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Crisa Rei: Muahahahahahahahaha More death and sadness! Muahhaahahahah
Kagome: You are so evil.
Crisa Rei: Thank you. *************
Fallen In My Heart. Chapter Six: Tourniquet.
*()_*(*()***&*&^&%$#%@!!
Kagome was in the hut as everyone gathered and cried for Inuyasha. The Tetsusaiga in her hands as she gripped it tightly and it was stained with tears.
She got up slowly and walked outside. Miroku looked after her. "Kagome?" he asked himself.
She walked to the river and sat there and stared at the sword and then she raised it over her chest. "I wish to go to Hell!" And then it came down.
"Kagome!" Miroku stopped her by using his staff. "Don't kill yourself over this."
"Then what's the point in living in suffering and sadness?" Kagome yelled, tears spilled down her face.
*I tried to kill my pain, but only brought more*
Kagome got up, "I'm going to my own era!" She ran off toward the well, carrying the sword in her hands.
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice called to her and she whirled around.
"Inuyasha!" she cried out.
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice whispered in the air.
"Inuyasha." she turned away. He wasn't alive any more. He couldn't come back.
"Kagome, don't bring pain on yourself," he said again.
She gasped. "Inuyasha." She whirled around again, her heart expecting to see him. "Oh Inuyasha!" She cried and knelt down and put her face in her hands. "I'm so sorry Inuyasha!"
Then she jumped in the well and sat on the wooden shrine's floor and held the sword over her once more. "I shall die!" she thrust the sword in hr chest and fell backwards.
*I lay dying and I am pouring crimson regret and betrayal*
Her eyes were hollow brown and she staggered for breath and she fell into a pit of darkness.
Then a fiery red light engulfed her and she saw Inuyasha in a glowing blue light.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha said, "I told you not to kill yourself."
"Inuyasha," she said, "You're not real!"
"I am as alive as you are!" Inuyasha shouted, "but you're dead now and Hell isn't a place where I want you to be!" He held out his hand, "Here. Eat this."
It was a large berry.
"What? Why?"
"It will give you another chance to live," Inuyasha said.
"You need it," she said.
"I will remain here whether or not I eat it. I was summoned by the devil himself," Inuyasha explained, "Please take it Kagome."
She nodded, "I love you Inuyasha."
He looked at her, "I love you too Kagome." He kissed her gently on her lips and pulled away when Kikyo appeared.
"When you eat it, you will be caught in between life and death. You must fight to keep alive!" Inuyasha said, "Promise me you'll fight."
She nodded with tears in her eyes. "I promise Inuyasha, I promise." She chewed the berry and swallowed it.
Then black engulfed her and she screamed, "Inuyasha!"
Then she heard people screaming and ambulances whaling.
*I'm dying, I'm praying bleeding and screaming! Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?*
"Honey, hold still!" her mom's voice came to her ears.
"Oh mom!" she said in a whispery voice.
*My God, My tourniquet, Return to me salvation*
She was lifted in a bed and rushed to the hospital, the sword still in her hands. She held it close and wouldn't let the doctors take it away from her. Her grip was strong, her grip of love.
*My God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation*
Blood was filled into her body and she fell asleep.
*Do you remember me? Lost for so long? Will you be on the other side?*
She floated in the darkness, faces flashing before her. Kikyo's, Inuyasha's, Sango's pale expression with tears in her eyes, Miroku's shocked look and Shippo's disbelief sobs. "Oh Shippo!" she reached out her arms towards the kitsune.
*Or will you forget me? I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming.*
She came to and groaned in pain. She lifted her body, but screamed as pain shot through her. She searched for the sword, her vision fuzzy. "The Tetsusaiga! Where is it?" She looked around frantically scratching at the table side.
"Up already?" a nurse came in, "My you only slept for a day. What are you doing? You're much too weak to move!"
"The sword! Where is it!" Kagome demanded, using all her strength.
She smiled. How dare she!? "We took it away. You don't want to try and commit suicide again, do you? Especially a young, pretty girl like you."
