Disclaimer~ I don't own Digimon. Never will either cause people don't like
giving up their copyrights to me.
Me~ I'm back!!!!
Tai~ Yama and I aren't in this chap!
Yama~ Wait! This story was supposed to be about Tai and me!
Me~ I need a chap for Dai and Ken.
Ken~ I want to know what happens to my love!
Tai~ (typing) Dai falls of the side of a cliff and doesn't come back until the end of the story unharmed.
Ken~ Grrrrrrrrrr...
Tai~ Eeep!
Yama~ You better start running now Tai-chan.
Me~ Ok onto the fic! Oh yes. This chap takes place during the time Tai and Yama are running. So all of this is taking place at night.
Dreams of Pain
Chap 4~ Internal Confessions.
Ken was chasing Dai down almost all the roads of the town. Well, all the back desolate roads that no one travels.
"Please stop!" Ken shouted again positive that Dai heard.
"I can't. I don't want to be a failure to you." Dai thought as he cried more.
"Why are you running Dai? Don't you know that I accept you the person you are. Ditzy or not." Ken thought as he ran faster. Dai eventually found the break he was looking for and ran down a small ally way. Ken had somewhat lost him in a little crowd that was gathering for an art show. Now he had completely lost him.
"If I was depressed and Dai where would I go? I know he wouldn't go home or the soccer field. Those places are obvious. So where is some place that is secret and non-obvious for him?" Soon Ken remembered Dai telling him of a tunnel he had found that lead to a cliff right above the beach. He would always go there when he was depressed.
"He may have gone there, but that is the opposite was of the tunnel. Better check that out first." Ken thought running to the old fish warehouse. Dai had gone to the cliff on the beach. He just took a different route.
"I don't think Ken will look for me here. I took a different path then the one I showed him." Dai thought as he settled down a bit. Ken had finally found the warehouse that Dai had described to him.
"Now where did he say the tunnel was?" Ken said throwing aside some boxes. He came across a hole cover up by a small piece of plywood.
"There it is!" Ken thought joyfully as he moved the wood and descended down the tunnel.
"I keep forgetting how bad it smells down here. Well it is only a five- minute walk. I just hope he is there." Ken walked for a bit more and could smell the ocean coming though the opening at the end. Just as he thought Dai was sitting a bit above him on a higher ledge.
"So there is more then one way to get here." Ken though to himself as he quietly made his way up the cliff. Dai was to absorbed in his thoughts to even hear Ken climb up the side. Ken, as quiet as he could, finally reached the cliff Dai was sitting on. Thankfully his back was to him.
"Good now I can finally catch him." Ken thought as he advanced at a slow pace. Before Dai knew what was upon him Ken had come up from behind him and put his arms around his waist keeping him down.
"Let me go Ken!" Dai struggled trying to get out of his grasp.
"I am never going to let you go Dai. So please stop running and talk to me." Ken whispered into his ear as best he could. Dai knew Ken would keep his word so he stopped moving and settled in the other boys lap.
"Why did I even take this job? I already know I can't be good at being a normal kid." Dai started to chock on tears threatening to come out.
"Because if you didn't take the job then you would have never really met me. Sure you would have faced me in a soccer match or seen me on T.V, but you would have never truly met me." Ken whispered tracing his finger up and down Dai's spine. Dai shivered sending his body closer to Ken's.
"Our relationship was the only good thing that came out of me being the leader, and the fact that I have a digimon partner. But everything else has been horrible." Dai finally cried.
"How long have you kept this all inside?" Ken finally asked that question that was in the back of his mind.
"As long as I can remember. My family doesn't even see me as a worthy son." Dai confessed. Ken was taken aback by the words that just came out of his loves mouth. His own family doesn't even see him as an equal.
"They where always comparing my to June. Why can't you be as god as June in school? Why can't you be as good mannered as June? They would always downgrade me no matter how well I did. I would even get A's on my tests and June would get an F. Then they would yell at me cause I distracted her from her schoolwork. Then when I found some friends I thought they would treat me as a person. Yet they don't even see me as some one smart. I am just comic relief in everyone's eyes." Ken was about to say something but he was cut off by Dai continuing his story.
"That's why I act so idiotic. I learned that if I did, I would get attention at home. It was always bad, but I got something. I always said that was going to be my mask at home and wouldn't interfere with my social life. Some how when you act like that almost all day of your life, it consumes you." Dai finished. Ken buried his face into the back of Dai's neck and started to cry.
