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Crisa Rei: My helper person is.Shippo!
Shippo: *jumps up and down in front of your screen, smiling*
Crisa Rei: I am bored and grounded! So sorry I haven't been reviewing and my best reviewer so far is..jess! She/he has replied to practically all my stories. ^^ Love ya!
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Fallen In My Heart Chapter Eight: TakiNg OvEr Me. ( Curse stupid corrections! It's supposed to be a lower-case M and capital E. *************************
Two Years of Pain later...
Kagome laughed, "Really? Oh wow!" She was talking on the phone with her new friends. "Sure, I'D LOVE TOO!"
No longer a clumsy fifteen year-old girl, Kagome ran down the steps and laughed at her brother as he fell down the stairs. "Hey Mom, there's a party three days from today. Mind if I go?"
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Inuyasha watched Kagome as she talked to her mom about a party. She was a lot happier now and looked more beautiful than before and looked different than Kikyo.
*You don't remember me, but I remember you*
He sighed, he hated what he had witnessed two years ago in that dark chamber of pain. Hell wasn't a place he would enjoy most. He enjoyed life better.
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Kagome hugged her mom as her mother agreed. "Who's going and are you driving? Will there be any drugs or drinking?"
Kagome sighed, "I will be driving. Yumi and Kamara. No and yes there is supervision. Hojo's aunt will be there." She half lied. Yes, his aunt would be there, but she would be in the small house behind his.
She walked upstairs again and fell on her bed, exhausted from all the homework.
*I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you*
She closed her eyes and fell asleep.
She was awoken by her mother, Her mother was pale and wide-eyed.
"What's wrong?" Kagome asked.
"You weren't breathing! You were asleep, but you weren't breathing, Kagome," her mom said. "Are you okay?"
Kagome nodded, she was suddenly tired all of a sudden and she got up and stumbled to the bathroom. She was so tired and groggy. She looked in the mirror and was dumbfounded. Dark circles were under her eyes and she felt nauseous.
She stumbled to her bureau and when she reached it she looked in that mirror also. Afraid of what she saw, but se forced herself to look. She ran her hand through her thick misspent black hair. Each strand seemed to go its own way, determined to defy her. She felt like Jell-O as she returned to the safeness of her bed.
What she sees in her mirror disturbs her. It wasn't the young, smart face she always saw, ugliness, pure ugliness.
Her friends stopped talking to her that day. One of them had the courage to ask, "What happened to you, Kagome? Are you sick again? You look awful!"
Kagome just looked away as her tired legs took her to her next class. Why did she feel so alone all of a sudden? After school her mother rook her to the hospital
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Inuyasha closed his eyes; he wished she forget her as she did to him.
*But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do.*
He returned to his little looking water and gasped at Kagome. She looked horrible and sad. Depressed, even. How he wanted to comfort her and make her feel safe and happy. She was crying on the way to what her mother had said, "Hospital." That was where they brought Kagome back to life and he was happy that she was going. He watched her sulkily go into the doctor's room and talk. The doctor just closed his eyes and nodded in a rhythm.
"Damn doctor!" he said, "say something to reassure her!" He said when she stopped and the awkward silence hovered in the air.
Then the doctor shifted and looked at some papers, "It says here you tried to commit suicide at the age of fifteen."
"Yes," Kagome said and then in defense she added, "That was two years ago and I know better now."
"A nurse wrote that you had a close friend that passed and you only cried for two days?" he said, both in question and in statement.
She avoided his eyes and spoke dryly, "Yes. I cried for two days, all those two days."
"And now you are seventeen?" he asked.
She nodded. He coughed and nodded as he scribbled something down.
Then she spoke again, firmly, "Say something! Am I sick or not?"
"I believe you are suffering from depression," he said.
Kagome rolled her eyes at his brilliant deduction.
*I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you*
"It is not your fault. It happens to teenagers all over," he assured. How did he know that she blamed herself? "You are suffering from the death of your friend. Your mind might think that you cried enough, but a little part of your mind and the fullness of your body think you need to grieve more."
Kagome nodded, not knowing what he was talking about.
