I sighed.
I was in the math room doing algebra, which was giving me a headache.
I looked up to see if Jounouchi was falling behind.
He just sat in his desk, doing nothing but stare at the ground.
I whispered, "Jounouchi... Gomen..."
I knew my other had upset him, and I knew every time Jounouchi tried to talk to me... My other would take over.
Class ended. It was one pore period till lunch.
Jounouchi came running up to me, "Yugi... I really need to talk with you!"
I nodded but stopped mid way threw, for my other just wanted to protect me.
'Life: a complex matter which an organism participates' I sighed to myself
Lunch finally came, and I had asked my other if I could talk with Jounouchi-kun.
The Answer? Well, he agreed but wasn't overly excited with it.
"Jounouchi-kun! You needed to talk to me about something?" I called in the hallway, "Meet me on the roof!"
He sighed and walked off.
'Why won't he listen...? He's my friend... Isn't he? And he wanted to talk in the first place...' I said to my other inside my mind.
"Just give it time, Aibou..."
'I guess...' I said as I headed up to the roof.
"Hey Yugi!" I voice said from behind me, "I need to ask you something"
I turned around, "Hey Ryou! What is it?"
"Well I've been thinking about what you said yesterday... And this morning I saw you and Jounouchi about to... umm... But yeah..." He stopped after his sentence to think a bit more
"Go on"
"Well, yesterday night I think my other well showed himself to me... I was wondering if all others' are ruthless?"
"Sort of..."
"What do you mean sort of?"
"Well mine can tend to be at times..."
"Oh... Okay... That's all I wanted to know" He said as he ran off.
"Wonder what that was about..." I said beginning to walk up to the roof again.
"Jounouchi-kun...?" I said walking over to him.
"I thought you were suppose to wait for me? Not the other way around..." He said, eating and staring at the ground.
"Ryou wanted to ask me something..."
I sat down beside him.
He stared at the ground, "Yugi, why do I feel so lonely?"
"Good question... Maybe, because your sister isn't around?" I said, hoping.
He shook his head, "I don't think so..."
"Hmm... A relationship...? You don't have a relationship with any... one..."
He stared at the ground looking soulless.
"Oh come on Jounouchi!" I said grabbing his arm, "Now you're starting to act like Yami..."
"Yami...? Your other...?" He said slowly.
I nodded, "Yes..."
He shoved me to the ground and sat with his back coldly to me.
I rubbed my arm where he had pushed me, "Jounouchi-kun...? Why do you hurt me?"
He stared at the ground as tears began to fall down, "Because... I want you... Yugi..."
He turned to me and grabbed my arms.
He held me close but then all of a sudden I had placed my hands around his neck and brought him even closer to me.
He let the tears fall and slowly moved his lips onto mine.
"Yugi... Gomen..." Jounouchi said and he pushed me onto the ground and lay on top of me.
He kissed my neck, and slid his hand up my shirt and around my back.
I felt completely useless, empty, and helpless...
"Jounouchi-kun..." I whispered, "Why do you do this...?"
"Because... I love you..." He said sliding his hand down to the back of my pants.
"Jou..." I said closing my eyes.
I had fainted, so Jounouchi-kun had stopped, "Yugi...? You're right... I don't know why I do this..."
He picked me up and began carrying me downstairs to the office.
"Mr. Yunaki?" Jounouchi said, "Yugi fainted... I think he might have enough strength to last the rest of the day..."
Mr. Yunaki nodded, "I called his guardian..."
My bed... My soft bed...
"Jounouchi-kun..." I said beginning to sit up, "Naze...?"
"Yugi your awake! Wait he for a bit while I go make you some soup." My grandpa said, leaving the room afterward.
I sighed and rubbed my head, "Naze...?"
My other sat beside me, "I told you he doesn't care about you..."
"Yami... How could you say that!? He's just..." I drifted off, "He's just insecure..."
"Are you sure?"
I nodded, "He told me himself... Or at least I think he did..."
"Aibou..."
I stared at the ground.
"I love you... I love you so much... Yet... Why do you protect him?"
"I... don't know..." I said meekly.
'Was I developing feelings for Jounouchi, just as I had for my other?' I thought.
"Y-yami... I l-ove you too..." I said staring down at my bed.
"Hikari..."
"but..."
"Yugi, here's your soup!" My grandpa said cheerfully, "I'm glad you finally woke up! You've been sleeping since yesterday!"
