Never Imagined Possible

Chapter Eight

Brandon stopped the Jeep smiling at Samantha before nodding to her outfit, You know it's a good thing you wore jeans today, he offered with a cryptic smile.

And just why is that? Samantha questioned raising a curious brow.

Because it makes things easier for our next adventure, Brandon explained simply as he stepped out of the car making his way around to open the passenger side door for her at their second stop.

So what exactly is our next adventure? Samantha questioned with a soft smile.

he motioned over her shoulder as she turned to see stables before her.

Brandon, do you mean we're she trailed off.

We're going horse back riding, he nodded eagerly, I thought you might approve.

Brandon, I haven't done that since I was, well since I was a child, she began after a pause.

And you were quite good at it I'm told, Brandon winked at her, I've heard nothing but the best about you and your time riding.

As I said before, I haven't, she paused, who told you?

I have my ways of getting information, he teased reaching out for her hand, shall we?

she began to question again as he lead her towards the stables changing her line of thoughts almost immediately as she saw the horses waiting for them.

Samantha, I'd like you to meet Thunder, Brandon offered as he reached out to the white steed before him as the horse made a sound, he's a little bit wired up this morning, but only because hes been anticipating meeting you for a while now.

Brandon, he's beautiful, she replied reaching out to the horse, who instinctively leaned into her touch, he's just so incredible.

He was hoping you'd think so, he admitted with a playful laugh, although even after all the things I told him about you, they probably paled in comparison to what he sees before him right now.

she felt a heat rise in her features as the horse moved in forward giving her a quick kiss causing her to laugh lightly, you are a friendly one, aren't you?

Hey there Thunder, Brandon teased petting the horse gently, I told you that I was trying to win a place back in her heart and you're making me look bad.

Oh he couldn't do that, Sami ran her fingers through his white mane, after all he's far too precious to ever do something like that, aren't you Thunder?

The horse sounded as Brandon let out a tiny laugh.

Well seeing as you two have already bonded, how do you feel about going for a ride, Brandon questioned leaning up against the stable door casually.



Samantha, I'm very serious about everything that goes on today, he nodded encouragingly, I want to show you a good time.

I realize that, but it's been a long time since I've gone riding, she began again as she looked to Thunder, why not?

There's the spirit, Brandon smiled back at her, so let's get ready and I'll show you some of the sites around here.

You're on Brandon, she agreed as they prepared for their next adventure and Samantha found herself eager to see what lay ahead of the two of them.


The soft breeze swept over Samantha as she perused Brandon out of the corner of her eye. While he'd played the cool and confidant romantic counterpart quite well today, she did see that he wasn't nearly as practiced in the art of horseback riding as she had been--then again Brandon's horse, Buttercup, seemed to have it's own agenda in mind as Brandon tried to keep control of the reigns.

You really have a way with women, don't you, Sami couldn't help but laugh as she slowed Thunder down a bit allowing Brandon and Buttercup a chance to catch up to them.

Normally yes, Brandon couldn't help but offer weakly, but it seems Buttercup just isn't into this ride today.

She's a fool not to be enjoying this, Sami sighed looking out upon the ocean as she and Thunder continued along, I've never taken a ride on the beach like this, but it's really incredible.

You're incredible, Brandon replied as Samantha came to a stop and Buttercup also stopped. He smiled over at Samantha seeing the way her eyes lit up with happiness as he too found himself more content with things than he had been in a very long time.

No I'm not, she shook her head as a smile touched over her features, but I appreciate you saying that.

See now that's where you and I are at a difference of opinion yet again, Brandon explained simply, I think you are by far the most incredible woman in the world and I feel like the luckiest man alive just to be this close to you, he confessed leaning in towards her as Sami too moved in closer to him anticipating a kiss when suddenly Buttercup sounded and set off down the beach in a haste leaving Brandon struggling to hang on as Sami opened her eyes once again seeing the scene unfolding.

Sami cried out as she watched Buttercup flying down the trail knocking Brandon off of her, Oh my god, she gasped as she and Thunder rushed over to Brandon's side. Seeing him on the ground, she leapt off of her horse moving in beside him on the sand as she reached for him, Brandon? Brandon, can you hear me?

he groaned slightly opening his eyes as he spit out sand,

Are you okay, she reached out to touch his cheek as she noticed his eyes lazily wandering over the beach, Brandon, are you hurt?

I'm okay, Brandon murmured in response, but I think that Buttercup doesn't seem to think so.

I don't know what got into her, Sami replied looking up as she watched the horse trotting it's way back to them.

She must not have liked the idea of my wanting to kiss you, Brandon confessed as she touched his face, she is the jealous type.

Well she can get over it because you're mine, Sami replied leaning in closer to him, are you really okay?

That all depends, Brandon reached his hand up to touch her cheek.

On what?

On if you really meant that, Brandon half smiled at her, do you really feel that way?

What way?

That I'm yours, he offered with a soft smile.

On some level I've always felt that way and now, she confessed inching in towards him, I'd still like to have it that way.

That's just what I wanted to hear, Brandon whispered as she eased her lips in over his kissing him gently. He cupped her face in his palm savoring the chaste kiss between them as she slowly withdrew from the kiss.

We really should get you checked out, Sami began with a sigh, you took quite a fall.

Samantha, I'm fine really, Brandon started attempting to sit up as he felt a tiny ache rush over him.

Yeah sure you are, she answered doubtful as she slid her arm around her torso, Brandon, I might've believed that before, but considering that nasty bump on the head I gave you I'm not so convinced.

What is with the women in my life trying to knock me around, Brandon half questioned, on second thought, I'm sure on some cosmic level I deserve this.

I'd like to say yes, she frowned slightly, but I hate seeing you hurt.

he lifted his gaze towards her again.

Do you think you can stand, she questioned after a brief pause.

I'm sure that I can, he began as she helped him up off the sand,

So far so good, but I'm not so convinced, she kept her arm around him as she looked at their surroundings, think you can get up with me and Thunder and we can go take Buttercup back to the stables?

You're going to rescue me here? Brandon lifted a curious brow.

I'm not going to let you ride Buttercup when she's obviously not in the mood to play nice, she shook her head, so what do you say?

I'm in your hands Samantha, he replied thinking of his unexpected fall as they both worked to get him up on her horse. Once he was seated, she slid in on the horse in front of him taking the reigns.

Just hold onto me, she offered as he slid his arms around her waist.

Like this, he questioned leaning into her spine as his warmth flooded over her.

Oh yeah, she felt an anticipatory breath escape her lips as she thought of how good it felt to be this close to him again. Shaking the thoughts from her mind, she moved forward savoring the closeness between her and Brandon as she lead the horses back to the stables.


Samantha stepped out of the stables seeing Brandon up ahead as her breath caught in her throat. He'd slipped out of his shirt, assessing his injuries as her gaze traveled hungrily over his muscled body. The tanned lines of him caused a heat to rise over her as her eyes greedily welcomed the view before her. He turned to face her, catching her in her voyeuristic moment as a smile swept over his features.

How are you feeling? Samantha questioned fighting to keep her voice even as her breath collected inside of her.

A little achy, but better, he confessed reaching for his shirt, just a couple of bruises seems to be all I got out of the deal.

Well let me take a look, she stepped forward catching his hand as he held the material of his shirt. Their eyes connected as Brandon opened his mouth to speak, ready to say something when a voice interrupted.

Oh there you are, a woman cried out as Samantha turned her eyes to see a beautiful, petite, dark haired woman standing before them, Brandon, how many times have I warned you about taking out Buttercup?

She was warming up to me, Brandon explained offering a tiny smile in the woman's direction.

I highly doubt that, the woman scowled at him before reaching out towards him as Samantha noted there was some kind of friendliness between the woman and Brandon. As the woman stepped in closer, Sami subconsciously touched Brandon's arm alerting the woman to keep her distance.

Look no one is hurt, Brandon began his gaze lingering to Sami's hand on his arm, oh Gina, I'd like to you meet Samantha. Samantha, this is Gina she runs the stables here.

Sami offered tightly eyeing the woman before her as a twinge of jealousy rushed over her.

So you're Samantha, Gina raised a skeptic brow, you're not exactly what I expected from the way Brandons spoken of you.

Hmm, well I haven't heard anything about you, Sami offered after a pause, so how do you know Brandon?

Oh we go way back, Gina offered with a bright smile.