"I promise I won't! My friend owned that sword and he died! He died! That is my responsibility now! I want that sword! Give it back to me!" she yelled and she grabbed the machine she was hooked up to, "I'll pull it! I swear I will!"
*Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?*
"Don't! You'll kill yourself again!" the nurse shrieked. "All right I'll get it for you, but I'll have to keep it out of your reach."
"As long I can see it on a wall that's good enough for me!" Kagome shouted.
The nurse left quickly and then entered in a frantic movement and set the sword on a shelf. "There, now don't kill yourself."
"Fine," Kagome let out a sigh, "I hurt too much to do anything stupid anyway."
*My God My tourniquet. Return to me salvation*
Kagome put her fingers to her lips and the nurse looked at her.
"Your friend, the one who died, was he special?" she asked.
Kagome looked at her and then at the covers, "Yes. I loved him, but he loved someone else and then, he thought about ia and realized he didn't love her. He was attacked by friends of hers and I tried to save, but I couldn't." Her grip tightened on the covers, "It was my fault so I tried to kill myself."
"Well you're lucky you lived. You grazed your heart when you stabbed yourself," she said then she added, "He must be watching over you."
Kagome looked at her, "I know." Then she turned away and in a whisper she said, "I saw him when I was in between life and death."
The nurse smiled, "He loves you still." Then in an elegant movement she left.
Kagome sat on her bed and tried to sit upright. She flinched at the pain.
*my wounds cry for the grave. My soul cries for deliverance. Will I be denied, Christ? Tourniquet. My suicide*
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Crisa Rei: Er.I really don't know what to write right now.
Kagome: Er.your lazy
Crisa Rei: Shut up!
Kagome: Make me!
Crisa Rei: Kagome will no longer be written I will take her place.
Kagome: What?! Okay I'll stop!
Crisa Rei: Nevermind ^^
Kagome: I can't tell you what's coming up next and frankly I don't know and if you are wondering how Kagome got through even with the sacred arrow she is practically Kikyo. Hello?
Crisa Rei: Muahahahahahahahaha More death and sadness! Muahhaahahahah
Kagome: You are so evil.
Crisa Rei: Thank you. *************
Fallen In My Heart. Chapter Six: Tourniquet.
*()_*(*()***&*&^&%$#%@!!
Kagome was in the hut as everyone gathered and cried for Inuyasha. The Tetsusaiga in her hands as she gripped it tightly and it was stained with tears.
She got up slowly and walked outside. Miroku looked after her. "Kagome?" he asked himself.
She walked to the river and sat there and stared at the sword and then she raised it over her chest. "I wish to go to Hell!" And then it came down.
"Kagome!" Miroku stopped her by using his staff. "Don't kill yourself over this."
"Then what's the point in living in suffering and sadness?" Kagome yelled, tears spilled down her face.
*I tried to kill my pain, but only brought more*
Kagome got up, "I'm going to my own era!" She ran off toward the well, carrying the sword in her hands.
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice called to her and she whirled around.
"Inuyasha!" she cried out.
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice whispered in the air.
"Inuyasha." she turned away. He wasn't alive any more. He couldn't come back.
"Kagome, don't bring pain on yourself," he said again.
She gasped. "Inuyasha." She whirled around again, her heart expecting to see him. "Oh Inuyasha!" She cried and knelt down and put her face in her hands. "I'm so sorry Inuyasha!"
Then she jumped in the well and sat on the wooden shrine's floor and held the sword over her once more. "I shall die!" she thrust the sword in hr chest and fell backwards.
*I lay dying and I am pouring crimson regret and betrayal*
Her eyes were hollow brown and she staggered for breath and she fell into a pit of darkness.
Then a fiery red light engulfed her and she saw Inuyasha in a glowing blue light.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha said, "I told you not to kill yourself."
"Inuyasha," she said, "You're not real!"
"I am as alive as you are!" Inuyasha shouted, "but you're dead now and Hell isn't a place where I want you to be!" He held out his hand, "Here. Eat this."
