Disclaimer~ Ok Ebay is being evil and not showing that the rights for
Digimon are for sale. So I still yet again don't own Digimon. One day I
will then I will rule the world! Bwahahahahaha*cough cough* damn cough.
Me~ Ok here is the fluffy chap I was talking about.
Tai~ She is sorry that she hasn't updated in a bit but there are annoying things that are called school projects.
Me~ Plus I have had way to many tests and quizzes going on. I wish the teachers would spread them out and not assign them at the end of the year.
Yama~ Nothing we can do about it now lets get going I want to have a good dream this time.
Me~ Onto the fic!
Dreams of Pain
Chap 9~ Visits Again
Yamato tossed and turned in his sleeping bag on the floor. Tai was sleeping like a baby above him on the bed.
"I don't want to go back to sleep in fear that those dreams will come back. But if I don't go to sleep then I will just wear myself out." Yamato thought in his mind as he stared into the darkness. Eventually his physical condition won over the thoughts in his head and he fell into a restless sleep.
"I just had to fall asleep didn't I." Yamato said as he curled up in a corner.
"What's wrong?" A voice asked above him.
"Leave me alone! Don't you haunt me enough already." Yamato cried curling himself up even tighter.
"I don't know what you're talking about." The voice said again putting its hand on his shoulder. Yamato looked up to see Tai's form looming above him.
"I don't want to see you either." Yamato growled placing his head back in its resting spot.
"I don't understand? What did I do to hurt you so much?" Tai asked pulling Yamato up so he would look at him straight in the eye.
"You lied to me. You said that there where barriers placed so outside things couldn't hurt me!" Yamato shouted.
"There are but what is hurting you so much?" Tai asked gathering Yamato in his arms.
"This voice keeps coming and all this dark cloud stuff keeps trying to kill me. I don't get why." Yamato for the third time broke down and for the second time explained his dreams.
"I know that there is more that you are keeping from me." Tai said pressing the subject.
"I told you everything." Yamato lied.
"Then your eyes deceive you. I can see that there is something else that you are keeping that is very important." Tai said inching his face closer.
"In the last dream I did something dramatic." Yamato started to confess.
"Like what?" Tai asked in a soothing voice.
"I knew I was going to die again or at least every time I have that dream I feel like I am dieing." Yamato said taking in a deep breath.
"So what did you do?" Tai asked masking as much worry in his voice as possible.
"I killed myself." Yamato finally admitted.
"It may not have been the best move but it wasn't the worst either." Tai sighed in a bit of relief.
"What do you mean?" Yamato asked confused.
"Well he, she or whatever it is won't be able to locate you for a week or two because you broke the connection."
"And what was the better thing that I could have done?"
"I don't know what that would be. There are many things that differ in dreams. One is the best thing to do when a nightmare comes. People have many different ways of dealing with them." Tai explained placing his head in the crook of Yamato's neck.
"I have a question." Yamato sighed happily.
"What?" Tai asked breathing in Yamato's scent.
"How well do you think I know you?"
"You know me inside and out. You know me enough to trust me with your secrets and enough to tell me that you love me." Tai sighed burying his face even farther in Yamato's neck.
"I don't know if I could ever confess that outside my dreams." Yamato said depression sinking into his eyes and voice.
"Why not?" Tai asked hoping to bring his spirits up.
"I don't know what the information would do to Tai." Yamato sighed.
"It may make him happy or sad. It depends on what he does with it. You are the carrier of the information. He is one who has to interpret it." Tai riddled.
"I don't want to hurt him." Yamato said on the verge of tears. Tai lifted his head and placed a light kiss in Yamato's lips.
"No person ever wants to hurt the one they love. Yet there is always a risk when you tell someone that you love them. You never know what their response is going to be." Tai said as he trailed kisses across Yamato's jaw line.
"I don't want to get one that will break my heart. I have gotten to many of those and I don't want to add another one to my list." Yamato stuttered.
"Then I don't know what to tell you. All I know is that this is eating you up inside and I don't want that to happen to you. I love you to much." Tai said slowly tracing his tongue up Yamato's ear.
"Then why can't you tell me?" Yamato asked shivering against Tai's touch.
"That is something that I cannot tell." Tai riddled again.
"I respect that." Yamato said lifting his head up. Tai gave a smile before he wriggled out from under Yamato to sliding into his lap.
"Am I to heavy?" Yamato asked the brunet that was now currently in his lap.
"I have a better reason then that." Tai said with a mischievous grin on his face.