"Wha? Really?"
My grandpa nodded, "Yup! So here's your soup!"
He put it down on my bed table.
"Thanks grandpa..." I said letting a slight smile show.
"It's good to see you're feeling better... Well, I'll leave you here to yourself..."
Not the best words for the things I was going threw right now.
I sighed, 'Naze..... Naze is life so complicated.....? Why did my other.....'
I sipped up some of my soup.
"Hikari... What is that liquid food called again?" My other asked.
"Huh? Oh, soup..."
"Ah... I think we might have had that in Egypt... I can't remember..."
"hmmm..."
I stared down at my bowl, and took another spoonful.
"Ah! Hot! Hot! hot!" I said trying to blow the pain off my tongue.
"Aibou! Are you alright?" My other said with concern.
"Hot!" I said, tears starting up in my eyes.
"Aibou! Uhh..." Unsure of what to do, he gave me a glass of water.
I chugged it down.
I let out a sigh, "Thanks Yami... My tongue still feels burnt though"
I touched it with my finger, "Youch!"
"Aibou?"
"Yeah?"
"What can I do to help?"
"Uhh... I dunno..."
"Oh okay..."
I sighed again, and went to take another sip of my soup.
"Hikari?"
"Yes?"
"May I try some soup?"
"Sure, just take a little though or you'll burn your tongue."
"Okay..."
He took a sip, let the taste go around his mouth then swallowed.
"It's quite hot, isn't it?"
I nodded.
"Though... I think I know something that could help"
"Huh?"
He smacked me on the lips, making my spoon fall back into the soup.
"Yami..." I said trying to turn my head away from his, "I don't think this is the right time... I mean I just woke up a few minutes ago!"
He looked down, feeling a bit guilty, "Gomen..."
"...It's alright... At least I didn't nock the soup over and be a total-"
"Yugi!" A familiar voice said to me.
"AH!!" I jumped and knocked the soup all over me and my other's head, "J- Jounouchi...? W-what are you doing over here?"
'Ehhh... Why'd he have to come over so soon!? I just wanted to be alone for a while'
"You're grandpa called me. He said you woke up and were feeling better!" Jounouchi said smiling.
I stared at him blankly, soup dripping off me.
My other glared at him and mumbled something under his breath.
"I didn't interrupt anything, did I?" Jounouchi said, soundly a bit cheery.
"Uhh... No, not really..." I said giving a glance to my other.
"That's good..." He said sitting down on my bed.
The soup dripped more and I sighed, "I got to go take a shower... Be right back..."
"But Yugi! You may not have recovered enough to take one yet..."
"Yeah, but I always have my other to make sure that I don't" I said smiling.
He frowned, "What type of soup is that anyway?"
Jounouchi rubbed his thumb against my cheek then licked it afterward.
I stared at him, blushing but I continued to stare at him blankly.
"Hmm... Mushroom!" He said smiling.
"Uhhh... Yeah..." I said slowly sliding off my bed, "I really have to take a shower now though Jou... I'll be done in 15 minutes or so..."
"Yugi" He said grabbing my wrist, pulling me toward him.
"Ah! Jounouchi! Stop I don't want to-"
He put something in my hand then pulled me on top of the bed.
"Mou hitori no boku! Mou hitori no boku..." I cried, "Gomen... Gomen..."
"Yugi...?" Jounouchi said about to kiss my neck, "What's... wrong..."
"Leave me... alone... I just want to be alone... All alone..."
"Yugi... Gomen... I didn't know.."
My other fed up with the whole love scene burst out, "Knock it off!!"
"Huh?" Jounouchi said stunned.
"I'm tired of it! I've been watching you harass and rape Yugi! Stop it! You don't know how much it's hurting him!!"
Jounouchi stared at my other who was now using my body to transmit his message.
"Get lost!!" Mou hitori no boku yelled at him.
Jounouchi sniffed, "Gomen... Gomen..."
"Sorry doesn't change anything, get out now. I never or Yugi never want to see you again!"
He looked up shocked, "WHAT!?"
"You heard me! Out! Go! Don't make me send you to the shadow realm!"
Jounouchi glared at my other, "In your dreams..."
He slipped out the door leaving my other and I in my room alone.
"He's gone now..."
"Gomen..."
"Naze...? Naze do you apologize...?"
