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Yama~ Are we in this chap?
Me~ Yea you guys are and you go into a slight depression and there is lots of simple fluff! Nothing like kissing or making out but simple moments.
Yama~ Why me……………wait Tai and I are getting a cute moment!
Tai~ Cause your cute. And we thank all the reviewers for the simple fluff cause Me is so overflowing with joy that people actually liked this stuff that she put the fluff in early!
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Me~ Yes and onto the fic!
Tai~ Please oh please come up with something new!
Dreams of Pain
Chap 13~ All to Much
It was the day of the meeting at Kou's place.
"You going over Kou's?" Tai's mother asked from the kitchen.
"Yea but I am going to call Yama and see how he is doing." Tai yelled back.
"Is everything alright with him?" His mother called back walking into the hallway.
"He's under a bit of stress cause of the big gig that he has in a week." Tai explained leaving out Yamato's lack of sleep and his bitchy brother.
"Ok tell him that I hope he feels better." His mother smiled before going back into the kitchen. Tai picked up the phone and dialed Yamato's number without thinking much.
"Ishida residence. Yamato speaking." Yamato sniffed on the other line.
"What's wrong Yama?!" Tai said panicked.
"Tai? Everything is alright." Yamato lied sniffing some more.
"Nothing is alright. Your crying." Tai said moving into his room so his parents and sister wouldn't hear him.
"I tried talking to T.K again and I think I made him madder." Yamato chocked holding back more tears.
"Well guess I get to kick him out now. I am going to be over in 5 minutes." Tai said running around his room looking for a pair of clean socks.
"You don't need to Tai. I'm fine really." Yamato said in defense.
"I am coming over Yama. I am not leaving my best friend alone. See you when I get there." Tai said moving back into the hallway.
"Ok bye." Yamato said hanging up the phone. Tai did the same and went to put his shoes on.
"Where are you going?" His mother asked looking out of the kitchen door way.
"Over to Yama's." Tai said getting on his last shoe.
"Then are you going to head over to Kou's?" His mother asked.
"Yea and I should be home before 9 but don't hold me to it." Tai said running out the door.
"Where did Tai go?" Hikari asked coming out from the living room.
"He went over to Yamato's place." Her mother responded going back to make breakfast.
"I hope Yamato's ok." Hikari whispered going back to watching the TV. Just as Tai said he was there in 5 minutes flat.
"You didn't have to run here." Yamato said opening the door.
"I need to keep up with my speed." Tai said with a goofy grin.
"Well you just missed kicking T.K out. He left 10 minutes ago." Yamato joked.
"Most likely to see Kari." Tai said a bit annoyed.
"Everything ok?" Yamato asked looking concerned.
"Kari doesn't like his new attitude so she is always trying to be out with her friends so she doesn't have to deal with him ramble on about how no one understands or appreciates him." Tai explained.
"I have tried to keep him from going over to your place but he doesn't like to listen." Yamato said rubbing his eyes.
"You have been crying more then you have been letting on." Tai moving Yamato's hand away from his face and looking into the others eyes.
"No I haven't." Yamato said looking away.
"Yes you have. Your eyes are all red and puffy." Tai said taking his free hand and cupping Yamato's chin so he would look at him.
"It's nothing to worry about." Yamato said trying to avoid Tai's gaze.
"Please don't hide things from me Yama. I want to help you and I can't help you if you don't tell me what's going on." Tai said bringing Yamato in for a hug.
"It's horrid! T.K is so pissed with me, I don't think I can do the gig which is going to disappoint all those fans and the dreams have gotten worse." Yamato cried clinging to Tai as if that was the only thing that kept him standing.
"Shh Yama. Everything's going to be ok I'm sure of it. Now why don't you tell me everything?" Tai said stroking Yamato's hair trying to calm him down.
"I don't know where to start?" Yamato whimpered confused out of his mind.
"Well why don't we start by sitting you down on the couch and you can tell me everything since I know there are still some things that you are hiding from me." Tai said moving the hand that was stroking Yamato's hair down to the small of his back and the other to the beck of his knees then picked him up and walked over to the couch.
"Tai I can walk!" Yamato said surprised blushing madly.
"I know you can but you need all the energy that you have to tell me everything." Tai said putting an emphasis on everything.
"I have told you everything." Yamato claimed as he was set down on the couch and was soon dragged into Tai's lap.
"No you haven't. As always your eyes betrayed you. I can still see all this anguish that is swimming in them. I can see all your built up stress and anger. I can see that your confused and you still haven't told someone that you love them." Tai rambled. Yamato gasped at his friend's observation by just looking into his eyes. Was he really such an open book? Could you tell everything that he was thinking through his eyes just by looking into them?