She keeps this place up, Brandon explained, and she helped me set up our ride today.

I'll bet she did, Sami frowned deeply.

Well Brandon, Gina cleared her throat, if there's anything else you need

We have it all taken care of, Sami wrapped her arms around Brandon's waist possessively, now don't we?

Of course we do, Brandon couldn't help but smile as he realized what was going on. He laced his fingers with hers as he smiled to Gina, Everything is really alright in here.

she shook her head stepping out of the stables as Brandon lifted Sami's fingers to his lips.

he turned to face her, don't you know by now that you don't need to be jealous?

I wasn't jealous, she argued, not in the least.

That's what you looked like you wanted to claw her eyes out? he questioned skeptical.

I did not, she defended softening her tone, not really at least.

he embraced her, don't you know by now that you're the one and only woman I want in this world?

Do you really mean that? she questioned her insecurities showing a bit.

I do, he nodded, in fact, that's what these twenty four hours are about. It's my way of showing you just how much you do mean to me about how much I love you

And that Gina? Sami questioned doubtful.

Samantha, there hasn't been another woman for me since the day I found love with you, Brandon explained squeezing her in his arms, you're the only woman I want and need in my life and I'll do whatever it takes to make you see that.

I think I'm starting to see something, she confessed fanning her fingers out over the nakedness of his chest, though I do have a confession to make.

he lifted his brow.

That's right, she nodded massaging the muscles of his chest, I know that you had some kind of agenda today, but I was hoping that maybe we could just spend the rest of our twenty four hours back at the beach house, just the two of us, she leaned forward kissing the center of his chest, what do you say?

he sucked in a sharp breath as her teasing kisses cascaded over his chest. His fingers slipped through her blonde tresses urging her to meet his eyes as he spoke in a tight whisper, I wanted today to be something romantic for you.

That's what I was hoping for, she tipped up on her toes leaning forward to collect a kiss from his lips, so what do you say Brandon? Can we go back to your place?

Only if that's really what you want, Brandon whispered against her squeezing her closer to him.

It is, she nodded eagerly, I want you very much Brandon Walker.

And I want you Samantha Brady, he lifted her up off her toes capturing her in his arms as he kissed her heatedly, you're all I've ever wanted.

Then show me, she urged further, take me home and show me just how much you love me.

By the time this night is over, he promised, I'm going to do more than just show you. I'll make you believe, he finished holding her in his arms savoring the moment as he thought of the long road they'd taken back to one another. Maybe just maybe they would find a way to be together after all.


Chapter Nine

Anticipation filled Samantha Brady's senses as images of her and Brandon together clouded her mind. Just the very thought of being able to love him after all this time, sent her to heaven and back with the warmth that filled her. Just being close to him, holding him and knowing that he loved her too brought forth a new wave of hope and with it a sense of vulnerability. While she'd wanted so desperately to fight the way she felt for him, just looking at him managed to turn her into the head over heels love struck girl she'd always been around him. Sure falling hadn't been something Samantha Brady did gracefully or even dealt with the right way and sure she'd gained her share of cuts and bruises in the shuffle, but this time, she promised herself. This time she'd do it right.

Now as Samantha stood before the full length mirror in the bedroom Brandon had offered her in bringing her to this place, she thought of the way his eyes had lit up with promise and love on the ride home. She'd barely been able to contain herself, but Brandon was so very confident and determined to make this day between them one she'd never forget. Her stomach was tied in knots, her heart pounding as she glanced over her reflection once again.

Tonight all of your dreams are going to come true, she promised herself as she realized that the dress she'd selected was perfect for her. This time with Brandon would be something she'd never forget, she decided as she thought of the ride they'd shared back from the stables.

Sami recalled how she and Brandon had shared a moment in the stables, how their kisses had convinced her that she did in fact want this day with him, wanted as much of him as she could possible capture in this time. He'd agreed to their return to his beach house, but instead of following through on the temptation that had transpired between them at the stables, Brandon encouraged her to get cleaned up and change for the evening of romance between them. She'd been a bit disappointed at the notion at first as she'd wanted nothing more than to lose herself in the arms of Brandon Walker, but now as she spun around giving herself a once over in this slinky red dress she'd chosen for the evening, she realized that maybe waiting had been best. She was going to knock Brandon's socks off. Tossing her hair over her shoulder confidently, a smile touched over Sami's lips as she thought of the ways in which she'd show Brandon how he'd reached her.

You can do this, she encouraged herself as she drew in a breath and turned to the door ready to let this night carry her into the arms of love at long last.

Stepping out into the hallway, Sami took her time descending the spiral staircase as she thought of Brandon waiting for her, welcoming her back into his arms and into the magic of the night as a smile touched over her lips. As she reached the bottom of the stairs, she realized that the room before her was filled with darkness and a frown touched over her lips.

she questioned her voice echoing through the house as she stepped further into the foyer, Brandon, are you here?

Sami took another step hearing the heels of her shoes clicking on the flooring as she realized that the entire first floor appeared to be filled with blackness as far as she could see. A curious frown spilled over her lips as she headed towards the kitchen wondering what Brandon was up to. She was half way into the living room from the foyer when she felt a quick tug around her waist and the warmth curl around her waist as she spun around feeling Brandon's lips press against hers in an impromptu kiss. Her pulse was racing, her heart thumping as his mouth grazed hers tenderly at first, then grew in intensity as he held her.

he whispered her name against her lips as he held her and her eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness.

Brandon, I was starting to think you'd left, she confessed seeing his brown eyes through the darkened room as he held her.

Not a chance, he smiled at her as he squeezed her in his arms, I wouldn't miss this night for the world.

Neither would I, she admitted easing herself in closer against his body as her finger tips tapered off over his chest. A puzzled expression crossed over her features as she looked down noticing the suit jacket he'd been wearing, Brandon, what's this?

This is part of your surprise, he took a step back extending his arm out towards her, shall we?

She smiled widely before offering her hand with a nod, We shall, she agreed allowing Brandon to lead her wherever he pleased as her filled with love for him. He guided her across the rooms of the house carefully avoiding any roadblocks on their path to romance as the light from the moon outside began to creep in through the windows facing the beach. In the light of the moon Sami could see just how handsome Brandon was as he was wearing a dark colored suit and tie, clearly dressed up for the occasion.

he opened the door wall leading out onto the deck before he extended his arm out to her again, this way.

Sami accepted his arm as he lead her out onto the deck and she noticed the small table he'd set up. The candle on the center of the table glowed with bustling excitement as the moonlight hung overhead adding to the mood of the moment.

You're breathtaking, Brandon whispered stepping in behind her as his lips tapered off over the back of her neck in feathery light kisses, I've never seen anything more beautiful than you are Samantha, he took a step back as a smile washed over his features. Moving over towards the table he pulled out a chair for her, I thought perhaps you might be interested in a quiet dinner between us since we never did make it to dinner last night.

We didn't, did we, a coy smile pressed upon her lips before she offered in a teasing gesture, then again every time I sit down to a meal with you it seems that we're somehow interrupted. Perhaps dinner would be tempting fate

Tempting fate would be in letting this moment pass us by, Brandon explained simply, and besides I took out an insurance plan on this one. I swear to you there won't be any smoke detectors or shotguns being fired at us tonight.

Well since you put it that way, she let out a tiny laugh as she moved over to the chair he'd held out for her, I suppose I can accept your offer.

I was hoping you wouldn't refuse, Brandon helped her into the chair before he circled around the table taking his own seat before he continued with the plans he'd had for them, Samantha, I must confess that when I brought you here that I wasn't quite sure how things would turn out for us. I knew you'd be angry and I knew that in that anger you'd be quite justified and after last night, well I was wondering if we'd make it to this moment in time, but now that we are here, he took in a nervous breath, Samantha, there is no place I'd rather be than right here in this moment with you, showing you what it is that you truly mean to me.

she reached across the table taking his hand.

Please let me do this, Brandon squeezed her hand gently before lifting it to his lips and offering a feathery-light kiss upon the palm of her hand, Samantha, I've waited a long time for this moment and I don't want anything to take away from itnot yet.

she nodded allowing him this time to reveal himself to her as he continued.