He then looked back at his records, "It says here that you were very happy after you got out of the hospital and you always smiled afterwards. You're trying to hide your pain and that's not good." He looked at her and realized she didn't understand.
"Let me try again. Imagine a box and your putting all your pain, suffering and stress in there and you are locking it shut. The box soon becomes fragile and breaks, splurging your emotions around and you can't handle all that emotions at once so your body becomes depressed and your mind confused. Understand?"
Inuyasha gasped, had he caused her this much pain?
*I have to be with you, to live, to breathe*
Kagome looked away. "I don't believe you."
"Do you know what chemical brain imbalance is?" he asked.
She shook her head and he explained that it is what causes her depression and that there are medications that can correct it.
Then he asked her again another question, "Do you know what is Obsessive- Compulsive Disorder is or OCD?
"No," Kagome replied, beginning to cave in with his hypothesis of her depression.
"It is a disorder that sometimes accompanies depression. In your case, your are so overwhelmed with your friend's death that you don't know how to box it up or let it out."
*You're talking over me*
"Do you think you should get medication or do you want to come in for sessions to let it all out? Or both?" he asked.
"I rather handle it all by myself," Kagome said as she stood up.
"I am afraid I can't let you do that. Several teenagers die and some are in depression for the rest of their lives," he said as he rose.
"Fine, give me the medication," Kagome muttered.
"I also want you to keep a journal so you can spill your feelings out without having anybody to know," he said, "Talking to yourself helps also."
"Fine," Kagome said as she took her prescription.
*Have you forgotten all I know? And all we had?*
She left the room, looking the same as she did when she entered. She didn't cry or spill out a hug for her mom. Instead she waited in the car while the doctor explained everything.
When her mom reached the car and got in she smiled at Kagome. It wasn't a sympathetic or reassuring smile, it was a smile of love. "Honey, I'm proud of you."
"What?" Kagome asked. "Mom, I'm going through depression."
"Yes, I know," her mom said as she backed out of the parking lot, "but I know that you'll get through it. All life you've always been determined and you still are. So sweetie, I know that you'll pull through."
"And if I fail?" Kagome asked.
"I know you won't," her mom said and she meant it in her voice also, not just in her words.
Kagome sighed.
*You saw me mourning my love for you*
When Kagome got home she went upstairs and popped in a small tan pill. She then got drowsy and fell asleep on the bed.
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Inuyasha looked at Kagome's poor state. If only he could come back and go to Kagome to make her feel better. Somehow he knew she would pull through. She always did.
*and touched my hand. I knew you loved me then*
Inuyasha sighed.
"I know how you can live," a far away voice whispered. "Defeat the 'Queen of the Damned'"
Inuyasha turned around and saw a pale-faced woman. Her body was full and her face as ale as a ghost. She had the darkest of black hair that swept the floor in one full braid. Her white kimono only made her skin seem whiter and made her auburn eyes pierce his.
The white kimono threads were stitched into tiny loops and her silver obi was tied tightly around her wasp-like waist. She did not wear a smile and her red eyes were stone.
"Who are you?" Inuyasha asked, "And what are talking about?"
"My name is not for you to know," she said, "and you do have a second chance. After you died it seemed as though the whole world cried. Those tears are forming and it won't take long to form the "Queen of the Damned," if she is defeated you have your life ahead of you on earth and you will be fully restored to life."
"So when does she come?"
"She is a tough matter," the woman nodded, "it would take not only strength and courage, but honesty, trust, love and goodness and a will to fight and determination to win."
"I can do that," Inuyasha spat.
"Do you want my help?"
*I knew that you loved me then.*
"Yes," he muttered.
"She is the mistress of illusion. Seduction hate and turmoil. Powers are water and ice. She is a hard person to beat for she is my Hellion's Sister."
".?" A confused expression was on Inuyasha's face.
"Hellion's Sister means that I am from Heaven. So therefore I am her Heaven's Sister," she explained, "Instead of pale and filled with white she will be dark and filled with black. As soon as you defeat her I will look better and earn my wings."
"So I'm doing you a favor," Inuyasha said.
"And in return you get your life back," she pointed out.
He sighed and crossed his arms, "All right, fine. I'll do it."
"So we have a deal?"
"Yes."
