Series:
Tokyo Babylon, before the first tankubon.
Rating: PG for shonen-ai and horrible misuse of a sumeragi
Disclaimer: CLAMP owns Tokyo Babylon, I don't. The muses made me do it. Should
either Onmyouji kill me in my sleep, I bequeath all possessions to my roomate,
Kate. Should I be sued for copyright, I defer all accusation to my roomate as
well ^^.
Notes: Since this part doesn't even have an encounter in it, there will be more
to come... I'm doing this chapter because 1) I'm procrastinating on a handful of
english papers 2) you shouldn't trust an amatur to write smut, not yet, and 3)
you guys seemed to like the predatory Sei-chan. I get hyper and happy over
responses, both positive and negaive, so I'll be much obliged if you let me
know what you think. Yay!
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Seishirou: Please?
Subaru: No.
Seishirou: ...Please?
Subaru: No.
Seishirou: *whispering velvet tones directly in Subaru's sensative ear*
Subaru: Ack! NO!!
Seishirou: Well, it was worth a try. *shrug*
Gray: *pats Sei-chan for his efforts*
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What Dreams May Come - Chapter 2
Subaru awoke to the smell of coffee and muffins; Hokuto must be at it again. He
appreciated the kind gesture on his sister's part, because they both knew he
wouldn't eat the most important meal of the day if it weren't for her
intervention. He got up, absently rubbing the back of his hands, and the
thought struck him - he'd dreamed again.
It unnerved him that he couldn't remember what it had been about, but the
residual feeling told him it was a nightmare. Dreams, when Subaru had them,
might be precognition visions, so they couldn't be ignored. He felt exhausted,
even though he'd slept for more than... nine hours? It seemed he'd really only
gotten five, probably less. It bothered him; what had he dreamed about? He
closed his eyes and laid back down to focus. Sometimes you could recapture a
dream that way, but nothing came. There was only darkness.
He focused on the feeling, trying to refine it into an image.
A man
Gee, that was useful. He rolled his eyes mentally, then a second thought
overlaid the first.
Danger
He let his thoughts drift and bob in the emotion, desperate to interpret what
had happened.
A man he knew, and danger to himself. The scars. An acute desire. To
belong.
Subaru patiently waited for further clarity, but beyond these fragments,
nothing came. He'd just have to accept that he wouldn't be able to understand
them this time, and he knew from experience that if it was precognition, it
would come again until he either understood the meaning, or until it was too
late to do anything.
"Subaru~~! Your breakfast will got cold if you don't come down and ea~t
something!"
He smiled. What would he do without Hokuto? "Hai, suguni ikimasu yo. Just
give me a minute?" He double-checked his gloves. The scars were shining,
but through the thick black material, no one would ever guess. It felt awkward
to hide things from his twin, his other half, but he reminded himself that it
was for the best.
Breakfast passed uneventfully. If Hokuto noticed his behavior was a little off,
she didn't say anything about it. They chatted about the new job Subaru had
gotten, how big of an honor it was to be working for the Chamber of Public
History, investigating a few odd artifacts the archaeologists discovered while
renovating an ancient district of Kyoto. It was rumored they were shards of the
katana used in the revolution, and that they were still haunted by restless
spirits, but Suabru had his doubts. Many 'haunted' items he was called to
exorcise were just plain bits of metal or glass, devoid of spiritual energy,
but the people who owned them were superstitious and flighty.
He nibbled at the blueberry muffin and took a small sip of milk. His lips
tingled.
"-- and like I was saying, you know you're the youngest person to work for
the DPH in three decades, and... Subaru? You alright?"
He had passed out on the floor.
"SUBARU!"
Luckily for the both of them, it was only a small faint. He came around in the
next minute, blinking up at his sister, mumbling, "Ah... gomen nasai... I
guess I was more hungry than I thought, huh?"
Actually, it was the combination of sleep deprivation, mild dehydration, and
stress from the sharp fragment of dream all together at once that made him
black out, but he couldn't well explain that to Hokuto. He couldn't even
explain the dream to himself without getting confused, so it was a lost cause
to try and articulate that he had dreamed of being kissed by a handsome
stranger. A male one. And that he had enjoyed it. God forbid Hokuto know; she'd
probably conjure up wacky ideas about "fated love" and tease him about being
perverted in thinking about men that way. Not an option.
"Ano... I think I'll spend the rest of the day in bed, if that's
alright." He smiled weakly.
"Hah! You'd better. If you even *think* about going out, I'll have to
personally restrain you."
