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A/N: heres chapter 7. 2 chapters in one there might even be a third chapter if I can finish ch 8. Anyway, here we go, here we go, here we go, on with the show!! *Sam does a little snoopy dance*
Worlds Collide - Samantha and Jaime
Chapter 7 - A little bit of Angel Brooding, Old Style
Angel POV
Why? Why did she do it? No, I know that she slept with the guy; if there is one thing that Spike won't lie about it's about what he does with Buffy. I don't know, maybe it was the whole "I died and you brought me back from the dead thing" I don't know.
But I remember all the time she spent battling Spike, battling myself and Spike at the same time. I guess that I can see that Buffy never really developed a full grown hate towards him, he was always there, not particularly life threatening, but there. I've seen Buffy battle the worst of the worst so many times, but she never desperately had to kill Spike. When she wants someone dead they get dead pretty quickly, if she really wanted to kill Spike, and I know that she could, he would not be here today.
I don't like to admit it but I still want her, still hypothesise about what life would be like if I hadn't left. Even though it's been years since I left Buffy, even though Cordy has somewhat stolen my heart, even though I have lightened up and become someone else, I still am the same Angel who lurks in shadows and never smiles. I'm just hiding it. With Buffy I never had to hide that side of me, I was a dark, brooding person and she accepted that, I could never imagine Cordy putting up with my attitude.
Cordy, the new love of my life and the bane of my existence (A/N this is obviously not a cordy/angel fic). She makes me hide my depressed outlook on life, but I am who I am, and eventually she'll see that I am the same man she encountered and tried to crack onto so long ago in Sunnydale. I love the girl, but she just doesn't understand that I'm still attached to Buffy, the girl who changed my entire existence and proved to me that there is life beyond being undead, she changed me and Buffy is a part of me because she is part of that change.
Girls aside, Spike, I'd like to kill the smarmy bastard right now. Not only because he was with Buffy, but that seems like a good reason at the moment. He has three sons that look up to him. They've just met him, look like him, act like him and will stick with him. My son just tried to kill me, slept with Cordy, was quite evil for a while and has a few problems with who he is. Spike's sons, even though they are blatantly evil don't have those problems, except that Ariel kid, he looks like he has a few problems involving an urge to kill people.
What do I do when I go back up there? Pretend its okay? Chuck a temper tantrum to show how bad I am and how much I want attention? I think I might do the stay silent and mysterious move, it usually works.
End POV
A/N: chapter 7, chapter 7, lalalalalalalala Elmo's world. I might also put up 8 today maybe....
~*~*~ Samantha and Jaime ~*~*~
A/N: heres chapter 7. 2 chapters in one there might even be a third chapter if I can finish ch 8. Anyway, here we go, here we go, here we go, on with the show!! *Sam does a little snoopy dance*
Worlds Collide - Samantha and Jaime
Chapter 7 - A little bit of Angel Brooding, Old Style
Angel POV
Why? Why did she do it? No, I know that she slept with the guy; if there is one thing that Spike won't lie about it's about what he does with Buffy. I don't know, maybe it was the whole "I died and you brought me back from the dead thing" I don't know.
But I remember all the time she spent battling Spike, battling myself and Spike at the same time. I guess that I can see that Buffy never really developed a full grown hate towards him, he was always there, not particularly life threatening, but there. I've seen Buffy battle the worst of the worst so many times, but she never desperately had to kill Spike. When she wants someone dead they get dead pretty quickly, if she really wanted to kill Spike, and I know that she could, he would not be here today.
I don't like to admit it but I still want her, still hypothesise about what life would be like if I hadn't left. Even though it's been years since I left Buffy, even though Cordy has somewhat stolen my heart, even though I have lightened up and become someone else, I still am the same Angel who lurks in shadows and never smiles. I'm just hiding it. With Buffy I never had to hide that side of me, I was a dark, brooding person and she accepted that, I could never imagine Cordy putting up with my attitude.
Cordy, the new love of my life and the bane of my existence (A/N this is obviously not a cordy/angel fic). She makes me hide my depressed outlook on life, but I am who I am, and eventually she'll see that I am the same man she encountered and tried to crack onto so long ago in Sunnydale. I love the girl, but she just doesn't understand that I'm still attached to Buffy, the girl who changed my entire existence and proved to me that there is life beyond being undead, she changed me and Buffy is a part of me because she is part of that change.
Girls aside, Spike, I'd like to kill the smarmy bastard right now. Not only because he was with Buffy, but that seems like a good reason at the moment. He has three sons that look up to him. They've just met him, look like him, act like him and will stick with him. My son just tried to kill me, slept with Cordy, was quite evil for a while and has a few problems with who he is. Spike's sons, even though they are blatantly evil don't have those problems, except that Ariel kid, he looks like he has a few problems involving an urge to kill people.
What do I do when I go back up there? Pretend its okay? Chuck a temper tantrum to show how bad I am and how much I want attention? I think I might do the stay silent and mysterious move, it usually works.
End POV
A/N: chapter 7, chapter 7, lalalalalalalala Elmo's world. I might also put up 8 today maybe....
~*~*~ Samantha and Jaime ~*~*~