"What would that be?" Yamato asked leaning back a bit.
"You'll see." Tai whispered capturing Yamato in a sweet and delicate kiss. Yamato gave a slight gasp as Tai pressed all his weight against his sending them both crashing to the ground. Tai muffled a victory phrase as he felt Yamato shiver under him as he slowly ran him finger up and down the others side. Yamato snaked his arms around Tai's neck heating up the kiss. They broke away gasping for air.
"Could have warned me a bit." Yamato teased.
"Then where would the fun be?" Tai asked laying his head on Yamato's chest.
"There is the same amount of fun just in a different way." Yamato finally riddled.
"Now you are sounding like me." Tai teased.
"You wish." Yamato said placing a kiss on his loves forehead. Yamato sighed and closed his eyes letting the darkness of his dream world envelope him again.
"Oy Yama wake up." Tai said shaking Yamato's sleeping bag.
"I'm up." Yamato yawned emerging from his sleeping state.
"I thought you would never wake up." Tai said with a goofy grin on his face.
"What time is it?" Yamato asked looking for a clock.
"10."
"To early." Yamato complained plunging back into his sleeping bag.
"Well you need to wake up anyways." Tai said taking the end of the sleeping bag and started to drag in out into the hallway.
"What the hell are you doing?" Yamato yelled trying not to laugh.
"If you won't get up on your own then I am going to make you." Tai said justifying himself.
"Still not a good reason but I will get up anyways." Yamato said finally coming out of his warm place.
"Now you have finally decided to grace us with your presence?" Tai teased dodging a pillow Yamato threw at him.
"You caught me on a good morning." Yamato said grabbing another pillow.
"I don't call this good!" Tai yelled running away from the really tired and not up Yamato.
Me~ Ok good place to end it.
Tai~ Not fluffy enough.
Yama~ I thought it was.
Me~ I am tired and have a lot of things in my mind.
Yama~ In? You mean on.
Me~ No cause it is in my mind. If it were on then I would never remember it.
Tai~ Don't argue with her hon.
Me~ Awwww new pet name!
Tai~ Is not!
Me~ Is too!
Yama~ (blushing)
Me~ See you got him blushing!
Tai~ He looks cute when he blushes.
Yama~ (blushing harder)
Me~ Oh well please R&R and see you next chap.
All~ byes!
Me~ Ok here is the fluffy chap I was talking about.
Tai~ She is sorry that she hasn't updated in a bit but there are annoying things that are called school projects.
Me~ Plus I have had way to many tests and quizzes going on. I wish the teachers would spread them out and not assign them at the end of the year.
Yama~ Nothing we can do about it now lets get going I want to have a good dream this time.
Me~ Onto the fic!
Dreams of Pain
Chap 9~ Visits Again
Yamato tossed and turned in his sleeping bag on the floor. Tai was sleeping like a baby above him on the bed.
"I don't want to go back to sleep in fear that those dreams will come back. But if I don't go to sleep then I will just wear myself out." Yamato thought in his mind as he stared into the darkness. Eventually his physical condition won over the thoughts in his head and he fell into a restless sleep.
"I just had to fall asleep didn't I." Yamato said as he curled up in a corner.
"What's wrong?" A voice asked above him.
"Leave me alone! Don't you haunt me enough already." Yamato cried curling himself up even tighter.
"I don't know what you're talking about." The voice said again putting its hand on his shoulder. Yamato looked up to see Tai's form looming above him.
"I don't want to see you either." Yamato growled placing his head back in its resting spot.
"I don't understand? What did I do to hurt you so much?" Tai asked pulling Yamato up so he would look at him straight in the eye.
"You lied to me. You said that there where barriers placed so outside things couldn't hurt me!" Yamato shouted.
"There are but what is hurting you so much?" Tai asked gathering Yamato in his arms.
"This voice keeps coming and all this dark cloud stuff keeps trying to kill me. I don't get why." Yamato for the third time broke down and for the second time explained his dreams.
"I know that there is more that you are keeping from me." Tai said pressing the subject.
"I told you everything." Yamato lied.
"Then your eyes deceive you. I can see that there is something else that you are keeping that is very important." Tai said inching his face closer.
"In the last dream I did something dramatic." Yamato started to confess.
"Like what?" Tai asked in a soothing voice.
"I knew I was going to die again or at least every time I have that dream I feel like I am dieing." Yamato said taking in a deep breath.