I was in the math room doing algebra, which was giving me a headache.
I looked up to see if Jounouchi was falling behind.
He just sat in his desk, doing nothing but stare at the ground.
I whispered, "Jounouchi... Gomen..."
I knew my other had upset him, and I knew every time Jounouchi tried to talk to me... My other would take over.
Class ended. It was one pore period till lunch.
Jounouchi came running up to me, "Yugi... I really need to talk with you!"
I nodded but stopped mid way threw, for my other just wanted to protect me.
'Life: a complex matter which an organism participates' I sighed to myself
Lunch finally came, and I had asked my other if I could talk with Jounouchi-kun.
The Answer? Well, he agreed but wasn't overly excited with it.
"Jounouchi-kun! You needed to talk to me about something?" I called in the hallway, "Meet me on the roof!"
He sighed and walked off.
'Why won't he listen...? He's my friend... Isn't he? And he wanted to talk in the first place...' I said to my other inside my mind.
"Just give it time, Aibou..."
'I guess...' I said as I headed up to the roof.
"Hey Yugi!" I voice said from behind me, "I need to ask you something"
I turned around, "Hey Ryou! What is it?"
"Well I've been thinking about what you said yesterday... And this morning I saw you and Jounouchi about to... umm... But yeah..." He stopped after his sentence to think a bit more
"Go on"
"Well, yesterday night I think my other well showed himself to me... I was wondering if all others' are ruthless?"
"Sort of..."
"What do you mean sort of?"
"Well mine can tend to be at times..."
"Oh... Okay... That's all I wanted to know" He said as he ran off.
"Wonder what that was about..." I said beginning to walk up to the roof again.
"Jounouchi-kun...?" I said walking over to him.
"I thought you were suppose to wait for me? Not the other way around..." He said, eating and staring at the ground.
"Ryou wanted to ask me something..."
I sat down beside him.
He stared at the ground, "Yugi, why do I feel so lonely?"
"Good question... Maybe, because your sister isn't around?" I said, hoping.
He shook his head, "I don't think so..."
"Hmm... A relationship...? You don't have a relationship with any... one..."
He stared at the ground looking soulless.
"Oh come on Jounouchi!" I said grabbing his arm, "Now you're starting to act like Yami..."
"Yami...? Your other...?" He said slowly.
I nodded, "Yes..."
He shoved me to the ground and sat with his back coldly to me.
I rubbed my arm where he had pushed me, "Jounouchi-kun...? Why do you hurt me?"
He stared at the ground as tears began to fall down, "Because... I want you... Yugi..."
He turned to me and grabbed my arms.
He held me close but then all of a sudden I had placed my hands around his neck and brought him even closer to me.
He let the tears fall and slowly moved his lips onto mine.
"Yugi... Gomen..." Jounouchi said and he pushed me onto the ground and lay on top of me.
He kissed my neck, and slid his hand up my shirt and around my back.
I felt completely useless, empty, and helpless...
"Jounouchi-kun..." I whispered, "Why do you do this...?"
"Because... I love you..." He said sliding his hand down to the back of my pants.
"Jou..." I said closing my eyes.
I had fainted, so Jounouchi-kun had stopped, "Yugi...? You're right... I don't know why I do this..."
He picked me up and began carrying me downstairs to the office.
"Mr. Yunaki?" Jounouchi said, "Yugi fainted... I think he might have enough strength to last the rest of the day..."
Mr. Yunaki nodded, "I called his guardian..."
My bed... My soft bed...
"Jounouchi-kun..." I said beginning to sit up, "Naze...?"
"Yugi your awake! Wait he for a bit while I go make you some soup." My grandpa said, leaving the room afterward.
I sighed and rubbed my head, "Naze...?"
My other sat beside me, "I told you he doesn't care about you..."
"Yami... How could you say that!? He's just..." I drifted off, "He's just insecure..."
"Are you sure?"
I nodded, "He told me himself... Or at least I think he did..."
"Aibou..."
I stared at the ground.
"I love you... I love you so much... Yet... Why do you protect him?"
"I... don't know..." I said meekly.
'Was I developing feelings for Jounouchi, just as I had for my other?' I thought.
"Y-yami... I l-ove you too..." I said staring down at my bed.
"Hikari..."
"but..."
"Yugi, here's your soup!" My grandpa said cheerfully, "I'm glad you finally woke up! You've been sleeping since yesterday!"