"Good."
"Wait!"
"What??"
"My sword." He paused, "Kagome has it."
"Then I will give you this in hopes that you will get it back," she gave him a smooth white rock.
"What do I do with this?"
"Eat it."
"A rock!?"
"Yes."
"Then what?"
"You will become a "temporary ghost" so you can get your sword in the other time. You will only have a few days. Two at maximum," she explained.
"Darn!" Inuyasha cursed, "I was hoping for more than that."
*I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you*
"The only way to sustain your living is by staying with humans for those two days," she said.
"Why is Hell so complicated?" Inuyasha asked.
*I have to be with you, to live to breathe. You're taking over me*
"Be gone!" she yelled and Inuyasha was thrown back into a hole to Earth. He fell on a rock.
"Damn!" he yelled as it pierced his back and he got up and dusted off his shirt thing.
He than swiftly ran towards the Bone Eater's Well. The blades brushing his feet as the wind blew his hair back. He jumped in and landed.
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Kagome woke up and yawned. Then she grabbed her alarm clock and screamed, "Four hours! I've been asleep for four hours!"
She raced across the room, tossing out her clothes from her drawers. "Gahh! I can't find anything to wear!" She went to her closet and sighed as she pulled out a white dress. It flowed down to her knees in a flirtatious way. The neck curved down into a U. She brushed her hair and ran down the stairs.
Tomorrow was the party. Did she look better? She glanced in the hallway mirror and smiled. She did. Her hair was glossy and looked healthier. A soft pink filled her cheeks and her brown eyes were clear without dark circles.
Inuyasha landed on her windowsill and peered in, "Where is she?" He struggled to open the door and noticed it was locked. It never was locked. It was always unlocked because Kagome knew he would always come back for her. Bt now she knew he would never come back. He closed his eyes, she never expected him to come back.
So he jumped down and went around front and saw Kagome. She was yelling at Sota. "Mo-om! I'm leaving now! No! I'm just going over to Yumi's house for a bit! Yes, I'll call, but right now I'm late!" She closed the door and locked it, still not noticing him. She out the keys in her purse and got out her mirror and make-up and applied it as she walked towards Inuyasha, still unaware that he was there.
Since when does she wear make-up?' Inuyasha asked himself as she collided into him.
"Sorry," she stuttered as she lifted her head to the person she bumped into. She took a step back, fear filled her body and entered her blood stream.
"Kagome." Inuyasha started.
SMACK! "How dare you!" Kagome screamed as tears formed in her eyes. "How dare you!"
"Ow!" Inuyasha yelled and a big print was on his cheek.
Kagome looked at him with pure hatred and disgust. "Aya it is not funny!"
"WHO THE HELL IS AYA?" Inuyasha asked.
"Inuyasha?" she looked at him and placed a hand on his cheek, "Is that really you?"
"Who else would I be?" Inuyasha looked at her with a questioned face.
She smiled and threw her arms around him, "It is you! Inuyasha!"
"Kagome, what?"
She pulled away, "Aya has been teasing me because a "friend" died. Thought she figured out that you were.half demon and what you looked like and dressed up as you, but I guess not."
"Oh." was all Inuyasha could say. "I need the Tetsusaiga."
"Sure," Kagome said. "But why?"
"I have a chance to come back, but that is all I can tell you," Inuyasha said. He looked at her, "You've grown."
She laughed, "I've been having problems."
"With my death?"
She nodded in reply, " I wish you could tag along, but I need to get to a friend's house."
He grabbed her hand, "I don't want to leave you. I've got two days to live and every minute I have I want it to be with you."
"All right," Kagome said, "You can come, but don't speak."
*I look in the mirror and see your face.*
When they got there Yumi answered the door with a bright smile, "You ready?"
She nodded, "I brought a friend of mine. He's from North America."
"Wow! They make them good in the N.A." She stated. "Come in. Did Kagome tell you that she was assigned to me for her confession session?"
Inuyasha shook his head.
"He didn't need to know," Kagome said.
Kagome sat on the bed and lay down as Inuyasha and Yumi sat on a red couch. Yumi took out a notebook. "Ok here we go. Your friend's death. How did it happen?"