I know that I've made some mistakes, Brandon continued nervously, we both have Samantha, but the truth is that it was in making those mistakes that I realized just what I'd lost in my life. They say if you love someone and you let them go, if it's really meant to be things will come full circle, love will find a way to bring those who are destined to forever back to one another. When I'd heard that growing up, I never truly believed those words. As you know my childhood was less than perfect, Brandon offered his tone softening as he paused, alright far worse than that and because of the way Paul was with me, well I'd learned the only way to survive was to be tough, to shut the world off and to not feel any real emotion. It was easy at first, but then as the years went on, it grew harder and harder for me to be able to open up. I'd hated Paul for what he'd done to my family and on some level I'd resented my mother for turning to Abe in those dark hours. I never realized that all that time the only person to blame was me, Brandon trailed off.

Brandon, what happened between your mother and Abe wasn't your fault, Sami squeezed his hand.

Even so I was the product of their affair and Paul knew it, Brandon continued poignantly, his fists proved just how much he'd loathed the fact that he'd been raising Abe Carver's bastard brat. At the time I hadn't seen the picture clearly, but now, well after I've lived through the mistakes I've made, I realize that all my anger was for nothingall the resentment towards Abethe only one I was angry with was myself. I was angry because I never felt like I was strong enough to overcome Paul's anger--that I would never be able to live up to the kind of man anyone would need or even want because I was hung up on the past. I was so buried in my hatred and anger and it ruled my lifethat is until you walked into it, Brandon explained honestly, Samantha, from the moment I first laid my eyes upon you, I knew that you were the only woman for me. From the first time we met one another, I just knew it was a matter of time before I would win you over and we'd be together. Sure, I know we've both had other people in our lives and neither one of us have followed the straight and narrow, but that was what made it feel so right between us. When I first laid my eyes upon you I saw a woman so full of life and spirita woman ready to fight for what she wanted and a woman who had no idea just how incredible she truly was

Sami felt a heat rise over her features.

Samantha, it's true, Brandon continued, you lived most of your life in Carrie's shadow and while Carrie might've been more of an upstanding person living life on the straight and narrow, Carrie pales in comparison to the magic of you. Samantha, I honestly don't see how any man would've ever been able to make the mistake of not seeing that the Brady sister with it all was the one that I have beside me, he laced their fingers in one another, Samantha you are by far the most beautiful, vibrant, amazing, intelligent, not to mention sexy woman I've ever met in my life and I was a fool to ever walk away from you. I know that I don't deserve this change, that even this day between us is something that you should've refused me, but as sure as I sit here before you, I truly believe that this moment was meant to be. I know in my heart that us together is the one thing in this crazy world that makes sense. We both did things that most people would never, ever be able to overlook, but somehow in doing what we've done, it's defined us both, given us character and along the way it's given us a sense of being kindred spirits. I knew it when I met you and I feel it now. Samantha, I love you with everything I am and everything I'll ever be and I want to share my life with you, Brandon slid out of his seat making his way over to her side of the table as he knelt before her, Samantha, I need you in my life as much as I need the air I breathe--maybe more because I've been lost without you and now that you're here with me, I don't ever want to be lost again.

Oh Brandon, she felt a tear slip down her cheek as his words touched a part of her that she hadn't imagined any man would reach. She'd already been convinced that she was in love with Brandon, but now as he said all the things she'd always longed to hear, her heart was filled with more love and happiness than she'd ever dreamt possible.

Samantha, I love you, he cupped her face in his hands as he leaned forward capturing her mouth in his, I love you, he murmured against her mouth as their kisses grew in intensity.

I love you too, she confessed choked up on emotion as she wrapped her arms around him drawing him in closer to her and refusing to let go as their love surrounded them wrapping them both up in the power of the emotion, I've always loved you Brandon. Even when I fought with myself over the way you made me feel, deep down I knew that you were my once in a lifetime. You were the only man I'd ever feel this way about, she confessed caressing his face as their eyes connected and he reached out to her lifting her from the chair she'd been seated in as he stood up once again absorbing her drugging nectar with an intoxicating kiss.


The air is cooling and the sun's going down
The day's been grueling in this dusty old town
My body's aching for what you do to me

Samantha wrapped her arms around Brandon as their kisses grew in intensity. Now holding him like this, nothing else seemed to matter as her fingers threaded through his dark hair. His hands glided over her curves her slender form against his powerful, muscular chest. Her beautiful swollen lips parted as a breath escaped her lips and their eyes connected once again.

I love you Samantha, Brandon mouthed as he reclaimed her mouth sliding between her parted lips as he stroked her mouth to ecstasy with that kiss leaving her longing for more as she held him.

Brandon, I need you, she murmured breathless as they parted.

he began as she placed her finger over his lips to silence him and she shook her head.

Brandon, I've waited a lifetime for this, she confessed as her body raged with desire, don't you think it's time we ended the agony and gave in completely to love, she questioned tracing his lower lip as he pressed a tender kiss upon the pad of her finger.

Loving you is all I've ever wanted to do, Samantha, Brandon confessed capturing her mouth with hungry urgency as he hoisted her off the ground and into his arms with one swift motion.

Tenderly tenderly
Tenderly tenderly

Brandon carefully collected Samantha within the confines of his strong, solid arms as he carried her back inside the beach house. Leaving the dinner to the night, his kisses continued exploring the magic of Samantha Brady as he clumsily made his way to the master bedroom. Setting her down on her toes again, he wrapped his arms around her gliding his palms over the curve of her hips as their eyes connected and the unspoken need grew between them. His finger tips traveled over the contours of her body memorizing just how beautiful she was as his thumb traced over her soft face lingering over her parted lips.

You're so beautiful, he whispered sliding his thumb over satin-smooth skin as she reached out to him drawing his hand up to her lips again.

Placing a tender kiss over the center of his hand, Samantha met his dark eyes seeing her own passion reflected behind them as she offered teasing kisses over his finger tips before sliding his finger between her parted lips causing Brandon to expel a rushed breath of air as his hand curved over her hip, relearning her curves as the sheer material of her red dress shifted with each movement of his hand upon her.

The words are easy when the language is love
You know exactly what I'm thinking of
My heart is hungry for what you do to me

Samantha spoke his name as she reached out to him sliding the jacket he was wearing off over his shoulders as she longed to touch him, to make him hers once again after all this time that had been taken from them. His jacket fell to the floor as her fingers quickly worked to unknot his tie as the anticipation was far too much for her to bear. Just being this close to Brandon was driving her mad with desire and if she couldn't touch him soon

Brandon captured her wrist as she began to tear at his shirt freeing him up to her touch. Her eyes connected with his as he slowly lifted her arm raising her wrist to his lips as he placed tender kisses upon the vulnerable flesh. With each movement of his lips, she felt sensations rush over her, bringing forth feelings that she'd never known before this moment as his lips pressed over her arm lavishing her with kisses before his words reached out to her, I want to know every inch of you before this night is over. I want to relearn all of your passion, he explained sliding his fingers into her hair as he pulled her closer, tonight is about you, Samantha.

Tenderly tenderly
Tenderly tenderly


Samantha's eyes widened as Brandon eased his fingers around her slender form, moving in over the zipper on her dress as he leaned forward dropping ardent kisses upon her shoulder, savoring the satiny smoothness of her skin as he eased the zipper of her dress down over her spine revealing her to him inch by inch as the night caressed her newly exposed skin. Her chest rose and fell with each breath she took as Brandon lifted his fingers over the vulnerable layer of skin revealed to the night. His mouth hovered over her shoulder, a whisper away from her as his heated breath fell upon her.

I love you Samantha, he whispered placing an affectionate kiss upon her collar bone before he stepped back placing a short distance between them. His eyes captured hers beckoning her to lose herself to the love between them as his thumbs slipped in beneath the thin spaghetti straps of her red dress.

Carefully lifting the material from her shoulders, Brandon searched her eyes seeking out any sign of protest from her before easing the material down her arms. Watching as she lowered her arms, breaking the contact between them as she allowed him to gently glide the dress down her body, Brandon leaned forward collecting a kiss as her dress pooled to the floor at her feet.

I've had lovers go up in flames
Been with others who've had no names
God I've waited patiently
For someone who really touches me

Samantha murmured his name as his kisses beckoned her to give in to the magic between them. Now standing before him clad only in the barest of essentials, she felt herself truly vulnerable to him as everything would change for them after this moment in time. He gently tucked a strand of her blonde hair behind her ear as their gaze connected once again and she felt him slide his arm around her waist drawing her closer to him.