"Wha? Really?"
My grandpa nodded, "Yup! So here's your soup!"
He put it down on my bed table.
"Thanks grandpa..." I said letting a slight smile show.
"It's good to see you're feeling better... Well, I'll leave you here to yourself..."
Not the best words for the things I was going threw right now.
I sighed, 'Naze..... Naze is life so complicated.....? Why did my other.....'
I sipped up some of my soup.
"Hikari... What is that liquid food called again?" My other asked.
"Huh? Oh, soup..."
"Ah... I think we might have had that in Egypt... I can't remember..."
"hmmm..."
I stared down at my bowl, and took another spoonful.
"Ah! Hot! Hot! hot!" I said trying to blow the pain off my tongue.
"Aibou! Are you alright?" My other said with concern.
"Hot!" I said, tears starting up in my eyes.
"Aibou! Uhh..." Unsure of what to do, he gave me a glass of water.
I chugged it down.
I let out a sigh, "Thanks Yami... My tongue still feels burnt though"
I touched it with my finger, "Youch!"
"Aibou?"
"Yeah?"
"What can I do to help?"
"Uhh... I dunno..."
"Oh okay..."
I sighed again, and went to take another sip of my soup.
"Hikari?"
"Yes?"
"May I try some soup?"
"Sure, just take a little though or you'll burn your tongue."
"Okay..."
He took a sip, let the taste go around his mouth then swallowed.
"It's quite hot, isn't it?"
I nodded.
"Though... I think I know something that could help"
"Huh?"
He smacked me on the lips, making my spoon fall back into the soup.
"Yami..." I said trying to turn my head away from his, "I don't think this is the right time... I mean I just woke up a few minutes ago!"
He looked down, feeling a bit guilty, "Gomen..."
"...It's alright... At least I didn't nock the soup over and be a total-"
"Yugi!" A familiar voice said to me.
"AH!!" I jumped and knocked the soup all over me and my other's head, "J- Jounouchi...? W-what are you doing over here?"
'Ehhh... Why'd he have to come over so soon!? I just wanted to be alone for a while'
"You're grandpa called me. He said you woke up and were feeling better!" Jounouchi said smiling.
I stared at him blankly, soup dripping off me.
My other glared at him and mumbled something under his breath.
"I didn't interrupt anything, did I?" Jounouchi said, soundly a bit cheery.
"Uhh... No, not really..." I said giving a glance to my other.
"That's good..." He said sitting down on my bed.
The soup dripped more and I sighed, "I got to go take a shower... Be right back..."
"But Yugi! You may not have recovered enough to take one yet..."
"Yeah, but I always have my other to make sure that I don't" I said smiling.
He frowned, "What type of soup is that anyway?"
Jounouchi rubbed his thumb against my cheek then licked it afterward.
I stared at him, blushing but I continued to stare at him blankly.
"Hmm... Mushroom!" He said smiling.
"Uhhh... Yeah..." I said slowly sliding off my bed, "I really have to take a shower now though Jou... I'll be done in 15 minutes or so..."
"Yugi" He said grabbing my wrist, pulling me toward him.
"Ah! Jounouchi! Stop I don't want to-"
He put something in my hand then pulled me on top of the bed.
"Mou hitori no boku! Mou hitori no boku..." I cried, "Gomen... Gomen..."
"Yugi...?" Jounouchi said about to kiss my neck, "What's... wrong..."
"Leave me... alone... I just want to be alone... All alone..."
"Yugi... Gomen... I didn't know.."
My other fed up with the whole love scene burst out, "Knock it off!!"
"Huh?" Jounouchi said stunned.
"I'm tired of it! I've been watching you harass and rape Yugi! Stop it! You don't know how much it's hurting him!!"
Jounouchi stared at my other who was now using my body to transmit his message.
"Get lost!!" Mou hitori no boku yelled at him.
Jounouchi sniffed, "Gomen... Gomen..."
"Sorry doesn't change anything, get out now. I never or Yugi never want to see you again!"
He looked up shocked, "WHAT!?"
"You heard me! Out! Go! Don't make me send you to the shadow realm!"
Jounouchi glared at my other, "In your dreams..."
He slipped out the door leaving my other and I in my room alone.
"He's gone now..."
"Gomen..."
"Naze...? Naze do you apologize...?"