Imaginary
By Katzeyes
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Harry Potter Characters. As for Imaginary, it's a
song from Evanescence I really like. Please R and R! Thanks... Flames
accepted whole-heartedly :D
Thoughts about Remus' life... A monologue...
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling
Tell a story...
I sit here in the darkness, as the rain continues to pour outside. I know
that behind the darkness of the clouds, the silver moon is hiding. I close
my eyes, feeling the lethargy of my cursed years come back to me... Amidst
the sadness of losing a very dear friend, the horror of my lycanthropy
comes back to haunt me once more.
In my field of paper flowers
Of candy clouds and lullabies
I lay inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me...
I am tired. I try to run away from everything which reminds me of the
torture of my curse... Must I run away? Must I always hide?
Don't say I'm out of touch
Of this rampant chaos – your reality
I know well what lies behind my sleeping refuge
A nightmare I build my own world to escape...
Many times, I pretend that my curse does not exist. That I am free to love
and to be loved without fear that I might hurt those who are dear to me.
Even in dreams, such tormenting thoughts visit me.
In my field of paper flowers
Of candy clouds and lullabies
I lay inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me...
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease the fear of silent night...
I can't pretend anymore. Yet, it is my only escape from the revolting
reality I must face every single day of my pathetic life...
Oh, how long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light...
I wish to dwell in a place where my reality can simply exist as a
nightmare... But of course, all of this is a mere wish...
By Katzeyes
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Harry Potter Characters. As for Imaginary, it's a
song from Evanescence I really like. Please R and R! Thanks... Flames
accepted whole-heartedly :D
Thoughts about Remus' life... A monologue...
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling
Tell a story...
I sit here in the darkness, as the rain continues to pour outside. I know
that behind the darkness of the clouds, the silver moon is hiding. I close
my eyes, feeling the lethargy of my cursed years come back to me... Amidst
the sadness of losing a very dear friend, the horror of my lycanthropy
comes back to haunt me once more.
In my field of paper flowers
Of candy clouds and lullabies
I lay inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me...
I am tired. I try to run away from everything which reminds me of the
torture of my curse... Must I run away? Must I always hide?
Don't say I'm out of touch
Of this rampant chaos – your reality
I know well what lies behind my sleeping refuge
A nightmare I build my own world to escape...
Many times, I pretend that my curse does not exist. That I am free to love
and to be loved without fear that I might hurt those who are dear to me.
Even in dreams, such tormenting thoughts visit me.
In my field of paper flowers
Of candy clouds and lullabies
I lay inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me...
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease the fear of silent night...
I can't pretend anymore. Yet, it is my only escape from the revolting
reality I must face every single day of my pathetic life...
Oh, how long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light...
I wish to dwell in a place where my reality can simply exist as a
nightmare... But of course, all of this is a mere wish...