Brandon stepped back dropping to a seated position on the bed as Samantha stood before him and his fingers explored the warm, nakedness of her soft skin. His gaze lowered to her concave abdomen as he leaned forward offering kiss after heated kiss over her. His arms wrapped around her bringing her closer to him as his kisses teased over her flat abdomen, over the curve of her waist, along her side relearning every perfect inch of her, before he hoisted her up into his lap.

he whispered her name, his touch reaching over her as she straddled his lap feeling the heat building between them, I've waited so long for this moment.

The wait is over, she promised capturing his mouth in a possessive kiss as deftly unclasped her strapless bra freeing her up to his hungry explorations as she tossed her hair over his shoulder tickling him with the movement as her fingers plucked open the buttons on his shirt eagerly tugging the material down over his shoulders causing him to release her as he leaned back working with her to alleviate the shirt as his eyes feasted on the beauty before him.

Unable to take the distance between them, Brandon collected her in his arms, rolling her beneath him on the mattress as her golden tresses pooled around her sensual features reminding him of the angel he truly had before him as their mouths met in another hungry union. Drawing circles lazily over her skin, Brandon eased his palm over her hip, curling her leg around his body as he was unable to suppress the irresistible sensations building inside of him at the contact between them.

Brandon whispered her name, how you burn me, he tapered off as his mouth moved over her body, dropping teasing kisses over her as his fingers worked their magic over her awakening all the places inside of her as no inch of her was left unattended or forgotten with the magic of his touch. His kisses lavished her body, offering a preview of the desire burning beneath the surface raging deep within him as he alleviated the barriers between them ready to make love to the woman he'd loved so completely.

I love you, Brandon captured her lips in a tender kiss pausing to memorize this moment between them as he felt the weight of this moment between them.

I love you, she answered letting her heart be her guide as she wrapped herself around him lost in the power of the man she'd loved as they made love leaving no barrier between them as they were one soul, one heart, one being swept away by the magic of finally being able to be free with one another.

I feel your fingers and their touch is like fire
Sensations linger then they turn to desire
My body's aching for what you do to me

Tenderly tenderly
Tenderly tenderly


Tenderly by Sherrie Austin

Chapter Ten

A gentle breeze swept through the curtains as Samantha turned into the warmth of the embrace wrapped around her. Snuggling into Brandon's chest, she found herself completely at ease as the world that surrounded her--the only world that truly mattered was right here in the now vowing to keep her safe and secure. A yawn spilled over her soft features as she opened her eyes finding Brandon gazing down at her lovingly.

How long have you been awake, she questioned with a gentle yawn as his fingers lazily caressed her spine.

Long enough to wonder how I ever could've drifted off to sleep with an angel in my arms, Brandon replied softly, because looking at you Samantha, well I realize that I didn't ever want to let go of this moment--of the way it feels to be holding you like this in my arms.

It feels like heaven, she snuggled in closer to him.

Samantha, you're my heaven, Brandon kissed the top of her head, you're everything I've hoped for and everything I need in this world. I love you.

I love you too, she confessed laying against his chest as he held her. Closing her eyes, she traced patterns over his skin as the solid, steady sounds of his heart's rhythmic beat captured her full attention as she'd finally embraced her love for him once again, I'd forgotten about how good this felt between us.

It's even more incredible than I'd remembered, Brandon kissed the top of her head, but then again everything about you is incredible Samantha and I knew that the first time I laid my eyes upon you.

she looked up at him, now come on. You know I have a great many flaws.

Not flaws, just little personality traits that make you who you are, Brandon explained simply, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Now I find that hard to believe, she rolled over him now laying completely against him as she looked down into his dark eyes, in fact I know that's anything but true

Samantha, how could you even begin to imagine that you aren't everything to me? he reached out to touch her cheek.

Well history says she began with a slight frown.

Forget history, he pulled her in closer for a tender kiss, history is in the past and what we're working towards is the future.

You really believe we'll have one together, she questioned against his lips as they remained a breath apart.

After last night, how can you doubt that, he offered cupping her face in his hands, I love you Samantha Gene Brady--every part of you and that's never going to change.

Even when I do something stupid because I can't promise you that I won't do something to set you off, she gave him a serious look, I'd like to say that I'll be perfect, but Brandon I know that's not going to happen.

I never asked you to change who you are, Brandon reminded her simply, that's nothing I would ever want from you. I think our problems started when you began believing that you had to hide who you were from me.

Brandon, when you saw me for what I truly was, you left me, she frowned again feeling the romance lifted from the moment as she pulled back, you walked out after you knew the truth.

I was shell shocked, Brandon reminded her, we'd both done some things and we'd deceived one another. I realized that if I'd even imagined having a future with you, that I'd have to face the demons of my past and I've done that Samantha. I see the mistakes I've made and I'm ready to work on proving to you that I'm a better man than the one you fell in love with.

The Brandon I fell in love with was a wonderful man, her gaze dropped to the sheet, much better than the Samantha you feel in love with.

he reached out to her lifting her chin to meet his gaze, the Samantha I fell in love with was a free spirit, wild and reckless and beautiful and innocent all at the same time and that's what you are. You have everything and if anything, I'm the one who doesn't deserve you. I tried to be someone I wasn't. I began to turn into something I wasn't. I had the rage inside of me, the insecurities he took in a breath, Samantha, when you chose Austin over me, it broke my heart. I wanted to desperately to push us behind into the past, but seeing you with Austin--knowing that he couldn't love you like I did, well it tore me apart because you wanted him so desperately. You wanted the good guy with the good and pure heart and I was anything but that

Brandon, I never asked you to be

I know, but in a way once we got together, I changed. I turned into something else, someone who wasn't in touch with what his heart was feeling. I made mistakes and I promised you so many things that I didn't live up to, his fingers circled the bracelet on her wrist, when I said eternity, I never intended on it to be something filled with misery and heartbreak and I certainly didn't imagine it would be walking out on our wedding day.

she began as he placed his index finger over her lips.

No Samantha, I really need to say this. I know that I did a lot of things that I wish I hadn't, but right now, right here I'm asking for us to try to look to the future, to what we can have together after today. I need you to see that this isn't about what we once had--it's about what we can have together and how we can do things in the here and now. Samantha, I know you've had a lot happening over the last few years that have changed you, that have turned your life around, but I'm asking that in this new life you've made for yourself that you can find a place for me in it.

Brandon, you know that I can't just pretend that you aren't a part of my life, a part of who I am, what I am, but she sighed thinking about the life waiting back for her in Salem as she pulled away from him.

But what? he reached out to her touching her shoulder as she turned away.

Taking in a breath, she closed her eyes thinking about the last twenty four hours of her life and how things had changed for her. Still there was the life she'd left back in Salem, Brandon, I was about to marry Lucas when you kidnapped me.

But you don't love Lucas, Brandon pleaded with her, you love me. I know you love me.

Brandon, last night I was swept up in the moment, she confessed holding the sheet to her body as she slid out of bed, I was wanting to believe in this dream that you'd offered me..

Samantha, it's more than a dream. It can be a reality, Brandon pleaded with her watching her pull away, Samantha, look at me.

she turned to find him propped up on his side beneath the blanket, his tanned skin revealed to her hungry gaze as nearly all of him was there before her, urging her to return to the warmth of his arms, I can't, she admitted looking away.

Can't or won't? he challenged as he sat up, Samantha, what is it about us that terrifies you so much?

I don't go through this again. I shouldn't have let last night happen and looking at you, well it just confuses me, she answered feeling the heat rise in her features, I can't go through losing you all over again because last time it damn near killed me.

You won't lose me Samantha, he promised seeing the tension ride over her as her fingers clung to the sheet around her as if to hide herself from him, to dive back inside herself away from the progress they'd made with one another.

Brandon, promises of forever are just empty words. We both know that, she answered closing her eyes as she willed herself to turn away from him, to just walk away and forget the way he'd made her feel. She could do this. She could end this now before her heart was far too invested in him. Certainly she had the strength to do that much.

Samantha, you don't want to end this any more than I do, Brandon challenged as she drew in a ragged breath.

I'm going to marry Lucas, she repeated verbatim as she tried to ignore the intense pounding of her heart.

That's just an excuse to hide from what you really feel, his words dared her as she pulled together the strength to fight him, to keep from letting him in all over again though she feared it was too late.