"Why are you crying?" Dai asked confused turning so he could face the other boy.
"If I had found out sooner I could have helped you." Ken sobbed.
"I didn't tell you cause I didn't want anyone to know. I hate it when people pity me for something that is out of my control." Dai said down casting his eyes.
"I could never pity you. I love you to much to do something like that." Ken whispered pushing Dai closer to him.
"What happened after I ran out?"
"I punched T.K in the gut. He didn't look too happy about that." Dai threw his hands around Ken's neck and gave him a quick kiss.
"What was that for?" Ken asked confused.
"Do you know how long I have wanted to do that? Finally some one stood up to him!" Dai said bouncing a bit.
"I am glad something made you happy." Ken smiled.
"You always make me happy. No matter who or how you become." Dai said hugging him. Ken hugged him back and started to kiss his neck.
"And you could never disappoint me." Ken whispered in between his kisses. Dai giggled as his love moved up and down his neck. Soon he pushed Ken away a bit and captured his lips in a slow kiss. Ken smiled as his hands went up to Dai's neck pushing him in to deepen the kiss. Ken was the first to break away.
"Can't hold your breath for that long?" Dai joked.
"Sorry my lungs aren't as big as yours." Ken joked back. Dai yawned and started to curl up.
"Tired?" Ken asked in a sweet voice that made Dai blush.
"A bit." Dai yawned.
"Do you want to go back home?" Ken asked knowing the answer to it.
"Can I go to your place?" Dai asked with the cutest eyes.
"Sure." Ken helped Dai get off his lap since he really didn't want to. Once both where up they made their way to Ken's place.
Me~ I am so good at writing fluff.
Ken and Dai~ ^_^
Tai~ You better write more fluff for Yama-chan and I.
Yama~ Please leave that to the author. We don't want to make her mad.
Me~ Yes you don't want to make me mad.
Tai~ What are you going to do about it?
Me~ Make this all a Sorato.
Yama~ NOOOOOO!
Tai~ Don't even say things like that!
Me~ Ok but this story really is nothing but fluff. I am a hopeless romantic.
Tai~ ^_^
Yama~ Please R&R
Me~ I'm back!!!!
Tai~ Yama and I aren't in this chap!
Yama~ Wait! This story was supposed to be about Tai and me!
Me~ I need a chap for Dai and Ken.
Ken~ I want to know what happens to my love!
Tai~ (typing) Dai falls of the side of a cliff and doesn't come back until the end of the story unharmed.
Ken~ Grrrrrrrrrr...
Tai~ Eeep!
Yama~ You better start running now Tai-chan.
Me~ Ok onto the fic! Oh yes. This chap takes place during the time Tai and Yama are running. So all of this is taking place at night.
Dreams of Pain
Chap 4~ Internal Confessions.
Ken was chasing Dai down almost all the roads of the town. Well, all the back desolate roads that no one travels.
"Please stop!" Ken shouted again positive that Dai heard.
"I can't. I don't want to be a failure to you." Dai thought as he cried more.
"Why are you running Dai? Don't you know that I accept you the person you are. Ditzy or not." Ken thought as he ran faster. Dai eventually found the break he was looking for and ran down a small ally way. Ken had somewhat lost him in a little crowd that was gathering for an art show. Now he had completely lost him.
"If I was depressed and Dai where would I go? I know he wouldn't go home or the soccer field. Those places are obvious. So where is some place that is secret and non-obvious for him?" Soon Ken remembered Dai telling him of a tunnel he had found that lead to a cliff right above the beach. He would always go there when he was depressed.
"He may have gone there, but that is the opposite was of the tunnel. Better check that out first." Ken thought running to the old fish warehouse. Dai had gone to the cliff on the beach. He just took a different route.
"I don't think Ken will look for me here. I took a different path then the one I showed him." Dai thought as he settled down a bit. Ken had finally found the warehouse that Dai had described to him.
"Now where did he say the tunnel was?" Ken said throwing aside some boxes. He came across a hole cover up by a small piece of plywood.
"There it is!" Ken thought joyfully as he moved the wood and descended down the tunnel.
"I keep forgetting how bad it smells down here. Well it is only a five- minute walk. I just hope he is there." Ken walked for a bit more and could smell the ocean coming though the opening at the end. Just as he thought Dai was sitting a bit above him on a higher ledge.