Inuyasha looked at Kagome and fear was in her eyes and a pale face spread over her.
She began, "He found his last girlfriend and.ran off with her. She had her.er.rabid animals attack him and he fought for his life. When I got there I tried to save him." Tears came down her cheeks, "It happened on a cliff and he fell down and was hanging on the edge while his girlfriend struggled to bring him down with her. I grabbed his hands and I held on tight. Half of me was saying, 'let him go. He betrayed you again.' But I didn't want to! I couldn't! I.loved him." Then a sigh escaped her lips and she began again, "He plunged down to his death and I sobbed and my friends were there. My other friends. They tried t tell me it wasn't my fault. But Oh GOD IT WAS! It was my fault."
Inuyasha looked away, ashamed.
Yumi looked at her, "Kagome. That is what we have to do, make you think that it wasn't and it's not."
Inuyasha nodded, "She's right, Kagome. It wasn't your fault. He just didn't want you to die either."
Kagome looked at him and sat up. "If I did die we would be together."
"No. You wouldn't be with him. You would be in Heaven and I.I mean him in Hell."
So they went through the story and repeated everything and she left with Inuyasha.
"Kagome, do really feel that it was your fault?"
"I blame only myself Inuyasha," Kagome said as they walked down the sidewalk.
*If I look deep enough So many things inside that are just like you. Taking over me* 8************************************8
Crisa Rei: Well the song didn't really go with the chapter. And Inuyasha is just coming back for two days. Heck I might make him fail in defeating the Queen. But if I get five reviews maybe that will increase his chance of winning. What do you think?
Inuyasha: What about the hackers?
Crisa Rei: *grins* Oh yes, my friend's brothers have been trying to hack into my account so they can change my stories. So if there's anything different that might wreck your nerves e-mail me. And to Anthony and Aaron, STAY AWAYYYYYY!
Crisa Rei: And I would like to scold and thank you reviewers. I have listened to some of your complaints and that is why I made Inuyasha come back for two days and the reason he will get a chance to get his life back. THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT HE WILL LIVE! You will respect my decision whether he stays dead or lives.
Crisa Rei: My helper person is.Shippo!
Shippo: *jumps up and down in front of your screen, smiling*
Crisa Rei: I am bored and grounded! So sorry I haven't been reviewing and my best reviewer so far is..jess! She/he has replied to practically all my stories. ^^ Love ya!
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Fallen In My Heart Chapter Eight: TakiNg OvEr Me. ( Curse stupid corrections! It's supposed to be a lower-case M and capital E. *************************
Two Years of Pain later...
Kagome laughed, "Really? Oh wow!" She was talking on the phone with her new friends. "Sure, I'D LOVE TOO!"
No longer a clumsy fifteen year-old girl, Kagome ran down the steps and laughed at her brother as he fell down the stairs. "Hey Mom, there's a party three days from today. Mind if I go?"
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Inuyasha watched Kagome as she talked to her mom about a party. She was a lot happier now and looked more beautiful than before and looked different than Kikyo.
*You don't remember me, but I remember you*
He sighed, he hated what he had witnessed two years ago in that dark chamber of pain. Hell wasn't a place he would enjoy most. He enjoyed life better.
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Kagome hugged her mom as her mother agreed. "Who's going and are you driving? Will there be any drugs or drinking?"
Kagome sighed, "I will be driving. Yumi and Kamara. No and yes there is supervision. Hojo's aunt will be there." She half lied. Yes, his aunt would be there, but she would be in the small house behind his.
She walked upstairs again and fell on her bed, exhausted from all the homework.
*I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you*
She closed her eyes and fell asleep.
She was awoken by her mother, Her mother was pale and wide-eyed.
"What's wrong?" Kagome asked.
"You weren't breathing! You were asleep, but you weren't breathing, Kagome," her mom said. "Are you okay?"
Kagome nodded, she was suddenly tired all of a sudden and she got up and stumbled to the bathroom. She was so tired and groggy. She looked in the mirror and was dumbfounded. Dark circles were under her eyes and she felt nauseous.