It's just the way things are, she answered tightly, I can't make any more of last night than what it was. It's over Brandon and you have to accept that, she cleared her throat, I think it's best if you accept that now before you get your hopes up for something that won't ever be.

Samantha, you can't walk away from us. We both know that I'm deep in your system and even if you tried to leave, your heart would never give us up just like mine would never give up on you.

My place is back in Salem, she insisted wrapping her fingers tighter around the sheet, with Lucas and once I've had a shower and we really look at what the reality is, you'll see that is where I belong.

I don't believe the for one second, Brandon challenged determined not to lose her again, you love me just like I love you. You want to believe in us, but you're afraid. You're terrified of real happiness of true love so you'd rather push it away than embrace what we have. You're turning away from me because you don't believe you're meant for happiness, but the truth is that it can be yours. Samantha, you can have everything you've ever dreamt of with me and I swear to you that I won't ever walk away from you again. I learned my lesson the hard way and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to prove that to you.

Brandon, it's too late, she sighed running her fingers through her blonde tresses, I'm committed to a future with Lucas. I'm going to marry Lucas.

Samantha, please stop using Lucas as an excuse to push me away, his voice softened as she bit on her lower lip nervously.

It's not an excuse, she blurted out finding the courage to face him again as she turned towards the bed imagining to find him laying where she'd left him, but much to her surprise he stood behind her. A gasp fell from her lips as her gaze drifted to his luscious lips and his dark, loving eyes upon her.

Yes it is, he stepped closer to her as she tilted her head upwards towards him before taking a slow step back, and you know that deep in your heart Samantha. Stop fighting what we feel for one another.

Brandon, it's really not, she shook her head, a nervous breath escaping her lips as just looking at him sent butterflies through her stomach.

he challenged arching a sexy brow at her, then prove it.

Excuse me, she blinked back at him realizing she'd taken another step back as he moved in closer to her.

Prove it Samantha, Brandon repeated watching her back up again closing in on the wall behind her, if you say it's not an excuse and that you really don't love me, then you'll have no problem kissing me to prove it.

Brandon please, she let out a nervous laugh, I don't have to prove anything to you. I've said what needs to be said.

That's not enough, he shook his head as a sly grin swept over his features, but here's the deal, if you give me a kiss good-bye and you feel nothing, then I'll let you take your shower and be on your way. I won't push you about us ever again and I'll let you live your life with Lucas. However, if you feel something, even the faintest spark in the kiss, then you have to hear me out.

This is ridiculous, she groaned inwardly.

Even so the way I see it, if I mean nothing to you, then there is no risk involved. If last night was just a spur of the moment mistake, then when you kiss me, there will be nothing to worry about, he explained as she leaned back against the wall. Extending his arms out and caging her beneath them, he smiled at her, so what do you say Samantha?

You're crazy, you know that, her voice stammered as her knees grew shaky and she tried to find a way to slip out of this current situation, besides last night you told me twenty four hours and then you'd give up.

I still have a little time left, Brandon reminded her, we didn't have an early start, remember?

Brandon, you keep changing the rules, she gave him a pointed look as he leaned in closer to her and her chest rose and fell in anticipation as his dark eyes reached into her daring her to reveal her heart to him.

Rules were meant to be broken, he whispered throatily as he leaned in to kiss her capturing her lips with hungry urgency as she cried out against him surprised by the intensity of his kiss.

Unable to fight the feelings he'd awakened inside of her, Samantha silently cursed herself as the kiss deepened and the sheet she'd been wrapped up in fell to the floor as her fingers threaded through his hair claiming his mouth with an eager intensity as the kiss continued. She'd wanted to refuse, to tell him that their night together meant nothing, but as he wrapped his arms around her lifting her from the ground, she couldn't help but give in to the way he'd made her feel, to the way his every breath awakened her inside, made her feel alive as he held her.

she gasped breathless as he slowly withdrew from their kiss.

I told you that you weren't ready to walk away from us, Brandon replied with a confident smile releasing her as the chill of his absence washed over her.

Feeling weak in the knees after the kiss, Samantha struggled to find the right words, to say what she'd intended on saying moments earlier, but nothing came out as her heart pounded out of control in her chest. She looked to Brandon noting the pleased expression on his face as she fought for her words. Damn him for being so calm about this. Damn him for trying to persuade her not to give up on them having a future together, but most of all damn him for being right about the way she felt about him. She did love him and she hated how he'd managed to reach her all over again. Now as she wanted nothing more than to run into his arms, to hold him and never let go, she struggled to still her trembling lower lip as the words fell from her lips.

I'm taking my shower, she announced tossing her hair over her shoulder as she feigned an air of confidence.

I see, Brandon nodded unconvinced, are you sure about that?

Absolutely certain, she replied forcing herself to turn away from him as she took a step towards the master bathroom hoping that her wobbly knees wouldn't give her away as she looked to the door only a few feet away from her.

Fine, if that's really how you feel, Brandon's voice beckoned her as she stopped moving.

It is, she nodded unable to face him again.

Alright then, he paused before a smile swept over his features, oh and Samantha?

she questioned pulling together the courage to look over her shoulder at him.

You're really a bad liar, he announced sliding his arm around her waist as he pulled her back to him in an urgent, desperate kiss unleashing all his passion upon her as he'd called her bluff.

Wrapping herself around him, Samantha gave in to the desire she'd carried for Brandon as his arms scooped up her bottom and carried her toward the bathroom. Lavishing her with kisses, Brandon refused to give her room to push him away again as he stepped towards the shower, carefully holding her in his arm as his other arm slinked around to the temperature controls, carefully setting the water before he stepped inside the shower stall taking her with him.

she questioned in low, shallow pants as his lips devoured hers, what are you doing?

You said you wanted a shower, he reminded her easing her to her toes again as he reached for the soap, sliding it over her smooth, damp skin, so I thought we'd work on that.

When I said it, she pressed her palm over the center of his chest, I'd meant I'd be taking one alone.

Well, I'd thought about taking one as well, Brandon admitted working a lather over her skin as he eased the soap over her shoulders as his lips dropped kisses over her collar bone, so why waste a perfectly good shower when there's room for the both of us?

Brandon, you're insatiable aren't you, she questioned in a tight whisper as his hands glided over her body adding fuel to the fire burning inside of her as the steam surrounded them in the shower as the water pulsated over them.

You have no idea, he whispered daring her to give in to the love between them with an intoxicating kiss as he vowed not to let Samantha Brady walk out of his life once again. He loved her far too much to loose her and soon she'd realize that letting go of her fears of loving him would set them free.

Chapter 11

Samantha's gaze cast out over the ocean's tide as she hugged her arms around her body savoring the feel of Brandon's oversized robe against her skin. Her hair was still damp from the shower she and Brandon had shared with one another and her heart still filled with the heat of the experience they'd had with one another. Making love to Brandon Walker was always something she'd been able to lose herself in. While she'd denied how she'd felt for him for so very long, just in being in his arms again, it felt so wonderful, so right and the very thought of being close to him again brought a smile over her lips.

Here you are, Brandon broke through her thoughts as he slipped his arm around her waist before extending his free hand out towards her offering her the glass of orange juice he'd retrieved from the kitchen, for you.

Thank you, she smiled turning her head back to glance over her shoulder at him for a brief moment before she sipped the juice. Looking out over the water again, she leaned back into his chest appreciating the moment between them as his arms felt so inviting over her. It really is beautiful out there, isn't it?

Being near the ocean always seemed to offer a sense of clarity and peace for me growing up, Brandon explained kissing the top of her head, granted it wasn't something I was used to, but when I had a moment to appreciate the simpler things in life, I took them.

I wish I'd done that more, Sami sighed lightly, but somehow growing up wasn't nearly what I'd imagined it should've been.

You've had a lot happen in your lifetime Samantha, Brandon offered squeezing her in his arms as she lifted the glass of juice offering him a sip of the juice before reclaiming it once again.

Perhaps too much, she sighed closing her eyes as the winds swept over her, There were so many things that I did so very wrongso many mistakes

You were young, Brandon reminded her, we all do some crazy things in our youth.

Crazy doesn't even begin to cover it, she let out an ironic laugh, for the longest time, I was like the plague in Salem. Every time I stepped into a room, I knew that people were talking about me, gossiping about all the things I'd done and how my sins would never be forgotten. Of course in a small town like Salem, I suppose you can never escape the demons of your past

It seems as though the demons follow you everywhere in that town, Brandon agreed with a sigh, but then again, I suppose that's where the not caring about what might come about because of them comes in.

