AN: Here's the next chapter, I know it's been awhile, my bad.


~ * ~ * ~


" You sound so sure." Brian said as he walks Sara to the front door.


" There are just something you know." Sara said with a weak smile.


" Are you okay to stay alone?" Brian asked as she opens the front door.


" Yeah I guess, I really don't have a choice but I'm okay." Sara explained.


" I can crash on the sofa if you want. I don't want you to be alone." Brian said.


She didn't know what to say, of course she wants Brian to stay, more then anything but is it the best thing?


" If you want, I don't want you to be uncomfortable." Sara simply said.


" Let's go." Brian said with a simple smile as he walks Sara into the living room and closes the front door.


" Thanks for staying with me." Sara said as they both sit on the sofa.


" Don't worry about it." Brian said.


" Can I ask you a question?" Sara asked.


" Yeah, what's up?"


" Why are you doing this?" Sara bluntly asked.


" Doing what?" Brian asked, not having a clue what she meant.


" This. Staying with me, being here for me." Sara said.


" Because.... I care about u." Brian said as he looks away from her.


" Your not suppose to care. You're suppose to hate me for everything I've done to you." Sara said as she feels her eyes water.


" Like I told you before, I could never hate you. To much had happened, I'll always lo– care about you." Brian stumbled.


"You almost said love." Sara pointed out.


"Old habit, just forget about it." Brian said, hoping she would.


"I can't sit back and act like I didn't hear that. Did you make a mistake or is that what you wanted to say?" Sara asked, not knowing what she wants the answer to be.


" I've never loved anyone the way I loved you. A minute doesn't go by where I don't regret lying to you . You'll always be a part of my life, that's what I meant." Brian explained, wishing he could just erase all the bad times and grab Sara in his arms and just be happy again.


" I'm gonna go to bed now." Sara said as she stands and runs upstairs. She changed into her blue night gowen that falls right to her mid thigh, then lays down to bed.


" Brian removed his sneakers and t-shirt and lays on the sofa.


Neither of them could fall asleep. They both wanted the same thing but where to chicken to say it.


'What am I going to do?' Sara kept asking her self over and over again .


Sara decides to sit in Sam's nursery. " I miss you so much." She said as she grabs Sam's blanket and sits beside the crib.


" Couldn't sleep?" Brian asked from the nursery doorway.


"No, not really. What about you?" Sara asked, realizing he's bare chested.


"No, but I'm not that sleepy." Brian said as he sits beside her. " Is it because you miss Sam or is it because of the dreams you can't sleep?" Brian asked.


"Both. It's not dreams, it a nightmare I keep reliving." Sara explained as she puts her head down.


" Come here." Brian said as he pulls her into a hug.


Sara just rested her head against his shoulder, feeling his bare skin against her cheek, the warmth of his body.


She slowly pulls away and their eyes meet. Her eyes look so sad, it pain's him to see her like this. Without realizing what was going on or even trying to, their lips met, into a soft sweet kiss that soon grew more hungry, passionate, their emotions finally let lose.



AN: I hope you liked this chapter, the next one won't take as long to post because I already have it planned. Review, I want to know what you thought!


Thanks

Isabelle