"So there is more then one way to get here." Ken though to himself as he quietly made his way up the cliff. Dai was to absorbed in his thoughts to even hear Ken climb up the side. Ken, as quiet as he could, finally reached the cliff Dai was sitting on. Thankfully his back was to him.
"Good now I can finally catch him." Ken thought as he advanced at a slow pace. Before Dai knew what was upon him Ken had come up from behind him and put his arms around his waist keeping him down.
"Let me go Ken!" Dai struggled trying to get out of his grasp.
"I am never going to let you go Dai. So please stop running and talk to me." Ken whispered into his ear as best he could. Dai knew Ken would keep his word so he stopped moving and settled in the other boys lap.
"Why did I even take this job? I already know I can't be good at being a normal kid." Dai started to chock on tears threatening to come out.
"Because if you didn't take the job then you would have never really met me. Sure you would have faced me in a soccer match or seen me on T.V, but you would have never truly met me." Ken whispered tracing his finger up and down Dai's spine. Dai shivered sending his body closer to Ken's.
"Our relationship was the only good thing that came out of me being the leader, and the fact that I have a digimon partner. But everything else has been horrible." Dai finally cried.
"How long have you kept this all inside?" Ken finally asked that question that was in the back of his mind.
"As long as I can remember. My family doesn't even see me as a worthy son." Dai confessed. Ken was taken aback by the words that just came out of his loves mouth. His own family doesn't even see him as an equal.
"They where always comparing my to June. Why can't you be as god as June in school? Why can't you be as good mannered as June? They would always downgrade me no matter how well I did. I would even get A's on my tests and June would get an F. Then they would yell at me cause I distracted her from her schoolwork. Then when I found some friends I thought they would treat me as a person. Yet they don't even see me as some one smart. I am just comic relief in everyone's eyes." Ken was about to say something but he was cut off by Dai continuing his story.
"That's why I act so idiotic. I learned that if I did, I would get attention at home. It was always bad, but I got something. I always said that was going to be my mask at home and wouldn't interfere with my social life. Some how when you act like that almost all day of your life, it consumes you." Dai finished. Ken buried his face into the back of Dai's neck and started to cry.
"Why are you crying?" Dai asked confused turning so he could face the other boy.
"If I had found out sooner I could have helped you." Ken sobbed.
"I didn't tell you cause I didn't want anyone to know. I hate it when people pity me for something that is out of my control." Dai said down casting his eyes.
"I could never pity you. I love you to much to do something like that." Ken whispered pushing Dai closer to him.
"What happened after I ran out?"
"I punched T.K in the gut. He didn't look too happy about that." Dai threw his hands around Ken's neck and gave him a quick kiss.
"What was that for?" Ken asked confused.
"Do you know how long I have wanted to do that? Finally some one stood up to him!" Dai said bouncing a bit.
"I am glad something made you happy." Ken smiled.
"You always make me happy. No matter who or how you become." Dai said hugging him. Ken hugged him back and started to kiss his neck.
"And you could never disappoint me." Ken whispered in between his kisses. Dai giggled as his love moved up and down his neck. Soon he pushed Ken away a bit and captured his lips in a slow kiss. Ken smiled as his hands went up to Dai's neck pushing him in to deepen the kiss. Ken was the first to break away.
"Can't hold your breath for that long?" Dai joked.
"Sorry my lungs aren't as big as yours." Ken joked back. Dai yawned and started to curl up.
"Tired?" Ken asked in a sweet voice that made Dai blush.
"A bit." Dai yawned.
"Do you want to go back home?" Ken asked knowing the answer to it.
"Can I go to your place?" Dai asked with the cutest eyes.
"Sure." Ken helped Dai get off his lap since he really didn't want to. Once both where up they made their way to Ken's place.
Me~ I am so good at writing fluff.
Ken and Dai~ ^_^
Tai~ You better write more fluff for Yama-chan and I.
Yama~ Please leave that to the author. We don't want to make her mad.
Me~ Yes you don't want to make me mad.
Tai~ What are you going to do about it?
Me~ Make this all a Sorato.
Yama~ NOOOOOO!
Tai~ Don't even say things like that!
Me~ Ok but this story really is nothing but fluff. I am a hopeless romantic.
Tai~ ^_^
Yama~ Please R&R