I wish it was that easy, she confessed thinking back to her troubled youth, I remember all those years when I was chasing after Austin, my entire family seemed to be against me. I mean sure I made a mistake and yes I'd lied about what happened in some places, but still she trailed off, oh if I only knew then, what I know now.

Would it have made a difference, Brandon questioned lazily as she shook her head in response.

Probably not, but when I think of how my life was so reckless and how I'd been such a disappointment to my family

Samantha, how could you be a disappointment? he turned her in his arms.

You must be joking right, she half laughed, Brandon, think about it for a moment.

I am thinking about it and what I see before me is a woman who managed to raise a child and become a mothera great one at that at a young age and along the way you became a fighter never giving up what you wanted.

And look where it got me, she pointed out with a slight frown, even you thought I was too much to handle when you split before.

a crease settled in over his brow, you weren't too much to handle. Honestly, he hesitated contemplating his words, when I left I was a pompous ass.

Excuse me? she blinked back at him surprised by his words, What did you just say?

You heard me, he shrugged his shoulders, I really screwed up and when I left town not a day went by without me kicking myself for leaving like I did. I kept thinking if only I'd followed my heart, if only I'd been honest with you about things from the start, if only I'd had the strength to believe in our love like I do right now

Brandon, things were so complicated back then, she began realizing that somehow they'd always returned to the same conversation between the two of them with the old hurt remaining inside of her.

Because I made them that way, Brandon offered poignantly, sure you did what you thought was best in terms of the DNA test, but I helped feed into the insecurities you had about our relationship. If only I'd had the nerve to make you feel as if you were the only one who'd ever touched my heartif only I hadn't made you feel like second best

I thought you said earlier we weren't looking back on if only, she challenged arching a brow.

I know what I said, but I also know you and I know you're hurting, Brandon touched her cheek gently, I know at the time everything went down it was played out so horribly wrong. Lucas never should've bust into our wedding with the news about the DNA tests and I shouldn't have flew off the handle like I did

You thought I'd betrayed you, she offered simply, and it wasn't the first time a man left me hanging.

Even so, it was the last thing I wanted to do, Brandon confessed remembering that fateful moment between them, I never, ever wanted to hurt you.

she paused seeing the pain behind his eyes, tell me something



When you walked out the door on our wedding day, I thought you'd hated me, that you never wanted to see me again and in that moment when I lost you, it tore me apart inside, she trailed off lost in the moment.

Samantha, I never ever hated you. Not for a second, Brandon lifted her gaze to meet his once again, it was me I hated. I was the one who'd messed up and I took it out on you. That was wrong and I'm so sorry that I hurt you.

I know you are and Brandon I really believe that, but a part of me, well I just find it hard to believe that we're here together like thisthat somehow you found me again and you want to be with me. I think of all those times that I longed to call you, to visit you, but I kept away because I knew you wouldn't see me, but now as you stand before me, you're telling me that wasn't the case.

Not at all, he admitted honestly, I wanted to see you so many times, but I knew that I'd hurt you and if I came back into your life, it would only lead to misery. I knew that I broke your heart and why would you ever want me back after that?

Yet you show up on my wedding day, she pondered the thought, why did you do that exactly?

I didn't want you to make a mistake with Lucas, Brandon blurted out with a frown, Samantha I know that you don't love him and that Lucas doesn't love you.

Lucas does love me, she frowned deeply, he was ready to commit to me and

Samantha, he's played a hand in destroying every one of your relationships, Brandon pointed out with a frown, he was part of the reason that things ended the way they did between us. He knew how to play us against one another and the gamble worked for him.

Only because we let it happen, she reminded him harshly, you walked out on me and gave him the opportunity to see my life in shambles yet again.

Which brings me to another point, he continued shaking his head, if the man so desperately lives to bring you down and tear your life apart, then why oh why would you even think of committing your life to him? Were you seeking out some kind of punishment in denying yourself happiness?

Brandon, you don't know the whole situation, she argued with him taking a step back, Lucas was there for me when the world wasn't. He stood by me after you left

I'm sure he did, but did you think for a moment there Samantha that maybe that was always part of his plan, Brandon frowned again, Samantha, he set us up for a fall. He made sure that his timing was at that pivotal moment where emotions were running high enough for us both to run away. He knew if I knew that you'd switched those tests that I would doubt you and in turn you would always doubt me believing that Lexie was the mother of my child.

Brandon, we did that to one another, she pointed between them, you and I were the ones who tampered with those tests and when you slept with Lexie

Samantha, I made a mistake, but think about this for a second, Brandon paused contemplating his words, I went in and fixed the test

And then I went in to save face, she nodded in response, we've been over this a million times.

Even so, I know Lucas was taunting you, telling you that I was going to leave you and when he interrupted our wedding, that insecurity card came into play and given that I was upset about the truth about Abe being my father and by the fact we'd deceived one another, I did exactly what he wanted me to do. What I should've done was decked the son of a bitch for messing with our lives to begin with

Lucas isn't to blame, Sami huffed in response, he might have done some awful things, but we can't blame Lucas for the way things went down.

The hell we can't, Brandon grumbled.

Is that what this is about, she gasped in realization, is that why you brought me here?

Samantha, what are you talking about? he questioned in confusion.

Did you bring me here only to seek out revenge on Lucas for stepping on your toes, she huffed back at him, is that all I am to you? Means to an end in your quest to piss off Lucas?

Samantha, how can you say that?

Well is that all this is about, she continued shaking her head, are you using me Brandon?

Samantha, the only reason I'm here with you is because I love you, Brandon answered simply, I couldn't let you marry Lucas because I love you too much for that.

Oh really? she arched a curious brow, then why wait until my wedding day? Why not come in a week before? Why not come to me sooner than that if I was on your mind before now?

Because I'm a coward and I didn't think

You've got that for sure, Sami snapped back at him, you didn't think about anything except for what you wanted.

That's not true. I was doing what was best for us.

By taking me from my family and my wedding? she blinked back at him, Now who's the one with a hidden agenda here, Brandon?

he groaned inwardly, what happened to us focusing on the future?

If you recall I told you before we don't have a future, she placed her hands on her hips, I'm marrying Lucas and no pretty words or sweet kisses can change that.

he arched a curious brow.

That's right, she nodded eagerly, I won't be some prize in your fight against Lucas Roberts. I won't let you use me just because your bruised ego can't handle the fact that I've moved on with my life that I've

That's it, Brandon shook his head before reaching out to her and hoisting her over his shoulder.

she shouted his name as he walked across the deck, Brandon, what are you doing? Brandon, put me down!

Samantha, this is for your own good, he announced carrying her across the sand towards the water.

Brandon, what do you think you're doing, she questioned again with a squeal.

Cooling you off, he declared moving into the edge of the water as she cried out once again.

Put me down, she began kicking against his chest, Brandon, I mean it. Put me down right this instant.

If you insist, he shrugged dropping her into the water with a splash as a laugh spilled over his lips. Seconds later, she emerged from the water a look of shock and rage crossing her features as Brandon couldn't help but erupt with laughter.

You think that was funny, she growled up at him, how dare you!

Oh come on Samantha, he laughed harder, things were getting too hot back there and we needed some kind of cool down.

I'll show you cool down, she lunged forward throwing her fist into his jaw knocking him down into the water as she let out a ha' and she clapped her hands together, take that!

Sami felt a pleased smile spill over her features as she thought of how she'd taken Brandon down. Looking at her soaked robe, now hanging off of her as she turned her attention to the water. She paused waiting for Brandon to surface so that she could give him a piece of her mind again, to let him know how angry she was with him, but as the moments passed on, the water began to smooth on the surface with no sign of Brandon. Her smile transformed into a frown as she waved her hands towards the surface of the water.

she questioned trying to see beneath the surface as she stepped around the water, Brandon, this isn't funny. Brandon, where are you? Brandon, her voice rose to a panic as she looked down to the water ready to dive in, Oh no, she mouthed dipping beneath the surface seeking him out as the robe drifted down her shoulders. Shaking it off, she tried to see through the water as her concern for Brandon swept over her.

