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CHAPTER 4*
"Sweetheart,come get dressed.Our tour of the ship wih Mr.Andrews is in an hour." My mom was
telling me.But i could hadly even hear her.Earlier today just keep replaying its self in my
head.
"I'm coming mother."
Why cant i just forget about it....about him?I just couldnt figure it out.Its not
like i've known him my whole life and this is a huge deal or anything.Whats wrong with me?
Well,i have no time for this.I need to get dressed and than put a hugh fake smile on my face
and head into the dinning room.
"Ouch!I can scarsly breath!"I yelled as my maid was tightening up my corset.
"Just one of the things we go through to look beutiful."
'Some people worry to much about what people think about them.'
*****************************************
Mr.Andrews was showing us around the deck when walked over to look over the side of the ship.
Hoping that they wouldnt notice that i was gone just yet.Then I noticed dolphins jumping along side
the boat.There must have been fifty of them.
"Wow,there beutiful."I said aloud to myself.I was so caught up in the moment that i didnt even notice
when someone walked up behind me.
"Yes,they are"
Surprized, I jerked around when I heard a familiar voice.Jake? what did he want.
"Look Emma,im sorry.I didnt mean to yell at you like that.I dont know what came over me.
Can you please forgive me?"
"I think you made it very clear earlier that you wanted nothing to do with me.You really hurt me.
Give me one reason why I should want to forgive you."
With that he leaned over, his eyes very serious and full of passion,and kissed me softly on the lips.
I was so suprised that I could hardly think.While something in my head told me to turn away,something much
stronger made me stay.His lips felt so soft against mine and my knees went weak.Ive been kissed beore in
my life,but never like his this just felt right.Like it came from something deeper than just lust.Something frightening
close to love.But unfortionatly my stronger sences kicked in and I realized that only about 10 feet away my mother,father
and not to meantion a lot of other people who would be very upset with my actions stood,and at any given moment could notice
me missing and turn to see my sanding here kissing this man who my family woulnt even appove of me
talking to.So i pulled away.
"Im sorry Emma.I shouldnt have done that.I just could help myself.I think your the prettiest,smartest,sweetest,girl ive ever met.
And I think im falling in love with you." His voice husky with desire and love.
Everything in me wanted to hug him and say that I loved him too.But I couldnt.I couldnt let my hopes ge up just to fall them fall in my face.
I have to marry Jonathan baxter.I can not let my self fall in love with Jake.He as poor,he had nothing.To me none of that mattered.But to my mother
thats everything.She means well,I know Jonahans a nice man and he's wealthy.My mother just wants me well taken care of.She didnt want me to have to suffer
because I dont have enough money.The way she did when she was my age.I needed to respect my parents wishes.I couldnt love jake.It would never work.
I couldnt stand to stay here any longer.I could no longer look into his eyes and see everything ive always wanted but could never have being handed to me,
and me not being able to take it.
"I..Im sorry Jake,it cant work,it just cant.Im sorry,I wish it could,but it wont.I have to go." With that i ran off with tears running down my face.I couldnt
bear to look at him.Turning him down was the hardest thing ive ever had to do.
"Emma wait."I could hear him call after me but I just kept running,I had to.
CHAPTER 4*
"Sweetheart,come get dressed.Our tour of the ship wih Mr.Andrews is in an hour." My mom was
telling me.But i could hadly even hear her.Earlier today just keep replaying its self in my
head.
"I'm coming mother."
Why cant i just forget about it....about him?I just couldnt figure it out.Its not
like i've known him my whole life and this is a huge deal or anything.Whats wrong with me?
Well,i have no time for this.I need to get dressed and than put a hugh fake smile on my face
and head into the dinning room.
"Ouch!I can scarsly breath!"I yelled as my maid was tightening up my corset.
"Just one of the things we go through to look beutiful."
'Some people worry to much about what people think about them.'
*****************************************
Mr.Andrews was showing us around the deck when walked over to look over the side of the ship.
Hoping that they wouldnt notice that i was gone just yet.Then I noticed dolphins jumping along side
the boat.There must have been fifty of them.
"Wow,there beutiful."I said aloud to myself.I was so caught up in the moment that i didnt even notice
when someone walked up behind me.
"Yes,they are"
Surprized, I jerked around when I heard a familiar voice.Jake? what did he want.
"Look Emma,im sorry.I didnt mean to yell at you like that.I dont know what came over me.
Can you please forgive me?"
"I think you made it very clear earlier that you wanted nothing to do with me.You really hurt me.
Give me one reason why I should want to forgive you."
With that he leaned over, his eyes very serious and full of passion,and kissed me softly on the lips.
I was so suprised that I could hardly think.While something in my head told me to turn away,something much
stronger made me stay.His lips felt so soft against mine and my knees went weak.Ive been kissed beore in
my life,but never like his this just felt right.Like it came from something deeper than just lust.Something frightening
close to love.But unfortionatly my stronger sences kicked in and I realized that only about 10 feet away my mother,father
and not to meantion a lot of other people who would be very upset with my actions stood,and at any given moment could notice
me missing and turn to see my sanding here kissing this man who my family woulnt even appove of me
talking to.So i pulled away.
"Im sorry Emma.I shouldnt have done that.I just could help myself.I think your the prettiest,smartest,sweetest,girl ive ever met.
And I think im falling in love with you." His voice husky with desire and love.
Everything in me wanted to hug him and say that I loved him too.But I couldnt.I couldnt let my hopes ge up just to fall them fall in my face.
I have to marry Jonathan baxter.I can not let my self fall in love with Jake.He as poor,he had nothing.To me none of that mattered.But to my mother
thats everything.She means well,I know Jonahans a nice man and he's wealthy.My mother just wants me well taken care of.She didnt want me to have to suffer
because I dont have enough money.The way she did when she was my age.I needed to respect my parents wishes.I couldnt love jake.It would never work.
I couldnt stand to stay here any longer.I could no longer look into his eyes and see everything ive always wanted but could never have being handed to me,
and me not being able to take it.
"I..Im sorry Jake,it cant work,it just cant.Im sorry,I wish it could,but it wont.I have to go." With that i ran off with tears running down my face.I couldnt
bear to look at him.Turning him down was the hardest thing ive ever had to do.
"Emma wait."I could hear him call after me but I just kept running,I had to.