"Please don't be scared Yama. I can tell cause I have known you long enough. If you ask Jou or Mimi or even your brother to try and give such a detailed description by looking into your eyes and they can't. Now please tell me everything. I can only see the emotion not the cause." Tai said putting his hand behind Yamato's head and bringing the blonds face closer to his. Yamato went bright red and started to stumble over every other word.
"I-I have t-told you e-everything."
"No you haven't! Just please stop thinking that I am going to laugh and shove you away if you tell me things. Just let down your defenses for once and let everything out." Tai said in a harsh tone pushing Yamato's face closer to his. Yamato held in his breath, as his lips became millimeters away from Tai's as he spoke.
"T-Tai." Yamato tried to say but it came out as a small whisper.
"Please just tell me what's wrong Yama. I want to help." Tai whispered back. Yamato went numb as he felt Tai's lips slightly brush up against his as Tai talked.
"I don't know how to tell you everything. I can't even accept some things. So how am I suppose to explained it to you when even I don't know how to explain it?" Yamato asked pushing his face back a bit. He didn't know if he could stand another slight brush without completely assaulting his lips.
"Just tell me Yama. I don't need to understand it. I just know that if you tell then you're going to feel better. Now why don't we start off with the dreams? I already know the stress that your brother has put on you and I can already guess how this morning went and the band I already know how much stress that puts on you. But these dreams that you keep having are still a mystery to me and now you said that they have gotten worse." Tai said soothingly bringing Yamato's face closer to his again.
"Why did he have to bring up the dreams? The only thing that is going to be hard to talk to him about and he wants me to talk about it. And he will know if I am not telling the whole story. I should have never told him anything about it." Yamato thought as he looked away from Tai's eyes.
"Yama you are not going to get away from me that easily." Tai said bringing Yamato's eyes back to his.
"Tai I don't want………" Yamato started but was cut off by Tai lightly pressing his lips against Yamato's. Yamato's eyes widened as he felt Tai's lips slowly pressed against his.
"Please don't ramble and tell me about your dream or I am going to have to get it out of you in other ways." Tai said with a dangerous tone in his voice warning Yamato not to try and avoid question.
"Tai what was that for?" Yamato asked blushing crimson.
"Tell me about your dream or else." Tai said narrowing his eyes glaring at Yamato.
"Ok fine I'll tell you." Yamato went off giving Tai every little detail that he could remember. Some of the dreams happened almost a month ago so those details where a little fuzzy. Yamato did the best he could when describing without revealing too much of his feelings. Then again at that point he was wondering if he should since Tai kissed him about 10 minutes ago. Yamato shrank and tried to curl up a bit to hide from Tai as Tai gasped from hearing that Yamato had killed himself to get away from the dreams. Though he did leave out the dreams with Tai in them, since he really did not want to revile his feelings just yet.
"Your not telling me everything." Tai said impatiently glaring at Yamato.
"I told you everything from the dreams!" Yamato said knowing that he did. Tai asked for the nightmares not his actual dreams.
"No you haven't. I can defiantly tell that you haven't." Tai repeated himself.
"You asked for my nightmares not my actual dreams." Yamato said a bit proud that he could defend himself.
"Good now I know you didn't tell everything. Now please tell about the other dreams?" Tai asked sweetly. Yamato blushed and tried to think of a way out of this.
"Oh ghod I can't tell him about the dreams that I have had with him in it. I don't think he feels the same way and I don't know if I am ready to tell him yet." Yamato thought panicked.
"Come on you wimp. He kissed you for crying out loud! How can you not say that he doesn't feel the same way?" The voice in the back of Yamato's head said.
"Yama I am giving you 5 seconds to tell. 5" Tai glared.
"What does he think he is doing?" Yamato thought.
"4"
"Just tell him." His back of the head voice called.
"3"
"Tai those dreams are personal!" Yamato shouted hoping Tai would get off his case.
"2"
"Tai you ass are you listening! Personal!"
"1"
"Per-son-al! How many more times must I say it!"
"0.You asked for it Yama." Tai said as he pushed Yamato forward again and smashed his lips against Yamato's.
Tai~ Woo Hoo! I got to kiss Yama twice!
Me~ Ok I lied by saying that there wasn't kissing and stuff like that. I was in a romantic mood and felt I needed to finally get into the plot!
Yama~ What! Where! HEY!
Tai~ Nothing to be jealous of Yama hon.
Yama~ How? OK why are you doing this to me!
Me~ You shall all see next chap!
All~ Byes