She stumbled to her bureau and when she reached it she looked in that mirror also. Afraid of what she saw, but se forced herself to look. She ran her hand through her thick misspent black hair. Each strand seemed to go its own way, determined to defy her. She felt like Jell-O as she returned to the safeness of her bed.
What she sees in her mirror disturbs her. It wasn't the young, smart face she always saw, ugliness, pure ugliness.
Her friends stopped talking to her that day. One of them had the courage to ask, "What happened to you, Kagome? Are you sick again? You look awful!"
Kagome just looked away as her tired legs took her to her next class. Why did she feel so alone all of a sudden? After school her mother rook her to the hospital
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Inuyasha closed his eyes; he wished she forget her as she did to him.
*But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do.*
He returned to his little looking water and gasped at Kagome. She looked horrible and sad. Depressed, even. How he wanted to comfort her and make her feel safe and happy. She was crying on the way to what her mother had said, "Hospital." That was where they brought Kagome back to life and he was happy that she was going. He watched her sulkily go into the doctor's room and talk. The doctor just closed his eyes and nodded in a rhythm.
"Damn doctor!" he said, "say something to reassure her!" He said when she stopped and the awkward silence hovered in the air.
Then the doctor shifted and looked at some papers, "It says here you tried to commit suicide at the age of fifteen."
"Yes," Kagome said and then in defense she added, "That was two years ago and I know better now."
"A nurse wrote that you had a close friend that passed and you only cried for two days?" he said, both in question and in statement.
She avoided his eyes and spoke dryly, "Yes. I cried for two days, all those two days."
"And now you are seventeen?" he asked.
She nodded. He coughed and nodded as he scribbled something down.
Then she spoke again, firmly, "Say something! Am I sick or not?"
"I believe you are suffering from depression," he said.
Kagome rolled her eyes at his brilliant deduction.
*I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you*
"It is not your fault. It happens to teenagers all over," he assured. How did he know that she blamed herself? "You are suffering from the death of your friend. Your mind might think that you cried enough, but a little part of your mind and the fullness of your body think you need to grieve more."
Kagome nodded, not knowing what he was talking about.
He then looked back at his records, "It says here that you were very happy after you got out of the hospital and you always smiled afterwards. You're trying to hide your pain and that's not good." He looked at her and realized she didn't understand.
"Let me try again. Imagine a box and your putting all your pain, suffering and stress in there and you are locking it shut. The box soon becomes fragile and breaks, splurging your emotions around and you can't handle all that emotions at once so your body becomes depressed and your mind confused. Understand?"
Inuyasha gasped, had he caused her this much pain?
*I have to be with you, to live, to breathe*
Kagome looked away. "I don't believe you."
"Do you know what chemical brain imbalance is?" he asked.
She shook her head and he explained that it is what causes her depression and that there are medications that can correct it.
Then he asked her again another question, "Do you know what is Obsessive- Compulsive Disorder is or OCD?
"No," Kagome replied, beginning to cave in with his hypothesis of her depression.
"It is a disorder that sometimes accompanies depression. In your case, your are so overwhelmed with your friend's death that you don't know how to box it up or let it out."
*You're talking over me*
"Do you think you should get medication or do you want to come in for sessions to let it all out? Or both?" he asked.
"I rather handle it all by myself," Kagome said as she stood up.
"I am afraid I can't let you do that. Several teenagers die and some are in depression for the rest of their lives," he said as he rose.
"Fine, give me the medication," Kagome muttered.
"I also want you to keep a journal so you can spill your feelings out without having anybody to know," he said, "Talking to yourself helps also."
"Fine," Kagome said as she took her prescription.
*Have you forgotten all I know? And all we had?*
She left the room, looking the same as she did when she entered. She didn't cry or spill out a hug for her mom. Instead she waited in the car while the doctor explained everything.
When her mom reached the car and got in she smiled at Kagome. It wasn't a sympathetic or reassuring smile, it was a smile of love. "Honey, I'm proud of you."
"What?" Kagome asked. "Mom, I'm going through depression."
"Yes, I know," her mom said as she backed out of the parking lot, "but I know that you'll get through it. All life you've always been determined and you still are. So sweetie, I know that you'll pull through."
"And if I fail?" Kagome asked.
"I know you won't," her mom said and she meant it in her voice also, not just in her words.
