Title: Because You Loved Me

Summary: A/U Buffy Summers has the perfect life, great boyfriend, awesome friends and amazing parents. Her life is going great until someone new decides to join it. Will this new person cause her perfect life to crumble before her? Or make it better then she ever thought possible?

Disclaimer: I do not own them

.:a/n:. I'm planning to end this soon. How soon, I'm not sure yet but probably in the next few chapters. Or maybe even this one . . . but I doubt it. lol

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Spike pulled his car into the Summers drive way. He climbed out, letting Natalie get out his side while Buffy got out of hers. The three walked into the house and Buffy and Spike headed up to her room, while Natalie went for the kitchen. Buffy knew that Spike was a little upset with what had just happened. He didn't want to think that Angel was trying to get back with her, and neither did she. But she wouldn't. She loved Spike and not Angel; he just had to accept it.

"Are you mad?" she asked, as she sat next to him on the bed.

"Why would I be mad luv?"

"Cause of what Natalie said."

"I trust you," he said, looking at her. "I trust that you love me."

"I do love you Spike," she said, placing her hand on his cheek. "I'll always love you."

"I love you too pet." He leaned down and kissed her deeply. She kissed him back, opening her mouth to let his tongue enter. She laid back on her bed, and he climbed on top of her. His hand slid up her shirt, caressing her soft skin. "I want you Buffy," he whispered into her ear.

"I want you more," she smirked, kissing him. His hand moved further up her shirt, resting just below her breast. He didn't know if she meant it like he did. If she wanted to go all the way. (.:a/n:. Just incase you didn't know, they haven't had sex yet). "What are you waiting for?"

"Do you want this?"

"Yes. I've always wanted this."

"So I have your permission?"

She giggled. "Spike, always the gentle man. Yes, dummy, you have my permission. You always have."

Spike looked down into her eyes and kissed her deeply. His hand that rested below her breast came down to the end of her shirt. He pulled away from her, breaking the kiss, and removed her shirt, leaving her only in her black bra. She smiled up at him as she pulled his shirt off, running her hands over his well sculpted chest.

Buffy reached behind her, unlatching her bra and he slid it down her arms. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him down into a kiss. Her hands played with the zipper on his jeans as she struggled to get them off. She could feel the bulge in his pants as she moved her hand over his jeans and that made her need for him even stronger.

"Need . . . Some . . . Help . . . With that luv?" he said, slowly pulling his lips away from hers. "What's the rush?"

"I want to feel you inside of me Spike."

He let out a small growl and started to unzip his pants. Once his were off, he was left in nothing and for the first time, Buffy realized that he didn't wear underwear. 'At least not everyday,' she thought.

Soon, the two were both naked, not moving, taking each other's body in. Then something registered in Buffy's head. "S-Spike?" she asked softly, almost embarrassed to ask. "Do you have . . . You know . . ."

"Huh? Oh, right. Um, yeah luv, I do," he said as he bent over and grabbed a condom out of his jean pocket. "Always good to carry one. Just incase. Not that I'd ever pressure . . ."

"I know Spike. Just kiss me."

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Buffy rubbed her eyes as she woke up to the sun shining in her face. She looked down around her waist and saw Spike's arm holding her firmly. Shifting in his arms, she turned to face him as he woke up.

"Mornin' luv," he said, tucking a strand of blonde hair behind her ear.

"Good morning Spike," she said, kissing him softly on the lips. "Are you-" She was interrupted by the bedroom door opening. Relieved when Natalie poked her head inside, Buffy rested in Spike's arms again. "Jesus Nat, thanks for knocking."

"Well sorry. You know its my room to for the time being and you should at least inform me that you and Spike are going to be going at it so I don't walk in and find you both naked on your damn bed."

"You saw us . . ." Buffy said, trailing off.

"In your birthday suits, yes I did." Natalie saw Buffy blushing slightly, and laughed at Spike's completely red face. "Don't worry Spike, I liked what I saw."

"Are you hitting on my man?" Buffy joked.

"Don't worry. He's not my type Buff. Yeah, so, there's some breakfast downstairs . . . If you two ever get up to actually getting up. No one's home but me. They all went out to do some house-browsing thing. And Faith, well she barely is here. Unless to use the bedroom."

"Thanks Nat, we'll be down in a few. Bye now," Buffy said, waving to her as she closed the door. "So my cousin saw us naked. That is quite . . . Embarrassing."

"She liked what she saw."

"So did I," Buffy said, kissing him. He rolled over on top of her, but she pushed him away. "Nope. Not gonna happen till I get some food in my tummy. I need to be charged."

"I know what you mean luv," Spike said, smirking as the two got dressed.

"You are one sick man."

"Aren't we all?"