her mother is against him, and now it's my turn to do the
same.
I will not give up on Jess no matter what.
There's just one thing, it's up to him now, I made the first move and it's
his turn now.
---*Flashback*---
Laying in his arms makes me feel safe and most of all loved.
I know he must leave soon, he has a girlfriend waiting for him and I have a
fiancee to return to.
"Jess"
"Mhh"
"I can't marry Dean"
"I know"
"When I'm back in Stars Hollow, I'll tell him everything"
"Why?"
"Because I can't lie anymore"
"You did a pretty good job for 7 years"
"Don't do this"
Even though this conversation probably turns out into a fight neither one
of us moved and we kept clinging to each other.
"Do what?"We both have a pretty good life and you are planning on ruining
yours for something that happend years ago?"
"No, for something that happend last night. Look this means more to me than
you'll ever know or than I'll ever admit. But I can't marry or be with
somebody when I think about another"
---*End Flashback*---
And after I said that he kept silent, and he left me dealing with feelings
and thoughts I don't know what to do with.
As my thoughts slowly wander back to reality I see the Stars Hollow sign
coming closer.
Not that much later I enter my house and see Dean waiting there for me.
"Hey honey"
"Hey"
"How was your trip?"
"Look Dean, I need to tell you something"
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