Disclamier: I do not own Gundam Wing




Chaper 3


Duo rubbed the tears from the corner of his eyes with the back of his hand. Letting out a sad laugh.

How the hell did he ever get like this. This pathetic creature, sitting here on Quatre's nice clean bathroom floor. He didn't deserve to be here, in this clean place. He didn't deserve to hurt his friends with his presence.

He was Duo Maxwell, the little nobody from L2.

Somebody with problems he probebly deserved. It was his fault his mind was messed up.

His own damn fault.

If he wasn't such a screw up.

If he could be kind like Quatre, strong like Trowa, brave like Wufei, perfect like Hiiro.

He wasn't anything, just a useless pound of flesh.

And why the FUCK was he even depressed!? He hated the fact that he was, he had no reason to be...think of all the suffering that others have gone through.

And look at you. You worthless nobody, sitting here, like you want to be pitied...discusting. he murmered to himself.

A sound like a sob and a cough bubbled up from his belly. He rock backward and forward, beginning to hiccup softly.

There, there, my beautiful boy, my beautiful angel. Why must you cry?

I...don't, his breathing hitched in his chest.

Duo bit his bottem lip and chewed on it furiously. Blinking at the burning feeling behind his retinas. He scrubbed his face with his hands.

Fuck...fuck...fuck...fuck...fuck, Duo chanted, rocking faster. He didn't want to hurt anyone...not his friends. He wanted blood though, rich red blood, so think if flowed in rivers.

His skin felt hot, like it wanted to peel away from his body, he wanted it to peel away, to get rid of the burning. He clacked his teeth together.

What better way to show yourself, your body what it is thinking then causing yourself pain? You should see whats in your mind. Painted in blood on your body.

A new sob echoed out of the sad boys mouth, he buried his face in his knees. Biting a knee cap between his teeth. Leave me along. Leave me alone.

The voice desided to try another angle. Duo, can't you see your causing your friends pain? You acting like this. Do you want to cause them pain, baby? the voice washed over him in soothing waves. Duo shook his head, no. It's your fault, why would they treat you so worthlessly if you wern't? Your friends don't lie Duo, you know that.

Letting out a keening wail, he grabbed his hair and tried to cover his ears with is arms.

He was a rich man, with many fans. They all loved him. They loved him, worshipped him. Shinigami! Shinigami! A feeling like ice slipping down his spine brought his back to reality.

Duo, Duo, Duo, Duo, Duo.....have you became the new Solo?








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