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She hit's the ground, but that doesn't stop her. Sara grabs her gun and shoots Carter before he could shoot Brian or Sara again. She keeps shooting till there's no more bullets.
" Sara…" Brian says as he goes to her side. " You can't die one me!" He yells as he touches her face.
" I've always heard getting shoot hurts like hell, it's so true, this hurts like a bitch." Sara says, trying to lighten the mood, trying to help Brain stop worrying.
" You're gonna be ok." Brian says as he closes his cell phone after calling for help.
" Stop worrying." Sara says as she hands her hand down his face. Trying to hold on but she feels her self slipping, alls he wants to do is close her eyes, but she can't ' I can't leave Sam, my girl, she needs me and my mom, me and Sam are all she has left. Brian…I can never leave him, even when I tried, his love…gets me through everything, he's all I've ever needed and still do.' She thought, as she holds on to Brian's hand.
" I'm sorry." Brian says as he kisses her hand, and looks into her eyes.
" For what?" Sara asks, fighting the urge to close her eyes and drift away.
" For being to chicken to tell you how much I loved you and much I'm in love with you now, just when I thought I couldn't love you anymore, I do." Brian says as he stares into her eyes so she knows it's true. He knows he had to tell her now because they might never get another chance.
" Brian…it's so ironic, I've been wanting to hear you say that, since I walked out. I never stopped loving you, when I got back I wanted to tell you but I couldn't, I was scared that you might not feel the same way." Sara explains, needing him to know. Hating that it took her getting shoot for them to finally admit how they feel.
" I've never loved anyone the way I do you. I thought you moved on, I thought you didn't want to be together that way again. I wish I would have told you sooner, I wanted to so bad last night, I wanted you so bad last night." Brian explains, as his eyes fill with tears.
" Talk about feeling the same way." Sara laughs, as she closes her eyes.
" You have to stay wake Sara, you have to wait till help comes." Brian says as he cups her face.
" I…can't." She sobs.
" Look into my eyes. Just stay with me." Brian says.
" I can get so lost in your eyes, your eyes made me fall in love with you, it's like they called me." Sara says as she grabs his hand again, realizing there's blood on it, her blood.
" Don't worry about it." Brian says, keeping his eyes locked with hers.
" I don't wanna die." Sara finally sobs, she can't hold it in any more, how scared she is and how much pain she feels.
" You won't die, you can't." Brian says, fighting the tears, he needs to be strong for her.
" I don't want Sam to feel alone, make…. sure she never feels alone. Make sure she's happy, I need her to be happy. I don't want her to cry, or… feel pain. I want her to grow up and… be something and not let someone control her… and look for ways to escape life. I don't want her to be me, just…make sure she doesn't true out like me." Sara sys in between sobs, needing to make sure Brian understands. Her biggest fear is that Samantha will be like her.
" Don't talk like that, you're going to live and make sure Sam's ok. And…just…hold on, please hold on, I can't do this with out you. You can't leave me." Brian says as the tears just fall free now.
" I love you." Sara says, closing her eyes as she hears the sirens.
" They're finally here, just hold on. Please, don't leave me."
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Thanks,
Isabelle