It was a large berry.
"What? Why?"
"It will give you another chance to live," Inuyasha said.
"You need it," she said.
"I will remain here whether or not I eat it. I was summoned by the devil himself," Inuyasha explained, "Please take it Kagome."
She nodded, "I love you Inuyasha."
He looked at her, "I love you too Kagome." He kissed her gently on her lips and pulled away when Kikyo appeared.
"When you eat it, you will be caught in between life and death. You must fight to keep alive!" Inuyasha said, "Promise me you'll fight."
She nodded with tears in her eyes. "I promise Inuyasha, I promise." She chewed the berry and swallowed it.
Then black engulfed her and she screamed, "Inuyasha!"
Then she heard people screaming and ambulances whaling.
*I'm dying, I'm praying bleeding and screaming! Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?*
"Honey, hold still!" her mom's voice came to her ears.
"Oh mom!" she said in a whispery voice.
*My God, My tourniquet, Return to me salvation*
She was lifted in a bed and rushed to the hospital, the sword still in her hands. She held it close and wouldn't let the doctors take it away from her. Her grip was strong, her grip of love.
*My God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation*
Blood was filled into her body and she fell asleep.
*Do you remember me? Lost for so long? Will you be on the other side?*
She floated in the darkness, faces flashing before her. Kikyo's, Inuyasha's, Sango's pale expression with tears in her eyes, Miroku's shocked look and Shippo's disbelief sobs. "Oh Shippo!" she reached out her arms towards the kitsune.
*Or will you forget me? I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming.*
She came to and groaned in pain. She lifted her body, but screamed as pain shot through her. She searched for the sword, her vision fuzzy. "The Tetsusaiga! Where is it?" She looked around frantically scratching at the table side.
"Up already?" a nurse came in, "My you only slept for a day. What are you doing? You're much too weak to move!"
"The sword! Where is it!" Kagome demanded, using all her strength.
She smiled. How dare she!? "We took it away. You don't want to try and commit suicide again, do you? Especially a young, pretty girl like you."
"I promise I won't! My friend owned that sword and he died! He died! That is my responsibility now! I want that sword! Give it back to me!" she yelled and she grabbed the machine she was hooked up to, "I'll pull it! I swear I will!"
*Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?*
"Don't! You'll kill yourself again!" the nurse shrieked. "All right I'll get it for you, but I'll have to keep it out of your reach."
"As long I can see it on a wall that's good enough for me!" Kagome shouted.
The nurse left quickly and then entered in a frantic movement and set the sword on a shelf. "There, now don't kill yourself."
"Fine," Kagome let out a sigh, "I hurt too much to do anything stupid anyway."
*My God My tourniquet. Return to me salvation*
Kagome put her fingers to her lips and the nurse looked at her.
"Your friend, the one who died, was he special?" she asked.
Kagome looked at her and then at the covers, "Yes. I loved him, but he loved someone else and then, he thought about ia and realized he didn't love her. He was attacked by friends of hers and I tried to save, but I couldn't." Her grip tightened on the covers, "It was my fault so I tried to kill myself."
"Well you're lucky you lived. You grazed your heart when you stabbed yourself," she said then she added, "He must be watching over you."
Kagome looked at her, "I know." Then she turned away and in a whisper she said, "I saw him when I was in between life and death."
The nurse smiled, "He loves you still." Then in an elegant movement she left.
Kagome sat on her bed and tried to sit upright. She flinched at the pain.
*my wounds cry for the grave. My soul cries for deliverance. Will I be denied, Christ? Tourniquet. My suicide*
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Crisa Rei: Er.I really don't know what to write right now.
Kagome: Er.your lazy
Crisa Rei: Shut up!
Kagome: Make me!
Crisa Rei: Kagome will no longer be written I will take her place.
Kagome: What?! Okay I'll stop!
Crisa Rei: Nevermind ^^
Kagome: I can't tell you what's coming up next and frankly I don't know and if you are wondering how Kagome got through even with the sacred arrow she is practically Kikyo. Hello?