---
Seishirou's clinic was bustling. Here was an iguana who wouldn't eat regularly,
a pregnant field mouse, kittens who needed their baby shots, and even a rabbit
who was changing color. He smiled and welcomed each new patron who entered,
despite his underlying annoyance. People could be so ignorant about animals; it
was brain-bleedingly annoying how stupid they could *actually* be.
He tried to be patient with the girl in braids who'd begun to cry. He spoke in
a calm, professional voice, "I understand you're concerned, but I can assure
you that it's natural. With the shorter daylight hours because it's nearly
winter, usagi-chan here is just adapting to the seasons. She looks like snow
when it gets cold, isn't that interesting?"
All day, his thoughts were focused elsewhere.
He contemplated the current situation with the boy. Unless he grossly
underestimated his plaything's power, Subaru would only be able to remember the
vaguest wisps of their encounters. It was Seishirou's safeguard against
premature discovery. But it also meant that he had to begin again each and
every night, readjusting Subaru to his presence.
There was a fine line - seduction was fun, but rape was not. By morning, Subaru
wouldn't even know they'd met, so getting the Sumeragi used to physical
affection was tricky.
Each time they kissed, it was Subaru's
very
first
time.
And Seishirou was growing impatient.
Was the simple solution was to let his plaything remember the physical
sensations of the encounter?
Well, that wasn't so simple. Memory was a tricky thing, dependant on things
like smell, touch, sight, and every other sense, and to block a memory meant
blocking every sensation related to the event. It wouldn't work.
He resigned himself. It seemed that the most practical method would be to just
discover what was most effective in Subaru's seduction. He would need to find
out, through trial and error, where Subaru's limits were. He would have to know
what made his toy work, when to kiss, when to pull away.
It seemed great fun.
Ideally, he'd be able to encounter the boy, reduce him to a puddle of goo, then
bed him before sunrise. Seishirou smirked. It was a challenge worthy of
accepting.
But it wouldn't be easy: Subaru seemed awfully naïve, let alone unaware
of the possibility of same-gender relationships…
And he probably wouldn't be less than chaste in any situation, regardless. It'd
take all of the man's skill to break down the boy's defenses.
Luckily, Seishirou had all the time he needed to perfect his methods. It would
be like taking a course on the Sumeragi; once he'd perfected the art of
seduction, he would formally introduce himself and begin the bet.
Was that an unfair advantage?
If it were, it would be entirely on the Sumeragi's side.
Seishirou knew that he would find it difficult to be cold against innocent
love. Making the boy love him was… let's say, evening out the playing field a
little bit. As it stood presently, Seishirou had no reason to feel anything but
ownership for his possession. It would be sportsman-like to at least give him a
weapon of his own… Something that made the bet more of a challenge.
He would learn how to make Subaru fall in love.
(Author's comment: Woah, It actually turned out rational?! You've got to
give it to Sei-chan for being able to justify anything... seducing
Subaru *somehow* makes sense when you put it in that light.)
---
Subaru finally persuaded Hokuto to leave him alone for a few hours. He'd
changed back into his polka-dot pajamas and made a cup of warm tea to soothe
his jumbled emotions. Subaru was jumpy; sudden movement and noise made him
reflexively reach for his ofuda, and he hated losing control of his
power over his mind.
He decided to meditate.
Regaining his center was usually easy, but this time it kept avoiding his
grasp. Maybe if he'd *found* his center, he wouldn't like what he saw…
It kept bothering him – he had dreamed of being kissed deeply by an
older man, and he had enjoyed the contact.
Maybe dreams were more abstract than he thought. Surely one dream of one
encounter with a strange man didn't mean he was weird… Oh forget it. He wasn't
going to even consider the possibility.
Subaru shook himself.
He was not a homosexual.
He was not hallucinating about various fantasies.
He was the 13th head of the Sumeragi Clan.
And he needed a shower.
---
Gray: Sei-chan, you amaze me!
Subaru: Oh, give it a rest. You're just brown-nosing now.
Gray: And what if I am? ...You're not getting jealous or anything, are
you?
Subaru: Of course not. I know you're infatuated with him, but if you
take him away from me, you'd be writing a Mary-Sue. And we all know you
wouldn't do that.
Gray: *glint*
Subaru: ...I'm not even going to dignify that with a respone. *walks
away*
Gray: So, Sei-chan! Thanks for rescuing me from writing smut with a
non-consenting Subaru.
Seishirou: My pleasure. He's much more fun when he's conflicted. And
rape, even in a 'dream' is so messy...
Gray: So wait, are you influencing his dreams, or actually visiting him?
Seishirou: Maboroshi, actually. Then erasing his memory.
Gray: You're such a bastard.
Seishirou: Oh, stop it already. *grin*