Surfacing for air, Samantha realized he still hadn't surfaced as she dove under again afraid she'd hit him too hard. Moving forward she opened her eyes once again ready to continue her search when she felt something wrap around her waist dragging her back. A muffled cry escaped her lips as she spun around to find Brandon beside her. He reached out to her touching her face as he captured her mouth in a kiss while they began to surface.

Breaking free of the kiss as they were beneath the sun's warm rays once again, Sami glared at Brandon seeing the sly look upon his face before he pulled her into another desperate kiss. She wrapped her arms around him hating that he had frightened her, but more so hating the idea of him being hurt after she'd hit him.

You scared the life out of me, she murmured against his mouth as they waded in the water together, I thought I'd hit you too hard and that you were hurt

Only if you didn't believe that my intentions for bringing you here were purely about love, Brandon squeezed her in his arms, that's the only reason I'm here because I love you and I need you in my life.

Brandon, it's just her lower lip trembled.

he whispered against her mouth holding her in the water, Samantha, being without you is like drowning inside myself and that's a feeling I don't ever want to experience again, he confessed pulling her into a deeper embrace, I love you.

I love you too, she blurted out laying her head against his shoulder as she hugged him, you infuriate me and you've turned my life around, but God help me, I do love you.

Then trust that love you feel for me, he urged her, Trust your heart, Samantha.

Promise me, she whispered squeezing him tighter, promise me you'll never leave me again. Say you wont go away...

I'm not going away, he promised kissing the top of her head, I won't leave you ever again, Samantha.

I want to believe that. More than anything I want to believe we have a chance together, she whispered closing her eyes as she realized that life would never be the same for her again after today. There was no way she could go back to Salem and pretend that she didn't love Brandon. Despite the turmoil between them, he was still the one man who'd managed to capture her heart completely.

Chapter 12

Brandon paced around the room listening to the sounds of Samantha finishing up with drying her hair after their impromptu swim' after their latest confrontation with one another. While he'd planned on making very different use of their morning, he realized that to truly convince Samantha that his intentions were nothing but the best, he'd have to take things to another level and soon. While the kidnapping had gone down smoothly and he could see she still loved him as he loved her, there was still something missing, still something that he promised himself he'd get to before this day was over. His gaze cast over to the dresser across the room as he thought of what he'd kept inside, waiting for the right moment to share with her. Somehow, he reasoned as he noted the time once again, he would find the perfect moment. He could do this, he promised himself realizing it was time to take things to the next level in his quest to win her heart again.

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Samantha finished with her lip gloss looking in the mirror at her own reflection as her lingering thoughts of Brandon washed over her. Somehow in the last couple of days she'd experienced a great many emotions ranging from anger to confusion, fury to the more powerful rage, to regret, but most importantly it had all taken her back to love again. She'd tried to move forward in her life, but there was no denying her heart. She was head over heels in love with Brandon Walker and she'd been that way for longer than she could imagine, only this time it seemed as though they were really doing this. They weren't buried in secrets and lies or under any false pretenses. He'd brought her here purely to show her he'd loved her. He hadn't given up on the hopes of a future between them and while she'd tried to convince herself that moving on with Lucas would help ease the pain of losing Brandon, she realized that her hopes of being with Brandon never faded. She still longed to be with him.

she mouthed as a frown curled over her lips and she thought back to her husband to be. Sure, they'd had their share of problems, but he'd tried so hard to be what she'd wanted. She'd almost believed it could work, that was until their wedding day. Even before Brandon kidnapped her, she'd had her doubts, had her concerns about marrying the man who'd made her life hell for so very long. In the end Lucas had convinced her that their rage could transform somehow into love, that the anger and bitterness was based on more feeling, but now as she looked into the mirror staring at her own reflection, she thought of the woman she'd become with Lucas and the idea of returning to that part of herself terrified her. Could she bring herself to face Salem again? Could she face Lucas and reveal to him what had been troubling her all this time? Could she tell him that she'd never loved him? That she'd only been looking for security? So many questions filled her mind as she heard a faint tapping on the door interrupting her thoughts.

Placing her hand on her abdomen as she drew in a slow breath, Samantha urged herself not to think of what was troubling her. Opening the door, she noticed the deep crimson colored bud before her as a smile touched over her lips.

I come bearing gifts, Brandon confessed a sexy smile crossing over his handsome features as she opened the door further to accept the rose he'd offered her.

In that case, she inhaled the sweet scent of the flower, you can come in.

Actually, I was hoping that perhaps you were ready for the next installment of our adventure, Brandon confessed seeing the way her eyes lit up with excitement.

You mean there's more? she questioned curiously.

Much more, he nodded, but of course last night we were a tad bit distracted and then this morning, a sly grin swept over his features as his gaze lingered over her, causing a heat to rise from deep within her.

It was another very welcome distraction, she admitted leisurely touching his chest with her index finger, one that would be well worth repeating

Yes, it would be, Brandon nodded in agreement offering a playful kiss, but first we have an agenda this afternoon.

Oh really? she questioned leaning into his chest, such as?

Such as I want to continue where we started last night, Brandon noted the hint of mischief behind her eyes as his own thoughts lingered to the way it had felt to be with her, before that

Darn and to think I was hoping I could tempt you into a repeat of earlier, she teased gently.

Samantha, you can tempt me anytime, Brandon lifted her up off the ground raising her to his eye level before he dropped a quick kiss over her lips, however, if we stayed here, we'd miss out on the yacht and

she gave him a puzzled expression, wait a second. Back upwhat yacht?

The one that's docked and waiting for the two of us, he shrugged casually, I'd thought perhaps we could have a romantic cruise, just the two of us on the ocean enjoying all the romance that the tropic has to offer, but if you'd rather we just stay here and

Not on your life, she shook her head determined as she took a step back, if you've got a yacht waiting for us, then what are we doing here? Brandon, come on adventure awaits us, she stepped past him eager to continue their day with one another.

A laugh spilled over Brandon's features as he watched her leave him behind in the room. He heard her call out to him and another laugh erupted from within. You never change Samantha, he chuckled in mild amusement as he stepped over to the dresser opening the top drawer and pulling the small box out from within. He looked at it for a moment before opening the box to look at it's contents before adding, but I wouldn't want you to.

Come on Brandon, he heard her call out to him.

I'm on my way, he announced closing the box and tucking it into his pocket as he vowed that today would be the day that he would put the wheels of destiny into motion once again, only this time things would be as they always should've been with the two of them together at long last.

******

Are we almost there yet? Samantha questioned curiously as she looked over to Brandon,

We're almost there, he laughed gently placing the car into park as he looked over at her, you're not excited in the least about this, are you?

Well considering that you did kidnap me and all and since I am your hostage, she teased lightly, I suppose I'll have to go where you take me.

And since it's a luxury yacht? he questioned seeing the idea of adventure stirring up inside of her.

Just tell me that this is going to be as good as what we had happening yesterday, she searched his eyes, tell me that this is going to be even better perhaps.

Oh I think it'll be much better, Brandon decided taking his keys out of the ignition as he threw her a sexy smile, although I do have a confession to make.

What kind of confession, she questioned a puzzled expression on her face as he stepped out of the Jeep circling around to open the door for her as he extended his arm.

Nothing too upsetting, Brandon paused contemplating his words, then again I suppose it's all in how you look at it.

Look at what, she probed further as her gaze drifted to the yacht before them. Her jaw dropped as she looked over to him, Brandon, is that the one that we're going to

he nodded wrapping his arms around her waist, you like?

Like it, she repeated, Brandon, it's like a page out of a dream, she paused, although I did see the Titanic movie and if anything even remotely close to that happens

Then I'll be your own personal lifeguard, Brandon promised her with a sexy smile, and beside Samantha, I have a feeling that this pleasure cruise will turn out to be something far more than either one of us anticipated.

So you keep saying, she replied searching his dark, enchanting eyes, but then again, what's the confession you wanted to make?

Well, it's about our day, he explained leading her up towards the yacht, you see I haven't exactly been forthcoming about our plans, Brandon continued as they began to climb aboard.

How so?

Well, the truth is we aren't going to be alone exactly, Brandon paused as a man approached them.

Senor Walker, the small man greeted Brandon, Buenos tardes.

Buenos tardes, Brandon greeted him in response.

This must be the beautiful lady we've heard all about, the man turned his attention to Samantha, my she is far more beautiful than you'd let on, but then again I'm sure you just wanted to keep this treasure to yourself, the man reached out to Samantha kissing the top of her hand, I'm Ramon and if you need anything

We've got it covered, Brandon offered gently sliding his arm around Samantha's waist protectively, however I was hoping you could tell me if that other favor I'd spoken with you about was in order.