"So what did you do?" Tai asked masking as much worry in his voice as possible.
"I killed myself." Yamato finally admitted.
"It may not have been the best move but it wasn't the worst either." Tai sighed in a bit of relief.
"What do you mean?" Yamato asked confused.
"Well he, she or whatever it is won't be able to locate you for a week or two because you broke the connection."
"And what was the better thing that I could have done?"
"I don't know what that would be. There are many things that differ in dreams. One is the best thing to do when a nightmare comes. People have many different ways of dealing with them." Tai explained placing his head in the crook of Yamato's neck.
"I have a question." Yamato sighed happily.
"What?" Tai asked breathing in Yamato's scent.
"How well do you think I know you?"
"You know me inside and out. You know me enough to trust me with your secrets and enough to tell me that you love me." Tai sighed burying his face even farther in Yamato's neck.
"I don't know if I could ever confess that outside my dreams." Yamato said depression sinking into his eyes and voice.
"Why not?" Tai asked hoping to bring his spirits up.
"I don't know what the information would do to Tai." Yamato sighed.
"It may make him happy or sad. It depends on what he does with it. You are the carrier of the information. He is one who has to interpret it." Tai riddled.
"I don't want to hurt him." Yamato said on the verge of tears. Tai lifted his head and placed a light kiss in Yamato's lips.
"No person ever wants to hurt the one they love. Yet there is always a risk when you tell someone that you love them. You never know what their response is going to be." Tai said as he trailed kisses across Yamato's jaw line.
"I don't want to get one that will break my heart. I have gotten to many of those and I don't want to add another one to my list." Yamato stuttered.
"Then I don't know what to tell you. All I know is that this is eating you up inside and I don't want that to happen to you. I love you to much." Tai said slowly tracing his tongue up Yamato's ear.
"Then why can't you tell me?" Yamato asked shivering against Tai's touch.
"That is something that I cannot tell." Tai riddled again.
"I respect that." Yamato said lifting his head up. Tai gave a smile before he wriggled out from under Yamato to sliding into his lap.
"Am I to heavy?" Yamato asked the brunet that was now currently in his lap.
"I have a better reason then that." Tai said with a mischievous grin on his face.
"What would that be?" Yamato asked leaning back a bit.
"You'll see." Tai whispered capturing Yamato in a sweet and delicate kiss. Yamato gave a slight gasp as Tai pressed all his weight against his sending them both crashing to the ground. Tai muffled a victory phrase as he felt Yamato shiver under him as he slowly ran him finger up and down the others side. Yamato snaked his arms around Tai's neck heating up the kiss. They broke away gasping for air.
"Could have warned me a bit." Yamato teased.
"Then where would the fun be?" Tai asked laying his head on Yamato's chest.
"There is the same amount of fun just in a different way." Yamato finally riddled.
"Now you are sounding like me." Tai teased.
"You wish." Yamato said placing a kiss on his loves forehead. Yamato sighed and closed his eyes letting the darkness of his dream world envelope him again.
"Oy Yama wake up." Tai said shaking Yamato's sleeping bag.
"I'm up." Yamato yawned emerging from his sleeping state.
"I thought you would never wake up." Tai said with a goofy grin on his face.
"What time is it?" Yamato asked looking for a clock.
"10."
"To early." Yamato complained plunging back into his sleeping bag.
"Well you need to wake up anyways." Tai said taking the end of the sleeping bag and started to drag in out into the hallway.
"What the hell are you doing?" Yamato yelled trying not to laugh.
"If you won't get up on your own then I am going to make you." Tai said justifying himself.
"Still not a good reason but I will get up anyways." Yamato said finally coming out of his warm place.
"Now you have finally decided to grace us with your presence?" Tai teased dodging a pillow Yamato threw at him.
"You caught me on a good morning." Yamato said grabbing another pillow.
"I don't call this good!" Tai yelled running away from the really tired and not up Yamato.
Me~ Ok good place to end it.
Tai~ Not fluffy enough.
Yama~ I thought it was.
Me~ I am tired and have a lot of things in my mind.
Yama~ In? You mean on.
Me~ No cause it is in my mind. If it were on then I would never remember it.
Tai~ Don't argue with her hon.
Me~ Awwww new pet name!
Tai~ Is not!
Me~ Is too!
Yama~ (blushing)
Me~ See you got him blushing!
Tai~ He looks cute when he blushes.
Yama~ (blushing harder)
Me~ Oh well please R&R and see you next chap.
All~ byes!