Kagome sighed.
*You saw me mourning my love for you*
When Kagome got home she went upstairs and popped in a small tan pill. She then got drowsy and fell asleep on the bed.
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Inuyasha looked at Kagome's poor state. If only he could come back and go to Kagome to make her feel better. Somehow he knew she would pull through. She always did.
*and touched my hand. I knew you loved me then*
Inuyasha sighed.
"I know how you can live," a far away voice whispered. "Defeat the 'Queen of the Damned'"
Inuyasha turned around and saw a pale-faced woman. Her body was full and her face as ale as a ghost. She had the darkest of black hair that swept the floor in one full braid. Her white kimono only made her skin seem whiter and made her auburn eyes pierce his.
The white kimono threads were stitched into tiny loops and her silver obi was tied tightly around her wasp-like waist. She did not wear a smile and her red eyes were stone.
"Who are you?" Inuyasha asked, "And what are talking about?"
"My name is not for you to know," she said, "and you do have a second chance. After you died it seemed as though the whole world cried. Those tears are forming and it won't take long to form the "Queen of the Damned," if she is defeated you have your life ahead of you on earth and you will be fully restored to life."
"So when does she come?"
"She is a tough matter," the woman nodded, "it would take not only strength and courage, but honesty, trust, love and goodness and a will to fight and determination to win."
"I can do that," Inuyasha spat.
"Do you want my help?"
*I knew that you loved me then.*
"Yes," he muttered.
"She is the mistress of illusion. Seduction hate and turmoil. Powers are water and ice. She is a hard person to beat for she is my Hellion's Sister."
".?" A confused expression was on Inuyasha's face.
"Hellion's Sister means that I am from Heaven. So therefore I am her Heaven's Sister," she explained, "Instead of pale and filled with white she will be dark and filled with black. As soon as you defeat her I will look better and earn my wings."
"So I'm doing you a favor," Inuyasha said.
"And in return you get your life back," she pointed out.
He sighed and crossed his arms, "All right, fine. I'll do it."
"So we have a deal?"
"Yes."
"Good."
"Wait!"
"What??"
"My sword." He paused, "Kagome has it."
"Then I will give you this in hopes that you will get it back," she gave him a smooth white rock.
"What do I do with this?"
"Eat it."
"A rock!?"
"Yes."
"Then what?"
"You will become a "temporary ghost" so you can get your sword in the other time. You will only have a few days. Two at maximum," she explained.
"Darn!" Inuyasha cursed, "I was hoping for more than that."
*I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you*
"The only way to sustain your living is by staying with humans for those two days," she said.
"Why is Hell so complicated?" Inuyasha asked.
*I have to be with you, to live to breathe. You're taking over me*
"Be gone!" she yelled and Inuyasha was thrown back into a hole to Earth. He fell on a rock.
"Damn!" he yelled as it pierced his back and he got up and dusted off his shirt thing.
He than swiftly ran towards the Bone Eater's Well. The blades brushing his feet as the wind blew his hair back. He jumped in and landed.
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Kagome woke up and yawned. Then she grabbed her alarm clock and screamed, "Four hours! I've been asleep for four hours!"
She raced across the room, tossing out her clothes from her drawers. "Gahh! I can't find anything to wear!" She went to her closet and sighed as she pulled out a white dress. It flowed down to her knees in a flirtatious way. The neck curved down into a U. She brushed her hair and ran down the stairs.
Tomorrow was the party. Did she look better? She glanced in the hallway mirror and smiled. She did. Her hair was glossy and looked healthier. A soft pink filled her cheeks and her brown eyes were clear without dark circles.
Inuyasha landed on her windowsill and peered in, "Where is she?" He struggled to open the door and noticed it was locked. It never was locked. It was always unlocked because Kagome knew he would always come back for her. Bt now she knew he would never come back. He closed his eyes, she never expected him to come back.
So he jumped down and went around front and saw Kagome. She was yelling at Sota. "Mo-om! I'm leaving now! No! I'm just going over to Yumi's house for a bit! Yes, I'll call, but right now I'm late!" She closed the door and locked it, still not noticing him. She out the keys in her purse and got out her mirror and make-up and applied it as she walked towards Inuyasha, still unaware that he was there.