It's all set up on the deck, Ramon nodded at him, and if you need anything, anything at all, he turned his eyes to Samantha briefly, don't hesitate to ask.

We'll be fine, Brandon offered once more.

Excellente, I shall tell the captain we're ready to take off to our first stop, Ramon agreed leaving the two of them alone.

Shall we? Brandon extended his arm out to her.

We shall, Sami agreed accepting his arm as she looked around the lavish yacht, so when did you have time to arrange something like this?

While you were sleeping, Brandon explained with a laugh, since you are quite the deep sleeper there.

I am not, she huffed swatting at him, and besides by the time last night was over we'd both done well enough to keep us both rested for quite some time.

It was quite a night, Brandon agreed thinking back to the passion between them, but then again being able to hold you, to make love to you, he offered an impromptu kiss, it's always been very enjoyable.

Indeed it has, Sami agreed wrapping her arms around his neck as he dipped her and they shared another kiss.

Excuse me, Ramon interrupted clearing his throat as Brandon and Samantha slowly pulled away from one another.

What is it Ramon? Brandon questioned impatiently.

I opened the champagne for you, Ramon grinned eagerly over at Sami once again.

Thank you Ramon, Brandon smiled curtly, that will be all.

Okay, okay, Ramon nodded again taking a step away from them before glancing over his shoulder every now and then to look at Sami.

What is with him? Sami questioned curiously.

I think I'm not the only one that's taken by you Samantha, Brandon explained simply, but in Ramon's case, it's too bad. You're with me now.

I like the sound of that, she confessed eager to see what Brandon had in store for her.

Good because I intend to keep it that way, however since the champagne is waiting, Brandon lead her along the deck, perhaps we should head on over there.

Champagne seems quite extravagant for a day out on the water, Sami noted probing for information, perhaps there's something else on the agenda.

There might be, Brandon winked at her, but first, he motioned to the table before them to where the champagne was chilled and waiting for them, how about a drink?

I'd love one, Sami nodded watching as he moved towards the table pouring them both a glass. She looked out onto the ocean taking in the view as she could see Brandon's beach house in the distance. He really had gone out of his way to make this paradise for her and as she stood looking out over the water, she'd wondered how he'd managed to find such a place.

It's like your own piece of paradise isn't it, Brandon interrupted her thoughts handing her the glass of champagne he'd poured for her.

Indeed it is, she nodded sipping her drink, although I have to wonder how you wound up here.

I needed a place to think, a place where my head wouldn't be so clouded and well, this place--the beach house, well, it called to me. Much like this yacht did, so I decided it was a worthwhile investment, Brandon shrugged his shoulders as a smile touched over his features, and seeing the look on your face, it paid off.

Wait a second, Sami turned to give him a look, you're saying that you bought the beach house and this yacht we're on?

Brandon nodded, I needed something to keep my busy since I couldn't be with the woman I loved and with the money, well, I'd had some set aside after Angela died

You mean you had this kind of money all along and you didn't say anything until now? Sami shook her head unable to believe what she was hearing.

I'm a simple man, Samantha, Brandon shrugged his shoulders, money doesn't mean much to me especially not when I can't be with the woman I loved. It was just means of a distraction and this play toy of mine and the house, well they were both intended for a purpose.

And what purpose might that be? she raised a curious brow.

To make each and every one of your dreams come true, he confessed touching her cheek tenderly, all I've ever wanted was a chance to do just that.

So you bought a beach house and a yacht in the hopes of seducing me? Of winning me back again? she thought it over.

That was part of the plan, Brandon confessed with a nod, although I was hoping that I'd have a bit more appeal than just the yacht alone. I was hoping that my charismatic personality might have drawn you back in somehow.

Hmm, well there is something to be said about your personality and well about the house and now this yacht, she looked out onto the water again and shrugged her shoulders, although there is something to be said about a man with money

Is there now, he leaned over the side of the railing watching the way the ocean breeze swept over her beautiful features giving off a glow as she stood beside him.

Of course, she nodded throwing him a playful look, and while I think all of those things are very important, I'm afraid none of them are reason enough as to why I could possibly be interested in you.

They aren't, are they? Brandon raised a curious brow.

Nope, not in the least, she shook her head as a playful laugh erupted from her lips, in fact I'd have to say that if I had to pinpoint one thing about what I like about you, it would have to be the sex.

The sex? Brandon gulped in response nearly choking on his champagne as he looked to her.

she nodded again, Definitely the sex though maybe we could talk about the money here. That might be something worth my while, she teased again seeing the frown that crept over his features, yes, I think I'd like to get into that money issue.

Now wait a second, he set his champagne glass down on the table top, what about the other stuff?

Such as? she feigned innocence.

You know the love and the romance, Brandon urged.

Well those are so old fashioned and okay I suppose, she shrugged her shoulders trying to keep a straight face as she looked up at him, but when it gets back to being in your beach house with the promise of a fortune before me, well Id have to say that wins out every time. Everything else just seems to pale in comparison

I'll give you pale, he tickled her sides causing her to erupt in laughter as she squirmed in his arms, admit it Samantha. You love me. You love everything about me especially in the way I love you.

..I'll have to think about that one, she teased again as he pulled her into his arms.

Admit it, you're crazy about me, he encouraged never giving up on the tickle torture.

You're the one that's crazy about me, she informed him, you can't live without me. Admit it Brandon, you're the one whose addicted to me.

Guilty as charged, Brandon replied with a nod, but can you blame me seeing as you are the most beautiful, amazing woman in the world?

I like the sound of this. Go on, Sami encouraged him with a tiny laugh, I think I'm enjoying this.

Alright then, since you asked, Brandon took in a breath reaching for her hand, I told you I'd go all the way to be with you and I meant that Samantha. I was going to wait until sunset and do this in a more traditional fashion, but I'm finding that nothing is traditional about you--about us. We did this once with all the romance and magic of everything being perfectly planned out, but maybe that's where we made the mistake. Maybe in all the planning and the attempts to do things the right way, we missed something along the way. This time I don't want to miss a thing. I don't want to miss a moment with you or to have another morning without you beside me. I want your face to be the last one I see every night when I fall asleep and for you to be the only woman I hold in my arms through the night. In the morning when I wake I want you beside me, to hold onto when the times are rough and when the times are going good. I want to be the man to share your hopes and dreams with you, the man who takes part in your schemes and encourages you along the way. I want to support you and be there for you, to give you that eternity that we'd promised one another a long time ago. Samantha, Brandon drew in a breath seeing the way her eyes widened as he lowered himself to his knee before her, I know that we have had a lot of water under the bridge between us and that this might seem sudden, but when we reached this point years ago I blew it and I don't want to blow it again. These past couple of days with you again, well they made me realize that being with you is the only place in this world where I feel as if I'm complete, as if I've finally found my heart, which is why I'm asking you if you would consider meeting me half way on this

she gasped as he reached into his pocket withdrawing a box from within, is that what I think

Samantha, I know that you were ready to marry Lucas, but it wasn't the kind of wedding or the life you wanted. We almost had it all together and I know if you give me another chance, then we can truly begin again. I've wanted to do this for so very long and now that you're here beside me, I don't want to lose you again. I love you Samantha Gene Brady and you are the only woman for me. I know that I don't deserve it and maybe it's asking a lot, but this time I want to do this right. I meant what I said when I said I was serious about going all the way to win your heart and being with you is what I want, he opened the box revealing the sparkling diamond ring that was within the box, Samantha, the reason I came back again was because I love you and I know that a life without you is one that I don't want to face. Sure I took you from your wedding, but only because if I let you go through with it, you'd be marrying the wrong man. You'd be pledging your life to someone who couldn't give you what you deserve, what you need, but I can give you that. I want to show you the life that you've only dreamt about because I know in my heart that the only man you should be marrying is me, which leads me to what I need to ask youwhat I brought you here to finally say after all this time

Brandon, are you asking me to she trailed off unable to believe what she was hearing as tears pooled in her eyes.

Marry me Samantha, he reached for her hand, say you'll be mine and I promise you that all of our dreams of happiness will become a reality. This time we have the world ahead of us and we can make it all possible. Say you'll be mine.

To be continued...