AN: Next chapter, enjoy!

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The kiss became so intense so fast. The want and passion they've been holding in just came out, exploded, when all of a sudden Sara pulls away.

" We can't do this." Sara said as she stands up.

" What's wrong?" Brian asked as he also stands from the floor.

" We….we just can't do this." Sara snapped.

" You say that like we're committing a crime." Brian said.

" No, I didn't mean it like that. I just can't go down that road again, because… what if it doesn't work? I can't be with you because it would hurt so much if didn't work out." Sara admitted as she holds back tears.

" That's what you're worried about." Brian said as he rubs his forehead.

" I never thought when I left, that we would ever get this back, our friendship, and we did." Sara said, she couldn't hold it in any longer, she begins to cry, but she has to continue. " You've been my best friend for awhile now and I missed that while I was gone and hating…you. Now I got you back and I can't …lose you." Sara said in between sobs.

" Sara, you can't be scared of what could happen." Brian said, but he also understood exactly what she meant.

" Brian, I just can't." Sara said as she leaves the room.

" Fuck!" Brian said through clenched teeth.

Sara just lays in her bed with her head buried in a pillow, she feels so bad. " Why did we have to kiss, it just makes it worse" Sara told her self.

The next morning, Sara woke up pretty early, she can't sleep.

" What am I going to do now?" Sara asked as she sits on the edge of her bed.

" I think we need to talk. We're gonna be working together, I don't think it should be awkward." Brian said from the frame of her door.

" You're right, but what do we say?" Sara asked as she looks at him.

" I don't know." Brian said as he goes and sits next to her.

" What we're you thinking when we kissed? What was going though you're mind." Sara asked.

" Finally, the moment I've been wanting is here. Sara, I never wanted to lose you, so when we kissed, I didn't feel scared or wonder, it just felt right." Brian explained as he looks into her eyes.

" I hate when you say stuff like that, it just makes this let's be friends think a little harder." Sara said as she looks towards the ground.

" It's only the truth." Brian said.

" I know." Sara said as she looks back up at him.

" Are you sure you just want to be friends?" Brian asked as she stares into her eyes, wanting her even more.

" Yeah, I'm sure." Sara said, she hopes this is what's right but it's not what she wants.

" Then I guess that's what we are, just good friends." Brian said.

" Don't be so down, you'll find somebody." Sara joked.

" Will it bother you if I date? I know you didn't like Monica." Brian said.

" You're right I didn't like Monica. But if you find the girl of your dreams, I can't be pissed. What about you? Would you be ok with it?" Sara asked.

" No. I can't see you with another guy. While you were gone, did you see anyone?" Brian asked.

" No, I was busy, pregnant and all." Sara said with a smile.

" I bet you were beautiful pregnant." Brian said, he hates that he missed that time with her.

" No, I was a whale. I ate so much, your daughter made me eat the craziest things." Sara said.

" It's so hard sometimes to believe we have a daughter. I mean, I would all ways think of you, me and kids but now it's so real." Brian said.

" Pushing that big ass head of hers makes it pretty real to me." Sara joked, as the phone rings.

" Hello? We'll be there." Sara said then hangs up the phone.

" What's up?"

" Verone wants us to meet him." Sara said.

" What's wrong?"

" Nothing, something just sounds off, it's probably nothing, let's go."

AN: I know this chapter wasn't what you guys wanted but just think, I must have something better up my sleeve : ) Review, I still want to know what you think!

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Isabelle