Since when does she wear make-up?' Inuyasha asked himself as she collided into him.
"Sorry," she stuttered as she lifted her head to the person she bumped into. She took a step back, fear filled her body and entered her blood stream.
"Kagome." Inuyasha started.
SMACK! "How dare you!" Kagome screamed as tears formed in her eyes. "How dare you!"
"Ow!" Inuyasha yelled and a big print was on his cheek.
Kagome looked at him with pure hatred and disgust. "Aya it is not funny!"
"WHO THE HELL IS AYA?" Inuyasha asked.
"Inuyasha?" she looked at him and placed a hand on his cheek, "Is that really you?"
"Who else would I be?" Inuyasha looked at her with a questioned face.
She smiled and threw her arms around him, "It is you! Inuyasha!"
"Kagome, what?"
She pulled away, "Aya has been teasing me because a "friend" died. Thought she figured out that you were.half demon and what you looked like and dressed up as you, but I guess not."
"Oh." was all Inuyasha could say. "I need the Tetsusaiga."
"Sure," Kagome said. "But why?"
"I have a chance to come back, but that is all I can tell you," Inuyasha said. He looked at her, "You've grown."
She laughed, "I've been having problems."
"With my death?"
She nodded in reply, " I wish you could tag along, but I need to get to a friend's house."
He grabbed her hand, "I don't want to leave you. I've got two days to live and every minute I have I want it to be with you."
"All right," Kagome said, "You can come, but don't speak."
*I look in the mirror and see your face.*
When they got there Yumi answered the door with a bright smile, "You ready?"
She nodded, "I brought a friend of mine. He's from North America."
"Wow! They make them good in the N.A." She stated. "Come in. Did Kagome tell you that she was assigned to me for her confession session?"
Inuyasha shook his head.
"He didn't need to know," Kagome said.
Kagome sat on the bed and lay down as Inuyasha and Yumi sat on a red couch. Yumi took out a notebook. "Ok here we go. Your friend's death. How did it happen?"
Inuyasha looked at Kagome and fear was in her eyes and a pale face spread over her.
She began, "He found his last girlfriend and.ran off with her. She had her.er.rabid animals attack him and he fought for his life. When I got there I tried to save him." Tears came down her cheeks, "It happened on a cliff and he fell down and was hanging on the edge while his girlfriend struggled to bring him down with her. I grabbed his hands and I held on tight. Half of me was saying, 'let him go. He betrayed you again.' But I didn't want to! I couldn't! I.loved him." Then a sigh escaped her lips and she began again, "He plunged down to his death and I sobbed and my friends were there. My other friends. They tried t tell me it wasn't my fault. But Oh GOD IT WAS! It was my fault."
Inuyasha looked away, ashamed.
Yumi looked at her, "Kagome. That is what we have to do, make you think that it wasn't and it's not."
Inuyasha nodded, "She's right, Kagome. It wasn't your fault. He just didn't want you to die either."
Kagome looked at him and sat up. "If I did die we would be together."
"No. You wouldn't be with him. You would be in Heaven and I.I mean him in Hell."
So they went through the story and repeated everything and she left with Inuyasha.
"Kagome, do really feel that it was your fault?"
"I blame only myself Inuyasha," Kagome said as they walked down the sidewalk.
*If I look deep enough So many things inside that are just like you. Taking over me* 8************************************8
Crisa Rei: Well the song didn't really go with the chapter. And Inuyasha is just coming back for two days. Heck I might make him fail in defeating the Queen. But if I get five reviews maybe that will increase his chance of winning. What do you think?
Inuyasha: What about the hackers?
Crisa Rei: *grins* Oh yes, my friend's brothers have been trying to hack into my account so they can change my stories. So if there's anything different that might wreck your nerves e-mail me. And to Anthony and Aaron, STAY AWAYYYYYY!
Crisa Rei: And I would like to scold and thank you reviewers. I have listened to some of your complaints and that is why I made Inuyasha come back for two days and the reason he will get a chance to get his life back. THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT HE WILL LIVE! You will respect my decision whether he stays dead or lives.